#amber flannery field

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I made another high effort video. I spent like 6 months writing and rewriting this. The original ending was me taking the flowers to the spot O'Shae Sibley was shot and asking audiences to think about why so much ballroom slang has to do with mortality and the mic drop is asking "why I am at a gas station."

The ending felt flippant and so I returned to the spot in the next morning and shot what I shot. I consider my video essays slowly building an argument and this being the first time I introduce my feelings on reparations - I kinda was using illustrative language by saying "white people owe reparations but also we owe reparations," and I'd like to think that sentence stands on it's own but my feelings on the matter is white institutions owe material reparations but also us white people, individuals, owe interpersonal acts of healing and repair. The ballroom scene is owed your consideration for providing language that a lot of us are so flippant about.

A long, long, long term goal that no one should wait on because I already have a lot on my plate right now is I wanna do a video essay "The White People's Case for Black Reparations," because I like framing white anti-racism as ultimately a selfish self-interest ordeal. Acts of reparation, of repair, benefits the repairer as much as those who receive repair.

I got a couple of big video essays I wanna do, but I think from here I want to take another short break to finish my YouTube video essay, because I'm really burned out on TikTok and I've started making more and more Tiktoks about Tiktoks which is never a good thing.

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Ratched Season 1 Coming Out at September 18, 2020 on Netflix

Animation, Action, Adventure | TV Series (2020– )

From Ryan Murphy and Ian Brennan, RATCHED is a suspenseful drama series that tells the origin story of asylum nurse Mildred Ratched. In 1947, Mildred arrives in Northern California to seek employment at a leading psychiatric hospital where new and unsettling experiments have begun on the human mind.

On a clandestine mission, Mildred presents herself as the perfect image of what a dedicated nurse should be, but the wheels are always turning and as she begins to infiltrate the mental health care system and those within it, Mildred’s stylish exterior belies a growing darkness that has long been smoldering within, revealing that true monsters are made, not born.

Creators: Evan Romansky, Ryan Murphy

Directors: Ryan Murphy, Michael Uppendahl, Nelson Cragg, Jennifer Lynch, Daniel Minahan, Jessica Yu

Writers: Evan Romansky, Ian Brennan, Jennifer Salt, Ryan Murphy

Stars: Sarah Paulson, Alfred Rubin Thompson, Judy Davis, Harriet Sansom Harris, Cynthia Nixon, Hunter Parrish, Amanda Plummer, Corey Stoll, Sharon Stone, Daniel Hagen

►Cast

Sarah Paulson… Nurse Mildred Ratched 18 episodes, 2020-2021Alfred Rubin Thompson… Albert Allison 13 episodes, 2020-2021Judy Davis… Nurse Betsy Bucket 9 episodes, 2020-2021Harriet Sansom Harris9 episodes, 2020-2021Cynthia Nixon… Gwendolyn Briggs 9 episodes, 2020-2021Hunter Parrish9 episodes, 2020-2021Amanda Plummer… Louise 9 episodes, 2020-2021Corey Stoll… Charles Wainwright 9 episodes, 2020-2021Sharon Stone… Lenore Osgood 9 episodes, 2020-2021Daniel Hagen9 episodes, 2021Rosanna Arquette8 episodes, 2020-2021Jon Jon Briones… Dr. Richard Hanover 8 episodes, 2020-2021Vincent D’Onofrio… Governor George Wilburn 8 episodes, 2020-2021Alice Englert… Dolly 8 episodes, 2020Sophie Okonedo… Charlotte Wells 8 episodes, 2020Tiler Peck5 episodes, 2020Teo Briones… Peter 4 episodes, 2020-2021Annie Starke4 episodes, 2020Finn Wittrock… Edmund Tolleson 3 episodes, 2020-2021Germain Arroyo… Diego 3 episodes, 2020Liz Femi… Patient Leona 3 episodes, 2020Michael Benjamin Washington… Trevor Briggs 3 episodes, 2020Khanda Byambadorj… Dalisay Banaga 2 episodes, 2020-2021Charlie Carver… Huck Finnigan 2 episodes, 2020Casey James Knight… Young Soldier 2 episodes, 2020Luke Lerma… Receptionist 2 episodes, 2020Dan Thiel2 episodes, 2020Julia Best Warner… Young Nurse 2 episodes, 2020Ryan Wicks… Patient 2 episodes, 2020Gail Rastorfer… Nurse Holland 1 episode, 2020Clay Acker… Attendant 1 episode, 2020Brady Amaya1 episode, 2020Brian Ames… Actor 1 episode, 2020Kai Andersen… Hitchens Father 1 episode, 2020Gunnar Anderson… Ike 1 episode, 2020Orestes Arcuni… Maitre D’ 1 episode, 2020Michael Andrew Baker… Cop 1 episode, 2020Greg Ballora… Edmund Puppeteer 1 episode, 2020Lucas Barker… Puppet Kid #1 1 episode, 2020Shira Barnett… Young Doris Mayfair 1 episode, 2020David Beeler1 episode, 2020Linda Bisesti… Attendant 1 episode, 2020Kirk Bovill… Prison Representative 1 episode, 2020Roman Carter… US Soldier 1 episode, 2020William Charlton… Sheriff 1 episode, 2020Kristin Charney… Mildred Puppeteer 1 episode, 2020Patrick Duke Conboy… Burly Man 1 episode, 2020Devon Conrad… Male Student 1 episode, 2020Carolyn Crotty… Nun 1 episode, 2020Ben Crowley… Reggie Hampson 1 episode, 2020Robert Curtis Brown… Monsignor Sullivan 1 episode, 2020Jeff Davis… Police Captain 1 episode, 2020Daniel di Tomasso… Dario Salvatore 1 episode, 2020Sydney Mae Estrella… Marisol Banaga 1 episode, 2020Quincy Everidge1 episode, 2020Clayton Farris… Reporter #1 1 episode, 2020Erin Flannery… Army Nurse 1 episode, 2020Brandon Flynn… Henry Osgood 1 episode, 2020Clint Foster… Security Guard 1 episode, 2020Bret Green1 episode, 2020Elinor Gunn… Housewife Helen 1 episode, 2020Steven Hack… Judge 1 episode, 2020Pete Handelman… Maître d 1 episode, 2020Sky Hardison… Bar Patron 1 episode, 2020Robert Henry… Photographer #1 1 episode, 2020David Horton… Mr. Osgood 1 episode, 2020Alexandra Hulme… Dancer 1 episode, 2020Kiersten Kay… Puppet Kid 1 episode, 2020Kerry Knuppe… Doris Mayfair 1 episode, 2020Sonya Krueger… Francine Mayfair 1 episode, 2020Amber Laird… Female Onlooker 1 episode, 2020Lita Lopez… Annie Hardcastle 1 episode, 2020Damien Luvara… Bartender 1 episode, 2020Michael C. Mahon… Dean Honeycutt 1 episode, 2020Brian Maillard… Father Coleman 1 episode, 2020Albert Malafronte… Prosecutor 1 episode, 2020McKay Mangum1 episode, 2020Joseph Marcell… Len Bronley 1 episode, 2020Jessica Erin Martin… Nurse 1 episode, 2020Fred Maske… Emcee 1 episode, 2020Siaka Massaquoi… Father Adeyemi 1 episode, 2020Marcy McCusker… Candy Striper 1 episode, 2020Jake McDermott… Attendant 1 episode, 2020Heather McPhaul… Beverly 1 episode, 2020Grasie Mercedes… Daisy 1 episode, 2020Frank Merino… Gardner 1 episode, 2020Emily Mest… Nurse Amelia Emerson 1 episode, 2020Matt Miller… Infirmary Surgeon 1 episode, 2020Cora Molthen… Woman 1 episode, 2020Grinnell Morris… Field Doctor 1 episode, 2020James Nardini… Field Surgeon 1 episode, 2020Alexander Pobutsky… Burnt Soldier 1 episode, 2020Benjamin Rigby… Case Hitchen 1 episode, 2020Tereza Rizzardi… Mrs. Mayfair 1 episode, 2020Elise Robertson… Mrs. Helmstetter 1 episode, 2020Cailan Robinson… Security Guard 1 episode, 2020Dee Rogers… Oyster Bar Waiter 1 episode, 2020Ricardo Félix Rojas… Rosarito Waiter 1 episode, 2020Aaron Jay Rome… Photographer #2 1 episode, 2020Kat Russell… Puppet Show Kid #3 1 episode, 2020

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[americascomic]

I feel like existentialism is the best way to clap back at trolls

[americascomic]

I'm uploading my videos on here time to time, the ones I like

[americascomic]

is your video on the word "slay" out I'm curious about it

It's like I'm gonna try and do it next week. I gotta do one or two "for the aglorithim" shitty lower efforts videos to burn off the aglorithim and then I'm thinking like the friday or saturday after next.

[americascomic]

I thought I'd talk about my tiktok channel (Amber Flannery Field, the trans "only good tour guide in New York") since a few of you all know me through tiktok and I wanna get my thoughts out.

For videos, I think to help root and organize my thoughts I kinda think myself as doing an HBO-style prestige TV show and letting my emotional and intellectual growth over a course of a year being my "story arc." And I kinda especially like the idea of collecting all my videos at the end of a year and posting on YouTube it as a compliation of a "season," and that kinda structure I think helps motivate me and think of ideas and where to take the next video.

And TV structure is this kinda thing that's shared with TikTok, where I'll always have a large audience of people watching me for the first time but then loyal viewers following me every episode. So, as a TV show, I'll have "filler episodes" where I'll either do a silly shitpost or just a general fun "fast fact" video, but then I have "continuity episodes" where I do video essays, some of which actually have an internal stand-alone story structure to it and slowly little by little reveal my weird backstory (I haven't even begun on the reveals) that also advances the "plot" or shows my growth and reveals information about myself to the point where you can see a lot of growth between my first couple of videos and my most recent ones.

I have like three more videos I want to do and then I'd hit a year on TikTok and I kinda want my final video to be a "season finale" of sorts. The video I'm probably most known for is on White People Jazz, and the season finale will be a sequel to that one (and a less popular one, on Game of Thrones/transmisogny) - specifically again revisiting the subject of appropriation through the word "Slay," and it'll have it end with what I think would be a very dramatic mic drop to leave viewers hanging on.

And then coming back, kinda thinking of prestige television, the first episodes of a new season sets up new problems and new motivations for a character based on what happened in the previous year, and I think a fun semi-fictional motivation to come back to is "my New Years resolution is to get more enemies."

I think it's especially a fun contrast to the previous "season" where a lot of it was about my survival and search for community, and then I sorta cleave into tiktok etiquette and start trying to (lightly) start shit with random tiktokers.

And after a couple of "filler" episodes (it takes the algorithm to catch back up after hiatuses) I wanna do this series of three video essays - effectively a story arc - on "transtagonism" and basically my relationship with negative feelings towards people; competitiveness, pettiness, envy, jealousy and so on.

And I don't know where to go from there. I mentioned HBO Prestige shows as being the sorta structure of my videos, but another structure I borrow from is professional wrestling. There, they do long-term storytelling but they can't really plot everything out because wrestling is so unpredictable that they basically make it up on the fly; you can't plan a long-term storyline if a wrestler gets injured.

So you kinda have to rely on strong motivations and improvise, which I think is one of the things I do with my videos. A lot of them are like 40% improvised, where I'll go in with an essay already written but then completely throw it out and arrive to a different conclusion or location on the day of shooting.

Anyways, this is all pretentious nonsense, but it's fun.

Thanks for following me and thanks to the two or three people who read this.