#amd also bc some of her songs reminded me of my own trauma so when i listened to them id always take time to reflect in my trauma in a safe | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

preatoreyna · 5 years

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the whole mitski thing is fake you're good bb don't worry and take care of yourself

i’ve been trying to stay off tumblr so i haven’t seen much of anything to know if that is even proven it just really threw me how easily people were to jump that person i don’t even have the proper words to explain what i’m tying to convey like it’s not that i don’t care if it’s true or not bc i do it’s just hearing again and again of stuff like this fucks me up so badly that i don’t know what to feel!! idk idk i’m not explaining it enough bc idk how

#i hope you all know that me freaking the fuck out wasnt in a like #this celebrity is god tier protect at all costskind of thing #it was more like ive been having a good time lately not really being affectedby my own traumaand then this happens and it brings me right #down to the bottom again #amd also bc some of her songs reminded me of my own trauma so when i listened to them id always take time to reflect in my trauma in a safe #way thru the music so whether this stuff is real or not this makes it hard bc its just a big fucking reminder that #ill never excape what happened to me #i was r**** at fucking 4/5 and m*lested at 10 and it still hurts all these years later #so yeah #i hadnt thiught about it all day but i saw the statement she made when i was at dinner w my friends and gf and i was so distracted bc it #was like GREAT this again #anyway if u read all this sorry lol #id like more info on everyhing i guess

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