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malikselfindulgence · 1 year ago

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Ok none of the kids know their ages the older sisters just kinda guess and don't care about it but I think that when Sokar turns 20 it just hits her all at once that she's older than Masha now . She'll always be older than Masha. She'll never get to hear Masha making fun of her for being young and silly and stupid again

#Sokar thinks shes hallucinating Masha for like a solid 7 years and it makes Masha even MADDER #okMasha as a ghost is very angry in general but most of all she cant believe Nareena killed her when she looked up to him and loved him #more than ANYONE #so she redirects all that anger onto Sokar . and shes so fucking MEAN to Sokar and Sokar's crying and screaming that she KNOWS shes not real #because Masha woulf never say such awful things Masha wouldnt do this to her. and the thing is it IS masha doing this #and this like reinforces in Masha's brain that Sokar wouldnt love her if she knew what she was really like #amI MAKING SENSE HERE AUGGHHHCHHH #like in Masha's brain. Nareena saw how terrible she was and was okay w it . this to Masha meant she really truly loved her #but Sokar told her she was kind . Sokar always assumed the best of her . so Masha thought Sokar was naive and stupid . and didnt rlly love #HER #theyreall kids btw LIKE before Masha's a ghost so very black and white thinking here #me talking to myself in tags: no yeahthis makes so much sense i get you . yourenot insane #malik's rambles #oc-verse

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