#ambi jk

[mercurygguk]

TEASER; ambivalence · jjk (m)

··· summary; you and jungkook used to be a thing before your careers took off but it ended badly, the result being hatred for one another. now, the universe is sick and twisted in all sorts of fucked up ways and brings the two of you back into each other’s lives; on the set for a porn video.

this fic is part of the ‘industry baby’ collab hosted by myself & @jeonjcngkook​ !

pairing; p*rnstar!jk x p*rnstar!fem reader

word count; 15k approx.

rating; 18+

content; enemies to lovers au, p*rn (with a plot) au

warnings; mentions/intake of alcohol, explicit content (will be specified in final post!)

release date; mid/end may

author’s note; here’s my fic for the ‘industry baby’ collab! i’m very excited to share it with you guys and hear your thoughts on it!! i’ll do my best to post it around mid/end may but given my trip to the US i don’t want to promise too much :’) despite all of that, please look forward to this and let me know your thoughts so far!

a BIG thank you to sav for asking me to host this collab with her! i’m so very proud of this little project of ours and i can’t wait to read all the masterpieces that will be posted for this collab! <3

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[shionrami]

Bingo Party at Serenity Club

The Questions

ʚଓ️️  ️️ ️️️️  ️️ ️️Message For Claire

Hello there the Dancing Queen, mami Ceyi! RUBYs paling cantik! Pertama aku mau ucapin terima kasih karena udah respon kepanikanku dan aku recokin di DM.. Kita belum banyak ngobrol yaa, tapi aku bisa liat kalau mami ini bunda coded banget yang melindungi Guests kapanpun. 🥺 terima kasih untuk jerih payah dan waktunya yang mami dedikasikan untuk Serenity Club, you've done you bestest!! Maaf karena aku belum maksimal jadi Guest.. 😔 please aku mau temenan sama mami setelah perpisahan itu. 🥺🖤

ʚଓ️️  ️️ ️️️️  ️️ ️️️️ Letter To Guests

Halo the Guests! Sebelumnya aku mau minta maaf karena kurang bonding sama kalian, jujur happy banget ketemu sama Guests karena baik baik dan pada ramah! Makasih yang udah reach out aku.. Guests keren keren, apalagi yang masuk jadi VIP Guests, iri betul jadi penasaran tips mengambis kayak gitu gimana. Semoga setelah perpisahan ini Guests gak lupa sama aku dan tetep mau ngobrol walau udah gan serumah. 🥺

ʚଓ️️  ️️ ️️️️  ️️ ️️Message For Sammy

The Rockstar Puppy, papi Sammy! Editor Serenity Club yang paling keren! Jujur aku naksir banget sama editan papi, cantik dan elegan banget! Papi, makasih ya untuk jerih payah dan waktu yang didedikasikan untuk Serenity Club. Makasih juga mau aku rempongin di kkt huhuhu, maaf aku belum maksimal jadi anaknya papi. Lofyu papi Sammy! 🥹

ʚଓ️️  ️️ ️️️️  ️️ ️️Five Guests Who Haven't Been Close

ʚଓ️️️️  ️️ ️️️️  ️️ ️️Message For Enzo

Ini dia papi keduaku di Serenity Club, the Moon Reveller, aka papi Enzo! Kayaknya aku jarang ngobrol ya sama papi..? Gomenin anakmu yang lalai ini. 😭 btw aku naksir banget sama wordingnya papi, soalnya cakep banget! Boleh gak ya aku palakin caption upchar? :] jk. Terima kasih ya papi Enzo udah terima aku di Serenity Club, maaf karena aku belum maksimal menjadi Guest yang baik. Habis ini janji gak somse sama aku? 😞☝🏻

ʚଓ️️  ️️ ️️️️  ️️ ️️Favorite and Memorable Party

AAA GAK BISA MILIH JUJUR.. tapi yang berkesan itu Midnight Party sih, karena eventnya nyantai banget dan ada misi ngeplot buat Yule Ball. :3 lucu banget misinya ngeplot, dapet temen kelompok yang baik-baik dan ambis jugaa! Semua party di Serenity Club seru seru sih, bikin aku ngerasa ada di kerajaan dan tampil cantik nan anggun. 🥺

[thebritspaper]

The Brits Paper, May 1815.

Salam hangat untuk semua pembaca setia di kota kita yang tercinta. Hari ini, angin berhembus membawa berita segar tentang para bangsawan di BritonSociety. Ya, Anda tidak salah dengar, kita awali dengan datangnya salah satu Lord berinisial @***seok. Yang merupakan seorang bangsawan gagal event gabungan karena diundur.

Berikutnya, mari simak cuap cuap dari salah satu Patrons kita yang bernama Lord Aldrich Phantomhive. Beliau mengungkapkan bahwa The Incomparable minggu ini timbul dari usaha para Nobbies yang berlomba-lomba untuk mendapatkan sebuah 💎 ternyata mendapatkannya hanya melalui jalur voting para Nobbies lainnya. 

Seperti ini respon dari salah satu Nobbies yang suka cosplay menjadi gembel di Briton.

Lalu, ada perbincangan hangat terbaru, lagi lagi dari salah satu Patrons kita yang berinisial H Phantomhive yang dibeberkan oleh Lady C*** P**** dalam bincangnya dengan Lady JK (Nin**). Patrons H ini sangat mengharapkan bisa mendapatkan balasan cinta dari salah satu Viscount, Lord berinisial KS (Joz****) ini. Namun, takdir berkata lain. 

Waduh, apakah benar sudah tervalidasi “beloknya” seperti yang dibicarakan Lady JK? Hanya Lord KS dan Tuhan yang tahu. 

Topik percintaan ini, tidak sampai disitu saja. Ada hal yang tidak terduga, hmm, penulis ingin tahu pendapat Lord dan Lady lainnya tentang hal ini. 

Ternyata begini pendapat mas Anang. 

Wow, ternyata seperti itu. Apakah yang berkomentar di atas ialah yang mendapatkan informasi yang lebih ‘panas’? Kita tidak tahu. 

Dar der dor…..!!!! 

Ada berita hangat lainnya datang dari seorang Lady berinisial C ini sempat mengunggah status siapa yang mau dipangku olehnya.

dan apakah kalian tahu siapa yang dipangku? Ternyata, seorang pria berumur 25 tahun inisial Lord *addam. Berikut bukti foto mencengangkan!!!

Mencengangkan bukan??!!!!!

Ada lagi, tingkah dari Lord H*ans…. kira-kira beliau kenapa ya? Beliau membalas cuitan teman-temannya menggunakan tulisan tangan nya sendiri. Apakah beliau sedang membuktikan bahwa tulisan tangan beliau sangat indah?

Ada hot news lagi…. di kerajaan sebelah kok tega ya ngatain rakyat nya katro?! Coba disini siapa aja yang gabisa liat emot geleng-geleng? Kalau lebih dari 5 berarti emang beneran katro🫰🏻

Kabar terhangat terakhir guys!! Ini siapa ya? Dari kerajaan tetangga lagi? Anak nya ambis kok dia malah pusing ya dan malah bikin petisi wow!!! 😨 boikot boikot

Pesan terakhir dari kami… jangan lupa🤬😶‍🌫️🫡🤗🦍💨💎😶‍🌫️

Namun, dari semua itu, ada salah satu contoh dari ketamakan bangsawan yang gila diamonds.

Akunnya menjadi GAIB. Ulah siapa? Benar, beliau yang telah masuk ke Brits Paper sebelumnya. Penulis cuma bisa menggelengkan kepala saja.

Baiklah sampai di sini, para pembaca setia, kami telah mengantarkan para Societe pada petualangan gosip terbaru. Telinga kami telah menjangkau setiap sudut London, menangkap bisikan rahasia dan skandal tersembunyi. Kami telah mengungkap percintaan terlarang, kabar bahagia, dan skandal keuangan yang menggemparkan.

Namun, seperti lilin yang berkelap-kelip, momen ini harus berakhir. Goresan pena ini pamit dengan meninggalkan rasa penasaran di hati Anda, menanti kelanjutan kisah para bangsawan dan skandal yang menyelimuti mereka.

Ingatlah, para pembaca setia, di balik kemewahan dan kecantikan, selalu ada rahasia yang menunggu untuk terungkap. Tetaplah bersama kami, karena Miss Chatterley selalu siap untuk kembali, mengantarkan gosip terbaru dan membakar api sensasi.

Sampai jumpa di lain waktu!

[aghostics-moved]

everybody is a killer, if you push them far enough.

                                                                  ❛ no. ❜

it’s a firm refusal, one that stuns basile even if he knows his friend can be as stubborn as they come. and the expression torn between seething anger and absolute desperation tells him all he has to know. antoine’s scared. of course he is, in all their years travelling together the brunette has never actually taken a live on purpose - if people succumbed to their injuries it’d been without his knowledge. not once has antoine actually delivered a killing blow with that intent.

it shouldn’t be surprising, not when he knows that even with all his pretentious pride and self - confidence he wears like one wears a jacket antoine is soft at heart. someone who never knew how to quell the voice of the hopeful child that lingers in his mind. 

the child he used to be never had time to heal, and now as an adult antoine is stuck dealing with the repercussions of that. even now, when his memories are back does he refuse to kill another human being - even the ones who’d done nothing but torture him day by day as though their livelihood depended on it. and it breaks basiles heart, to know antoine can’t bring himself to wish even those people death. even when they deserved it. even when it’s the only thing left to do.

his gaze hardens against his will when he looks up at antoine. they’ve been making moves - have found a place to hide themselves while authorities of different regions were looking for them. they’ve escaped justice for too long and even if it went against what he’d agreed upon with officials in fontaine basile refused to back down and let them go. if no governing body could act without causing internal tension then so be it - he was unaligned anyways. he’d do it.

they hurt antoine, over and over again and even now, even when the man he practically considers his brother pretends to be fine he can see him shiver in the darkest hours of the night when he thinks basile is asleep. can see it in the way antoine tenses up whenever someone comes close when he’s caught off guard. can see how it haunts him, now more than ever.

he explains that to antoine, takes a step closer to rest a hand on his shoulder but before he can even finish speaking the other slaps his hand away, takes a step back. his body is trembling, even when he tries to hide it. even when he clutches his arm and mumbles something about the cold before he sits down on one of the rocks next to him. he’s scared. for the first time that basile knows antoine he can see how truly terrified he is. that he doesn’t know what to do.

                                            ❛ i don’t kill. and you shouldn’t either. ❜

his voice is like a leaf in the wind, shaken. uncertain as if it is about to fall to the ground. he looks to the side, knows the other hates being seen in vulnerable moments. he doesn’t mean to say it, he doesn’t. the moment the words leave his lips he wants to punch himself, eyes widening with the realization of what he’s done. of what he just said to the one person he promised to protect.

                                                  ❛ but you’ve done it before, right? ❜

his eyes shut close and his hands curl to fists at his side. he’s an idiot. an asshole. everything that’s wrong with the situation. antoine refused already, he shouldn’t push him any further. if he wanted to leave it all behind then he had the right to. the man lost his arm, his family. everything he’s built his life without memories on; all in the span of a week, at best. he deserves better.

he expects his friend to lash out, to push him away and yell at him. to confront him. he deserves that; hardened as he may be from his own past, it gives him no right to push his morals onto someone else. just because he has no qualms killing another person doesn’t mean he has any right or reason to push antoine to do the same. instead he hears a ragged breath, a shaky exhale. and a broken sob that he knows the brunette is trying to force back inside his throat.

his head snaps to stare at him, eyes wide in panic. he knows antoine’s been forced to kill the only friend he had as a child; knows he’s been forced to fight others for his own survival. knows of the blood on antoines hand that stains them even now. knows about the shackles to tie him to a past in a deep, crimson red. his breath hitches before he holds it in, stares at the other.

he’s never seen antoine cry. in over ten years he’s never seen the man cry. and yet here he is, clutching his head between his hands while his tears run over his cheek like rivers. drop the ground like heavy rain. he knows antoines been forced to kill, but it seems he doesn’t know all.

and he doesn’t, doesn’t know the story of the terrified nine year old that clutched a dagger in his tiny hands while staring at the dead body of a man in pure terror. about the way that child wanted to cry but had all sounds caged inside him, refusing to break free. the sheer horror of just escaping another grueling night at the cost of taking someone elses life at such a tender age. and he most certainly doesn’t know that the very first life antoine took that day was that of the only adult man he’d ever grown to trust back when he was practically a prisoner. that said death had come at the heels of being betrayed and broken down. of having his hopes ripped away.

basile doesn’t know the whole story - how could he when antoine has buried it in the marrow of his bones, far below the surface out of fear of showing anyone else just how much he truly suffered. and he certainly doesn’t know how that terrified child had cried for his father, screamed and kicked when he was dragged out of the room by even more horrible men. how taking another life had gotten him the opposite of the security he’d wanted in that moment.

basile doesn’t know that killing someone else had gotten antoine chained into a dark room with no food or water for three days before they dragged him out of there by his hair.

his hand rubs over his arm, his eyes dart to the side and he doesn’t know what to do. he apologizes, quiet and pained. antoine’s done nothing but support him, had his back and believed in him even when he didn’t believe in himself. had it not been for his friend, basile would have been lost in the bloodthirsty claws of misery. would have drowned in the raging seas of revenge.

he doesn’t leave; if he does now, antoine will pretend nothing ever happened and carry on as usual. he’ll forgive basile for being cruel just like he forgives everyone that hurts him because that’s what antoine does with that stupidly big heart of his. but he shouldn’t, basile doesn’t deserve forgiveness and antoine doesn’t deserve to be left alone in his misery.

the world’s abandoned him so many times, it’d be more than cruel if basile did that, too.

                                        ❛ if you don’t want that, i’ll respect it. ❜

he says softly, listens to the sounds of antoine fighting back for control over his emotions. he can’t leave it at that, he has to say more. and he does, takes no time to consider his words and speaks what he thinks honestly.  ❛ none of what happened was your doing. you’ve never killed out of your own free will. i’m sorry for trying to push you to do it. ❜

antoine doesn’t say anything, and he doesn’t have to. it’s all on basile here, even if the brunette would argue against that. would still find a way to share the blame just so basile wouldn’t have to carry the burden of his own carelessness. he’s too kind, he really is. he doesn’t deserve any of this - especially not the burden of remembering things he was too young to endure.

he wants to say more, anything. wants to comfort antoine, but it seems once again his brother is dead set on showing that even if he could be childish at times - he was surprisingly mature. and far too caring for the world to deserve. teyvat was too cruel a place for antoine.

                      ❛ basile. i’m sorry that the world made you think you have to kill. ❜

[sapphosclown]

ambi ❤️

[toomuchtyrus]

and don’t even get me started with the promo

[kateegustafson]

Y’all seen this?

[pretty-emo-dad]

GUYS!!

Y'all remember that one post that went around about how lesbians that preferred cuddles to sex were called Bambi lesbians

" Don't worry Bambi, I'll protect you"

Really makes you think huh?

[sunsbled-archive]

anyways guess where he’s running .    ... even if he’s tripping a lot because what the fuck is balance .

[promiseofthepremise]

ohoHO please tell me about cats aka spiderkitten haha jk unless -ambi

@ambivalentmarvel! <3

a snip from @seek--rest and I's next chapter 😌

Her heart skips as she thinks about it, crossing a rain-damped street at a light jog to dodge an oncoming taxi, because as much as she isn’t sure she could ever claim to be proud of it, her heart still skips when it comes to Peter. 

Or maybe that’s a new thing. It can be hard to tell sometimes when all of it feels new and old and everything in between simultaneously. 

ask me about my wips!

[mercurygguk]

Hey how are you doing??

I wanted to ask will be getting ambivalence any time soon??

ambivalence is postponed for now :') idk when i will pick it back up or if i will at all, sorry! i'll keep you updated if i do

[lucube030]

Sonic oc sketches! And their hights!

I’ll give names and species below! ALSO, I AM NOT APOLOGISING FOR BAD SPELLING. jk sorry friends!

Midnight Serene(Maltese + Poodle type dog): like 20? were going with that! Pretty. Pretty dangerous! Has a multitool-like weapon (oop I'm still workin on it ok?) that helps her channel her magic powers into her multiweapon( look its name is also coming along) . She's actually rather kind but is willing to fight for what she thinks is right! Which starts her heroics traveling around the world helping others! Also has a crush on Amby (Amber),after a while Amby finally asks her out! (Insert Lesbian cute stuffs here!)

Amber Terra (Porcupine): 21? I'm going to stick by that for now... Dont let that smile scare you! She is a sharp, stronk, silent porcupine! She loves crafting and creating things for her friends. And loves reading about adventures or cryptic like stories! She wants to protect those in need and does anything in her power to help others! (even if her appearance scares off others at times) Has like telekinetic but like only for rocks and like dirt (like I guess terraformation?) She also has a big ol' crush on Midi (Midnight) , that then turns into asking her out! (Which btw worked!)

Sunspots “Flare” Prominence (Serval): 12? I think he's the baby of the trio ! But heckin smart and talented little boi! He's a friend of the girls who wanted to originally wanted self defense training but got caught up in their adventures! But he's cool with it , he wants to help protect those in need! He has solar-like powers, like solar blasts. They aren't very strong blasts but he can also blind his opponents tempararly!

You’ll be seeing more of this trio soon! And hopefully some colors for them too!

[myrandom-fandomlife]

what are your biggest criticisms of your fandoms? The books/movies or the fandoms themselves. Or both. For whatever fandoms you want.

This is such a good question ahhh

Well, there’s obvious ones like in Harry Potter how I loved Harry/Ginny in the books but the movies completely ruined them. Which is then how I started shipping drarry. So one huge criticism would be how badly written Ginny is in the movies, but also just JK in general ugh. And cursed child is absolute shit don’t @ me. And all the deaths that happened, though necessary, would’ve been nice without so many 🥺

The Percy Jackson movies.

Okay in The Selection I hate how America is so frustrating as a character. Character flaws are great and honestly I love America, but I often feel like she was written too flawed. It could also be really good writing of a teenager though and in that case I hate Aspen.

Finnick shouldn’t have died. Prim shouldn’t have died. Gale can die in their place.

I also love the concept of Twilight but it could have been written better given that I almost like the movies more than the books.

Ummm Arthur and Merlin should’ve stfu and made out against a wall

Andi Mack should’ve had a 4th season so I can see Tyrus and Muffy (and AMBI) develop more bc bbys.

That’s all I can think of right now haha it’s almost midnight and I’m typing this on my phone. I have remote learning classes tomorrow so I’m gonna go to sleep, get some rest my sweeties I love you all. Stay safe and healthy please!

[slayjensen]

Andi and Amber have a heart-to-heart talk on the Ferris wheel at the fair, since they were apparently spotted filming at an amusement park, and Andi straight down up

FALLS OUT OF THE FERRIS WHEEL

what if theres a parallel to amber leaving andi on the ferris wheel that completes amber’s redemption arc ooooh

[thelanguageoflovers]

Jk I’m so sorry ambi craft moodboard if you still want requests

here you go!!

[datsimsguy]

Yo, i have some questionsss 1. Fave andi mack headcannons? 2. Fave tv show (besides am) 3. Top 3 things that bring you joy 4. Describe your clothing style

1.Obvi Ambi, and that Jonah poisoned the water (jk obvi, but that's an old joke from my blog) But things like Kippen Siblings, I never really got behind, idk why tho.

2.Probably One Day At A Time, Superstore, or The Good Place

3. The Sims, My Boyfriend, Food

4.Idk, I'm a disaster bi, so clothing style, more like clothing unstyled