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NXT celebrates and honors Black History Month
#jaida parker#amari miller#kiyah saint#alicia taylor#ava#kelani jordan#jakara jackson#lash legend#kiana james#sol ruca#carmelo hayes#trick williams#booker t#byron saxton#oba femi#wes lee#wwe#nxt#black history month
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Jaida Parker vs. Amari Miller â˘Â WWE NXT Level Up, 1/12/24
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spEarz2DaStreetz On Kelani Jordan @ NXT 29th/Oct.2k24
Why Kelani got put in the same Halloween outfit as last year? I don't know. All I know is that Kelani stood out on the latest edition of NXT.
She stole the show in the brawl post Zaria's debut, proved she hasn't loss her captivating jobber chops against a much larger opponent - and still was able to pull off a convincing underdog win.
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Will Kelani get relegated to TNA or will she get called up?
It is strange to see her go directly to jobbing days after losing the title, instead of front of the line for a rematch against Fallon Henley.
Without Rizzo's interference, Jordan was sure to lose and at this point, Jordan takes hits so well I would have enjoyed seeing her pinned, but I would not have supported seeing the loss on her record.
That's the beauty of a Kelani performance :
Edge of your seat matches because of the David & Goliath dichotomy, where even if the favorite loses, the crowd still wins.
She should get some more gold within the next 12 months. Because Kelani was a non-dominant champion in contrast to say Belair/Jordan. Non-dominant, but not cowardly like Mercedes Mone' over on AEW, more a fighting champion like how Mercedes handles her NJPW championship matches.
It's interesting to see a nubian female face cover as much as ground as this because I see how Layla Diggs gets treated
and I'll never forget Amari Miller.
Whereas Fallon Henley is just gearing up as the same old bad girl heel with a faction behind her to gas her up which will eventually implode, Kelani's multi-faceted face rise is must-watch T.V.
I can't say the same about Fatal Attraction, because the start to Fallon's N.A. title reign is making the title look like it belongs with the 24/7 joint when Alicia Fox wasn't holding it.
Salt of the WWE Women's Division.
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C.V.R. The Bard
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#female jobber#women's combat sports#women's wrestling#nxt women's division#kelani jordan#wwe women's division#Nikita lyons#adriana rizzo#fallon henley#Youtube#Layla diggs#Amari miller
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Jaida Parker vs. Amari Miller
NXT Level Up: January 12th 2024 - Digitals
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NXT Level Up 1/12/24: Jaida Parker vs. Amari Miller
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Stardom American Dream 2024 In The Keystone State Star Ratings
High Speed Title Three Way Mei Seira (c) vs. Saki Kashima vs Ram Kaicho 4 stars
Trios Camron Branae & Queen's Quest (AZM & Saya Kamitani) vs Oedo Tai (Momo Watanabe & Starlight Kid) & Stephanie Vaquer 3.75 stars
Tag Team SAKI & Willow Nightingale vs Konami & Syuri 4 stars
Trios STARS (Mayu Iwatani & Momo Kohgo) & Tam Nakano vs Club Venus (Mariah May, Mina Shirakawa & Xia Brookside) 4.25 stars
World Of Stardom Title Maika (c) vs Megan Bayne 4.75 stars
Fantastic show, happy to see the AEW addition with Willow/Mariah and Toni Storm, Maika vs Megan was a MOTY candidate, HIGHLY HIGHLY HIGHLY reccomended and i'm always happy to see more Stephanie Vaquer too.
Good for Cameron FKA known as Amari Miller aswell for doing a pretty good job in her Stardom debut, look forward to her future as I always thought she had some gas to her in NXT as a babyface.
#stardom#Stardom American Dream 2024 In The Keystone State#megan bayne#maika#willow nightingale#cmll#aew#toni storm#mariah may#Camron Branae#amari miller#star ratings#stephanie vaquer
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Wrestling With Sin:Â 476
Wrestling With Sin:Â 476 featuring Brutus Beefcake, Kevin Von Erich and much more...
Brian Damage This is the 476th installment of the âWrestling with Sinâ series. A group of stories that delves into the darker, underbelly of pro wrestling. Many of the stories involves such subjects as sex, drugs, greed and in some cases even murder! As with every single story in the Sin seriesâŚI do not condone or condemn the alleged participants. We simply retell their stories by researchingâŚ
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Most Beloved WWE Wrestler Tournament
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My personal headcanon VAs for the BB Elite Four:
Crispin- Amanda C. Miller
Amarys- Sydney Mikayla
Lacey- Xanthe Huynh
Drayton- Zeno Robinson
#pokemon scarlet and violet#indigo disk#pokemon dlc#bb elite four#voice acting#headcanon#elite four#blueberry academy#elite four crispin#elite four amarys#elite four lacey#elite four drayton#crispin pokemon#amarys pokemon#lacey pokemon#drayton pokemon#sydney mikayla#xanthe huynh#amanda c miller#Amanda Celine Miller#bb league#bb league lacey#bb league amarys#bb league crispin#bb league drayton#bb league elite four#zeno robinson
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#Top5Wednesday - Favorite Genres
So Iâve actually already posted and recorded the TikTok for this weekâs topic, but I thought it best to do a little write-up anyway. This week in Top 5 Wednesday, we are talking about Favorite Genres. Continue reading Untitled
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Amari Miller vs. Jaida Parker â˘Â WWE NXT Level Up, 1/12/24
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Other Duties As Assigned: A Joel Miller AU Fanfiction
Content Warning: 18+ This story includes mature themes such as drinking, stalking, violence, and explicit smut. Minors, do not interact.
word count: 4.8k
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Chapter 19: Intrusion
Gwen
If staring worked like water, eroding ceilings over time until they discolor and eventually collapse, Iâd be covered in drywall and looking into the eleventh floor by now.
For three nights, all I do is stare. I fall in and out of sleep when even the brightest burn of anger dies down to an amber, but worry is quick to bring me back, stoking the flames. I usually wake with a soft gasp, or a twitch of my arm, as if Iâm subconsciously shocked to feel as afflicted as I do.
I had said too much. I could have just told Joel that this was unacceptable, and he needed to inform me of every new development. That was true. But I didnât expect to take it asâŚa betrayal. The thought makes me pinch my eyes closed. It means I trust Joel enough to have expectations for him, and that means I let my own feelings take hold for far too long. He was here on a job. I was teetering on the edge of admitting things about him, and about the corporation, that I had never dared utter out loud. I let my anger guide my words, and itâs a small blessing thatâs all that came out.
The annoying thing is, after three nights of ruminating, I now found what Joel did endearing. Overstepping? Absolutely. But endearing nonetheless. And whatâs more is, he admitted it. He apologized, even. It hadnât been even a week since the package arrived before he told me, and knowing how stressed heâs seemed at every event with my friends, the fact that he wanted me to goâŚand the fact that he noticed it was something I needed... It felt like he cared about me beyond just blocking someone from my path.
Now, while I pretend to sleep, I try not to think about how much he could care, and if it was the same way I did. Joel probably had that level of compassion towards every client. I felt like a schoolgirl with a crush, thinking I was somehow different or special. And even though it was my decision, Iâm starting to regret not speaking to him these past few days. Maybe I should apologize in the morning. I could get him a coffee or something as a peace offeringâ
CRASH!
Glass shatters in the living room.
Iâm not sure what it sounds like, to hear glass shattering in the living room from where Iâm laying, until this very moment. I canât think of what else that noise could be. I rack my brain of possible alternatives, coming up short in less than a few seconds. Rolling over, I yank my phone free from the charger, texting Joel immediately.
Me: Brandy
Not even a second later, heâs typing back.
Joel: Lock your door. Donât come out until I say.
My heart pounds in my ears, and I move as quickly and quietly as I can to the doorway. I try to turn the lock slowly, so the clicking doesnât ring out. Regardless, I still cringe as the lock slips into place.
A second crash sounds from the living room, and I cover my mouth to hide a small cry.
I hear Joelâs door open, though itâs quiet in comparison. I wish I could postpone the ringing in my ears so I could hear whatâs happening in the living room, but I know thereâs no more glass breaking right now. I donât hear any voices either, just the soft padding of Joelâs stride down the hall. I find myself holding my breath, knowing that by now he must be able to see whoever is inside.
What if itâs a whole team of people against him?
I text Amari.
Me: 911 send help
Still, I hear nothing. What if they bound his mouth? Or they knocked him unconscious and didnât let him hit the floor?
Iâm startled when I hear erratic, quickened breathing, but I quickly realize itâs me. I cover my mouth, hoping it will stifle the hyperventilation.
Amari: on our way
My hands are shaking so badly Iâm afraid I might drop my phone. Should I stay here by the doorway? Do I hide in the closet? I feel like any movement I make will be heard, and could encourage them to come seeking.
The silence is too loud, too noxious. Tears prick in my eyes. An image of Joel being beaten and bloody clouds my mind. I grab for the doorknob, hesitating.
Trust your instincts.
He had said it during our training session. I know he told me not to leave, but I couldnât let him get hurt. And my instincts were screaming at me to move. With my still-shaking hands, I grab a marble bookend off of my dresser, gripping it until my knuckles turn white. I place my phone on the ground near the doorway, turning it on to record. If anything happensâŚat least there will be that evidence. Two more sharp inhales, and I unlock the door, hurling myself into the hallway, sprinting down to the living room.
The bookend is held high, ready to bring it down upon someoneâs head, and I frantically search left and right for Joel. I notice two small lumps on the ground, but no people. No Joel.
Thud-ump, thud-ump, thud-ump.
All I hear is my heartbeat roaring as I continue to scan the living room. But thereâs nothing. I take a step forward, noticing how one of the curtains fluttersâ
âDonât move!â Someone bellows, making me scream. I turn, hosting the bookend higher, preparing to give them hell.
But itâs Joel. Just Joel. Standing by the kitchen island, a broom in his hand.
âThereâs glass. Donât take another step.â He commands, rushing to the nearby hall closet to pull out my gym shoes. He makes quick work of bringing them over to me, offering his shoulder for me to lean against as he bends down to help me slip them on.
âWhere are they?â I whisper.
Joel gingerly tries to take the bookend away from me, but I resist. âNo one broke in,â he says.
âThen why didnât you call me? Why are the lights off?â
âBecause I think whoever did this is still outside. You need to back up, for your own safety.â
In that deep, commanding voice, I listen to him. I back up until Iâm standing at the edge of the hallway. Through the dark, I try to assess what heâs talking about. Joel follows my gaze, pointing to the two separate lumps on the ground.
âTheyâre bricks. Someone threw them through the window.â
That explains why the curtain is moving on its own. And with my senses beginning to regulate, it also explains the cold breeze I start to register on my skin.
âCan we turn on the light?â I hate how small my voice sounds, but not enough to keep me from asking.
âNo,â Joel moves in front of the window, peering at the roof of the building next door. âIf theyâre trying to target you, turning on the lights just puts this game on easy mode. Another reason you shouldâve listened to me when I told you to stay put!â
âOh,â I breathe, shifting in my sneakers. He sounds angry.
No, not angryâlivid.
Joel doesnât say another word as he sweeps the glass closest to me, shifting it back to the window.
I wipe my sweaty hands on my pajama shorts. âWhy didnât the alarm go off?â
âI donât know,â he grumbles, putting the broom down.
âIâI texted Amari.â
For some reason, this makes him shift his attention to me. âThatâs good.â
âThey shouldâshould be here, soon.â I put the bookend down on the floor next to me.
He stares at me for another moment, before he speaks in a slightly softer tone, despite his rage-filled eyes. âYou should go pack a bag. Weâll leave as soon as they get here.â
I turn back to my room without so much as a nod.
I start in the bathroom, gathering my makeup and toiletries, before grabbing a weekender out of my closet. Iâm not sure if this is just for the night, so I pack two extra dresses for work just in case. After everything is zipped up, it occurs to me that I should change into something other than a silky sleep set. My hands havenât stopped shaking as I slip into a pair of jeans and a pullover sweater.
I overhear Joel approving Amari and the team to come up in the elevator. I donât want to go out and face them. I donât want to hear the possible explanations, or the chatter of security measures I donât quite understand.
Bricks? On the tenth floor? That feels impossible. This whole night feels impossible. I shove my hands in my pockets as I leave my room, not wanting anyone else to know the effect of this chaos.
Thankfully, with the entire crew here, Joel feels itâs safe enough to turn the lights back on. That alone provides a bit of comfort to my tightening chest. Amari stalks over to me as soon as he sees me.
âMiss Russell. Youâre unharmed?â
âYes. IâmâŚfine.â
âGood,â he places a reassuring hand on my shoulder, glancing around at the seven men inspecting my apartment.
Theyâre inspecting everything. Every crevasse, even those that have nothing to do with the windows. One of the men is leaning towards the bricks, and I follow his gaze. Looking down, I notice long pieces of rope tied around both bricks, with a white paper wrapped around the one closest to me.
âYouâre shitting me.â I hiss, creeping toward the brick. This captures nearly all of their attention, as many pairs of surprised eyes turn my way. Three of them try to stop me, but Joel is the one who gets to me first, wrapping a gentle hand around the crook of my elbow.
âThere are shards everywhere. What do you need?â
âThereâs a fucking note. Thereâs a damn note attached to the fucking brick!â I point at the ground, my voice wobbling. Joelâs eyes widen slightly.
âOkay,â he says in a voice that may be reserved for negotiation tactics. âLet me get it.â
My eyes drop down to the floor and I nod.
Amari steps forward, his hand outstretched. âThere could be fingerprints. We shouldnât touch it yet.â
Joel looks from my face to Amariâs. âSomeone get me a glove.â
âJoel, just in caseââ
âAmari,â that same commanding tone is back. âShe deserves to know.â Joel gives me the smallest of nods, and I hope my expression conveys my gratitude. After last week, I know heâs trying to make amends. But honestly, that hiccup is the last thing on my mind right now. Jace, one of the security members, hands Joel a glove and he immediately grabs the note.
Joel glances at me, a silent permission to read the note out loud. Whatever he sees on my face, it allows him to continue.
âMy warnings are as earnest as my gifts. You should be in charge of the company. Go after what you really want. Like me.â Joel reads it as monotone as possible, and still, a shiver runs down my back. Heâs watching me carefully, and I just want out. I need to get out of here.
âWhatâs the point?â I say softly. âWhy would anyone care about that? They want me to, what, force my father to retire? Just so they know specifically what floor Iâm on? They already know where I live.â My voice cracks again on the last word, and I just clear my throat, adjusting the bag on my shoulder. No one in the room responds to my questions. Not that they would have any of the answers.
âWe should go. You need to sleep, and thereâs no reason the security system should have been silent with two broken windows.â Joel moves to my side, taking the bag off of my shoulder. I donât protest. My eyelids are heavy despite my quickened heart and sweaty palms. What time is it?
I glance into my kitchen, and the oven reads exactly twelve o'clock. I would have thought it was later, after laying awake for so long. But I suppose time passes differently when those types of thoughts are keeping you up. As much as I didnât want to think about what my feelings for Joel are, I would give anything to go back to an hour ago when that was my biggest concern. Trying to figure out what he means to me is far less frightening than worrying about his safety.
I look at the solemn faces scattered around my living room. Some pretending to work, some obviously waiting for me to leave so they can start. I nod at Joel before turning to Amari.
âNo one should hear of this. No one on the board, no one outside this room.â Not only would attention from the press exacerbate the issue, I also didnât need anyone on the board looking at me like I was weak.
Amari looks apologetic. âI sent word to your father. No one beyond him will hear of it. You have my word.â
I donât have the energy to feel disappointment. âOkay.â
Joel guides me toward the elevator, and Jace and Carlos follow us inside.
âIt would be wise to tighten security measures, just for tonight.â Joel says low enough that they donât hear it. âTheyâre going to help me escort you.â
âOkay,â I repeat, my tone drained for any emotion.
Iâm not surprised that we pull up to my fatherâs house. Even if we doubled our security, it wouldnât make sense to go somewhere unfamiliar tonight. The small blessing is that my father is in China for the next week. I thought I was lucky just getting out of the weekly dinner, but this is an additional bonus in the middle of an awful night.
Carlos asks if I want him to wake Melissa to make me something. I shake my head, ensuring Joel was in tow before making my way up the stairs. Jace and Carlos stay in the foyer, double checking that the house is armed as we leave them behind. I check again to make sure Joel is behind me as I round the corner of the hallway. Heâs watching me, as always, but he doesnât say anything. At my door, I hesitate.
âDo you want your privacy? I can leave before youâŚâ he trails off, obviously confused. Why would I need privacy just to open my bedroom door?
âNo,â my voice comes out as a whisper. I step inside, but I find myself turning around again. I feelâŚfear. Fear that he wonât be there. That if I donât keep my eyes on him, heâll disappear.
âIâll be right outside,â Joel leans forward, dropping my bag inside the room.
I wring my hands, staring at our feet. I canât close the door. I canât be alone, and even more so, I canât have him be alone. The image that clouded my head tonight, thinking someone had hurt himâ
âWhy didnât you listen?â He asks softly. âYou could have been hurt. Miss Russell, if someone were there, you could have beenââ He cuts himself off, shaking his head. âNow isnât the time. You need sleep.â
âSo do you,â I say. His pained, weary eyes meet mine. âPlease donât stay outside.â Panic runs cold through my arms, in disbelief of what Iâm saying.
âYouâd prefer for me to stay in one of the guest rooms?â
âNo,â I shake my head rapidly, âCan you stay with me? Please.â
Joel swallows audibly, taking a second to glance behind me at the room. Then he gives me a curt, professional nod. âOf course.â
He picks up the bag again, walking past me to set it on one of the chairs instead.
âI thinkâŚI think Iâm going to shower.â I unzip the bag and reach for my toiletries.
âShower?â He glances down at his watch. âItâs almost three in the morning.â
What? It took less than a half hour for us to get over here. My oven must be wrongâŚ
âIâm justâŚcold. My hands,â I hold them out, no longer embarrassed for Joel to see them shake. His eyebrows thread together watching them quiver.
âOkay. Iâll be here.â He takes a seat in one of the chairs. I practically sprint for the bathroom, wanting the steam to expel the dread from my pores as soon as possible. I lock the door behind me for added protection.
Once I'm under the water, it does help to ease some of my tension. But even when I decide to wash my hair, itâs still not distracting enough. Where at my own apartment, I felt so exhausted that I just wanted to be taken out of there, I now feel wired. Like itâs a necessity for me to stay awake, and to will my mind to focus on other things. If I try to sleep, what will happen? If I close my eyes or think too long, I just see Joel again, bloody and injured on my living room rug.
I take an extra few minutes to lather up my body, trying to wash away this new buzz running through me. After the shower, I take an equal amount of time using lotion for the same reason. But the buzz becomes an itch, and I canât think of a way to scratch it. Part of what Iâm feeling is relief. There was a split second tonight where I thought Joel had been seriously hurt, and in my mind, he was unconscious. Unable to move. I knew he was angry with me for defying his order, but I would be far too angry with myself if I hadnât done it. And the relief I feel now overtakes any remaining feeling of panic, though it demands further distraction to keep the panic at bay. I want to run towards that relief, but Iâve completed every distraction I can in this room. And thatâs when I become incredibly aware of the fact that Joel is right outside the door, safe.
Safe and⌠aloneâŚin my bedroom.
As I wrap myself up in a robe, I still feel that there is an itch needing to be scratched. A need for relief that I can hold, something tangible that confirms heâs truly alright. And I can think of only one way to honor this relief. Only one way to provide a distraction.
Exiting out of the bathroom, Joel stands, averting his gaze when he sees Iâm only wearing a robe. With his eyes on the door, I start to cross over to him.
âMiss Russell, I need to apologize. I shouldnât have taken that tone with you. I know that this has been a long nightâ-â
Standing chest to chest with him, his face is bewildered as I grab the back of his neck with both hands, pulling him down to my lips.
I kiss him harshly. Desperately. Pulling him as close to me as I can manage, though I canât seem to get him close enough. His hands fly to my hips, holding me against him. I sigh, realizing how terribly Iâve wanted him to touch me for god knows how long. I wish the robe wasnât so thick so I could feel his calloused hands against my skin. And he smells so good.
But his lipsâŚheâs barely kissing me back. Not even a moment later, as if someone jolted him, he grabs my hands, pulling them away from his neck. He holds them in front of his chest, creating a barricade between us.
âYouâre not thinking clearly,â he murmurs, his voice husky and low.
âYes,â I practically whine, âI am.â I try to pull out of his grasp, but he shakes his head.
âYouâre still shaking. You may be in shock.â Joelâs chest is heaving, assessing my face like heâs looking for injury.
At that, rejection hits me in the gut, and I feel my cheeks turn a deep shade of red. I try to pull away again, now feeling the panic resurface.
What have I done? He doesnât want that. He works for my father, for fuckâs sake. Now I might lose him anyway.
âHey,â Joel whispers, tugging my hands closer to his chest now. âYouâre okay.â
âI-Iâm so sorry. I donât know what came over meâŚâ I shake my head over and over as Joel shushes me. âThat was so inappropriate. Iâm sorry, Iâm just glad youâre��alright.â I hiccup, and tears are dangerously close to spilling over now.
âYouâre okay,â Joel repeats, now pulling me flush against his chest. He continues to shush me softly, one of his hands wrapping around my waist and one smoothing my hair. I donât hug him back, exactly. One of my arms rests awkwardly against his, and the other hangs at my side. I donât have the energy to determine what I should do after a slip up this bad. He might quit. He spoke of relationships at that Halloween party, and how they interfere with the job. I am the job, and Iâve completely disrespected his boundaries.
âI can feel you thinking too hard,â his chest rumbles against my ear as he talks. âRelax. Youâve been through enough tonight.â
The softness of his words ends up pushing a few tears over the edge, and Iâm grateful he canât see them. Thank god I decided to wash my hair, as now it provides coverage for my tenuity.
Iâm not sure how long he holds me like this, but eventually, he asks if I think I can lay down for a while, and I nod into his t-shirt. I feel my chest tighten again as I crawl into bed, and I realize that heâs sitting in one of the chairs again, letting his head fall back to at least pretend to sleep. I try my best not to let the distance bother me, but I can feel my heartbeat fighting back, climbing to regain the insane rhythm it had before.
âUm,â I clear my throat, taking another breath before I continue. âDo you think you could sleep over here?â
I feel like a child. Lost and inconsolable over something that was, for now, solved. There was no reason to worry about losing him right now. No reason to be afraid in this room. But that feeling of loss is prevalent throughout my body, and I had thought we were safe at my apartment too.
Joelâs face is unreadable, staring back at me.
âI promise not to kiss you again,â I say, making my voice as normal as possible, attempting to add some humor to it. After another moment, this does make him crack the smallest of smiles. Every muscle in my body loosens as I see him get up from the chair and make his way over to the bed.
He lays on top of the blankets, which I should have anticipated. He couldnât be further away from me, otherwise he would be on the floor, but he still decided to lay down facing me. I give him a tiny smile.
âI know youâre like, a trained killer or something, but I donât care. If you tell anyone about me asking that, I will actually kill you.â
He chuckles enough to shake the bed a little, and my smile grows. âI wouldnât dream of it.â
After a few moments, I whisper, âI am really sorry, Mr. Miller. I shouldnât have touched youââ
âItâs okay. We donât have to talk about it.â He shifts his body, angling away from me slightly.
âOkayâŚbut if you want to report it, or change assignments, I understand.â
Joel just shakes his head, letting his eyes close for a minute. âI donât want that, Miss Russell. I appreciate it but⌠no.â
âAlright. Then I promise not to touch you again without your permission.â
The corner of his mouth turns upward before he hides it with a cough.
âLikewise.â
Likewise? He didnât even return the kissâŚBut it doesn't matter. Heâs probably trying to make me feel better, as usual.
âDo you want me to turn off the light?â He asks.
âIâll do it,â I say, reaching for the remote next to me. I leave on one desk lamp in the corner of the room. I donât need any of the furniture turning into humanoid shapes in the dark.
I stare at the ceiling for several minutes. It could have been hours, but the light outside is still pitch black. I can hear Joelâs steady breathing, but I know he isnât asleep. Every so often, I feel his eyes peering over at me. After a long while, the weight of the night destroys my defenses, and I dare to ask.
âWhy would a stalker want me to become CEO?â
I feel the eyes on the side of my face again. âTheyâve probably put you on a pedestal. They want to see you succeed,â he says factually. Iâm silent long enough for him to continue. âDo you want to be CEO?â
âYes,â I answer without thinking, âBut most people donât want me to be.â
The bed shifts beside me, and now Joelâs whole body is turned to face me again. âWhy would you say that?â
That question, this conversationâŚis something I havenât dared speak about to anyone. Not even my friends. I trust Joel with my life, but not with this. This was worth more than just my life. I turn toward him before responding. I want to be able to gauge exactly how he reacts to what Iâm about to say.
âIâŚdid something, a few months ago. Iâm not sure who in Russell Corp knows. If anyone knows. But I think you were hired to watch and report, not to protect,â I take a long inhale, phrasing my words just right, âI think there are people in the company who want to make sure I keep my mouth shut. I thought you were hired to do that.â
His eyebrows crease, his brown eyes searching mine in the dim light.
âI genuinely donât know what youâre talking about.â
I nod. âIt seems that way. ButâŚI donât trust anyone with this, Mr. Miller. No one else knows what I know. And I donât know enough to trust your reason for being here.â It feels slightly absurd not to trust him after tonight especially. I thought someone was in my home, and I trusted Joel to take care of it. He moved without thinking. He put himself in harmâs way on a daily basis for me and the people I care about. Regardless of what he gets paid, itâs evident that he cares. But even with all of that knowledge between us both, he doesnât look offended by my words.
âIâm from Texas.â
I stifle a laugh. âAnd thatâs supposed to make you trustworthy?â
âYou said you didnât know enough about me. You donât have to tell me anything now, or trust me now, for that matter. But if it would helpâŚask me anything you want to know.â His eyes are so sincere, his voice so gentle, that a small part of me would cry again if I let it.
âDo you have a family?â The question comes out without a filter, but I donât care. I have wondered that before, and I would actually like to know.
âOf my own? No. My parents are gone, but I have a brother, Tommy. He lives in Texas, too.â
âDoes he have a twang like you?â
It was a genuine question, but it makes him laugh. âYou think I have a twang?â
âYou do have a twang. It was one of the first things I noticed about you.â
Itâs far too dark, and far too late, and I know Iâm probably imagining things at this point. But I swear, Joelâs cheeks deepen with embarrassment.
âIn that case, I suppose he does.â
âI suppose he does,â I mimic him, exaggerating his accent tenfold. Joel chuckles, shaking his head against his pillow. âWhat? You know Iâm right.â
âI know that youâre loopy. Thatâs what I know. Any other questions?â
I think for a moment. âWho taught you to play guitar?â
âNo one, really. Iâm self-taught.â
âAh. I should have guessed.â
âWhyâs that?â
âI donât know. YouâreâŚutilitarian. Independent, I guess. You seem like the type to teach yourself things.â
âI thought I was the observant one,â he says with a smile.
âNot the only observant one, is what I believe I said.â I unsuccessfully stifle a yawn as I say it.
âNot the only tired one, either. You should try to get some sleep.â
âIâm sorry,â I let out a long, unrestrained yawn now, âI should let you sleep.â
He shushes me again. âStop apologizing. Just close your eyes.â
I want to tell him not to tell me what to do. But his voice is so soothing, and listening to the sound of his breathing next to me is the most calm Iâve felt all night. Truthfully, itâs the most calm Iâve felt in weeks.
Sleep finds me, and carries me away with ease.
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