#am i just very lucky who's to say but im very happy <333 i love u music forever and ever my one true love my best friend in the world
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have officially heard my each of my favorite songs from my top 3 fav bands all this year alone <3 magical as fuck thing to have happen to god <3
#saw misterwives (third fav band) live tonight and heard my fav song by them (whywhywhy) which completed the trifecta :3#bc ofc earlier this year. the most magical best moment of my entire life happened. when i heard tkaa live and then when i saw paramore they#played last hope which is my fav by them so like literally. literally idk is karma real and im getting good karma does the universe love me#am i just very lucky who's to say but im very happy <333 i love u music forever and ever my one true love my best friend in the world#and now i will go pass the fuck out bc standing room only shows are SOOO hard on my disabled ass body KFJNDK goodnight :3#txt
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Hello! I just wanted to start off by saying I LOVE your Come Home series and your writing with it. It has inspired me in so many ways, and in all honesty, I’ve enjoyed it more than I have actually watching Stranger Things! I cannot wait to see where you take the book, and how you navigate whatever comes with season 5!!!!
I was also wondering, how have you found so much success with this series on Tumblr, and do you have any tips for growing fics in general? It has gained so much popularity and I am so happy to see it because you totally deserve it, your hard work is paying off so good!
Have a great day or night,
Anon 🦋
hi dear !! first of all, thank you so much <333 i appreciate the kind words so much and i adore you for being so supportive :’)
long post ahead !!
as for how come home managed to become what it is now: i truthfully cant really say. it still amazes me that its so popular now, but even then i dont necessarily consider it “popular” in my head lmao shes just my lil story !!
i want to start off by saying i never intended for come home to become such a well loved fic. i uploaded the first chapter simply because i wanted to, i liked what i wrote and hoped someone would like it as well. never did i think “cool ok this fic will def become an overnight sensation”.
honestly, one day i was averaging maybe 60 notes per chapter and then the next day i was suddenly averaging 300-400. the fic quickly took off before i could even really process it, and i want to emphasize that this is rare !! so so so incredibly rare. i got lucky, thats all there really is to it :/ sometimes amazing stories dont get the recognition they deserve and sometimes they do. i have personally written fanfiction for 10 years now and i never once had a fic “blow up” how come home did.
i also want to say how fucking grateful that my story managed to find its own community and become this amazing thing. every day i cannot believe any of it is real and i genuinely love and adore each and every person who reblogs and recommends the fic.
what i CAN say is that tags help !! ive noticed some new authors dont know how to tag their fics, which can really diminish their reach. for tumblr, the first five tags are the most important. these are the ones that show up on dashboards !!! i think what also helped me was having a very clear and concise story structure with pretty frequent updates. im fortunate to be able to write and upload a lot faster than i probably should (it concerns many but i find it funny).
and lastly i also just think its super important to interact with everyone !! answer all the asks, reblog all the responses, reply to every comment. i firmly believe its the least i can do if someone has taken the time to read my story and found time to say a quick praise or simply tell me they laughed :)
at the end of the day, its a game of luck and perseverance if anything else, but the general creator rule of thumb is that you should never create something just for the notes/reblogs/praise. create for yourself, create because you WANT to !!! its a slippery slope keeping track of clicks and hit and whatever. i stopped keeping track of come homes own traction because i simply dont care enough to follow it. im happy where i am and i love how the story has grown :)
hope this helped a bit and that ya enjoyed my rambles <3
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hi lee!!!!!!!! ❤️✂️🍎💀🍩🧠 for any oc yyou want to talk about YAYYY! :D
YAYYYYYYY HIIII LILY :333 IM GONNA USE SAE FOR THIS ONE I THINK !!!!!!!!!!!!!
oc ask game!
❤️ - what is one of your oc’s best memories?
URMMMMMMM. a lot of sae's best memories are really tame i think bhgfdghdfj just moments where she could sit back and say Yeah. I am Completely Happy :) BUT the BEST one i think is one she recounts a lot just bc she reallyyy felt like she had found peace. the fishing village near her afi's home holds a yearly festival for fisherman's day that she LOVEESSSS. and IF MY TIMELINE IS CORRECT she got an award i believe in 2012 (??) for her achievements and contribution to her community . and when the festival was over she got to have a long chat with her afi up on a mountain top overlooking the ocean and she holds that conversation very dear to her heart :]
✂️ - what is one of your oc’s worst memories?
(forgive me for being vague theres still a lot to be revealed in the rp hgdfjkggfdsjk!!) shes got a few but the WORST one she remembers suppperrrrr vividly just because everything seemed to happen all at once, the town she was living in was going through one of the WORST thunderstorms it had ever had, and she was seconds away from doing something SO rash . GOD awful day for a thirteen year old to have. BUT it was the catalyst for some major changes in her life, so while she would never go back and do that all over again sae can at least acknowledge that it switched what direction her life took DRASTICALLY. it led her to where she is today but that definitely doesnt mean she looks back at it with any sort of fondness gbhdgbsdf
🍎 - what is the oc's relationship w/their parents like?
her afi and amma were her legal guardians for the majority of her teenage years! and anybody within a five mile radius knows that she LOVES those guys. she takes so much influence from her afi particularly and holds him on a very high pedestal of how she should be behaving and what traits she should portray, just because he is an incredibly patient and wise man. her late amma also influenced her a LOT in terms of hard-work and dedication to others, and when she passed it only caused sae to work even harder to support her afi. not to mention sae truly considers her afi to have saved her life which means she feels she owes a LOT to him ghfdjkg
she doesnt speak with her parents!
💀 - does your oc have any phobias?
she isnt DEATHLY afraid of anything but she gets concerned over superstitious things that arent necessarily a problem to other people lmaooo. like for instance she does NOT fuck with bananas because they are considered terrible luck on boats. she rarely sails on thursdays, took the lucky charms off of her fishing hat and placed it around her waist just so the hat won't fly overboard again, never renames a boat, etc. ALL because she doesnt want to invite bad luck on her ship fghsjd
she's also really not a fan of loud noises!! thunderstorms have a tendency to freak her out but it really depends on the day honestly. catch her in a good mood and she can manoeuvre a boat through them easy peasy, catch her in a bad mood and she'll just sort of stare at the floor unmoving for a bit
🍩 - who is your oc's arch-nemesis or rival?
LMAO sae would never admit out loud that she hates anybody enough to consider them an arch-nemesis or rival. ESPECIALLY pre killing game. now does she dislike people? for sure. is this killing game definitely taking a lot of her pent up resentment and making it ten times worse? definitely
🧠 - what do you like most about the oc?
guy that tried so hard to escape the cycle that she is slowly turning into the very thing she was attempting to run from 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 she is NOTTT breaking the loop
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hihiii !! ^O^ hope you dont mind me sending this so suddenly :"D i saw the post thingy ab the questions and it seemed fun !! so if you dont mind:
1, 17, 28 ( + maybe 38 ) ?
( also i hope youre doing well !! ^^ <333 / p )
hiii kiwi!! always nice to hear from you!! (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) and of course i don't mind!! i reblogged the ask game bc i wanted asks :3 i hope you're doing well too <3 anyways, without further ado:
1 - what are 3 things you’d say shaped you into who you are?
hmmm..... on a bit of a sad note, when i was a kid/young teen, i was always very much an outcast. people consistently found me weird and offputting, and i was very lonely. but i remained true to myself no matter what-- i knew it was pointless to try and "fit in" (because i'd always do it "wrong" anyways)-- so i have a very strong sense of who i am, and i am determined to love myself no matter what. it is also because of this that i'm so determined to be kind. i want to make others feel welcome and loved around me. i don't want to ever treat anyone the way i was treated. i know how much it hurts to be alone, so i want to do what i can to ensure that it won't happen to the people around me. so that's thing #1.
uhhh secondly! for a more lighthearted example, i'd say being in fandom! i've always kind of just kept to myself and have never been involved in major drama, so fandom has always been a favourable experience for me. it started when i was a young teen on pinterest just staring at (what i now know was stolen) fanart and obsessing over my faves, and now i'm on tumblr doing the exact same thing years later! but now i have online friends :) my interests have always brought me so much joy, and having a space to obsess over them as much as i want has just made me even more passionate i think. :3
thirdly, i'd say jazz music. my parents love jazz and play it very often at home. it's a genre i grew up listening to, so it just feels warm, familiar, and home-like. it also inspired me to learn the saxophone in junior and senior high school, and i loved playing jazz songs with others. jazz has been with me for so long :,)
17 - name 3 things that make you happy
oooh ok!!! 1. i love making art, so whenever i get a chance to sit down and make something it's just so nice :))) and i love admiring my creations afterward. 2. i love spending time with my friends! hanging out with them always makes me feel warm. 💖💖 3. my beloved matching bokuto + akaashi nendoroids!!!! i love them so much im so happy to have them. my beloved beloved sons. i love them so much im so lucky i found them at the mall :,)
28 - do you collect anything?
as you might have suspected from my above answer, i collect anime figures! my collection is still very small as i started fairly recently (and my parents are always on me about spending my money more wisely), but i love collecting them!! you can see what figures i have and which ones i want on my myfigurecollection.net profile! ^_^
the two top figures on my wishlist are the new miku x cinnamoroll nendoroid (aaaaaa) and. literally any kaito figure. they really haven't made many......... i need one though :( my little guy :(
38 - fave song at the moment?
i'd say loneliness of spring by inabakumori! the official english cover of it is really good as well. it captures a lot of things i've been feeling lately.......
im also obsessed with chogakusei's newest cover, konton boogie !! :0 it's so good, as his covers always are.
#ty once again for the ask!!!!#feel free to talk to me anytime i love hearing from u <3#ocean asks#i hope u have a good day ^_^
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Genuinely all of the main cast are my favorite characters. Though I do have to admit that I've also grown quite fond of the dummies and the floor masters over time.
...I imagine this answer isn't very satisfying so I'll tell you why I like each character but it's also 2:30 am for me and I'm very sleepy so this isn't a serious analysis or anything just pure feelings.
Warning incoherent ramblings and bad English
Sara: imagine being the strongest person in a death game and a group of people unanimously decide that you're their leader that will lead them to survival and there's also that one guy who hates you and wants you dead and also you're 17. I could never. I think Sara is a really cool protagonist honestly amd I also have a soft spot for caharcerts who are so very serious and powerful but also so silly..... I love Sara she's such a good character..... I love Sara..
Joe: ngl it was love from first sight. I love the 'happy go lucky best friend' archetype and he's so deeply caring and kind (and he can be pretty smart and a quick thinker too when the situation calls for it) and just.... ooghh im gonna cry
Keiji: weird guy relatable in the way he hates himself so much and is so convinced of being a bad person that he acts like one.
Kanna: Kanna!! Hi Kanna!! Haaaiii Kanna :333 she wears a bucket and acts like any 14 year old dragged in a death game would. She's very deeply trusting in contrast to Shin and it's sort of one of the biggest things about her character and I'm just :((( Kanna my dear precious baby girl.... Also do u ever think about how Kannas first trial was evaluating trust and Kugie trusted Kanna enough to let her use the key but Kanna couldn't save her and then she tells Sara to kill her and trust in Shin. Do u ever think about that. I just made that up its 3 am idk if this makes sense.
Q-taro: great character AND the fattest ass in the death game.
Shin: one of the best antagonists I've ever seen. Nankidai literally went 'what if the most reoccurring antagonist is Just Some Guy who is weak and kind and timid and is only an antagonist because he was told that he's doomed by the narrative' and it's AWSOME.
Reko: she's the normal one of the group if I'm being completely honest. I love her. I really enjoy that we see her in several different lights: the Reko who is kind to the weak (Sara's POV), the Reko who is harsh to the strong (Mishima's POV in YTTS), and the Reko before Alice's case, who is more abrasive and cold to everyone.
Nao: what can I say, I love my wife. She's grown A LOT during the events of the game and then DIED in a very sad way... Very tragic. Also I love that when bad stuff happens to her she thinks 'ok how can I incorporate this in my art' (how she wants to sketch the insects from the 'fly swatter' attraction and her fondness events in YTTS) very relatable tbh.
Kai: he has done nothing wrong ever and he's also very relatable.
Gin: WHO put him in a death game. He should be playing roblox not witnessing the horrors. He would call me a homophobic slur and I would forgive him.
Mishima: I genuinely believe he's actually the most powerful character in the game. Have you SEEN how easily he figured out that Shin was lying to him in YTTS and made him actually open up and befriend him instead. The only reason that his survival percentage isn't very high is because he puts others before himself and maybe in some simulations he died because of a trap involving trying not to smoke idk. I also LOVE his cartoonish mannerisms. I like to imagine he's very animated.
Alice: I would hate this guy irl and that's why I like him. He's so intense in everything it's hard to not find it enjoyable or at least entertaining. And then you find out that he's also actually pretty kind and protective of his loved ones and deeply sad and has a very tragic and complex backstory and it's the guy who says 'yikes!'.
...ok I won't write about the dummies and floor masters but I hope you were at least mildly entertained reading this. I have a lot more to say about every character and why I think they're all great but I'll need more time and energy for that
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ACTUALLY MY HEART ASKED FOR THIS AND YOU ANSWERED. hi kristin i love you this post was a joy to read and now im going to make it even longer by tagging my responses on instead of making my own post. true friendship is destroying everyone elses dashboards with our fanfic answers <33333
1 - How many works do you have on Ao3?
15 on Ao3 and quite a few more who exist only in the google docs for now! Because I have been too lazy to post them <333
2 - What's your total Ao3 word count?
114,087. which come to think of it I'm really proud of????? I didn't know I wrote that much and that's like, not even all of the fic I've written for this fandom, that's pretty cool :)
3 - What fandoms do you write for?
Honestly, I only write for The Starless Sea now, and maybe someday there'll be some other fandom that inspires me enough to write about it, but I don't honestly know when or if that's going to happen. I feel like I could write for lifetimes about these characters. I used to write a lot of fandoms in my younger childhood tho lol- my last big fandom, which I was on Wattpad with, distressingly, was The Darkest Minds by Alexandra Bracken, which is also why I joined Tumblr and I still definitely have mutuals from there, shoutout to yall. I also wrote very cringy School for Good and Evil, Wings of Fire, Percy Jackson, Ever After High, and Dragonriders of Pern fanfic when I was little those were the DAYS my god I handwrote that shit in notebooks my family gave me
4 - What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
Safe Forever, Boyfriend Material, Cherry Blossoms, Like Home, and Where the Stars Curve, in that order! I'm not shocked those ones all slap and Dorian cries in the top one lmao
5 - Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
Honestly, I usually don't, for the simple reason that most of the comments I get are from friends who are already in my Discord server and with whom I've already talked about the fic there. Sometimes if someone (cough cough Kristin cough cough) leaves a very in depth comment about the fic and says things that either we haven't talked about or that are so interesting that I want to talk about them again, I'll respond. Sometimes when my heart is particularly warmed by a comment I'll just respond in hearts. And on the rare occasion I get a comment from someone I don't already know, I also aggressively invite them to the Discord lol
6 - What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Listen, man. none of them. I am a sucker for a happy ending. All of my fics, other than the Rollins AU, are short, often hurt/comfort or just plain fluff, and end in softness and safety and comfort and joy; my only full-length project that actually tells a complete story also has a happy ending, and is meant to be an uplifting and hopeful kind of story. So yeah none of them lol
7 - What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Again, like, all of them, I would have to say. But for this one the Rollins AU is actually definitely the correct answer- it really is the only fic of mine that has a real and true ending because it's a real and true story, rather than a snippet of a life being lived, as the rest of mine are. They actually go through a journey and an experience in this story, and by the end of it they're together and working things out and their lives are significantly improving and everyone is happier than they were before. I personally was hugely emotional over that particular happy ending lol
8 - Do you get hate on fics?
Not in the slightest, ever. The Starless Sea fandom are a bunch of angels, truly, Kristin wasn't lying. I am so lucky to be in such a kind fandom <333
9 - Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Legally no? Lol there are some unreleased forbidden chapters in my google docs, from some of the aus that either are being written or are someday going to be written. i guess y'all will just have to wait til next august when i turn eighteen lol
10 - Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?
Not in my Starless Sea era. Back in the old days, I have no idea, I wrote a lot I think- because I didn't so much think of my fanfiction the way I do now, it was just stories I was writing, and I could take characters or worlds from whatever the fuck I wanted. The concept of fanfiction kind of changed that I guess, though I did dabble in crossovers after that.
11 - Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Lol imagine? No I've never written a fic that I can even imagine getting stolen, my fandom is so small. What happened with that bit of Fateheart for Kristin was bizarre though lol
12 - Have you ever had a fic translated?
LMAO IMAGINE? that'd be rad
13 - Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Not yet...but someone is threatening to...Starless Sea 4 look out...................
14 - What's your all time favorite ship?
I fear my answers to these questions are becoming boringly similar to Kristin's but yes OBVIOUSLY Zachary and Dorian, though their iterations in AUs (namely the Rollins AU lol) are included in that. Second place has to go to Owain and Stephen from Mags's WIP. They have my heart forever <33333
15 - What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
It's funny, a couple months ago I would've said the Rollins AU. Now I'm not sure. That was my clear favorite among every WIP until it suddenly wasn't a WIP anymore, and now...I don't know? Part of it is that I have a lot more belief now that I actually can and will finish some of my other longer WIPs. I want to finish Knights Who Break Hearts and Hearts Who Break Knights and i doubt i ever will, lol.
16 - What are your writing strengths?
mmmmm sometimes i write and its good ?????????? I don't know I find it very hard to quantify strengths. Like that's genuinely it sometimes I write something and I'm like wow shit man that slaps and I don't know why or how and probably will not be able to reproduce it lmao
17 - What are your writing weaknesses?
mmmmmm inconsistency. my ability to complete anything, even short fics, is strained at best. the Rollins AU is the only longterm fic project or writing project of any kind, fandom or not, that I've ever finished or even come close to finishing. I have loads of really short fics that i haven't even managed to finish. my writing ability is fickle and comes in random bursts. also I am simply lazy at constructing intricate plots, i'm good at emotions and drama and fluff and hurt/comfort (i'd like to think) but part of why I struggle with longer things is that even when I have a plot idea that looks good from afar, plotting details and making it complex enough to become a lengthy writing project is something that often falls apart when i look at it too closely. so there's that
18 - Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
honestly I am simply too lazy. i do use other language petnames in fics sometimes, specifically i have made many google searches and internet investigations of arabic petnames for dorian to use for zachary and i probably have a list somewhere lol- also we in the discord server made a general list of favorite endearments in varied languages for the same purpose, because dorian would be definitely calling zachary all sorts of random cute shit from every part of the world and we happen to have a lot of international friends on the discord server who have contributed to that <3333
also shoutout to kristin and your example for this question that i could place instantly for the fic and scene its from. tabs my beloved <333333333
19 - What's the first fandom you wrote for?
Oh good lord. I can't say for certain because ive been writing fanfiction ever since i could write, but prooooooobably percy jackson? i wrote a lot of very fluffy solangelo fic back in my day, didnt post it anywhere because i wasnt online at all back then except for like, to google search fanart of them lol. google image results were my tumblr babeyyyyyyy. but this does prove one crucial thing about me which is that my love for hurt/comfort and fluff is an innate part of me and not learned from anywhere, i was writing hurt/comfort and beyond that daydreaming it for fictional characters since before i even knew that fanfiction, as a concept, existed. and i knew it was its own special thing to me. <33 shoutout to solangelo for being the first My Boys to ever exist
20 - What's your favorite fic you've written?
THE ROLLINS AU. it is probably my least popular fic because it's weird as fuck and like, why, did i even write it, and its not only very niche and random and has a very debatable premise that is probably not appealing to the majority of my fandom but is also so long that to devote oneself to it enough to finish would be a big ask. but it's also the closest to my heart. started as a crackfic joke between me and kristin and slowly developed in the only organic, real outlining process that i feel has ever worked for me, until finally it was a heartfelt story about change and identity and becoming yourself and the people who stick with you on the way. while ALSO being the goofiest most ridiculous piece of fanfiction i probably will ever write. i wrote the first four or five chapters over like six months and then banged out the last like ten over like twenty days during nanowrimo and finished it in a flurry of emotions after coming home from the closing show of my last high school musical. i think about zach and donnovan almost as much as i think about zachary and dorian and am currently writing a christmas spinoff about them because i literally cannot let go of these particular iterations of these characters. they mean the entire world to me. five people, i think, have read it all the way through, just five, and i feel more love for it from them than i feel for the fics that ive got 20-30 kudos on on ao3. i wrote every single word of it for my favorite fanfic author and best friend. i dunno, man. the rollins au is what ill probably now remember forever as the fic that changed my life.
im not tagging anyone lol but to anyone who has read this do it! its for you <33333
20 Questions for Fic Writers
Literally nobody asked for this, but hey that's the joy of tumblr - talk about what you wanna talk about, and fic writing is important to me! So I've taken it upon myself to do these questions that have been swimming around and if you're reading this, that's an open invitation to do the same lol.
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
19 on my current Ao3 account. There's an old account kicking around somewhere with a handful more, but they're sort of orphaned.
2. What’s your total AO3 word count?
622,253k words, so the statistics page tells me. Again, current acc only.
3. What fandoms do you write for?
The Starless Sea is my main baby, (the book by Erin Morgenstern). I also write Harry Potter fic, have threatened to (and may yet) write Twilight fic, and will happily write fic for anything if I feel strongly enough about the story! And, of course, back in the day, really, really bad One Direction fic lol.
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
1. Fateheart: A Starless Seaquel by far and away the top
2. Firebug Book I: Chiân Maeroris and the Secret Library of Fire
3. The Asset of Loneliness
4. Firebug Book II: Chiân Maeroris and the Monster of Slytherin
5. Nightmares apparently! Did not realise that ahaha
This was different to sorting by hit count, which is interesting! Hits wise number 5 would be Flowers <3 my beloved.
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
Absolutely! Not like, strictly - there are plenty I have left unanswered, but if they ask a question or leave a thoughtful comment I'm more often than not gonna respond. I've made genuine friends that way, and it's a lovely way to engage with the fan community.
Particularly as I primarily at the moment write fic for a very small fandom where basically everyone knows each other - we have a discord and I will often personally invite a commenter to join the discord if they are new, but even past that these stories mean so much to me and I have historically just been so DESPERATE to talk about them that actually sometimes a really excited comment signals someone who is gonna be a great friend to get excited with about it.
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Ooph that's a good quebbin. Probably the second Firebug book? Monster of Slytherin. I mean, that series is designed to get darker and darker, so it leaves quite a few things intentionally unresolved, and the main characters in significantly worse predicaments to where they started.
God I gotta finish that series.
Also one person got really rather upset with me about the ending of Fateheart, ranting for a GOOD long while about how painful the ending was, but I think the general consensus there is that, yes, even though it comes at a cost, the ending is overwhelmingly a satisfying conclusion?? I think??? I think it's a good ending lol.
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Fateheart hahahaha. Hmm I mean, this is hard to quantify, right?
I have a saying about fic, which is 'the deeper the break the deeper the catharsis' which only works when both are done well, but I think you could argue that the greatest catharsis - and therefore the fic where the ending is happiest compared to the narrative lows, would be A Heart That Won't Break. But only someone who has literally lost the plot would name that a happy fic.
Probably The Ugly-Sweater-Verse, by measure of how warm and cosy the end makes you feel, but it's too much of a one-shot really to have had time to develop enough narrative to even really have an 'ending', structurally speaking. I'm way overthinking this.
How 'bout Flowers, coz they have really good sex. There.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Nah, not really. One or two people really like picking apart the plot holes in my Harry Potter fic, but I think picking apart Harry Potter is something of an international passtime. Also one comment I remember from years ago said something like "this is riddled with inconsistencies but your writing is awesome so I don't care" which is hilarious. Shoutout that commenter. I swear to god I'm gonna deal with the veritaserum problem in the next book if it ever gets written.
Nobody's said anything close to mean on any Starless Sea fics, but we all pretty much know each other and a nicer group of people you could not hope for <3
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Mm, more than I used to!
There is a standing joke amongst our little fandom that my 'smut' is outstandingly not smutty - I think I write erotica, rather than smut. Which, like. Hard to judge. But anything sexually explicit in my writing is usually so whimsical and figurative that it hardly constitutes smut even when it is like overtly gay sex lmao.
10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?
Hmm, I haven't, but I would absolutely one day. I had an idea a while ago called the Seinfeld Glory Meld or something which was an episodic fic series in which a set of characters from a show or a movie or anything would suddenly find themselves in a specific setting following a certain storyline and each time it would just slowly morph into an episode of Seinfeld, except that all the characters would keep returning and they would be sentiently aware that they were trapped inside the show Seinfeld and it was hilarious and I think i had a fever at the time of coming up with this and I will never write it but I remember meticulously outlining it to my brother over like 83 messages lmao.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
YES. It was weirdly upsetting, but also just very, very strange? Like exactly a chapter and a half of Fateheart got reposted by somebody - and like, it wasn't even a particularly coherent chapter and a half? Like, it's not like it was a portion that made sense on its own. I was half inclined to think it was a bot somehow, except that they did all the tagging and even wrote a description about it being like "A short exploration of life after the end of the book. Enjoy!"
It felt really shitty and they disabled comments, but I reported it to Ao3 and like 3 months later they did in fact get back to me saying yeah, that was obviously stolen, and removed it. god bless the Ao3 team.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Aw not as yet, but a very sweet friend of mine on our discord has been working on translating bits of Fateheart into Italian! That is a HUGE undertaking and I don't evny them lol, but I am so, so flattered that they even wanted to try, and it will be SO cool to see any parts they finish!
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Nope! Though I am threatening to... Starless Sea book 4 look out
14. What’s your all time favourite ship?
Mm the Interceptor from Pirates of the Caribbean.
Just kidding it is Zachary and Dorian from The Starless Sea.
15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
Ouufhgjhg I am kinda feeling this way about all my major fics right now - I have a rule of not posting something unless it is completed, so these aren't up even though they both exist at about 2/3rds - Fever Pitch and Lotus Flowers.
I do, however, know that I care enough about the characters from The Starless Sea to actually finish these though.
Unlike the Firebug series. Which I really hope to return to one day, because the whole 7-part book series will be KILLER, but let's be real who knows if it's ever gonna happen. A 7 part fic series of full length books is nutso ambitious.
16. What are your writing strengths?
Mmm, I'm very good at character development, and I have a natural prose style that is evocative and descriptively rich. I am fortunate enough to have been mentally steeped in very good writing ever since I was a wee babbie so texturally that is easily reciprocated.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Ach. I am literally so bad at being concise. I cannot do it. Look at the word count for any of my major fics. The ones I consider short stories are novel length. The ones I consider full length works are 3 books' worth of words.
Tried to write an outline for an AU recently and the document hit like 20 pages. Good job me. I was writing a full scene with dialogue by the middle and just never finished the outline lol.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
I do this occasionally, but only to the effect of adding one or two words in a native tongue, and never without also providing translation. Not in a clunky way, either - not a fan of anything that breaks the prosodic mode, like a parenthetical translation or a footnote or something - but equally it doesn't have to be a diegetic translation. I think there's usually a comfortable middle ground.
For instance I most often use Arabic terms of endearment between Zachary and Dorian, and the types of scenes where it comes most naturally also lend themselves to repeating it and answering it in a way which makes it clear if not what word exactly is being said, at least what that word means here.
Other than that I default to like, '"yo my Cantonese is shit" he said in Mandarin'. Don't assume a reader reading in English is familiar with anything else unless you have contextual reason to do so.
But also, obfuscating the meaning intentionally because the characters also don't speak that language can be a fun gimmick.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
One Direction. lmao. Well, that's the first fandom I ever posted fic on the internet for. If we're counting me scribbling stories in my special notebooks under the covers at age 10 then probably Garth Nix's Old Kingdom series. Lirael forever.
20. Favourite fic you’ve written?
Fateheart: A Starless Seaquel just in terms of like, how much that story has changed my life. The community it has helped build, the friends it has brought into my life, and the way it absolutely launched me headlong into the development of a world and a timeline in this story that I am now fully committed to seeing through in a way which will take me several years of creative work.
Possibly The Man Named Sky is up there, as is Death in the Valley (I have found my groove with the short novella-style standalone stories), and I am really proud of the Firebug books, though the best is yet to come there. But I think I'm really, REALLY proud of A Heart That Won't Break. I think it is quietly, secretly one of my best pieces of writing maybe ever.
This was fun to do. Nobody tagged me, but I'm gonna tag @thatwasntlikeridingabikeuasshole, fellow Starless Sea fic-writer extraordinaire and one of my faves.
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ty for the ask dt!!!
hmm i really like what i did with this section from my nobell pirate au
"...Nova’s grin widened. “Guilty as charged.” She noticed the other king’s still body. “A little scuffle?”
“Something like that,” the crown prince cut in. “What do you want?”
“From you?” Nothing.” Nova laughed. “Bind everyone’s hands, and feet if you can,” Nova barked to her crew. “We don’t want anyone running off, do we?” She raised her pistol and fired a shot. It struck the wood right next to a woman attempting to sneak away down below. She screamed, and dropped to the ground, shaking.
“What do you mean you want nothing from us?” the prince asked. “Why are you here?”
Nova grabbed his hands roughly, and wrapped a rope around them.
“The world isn’t all about you, sweetheart. And you should be thanking me,” she grinned.
“What do you mean,” he demanded.
“You don’t have to rule anymore. You’ll never bear the burden of the crown. So… You’re welcome!” Nova laughed brightly, and threw him down to the floor. He grunted, and tried to rise up, but Nova placed her booted foot on her chest, pushing him back down.
“Now, where’s the dear bride? I have to greet both sides of the couple.”
“Here,” a quiet voice said.
Nova stalked towards the source, grinning as people flinched away so quickly they toppled over. Oh, how she loved being feared. The rush of power she got. It made Nova full. It reminded her of how far she had come. She wasn’t a helpless little girl anymore. She had come far. She had done things that were once considered impossible.
Nova Jean Artino was the most feared person to ever sail the seas, and she had done it all on her own.
She was the pirate Nightmare. And they should fear her.
Especially this small, quivering white clad figure before her.
“So,” Nova said, her voice cutting across the quiet deck. “You’re the girl the prince chose to wed.” Nova smirked. “And who is the lucky lady?”
“You know, I’m hurt you don’t recognize me,” the voice said. It was low, and achingly familiar.
Nova raised her eyebrows. “Should I? You know I meet a lot of women and-” she stopped talking suddenly. The girl raised her head, and met Nova’s eyes with her own. The dark amber stared at her. Soft brown skin, and artfully arranged blonde dreadlocks.
“Hello, Nova,” Danna said softly.
Nova felt her breath catch in her throat. Danna was striking in her wedding dress. Her wedding dress . Danna was marrying the prince. Her Danna. Her Danna was throwing her freedom away.
“Hello, Danna,” Nova said, struggling to get the words out. “Sorry to interrupt the happy occasion.”
Danna scoffed. “I should thank you. Nothing about this is happy.”
Nova tried to smirk. “Then, your welcome, milady .” She sank into a deep curtsy.
“Nova, what are you doing here?” Danna asked.
What was Nova doing here? Just the glance of Danna was enough to knock her off her pedestal. She lost sight of her goals. Lost sight of her past. Forgot everything but the girl next to her. Danna’s very breath was poisonous. She slipped into the cracks in Nova’s body, and took hold of her. She made Nova forget who she was.
Danna was deadly, and Nova was addicted to her.
That would not do.
“I’m doing my job.” Nova inhaled deeply, and looked away. “Tie her up, and put her with the others,” she barked to her crew. “I don’t have time for pleasantries, love,” she said to Danna. “Take her away.”
“Nova!” Danna screamed. “Stop, you have to listen to me!”
Nova paused. “Gag her too,” she responded. “I don’t have to listen to anyone. You listen to me.”
Nova drew her sword, and stalked down the deck, dragging the tip against the ground behind her.
“I am in charge here. You are all my prisoners. And luckily for you, I don’t care about your pitiful lives. So, if you behave, you can keep them. Am I clear?”
A hurried response of yes’s were quickly returned.
“Good.” Nova smiled. “Then, you will not say another word until my uncle is here.”
King Simon looked up quickly. “Uncle?”
Nova spun around, sword tip already at his throat. “Did you not hear a word I said?”
He flinched back.
“Good.” Nova smiled, teeth glinting. “Any other comments?” She asked, sheathing her sword.
No one responded.
“Excellent.” Nova laughed. “Don’t you just love weddings?”
ok so in the first few paragraphs, im just obssessed w nova being a smug little bitch, i love her, she's literally so cocky, its really fun to write. and like, so power hungry too, she's kinda relishing all the fear and pwoer she's possessing, and just how in control she is.
and then, she asks to meet the bride, and obviosuly doesnt know it's danna, and while its from nova's perspective, i was trying to show everything that danna was feeling too, i didnt do a great job, but it worked kinda.
and nova know's its someone familiar, but she wouldn't have guessed danna, because, it was her danna, and she wasn't able to ever imagine her with someone else (even if it was all fake) and nova knows danna doesn't love adrian, not like how nova loves her, she knows she was ready to throw her future away just like that, and she's so fucking angry, but also, she shouldn't care, but she does and its ahhh
ofc all the while nova is struggling to seem normal.
also, so so obssesed w this paragraph : "What was Nova doing here? Just the glance of Danna was enough to knock her off her pedestal. She lost sight of her goals. Lost sight of her past. Forgot everything but the girl next to her. Danna’s very breath was poisonous. She slipped into the cracks in Nova’s body, and took hold of her. She made Nova forget who she was.
Danna was deadly, and Nova was addicted to her."
i don't even know what commentary to add, just yeah... these bitches gay <333
and nova has to choose danna or her ambition, but she already made that choice, and now she has to make it again. And she does. Nova chose to secure her own future, and can't be around danna, because it hurts her to be near her, but not w her just yeah. ow </3 and she needs to act like the cold pirate she is while breaking apart inside and pain :)
yeah thats p much it idk, sorry that was long, people should go read the whole au, its not terrible writing crazily enough im so sorry if that didn't make sense im not at my best.
#dt tag#ty!#ask#ask game#this was v fun!#same sea same soul same heart#nobell#nova artino#danna bell#nova x danna#renegades
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waa oaky omg its suddenly like half past one i need i need need need to sleep so so so much omg !!! so so sorry tht this is gonna be short but i rly do j wanna say before i do that i love you so so much my dearest i rly rly do !!! like ur j such an important and dear part of my life yk and i im j so os glad tht i get 2 talk 2 u nd chare thigns w u nd know tht ur hear 4 me nd will support me i rly rly does j make me feel soso happy my bleoved and justl ike !!! ur such a wonderful friend to me you rly rly o love and care for me soos much and ur os undestanding and sweet 2 me and im so os lucky nd greatful 4 tht and i hope so so much that i can be the same 4 u bc i rylryl want to i hope you know !!!!! and yeai just rly do love you so so much and u rly do mean the world to me !!! <3 i hope ur days been good and work was okay and that u have sweet dreams tonight, i lvoe oyu so so much !!! :> 💗💞🍰🦐����🍓🍋💕🌸💗💗✨✨✨ /p
i love you so so so much too and like !!!!!!!! i’m so so so very glad that i can at all be a supportive friend to you who can make you feel that way because you truly do deserve that so much and so many other good things!!!!! also like you make me feel that so much and support me so much and make me feel so very warm and loved and i’m just so lucky to know you and be your friend likeit’s somethingi am so grateful forrrr trulie!! :333 ilysmm gnight hope you sleep and dream well and sweetly! 💕💕❤️💕❤️❤️💕💕❤️❤️💕💕💕❤️
#mewtuals#castle.answers#sorry that imissed some of ur asks tn it is also coming up on 1am for me suddnly andni am tiredddd:(((! but yah ilysmmmm
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remember when I was gonna write that parkner fic?
cool so I've decided I'm gonna, but because I cannot write for SHIT and I hate my writing every time I see it, ill just share my outline of what I have so far. its not coherent. sorry.
Section one: aunt may dies. It’ll be like “it's been 3 months. 3 months since May was shot. 2 months and 3 weeks since she died.”
Something like that idc. Basically this section will base around peter living tony, because he’s not doing well, and he is only 17- which is not actually old enough to be on your own after something like this. Setting is established, with cameos from dr strange (who tony is dating and lives with (yeah bite me, this is my fanfiction i can make it what i want.) it will be made obvious that this takes place after endgame, which also means that tony is Not going to die. I’m not that mean lmao. The avengers are like largely together, there was not as much death in this as there was in endgame. Whatever. Everyone is very nice to peter because they know that for him its either this or him becoming a ward of the state so like.
Section two: harley gets kicked out. His mom finds out that he’s gay (from gossip sources idk) and kicks harley out. Im not going to write them having a big fight like in the moment, but harley will recount what happened somewhat to tony in this section, and then more to peter later in the story. Gay ppl trauma dump, we know this. Okay anywaysss so harley calls tony literally sobbing and like freezing fucking cold. IM SORRY IM BEING SO MEAN TO THEM I PROMISE THEY'LL GET A HAPPY ENDING. Okay. harley explains how his mom kicked him out. Tony asks why, harley says something like “she didn’t agree with my lifestyle choices” like bitterly. Tony is a good person in this (i know, im really taking some character liberties) and he’s in the mood for collecting strays apparently, so he has happy send over the quinjet. He can’t make it himself bc hes in fucking japan or something for the next few weeks,, but. Yeah! Tony also calls peter, who is presumably in bed and feeling depressed. “Hey pete. How ya feeling? Any better?’ ‘Not really, tony. Sorry.’ ‘you don’t have to be sorry-’ ‘damn tony you sound like my therapist.’ “sorry pete, but i do have something to tell you- you know harley?’ ‘only from what you’ve told me about him, but yea. He was the tennessee garage kid, right?’ ‘i mean. Yes. so- he’s gonna come stay with me for a while too- it might not be permanent but it will probably be a bit. He’s about your age, and he just has no where to go (just like u). He’s not going to stay in your room or anything, but with bruce and thor here, he will be in your apartment area.’ ‘okay tony.. Will i have to talk to him a bunch?’ ‘not if you don’t want to- i already warned him about you, so it should be okay. I wouldn’t worry so much pete- you guys are so similar in a lot of ways that i wanted to introduce you two long before he called me.’ ‘okay tony, i trust you. Thank you again for letting me stay with you :)’ (yeah that kind of got away from me)
Section 3: build up. this is a shorter section. Harley and peter are gonna meet in section 4. This section is harley’s jet ride (with an intuitive happy) and harley’s nerves about how he really isn’t worth this (i mean hes pretty intimidated tony sent a private jet just for him) and happy like reassures him. Hes still insecure though. Peter is also nervous bc what if harley doesn’t like him? What if he doesn’t like harley?? Tony did say they would get along, but peter hasn’t really been himself recently, so who knows? Yeah lots of that. I do want to emphasize though- peter is not completely unhealthily coping. Like he has a therapist and he has been reaching out to ned and mj, but its still an open wound for him. Obviously. He still has a sense of humor though, but its to cover these deep insecurities. Like the first month or so that he was with tony, he was reallllyyyy trying to not get close to him bc he sort of thinks he kills everyone around him. Like logically he knows this isn’t true, but he does really think the that non superheroes that he surrounds himself with are very at risk if they know about his spider-man-ness. The only people who know now are ned and mj (may knew too).
Section 4: the meeting of harley and peter. Keep in mind peter has been living in this apartment/area of stark tower for about 3 months now. He actually moved in while may was in the hospital because he couldn’t stand to be alone in the apartment when he knew why may wasn’t there. And um. Yeah. so peter is like comfortable in this space, basically. Also- the reason theyre in the same apartment is because stark tower was not really created with the idea of housing broken orphans in mind, so it only has a certain amount of residential space. Thor and bruce are currently staying there together (although no one really knows if theyre together, or if theyre just best bros who went through some extreme trauma together and are now inseparable. Hmmm wonder if thats gonna come up later) and theyre using one apartment, and happy lives there with his own apartment, and tony and stephen are currently sharing the penthouse, even though thats not public knowledge. Really only the people close to tony know that he’s dating stephen. So. this leaves just the one other 2 bedroom apartment for peter and harley. It has one bathroom, and the bedrooms are connected by a door but theyre pretty big so like. Theres a kitchen, a living room with a fancy ass tv, and a really pretty view (with a balcony bc <333). May died in march, peter got leave from the school in april, and it is now the middle of june btw. Tony is now peter’s official guardian (he was before may died anyways) and now has sole guardianship over him which he has fully accepted, even though peter and him both know that there are going to be times where he has to go out of town bc he does own a company after all. Times like right now. Harley is pretty nervous that tony isn’t going to be there to greet him and that he is going to have to like introduce himself to peter and everything. Cmon, theres no reason to feel like that, he’s the one intruding after all, he should at least be able to handle himself. (<--- harley’s thoughts). Yeah so theyre insecure super cool. A n y w a y s so peter was stressing about harley as he arrived, and so when harley walked in they were both complete bundles of nerves. Harley walks up but knocks. Peter actually jumps (bc spidey sense okay whatever) and goes to get the door. Oh my god these awkward teenagers i hate them so much (i love them). Peter kinda looks like shit, sorry king. He was a little bit crying earlier, then tony called and he switched into stressed out ball-of-anxiety mode. Distractions are good, its okay. Peter opens the door for harley and they like introduce each other all awkward (again sorry) and peter shows harley where he is staying. Harley doesnt really have muchhhh bc he was kicked out and all. He just has a suitcase full of clothes, his favorite blanket, his favorite stuffed animal (yeah whatever bc ofc he does) and his phone/charger. He sets all his stuff down at once. He thanks peter for letting him stay in his apartment and also said sorry. First thing peter noticed was harley’s accent. Stfu. peter asks why harley’s here- ok. Harleys had a long ass day. Too fucking long. He- he breaks down. He tells peter a lot. About how his mom found out that he was gay, and how she told him never to come back. Yikes. Anyways, this is establishing the beginning of their relationship as friends. Peter is there for him even though he doesn’t know him at all. Peter sees some of himself in harley in this moment, even though he’s not talking about himself yet. Eventually harley does ask about peter, and they really just get to know each other really quick. They have these deep scarring individual traumas, and neither has nearly recovered, but they find comfort in just knowing that theyre not alone in their suffering. At least for now. At least in this moment.
Section 5: the next day. Peter and harley spent that whole night talking about what they were going through. Peter said good night at around 5 am (there were no adults around they can do what they want to) and they both got good sleeps. In peter’s case, one of the first solid nights he’s had in a while. Harley was kept up a little longer after peter left, however, because he just couldn’t shut off his mind. It was really cathartic for him to just lay everything out there and for someone to just accept him. Peter told him he was bi, but he was.. Lucky. He had accepting people in his life. May was accepting. God, harley couldn’t fathom having lost everyone in his life, everyone he ever cared about, and still having the heart to sit and talk with the dumbass anxious gay kid who can’t go home anymore. His problems felt so small compared to peter’s, and all he could do was admire peter’s resilience and how he was seemingly able to bounce back from anything. God, peter was something. He couldn’t wait to get to know him more. With that thought circling in his head, he finally went to sleep at oh shit 6:30 am. Peter woke up around 1. Harley at 2. When harley woke up, peter was watching tv and eating cereal on the couch and he just sat down next to him. No words, just sleepy children being sleepy. They stayed like this for like an hour when someone knocked on their door. Enter stephen strange!!!!!!!!!!! Get excited people. Hes just coming in to check on them bc tony told him to, and he didn’t get the chance last night bc he was _busy_. K so now he’s here and hes awkward and he just wants to make sure these boys r okay bc theyve both been through too much recently, and it would be just the cherry on top if they didn’t get along. Him and harley had never actually met before so he like introduced himself and all that. Offered like if they needed anything he was there, and its only gonna be a few days until tony gets back (did i say a week earlier? Im retconning that bc i cannot find it in my writing so it is now retconned). Peter and harley just have to sort of explain to dr strange that theyre getting along gREAT and there is no need for concern….. And peter was even thinking about showing harley around the city a bit that night (something he had not yet told harley, but wanted to make it seem like he was doing well and not acting too depressed in front of Dr. Strange) so dr strange is like yeah !!!!!! do that, that sounds super fun petey !!!!!! and so now they have evening plans
ok ps I wrote this like 2 weeks ago and completely forgot I posted something on Tumblr about this fic idea, and so this is literally just how I talk to myself. was not gonna ever post this but then I decided to because I'm bored. there are more sections but I'm not gonna post them rn because this post is really fucking long already!!!!
#hope this is marketable??#sort of just wanted to share my 4 am writing tbh#it doesn't make sense just go w it#parkner#peter parker#harley keener
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hi clari!
this is my first ask/message here basically a new reader , i started reading your works about a week or 2 ago i have no clue i literally have no sense of time now i barely even go out ( social anxiety oof ) and this pandemic gave me more reasons to sleep in :>
ive read way too many fics from other fandoms basically 800+ fics and with all of them being normal ones and only a hand full were fantasy like omegaverse magic au royal au etc. after coming to tumblr and figuring out and accepting my twisted and dark desires i guess now i cant stop cause everything else has become way too boring
i literally binged reading all your touya nii works that i never knew i neede and now thats all in my mind along with your other works tbh i guess now it has become so comforting its just... unexplainable. personally im a person who feels emotions way too strongly and your works? god they throw me off my feet and literally give me a whiplash and i love that
you made me feel emotions so quickly the way they switched god..
OKAY THIS HAS BECOME WAY TOO LONG SO I WOUL LIKE TO END IT SAYING YOU ARE DOING SO AMAZING YOUR WORKS AND YOU HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART I HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT AND WILL GO BEAUTIFULLY FOR YOU♡
🌙 anon♡
(or if thats taken then ❄)
AH HELLO <333 omg welcome!!!! i’m so glad to have you here!! <333
i feel you with the whole social anxiety + barely going out thing ._. it fucking sucks. i barely went out BEFORE the pandemic lmao now i don’t even know how to be in a group of like,, more than three people :/ it’s awful.
AW ANON BB <33333 oh thank you so much for your kind words, they mean a lot to me and i genuinely appreciate them <33 no no i totally understand you, touya-nii is very comforting for me and many others as well!!! for me he’s become a serious trauma outlet, so writing him just makes me feel better and further helps me work though all of that, but you’re absolutely not alone in feeling that way!! <333
THROW YOU OFF YOUR FEET MY GOODNESS AHAHAHA omg please please be safe (emotionally) while reading my work, okay??? i don’t want anything to hit you too hard!!! at the same time, i am so flattered to hear that you feel the emotion throughout my work so strongly, and that it pulls such a reaction from you!! <3 i, too, am someone who feels things way way waaaay too strongly, so i understand where you’re coming from!
aaaah thank you so so much sweetpea!!!! you are absolutely lovely and i am so lucky and happy to have you here with me!! <333 i hope my works will continue to bring you entertainment or joy (but again pls be safe omg) <3
also!!! all of those emojis are free!! out of those five, is there a particular one you’re fond of, or would you like me to pick??? <3
#YOU'RE SO SWEET HEHEHE WELCOME WELCOME <333#ILY#this was such a lovely message aaaah thank you bb thank you so much 🥺🥺#but also!!!! welcome to the anon club!! 🥳🥳#let me know which one u wanna snatch up and i'll add you to the list!!!#genuinely so happy to have u here <3#have a fantastic weekend and be safe!!!!#inky.bb#clari gets mail
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hi, im so excited for your matchup event!! if its not too much trouble, id like a male matchup please.
top 3 traits:
i’m really good at academics which is helpful bc i want to become a med student and doctor eventually. success in my career is my greatest and arguably most important motivation
introvert who sometimes enjoys hanging out with friends but that rarely happens. idk if it’s because i get social anxiety from being around people, especially new people, but i don’t enjoy it and i’m always super aware of my actions/appearance and i rarely speak. my voice is naturally quiet so that doesn’t help either (i’m a leo surprisingly)
i’m a very agreeable person but that might just stem from my fear of disappointing people. i have a hard time saying no and usually will prioritize someone else’s wants before my own
flaws
damn there’s a lot uh
the best way to hide any insecurities is to slap a superiority complex over them 😎
very little of my self worth comes from myself. it’s always academics, appearance, and others’ opinions of me that make up my confidence
AVOIDANT ATTACHMENT STYLE
but once i am attached, i suck at letting go and probably forgive more easily than i should
growing up, appearance was something i always struggled with so now i’m always super conscious of it. its probably not obvious at first because i love to say “oh the reason _____ happened is because i’m hot isn’t it” since i love projecting confidence and it’s so much easier to do that than actually self reflect on what im doing wrong
ANYWAYS, moving on 😀
likes:
caffeine (monster energy, coffee, whatever)
cats
the adrenaline rush from roller coasters
online shopping
doing makeup/planning outfits
sleeping at 4am
spicy stuff that hurt so badly to eat
grocery shopping
hanging out with friends in the middle of the night
dislikes
spending too much time outside
loud people (sometimes)
public speaking
my glasses
bugs. i don’t care if it’s a butterfly- those are just normal bugs with pretty privilege >:(
having bad skin/not wearing makeup
DEHYDRATION. i literally drink 11 cups of water a day
turnoffs:
being rude to waiters. that’s a one way ticket to getting ghosted
clinginess. i need time to myself sometimes and i really hope my partner would understand that
too much commitment. i’ve been told i love you after talking to someone for 2 weeks (apparently they’ve known me for longer but that’s a different thing entirely) we no longer talk
any use of the 🥺 emoji especially when paired with “haha yeah i get why u don’t like me. no girl likes me. i guess nice guys finish last” 🤢🤢🤢🤢
hobbies:
logic puzzles
baking
spotify playlist making
candy crush type games
exercise
any type of self care
reading random, specific stuff. for example, i got super into the language of flowers before
there’s a lot uh
thank you so much for doing this!! i appreciate all the time you put into writing, to make people smile, and i look forward to anything you come up with!!
I Match You with Shirabu;—
When I read your first trait, I already thought about Shirabu, and the more I read, the more your compatibility grew!
Shirabu is extremely academically intelligent and plans to become a medical student as well! His intelligence is always overlooked due to his peers and their volleyball talent, but it’s canon that’s he’s the only one of them that got in Shiratorizawa without a sports scholarship. I doubt he’ll be with someone that isn’t academically gifted.
Again, he’s also introverted, just like you! He does get along with people and all but he prefers sitting in his dorm and studying, education is very important to him after all.
Though Shirabu may seem as a rude person and someone that doesn’t care, that’s far from the truth. The only person he’s mean to —at least outwardly— is Goshiki, he’s very well mannered and respectful to his other peers. That being said, he’ll never joke about your appearance even if he clearly doesn’t mean it, he thinks you’re gorgeous and wouldn’t want you to think otherwise.
He’ll be disheartened to know how you actually feel about your appearance, even though he had a hunch judging by the way you constantly try to make it seem as if you’re confident. He’ll send daily reminders to you, telling you how breathtaking you truly are and to never let anyone make you think differently.
I headcanon Shirabu as a cat father so he would love to feed into your cat addiction LMAOO. Just imagine you and Shirabu going to a cat cafe and petting the cute cats as they nuzzle into your palm. It truly is an adorable sight!
He’s mostly quiet so no need to worry about him accidentally giving you a migraine with his voice, it’s quite soothing actually! And he loves your glasses, he wears glasses himself and knows how insecure he feels with them so he tries to give you extra compliments whenever you wear them <33!
Concerning your deal breakers, Shirabu is literally the exact opposite of all that LMAOO! He’s aloof at times —he is soft for you in his own way though—, mannerly, and chill.
Once he finds out you like puzzles, he’ll buy many puzzles just for the two of you to solve— he purposely gets them difficult just so you would spend more time with him (my heart </33). Like the two of you holding small puzzle pieces trying to mix and match them with other pieces. He loves your concentrated face so that’s just a plus for him <33.
Overall, you and Shirabu are a seemingly distant couple but you’re the softest ever when you’re alone. You’re also intelligent as hell! Your future kids are lucky to have that gene running LMAOO😭😭.
Author’s Note : HIII SORRY FOR BEING SO LATE, also tysmmm for making it organized, it was fun to match you <333 hope you’re happy with this result and thank you for your kind wordsss
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October 24, 2020
1. What, and who, is worth suffering for?
I honestly think I am putting myself through the suffering for me to have a positive perspective on things. I am doing everything I can for me to become the person I want to be. If I don’t go through all of this suffering, I would be stuck doing nothing.
2. What would you stand for if you knew that nobody would judge you?
I want to stand for the things that I love doing, even though it seems weird. I’ve been judged for who I am and the things that I love doing. But then sometimes I’m insecure about who I am and so I edit and hide myself whenever I’m around people. I’ve learned to stay true to myself and to love myself for who I am. It really does suck that I’ve always had to hide myself, but then I’ve learned that I deserve to be surrounded by people who truly appreciate me for who I am and to let go of people who don’t.
3. Based on your daily routines, where will you be in a few years? Ten? Twenty?
I don’t have a daily routine but I feel like for me change my life, having a routine is essential. I’ve been working out 4x a week and it really has changed the way I look, I’m making it as a habit I’ve haven’t done before. It’s so important to implement more good habits into your life.
4. Whom do you admire most, and why?
I really admire two of my closest friends, I’m not going to write names but there are two people in my life that are so passionate about life. They are just focusing on school and work, they're hobbies, friends, family. I really admire that.
5. What do you not want anybody else to know about you?
I don’t want to talk about my past, as much as it was so traumatizing to me. Something traumatic has happened to me in March and May of this year. The only person I’ve ever told about my traumatizing past is my best friend Vee. I never talk about it, but it hurts to think about it. I never deserved to experience something traumatizing as that in my life. This year was definitely hard.
6. What are a few things you thought you would never go over while you were going through them?
I remember my first love lol. I first got my heartbroken by a guy I was like obsessed with. Until after we graduated high school, he was obsessed with me. I never thought I would ever move on from him but I did. He treated me like shit and I left.
7. What are your greatest accomplishments be?
I was stuck and feeling hopeless and depressed looking for a job after I graduated high school, and I went out of my comfort zone and joined a youth organization which was something I’ve never thought I would do. I had some jobs that just didn’t work out for me and through the organization I have found the most amazing job with such incredible people and I’m absolutely grateful. I also want to say that I took a program at RRC and I was so lucky that I got in because I got to help so many people, and I’m so very passionate about giving to others as it really holds a special place in my heart. I miss working with kids. I really love helping people and working with them and that’s why I want to study sociology/psychology. All of the work that I’ve done for the past year is so meaningful as I’ve changed so many people’s lives. Especially working in retailing I’m always grateful going to work as I’m helping people in looking for what they need.
8. Who from your past are you still trying to earn the acceptance of?
That’s a really hard question.
9. If you didn’t have to work anymore, what would you do with your days?
I would be traveling, making time for my favourite hobbies.
10. What are the most five most common things in your daily routine aside from the basics such as eating and sleeping?
Meditation, Fitness, Time for myself, Friends, Family, Creativity
11. What do you wish those five most common things were instead?
I wouldn’t really change anything
12. If you really believed you didn’t have control over something, you’d accept it as a matter of fact. What do you struggle to accept that you have “no control” over? What part of you makes you think or hope otherwise?
Omg this is so hard to answer. I feel like this question is regarding relationships on what you can’t change about people and you have to accept that and let them go. In the past, I had to accept that this person didn’t appreciate me anymore and I was being taken for granted. I had to accept that this is what this person is feeling and I can’t change anything about that. But I deserve better and I didn’t want to waste anymore time, and so I left. But no matter what, I always have confidence in people and let them into my life and see where it goes from there. I am never hesitant on letting people into my life. But if it doesn’t work out, it’s okay. I let things flow naturally, whatever is mean’t to be, it’s mean’t to be. I’m forever grateful that I still met them. And that gives me hope that I’ll find someone that’ll appreciate me one day. Just one day.
13. If you were to walk through your home and put your hand on every single thing you own, how many of them would make you sincerely feel happy or at peace? Why keep the rest?
This question really made me appreciate the things that I have. In my room I am surrounded by so many things I hold deeply in my heart. Whenever I’m in my room, my thoughts always wander to places that are so overwhelming and anxiety inducing but then I forget that I am surrounded by love and peace. My books, my stationary, my video games are so very precious to me. Those are the things I love so much. They are always there for me to beat those negative thoughts in my head.
14. What bothers you about other people? What do you love most in other people? What bothers you most about yourself? What do you love most about yourself?
What bothers me about other people is that I feel like I’m always playing a role depending on the person or group of people I’m around with. I can never be myself, and when I’m myself OF COURSE IM BEING JUDGED FOR IT. Tumblr, the books I read, and these educational YouTube videos I watch made me not give a fuck about what anyone thinks anymore. I’m so tired of sitting in my comfort zone, and when there were so many times I stepped out of my anti social bubble, it really changed my life. What I love about other people is the people that are so understanding and listen to what I’m saying. It’s really rare to find someone that actually listens to me. It’s so fucking hard. I would want to get a therapist or something but then you know I’m the main character of my life and I’ve been listening to myself and creating self awareness by journaling. It’s so nice to have people actually listen to me, and those people are my best friends and I’m so grateful for that. What bothers me most about myself? Is that I think and care about everything way too much. I SEE THE CORRELATION BETWEEN GIVING A FUCK AND NOT GIVING A FUCK LOL. What I love most about myself is the various interests in things that I have, that I care about people and I love helping them, I’m so adventurous about life and is in love with the beauty of the world. And I love being different, I love being myself <333
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I wanted to express my gratitude for your amazing support throughout the latest Twinkle storyline. All the lovely comments about Carn and Claret have made me so happy. I think I can’t find the right words to describe how thankful I am, and how much these comments always made me smile, laugh, go “awww” and be like “god same” when people were yelling at them. I have to confess that along the way (ever since I started planning their story in March/April last year), I’ve also hopelessly fallen in love with these two, and all this time I was trying so hard not to give up and just spill the beans. I usually reply directly under the post when I know what to say, but I didn’t want to spam you all, so I decided to compile the comments from the last few days into a large reply post! I haven’t made such posts in more than a year since they’re quite a pain due to x-kit, and they will probably be occasional, but this time I wanted to do one, and even made a new banner for it. I’ll try to replicate my live reactions to the comments :D
Carnet will be back very soon with the quadruple portion of feels (and I mean it). It makes me so content that you love them as much as I do, and I promise to deliver. 😁 Now, it may be a good time to start posting at least a little introduction to my new legacy, the Lilygreens. Here’s a fun story about where I got the inspiration for their last name: I was looking for something special to no avail. But what inspired me was this song (only true eurofans will remember, lmao. It’s from ESC 2010). It’s so lovely and reminds me of a few couples of mine (Carnet included, I’ve listened to it a lot during working on their story). So I thought the singer had a really unique last name, and the rest was history. I hope you’ll enjoy this legacy, it’s a vanilla one and I haven’t played vanillas in such a long time!
aestheicpixels replied to your photo “Claret: And this one is… ???: Claret?”
Lowkey hoping it’s Carn even though it probably isn’t.
simlovinggirl replied to your photo “Claret: And this one is… ???: Claret?”
Eeeee is it who i think it is??? i hope so *excitedly waiting for the next post* :D :D
I mean, it could be Master Fu Huang or Cami or Cat or her parents or literally anyone... but I’m sure it would be frustrating :P
simlovinggirl replied to your photoset “Claret: CARN!!!”
♥o♥ is it possible to be in love with a sim?!? Omg, he's such a heartthrob ♥ ♥ Claret is one lucky girl! :D
simlovinggirl replied to your photoset “Claret: CARN!!!”
Also, her face, i'm dying xD
No worries, that’s exactly how I feel about Carn :D
cafeheart replied to your photoset “Claret: CARN!!!”
SHIT HE GLO'D UP
I think he had the biggest glo-up among my sims, ever! He doesn’t even look like his old self anymore. :D
a-simming-princess replied to your photoset “Claret: CARN!!!”
*low-key screaming*
cloudberry-sims replied to your photoset “Claret: CARN!!!”
I KNEW IT!!! I had this feeling in my gut that Carnelian would come for Claret *w* Ahh what a lovely love story!
aestheicpixels replied to your photoset “Claret: CARN!!!”
YEET, also awwwww her reaction!
vintageplumbobs replied to your photoset “Claret: CARN!!!”
He’s such a cutie. I love this boy 💜
simside replied to your photoset “Claret: CARN!!!”
IM CRYIN
Ajdksdkslkd I was anticipating this post so much! I was trying so hard to keep my lips sealed :D
simlovinggirl replied to your photo “Carnelian: Oh my god, you– your hair! Claret: No, it’s your hair! And...”
lmao xD omg i love this ♥
I just imagine them screaming at each other until they realize what’s going on xD
aestheicpixels replied to your photoset “Claret: I sent you scenery pics! I thought it’s more important!...”
Awwwwwww, I am so excited about this! This is too cute!
aestheicpixels replied to your photoset “Claret: I did. I really missed you. Come here… I’m so happy to see...”
AWWWWW
That hug, how much both of them craved it!
tiny-tany-thaanos replied to your photo “Carnelian: We have matching hairstyles now. We’re basically soulmates....”
Soulmates! <333
The original draft said something like “soul buddies” but I guessed it would be too much even for them lmao
aestheicpixels replied to your photoset
Awwwwww
aestheicpixels replied to your photoset
I love them
I do too, so much ♥
borderlinedub replied to your photo “Carnelian: Why am I even in lo– I mean, why am I even friends with...”
DON'T BE A TWIT CARN
weirdsimfreak replied to your photo “Carnelian: Why am I even in lo– I mean, why am I even friends with...”
We all know what you meant Carn ;)
monets-pixels replied to your photo “Carnelian: Why am I even in lo– I mean, why am I even friends with...”
boi just SAY IT
aestheicpixels replied to your photo “Carnelian: Why am I even in lo– I mean, why am I even friends with...”
👀
Carn is one of those precious people who is constantly worried about overstepping boundaries, so he was trying so hard to show that his intentions are solely friendly ;_;
cherishsims replied to your photo “Carnelian: Oh my god, you– your hair! Claret: No, it’s your hair! And...”
He became a daddy during Claret's time away
Stop it Anonymous Friend
borderlinedub replied to your photo “Claret: And this one is for Cami and Cat. They are already bombarding...”
fsr Claret's eyelashes are particularly prominent in this one. so pretty
Right, I love these eyelashes! They sometimes glitch out and randomly disappear but it’s not too much of a problem, I just replace them.
simlovinggirl replied to your photo “Claret: And this one is for Cami and Cat. They are already bombarding...”
Awwwwwwww ♥
aestheicpixels replied to your photo “Claret: And this one is for Cami and Cat. They are already bombarding...”
They’re so adorable!!
Spoilers: Cami and Cat died from all the feels
simlovinggirl replied to your photo “Carnelian: Ahhh… Quite refreshing, after such a long flight. Claret:...”
Bahaha, Carn's face xD I love him ♥
High five, I’m so in love with him right now! :D
tainoodles replied to your photoset “Claret: You’re beautiful. Carnelian: Uh… me? Claret: I mean! The water...”
guuuuuurl
simlovinggirl replied to your photoset “Claret: You’re beautiful. Carnelian: Uh… me? Claret: I mean! The water...”
LMAO i mean she's not wrong ;) but that words vomit, i love it xD
For some reason the words vomits are always so fun to write!
simlovinggirl replied to your photo “Claret: What a wonderful day. Blue sky, green grass, Carn’s abs… Wait,...”
Dang right girl, no one missed those Carn abs xD
simmeronnie replied to your photo “Claret: What a wonderful day. Blue sky, green grass, Carn’s abs… Wait,...”
Relatable tbh
Love me some abs
aestheicpixels replied to your photoset “Chinese guy 1: Girl, just kiss him already. Chinese guy 2: Yeah....”
Carn and Chinese Guy 2 for sure
weirdsimfreak replied to your photoset “Chinese guy 1: Girl, just kiss him already. Chinese guy 2: Yeah....”
New otp
a-simming-princess replied to your photoset “Chinese guy 1: Girl, just kiss him already. Chinese guy 2: Yeah....”
Haha!
Claret who?
vintageplumbobs replied to your photoset “Claret: I mean, what I did to you at the homecoming. What I’ve been...”
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
tiny-tany-thaanos replied to your photoset “Claret: I mean, what I did to you at the homecoming. What I’ve been...”
Omg omg omg
theladygrace replied to your photoset “Claret: I mean, what I did to you at the homecoming. What I’ve been...”
ALJDKLLSJDKL FINALLY
simlovinggirl replied to your photoset “Claret: I mean, what I did to you at the homecoming. What I’ve been...”
asdflasdkfs OMG I wasn't expecting her to actually say it, i'm dyyyyyying ♥o♥
a-simming-princess replied to your photoset “Claret: I mean, what I did to you at the homecoming. What I’ve been...”
YAYYYY finally, a confession!! 😍😍
simmeronnie replied to your photoset “Claret: I mean, what I did to you at the homecoming. What I’ve been...”
*insert more screaming*
This post!!! I’ve come with the idea of it when I was going on a trip in November and was exceptionally bored on the bus. It was past midnight, too. All the best ideas come unexpectedly! But yeah, since then I was imagining how he’s saying “I won’t force you into loving me when you don’t” and she’s like “but I do...” and not gonna lie, it made my heart skip a beat every time I thought about it. Sometimes simple lines like this can evoke so much feelings!
simlovinggirl replied to your photo “Carnelian: You… do? Claret: I was lost and confused when I was...”
His face, I'm dying right now!! ♥ ♥
aestheicpixels replied to your photo “Carnelian: You… do? Claret: I was lost and confused when I was...”
Yeeeeeeee
I also love how his face turned out. Deep inside he almost lost hope that she’ll ever reciprocate! But she, unknowingly for herself, did all along.
simmeronnie replied to your photo “Carnelian: You mean, about Lemon? Claret: No. It’s hard, but I’m...”
I keep reading Lemon as Lennon for some reason and I don't like it lmao
OMG SAME! I’ve done it so many times that I lost count. Stop haunting me, Lennon!
simlovinggirl replied to your photo “Claret: I know what you’re thinking! Now I made everything awkward....”
I'm crying, i love this so much ♥ ♥
aestheicpixels replied to your photo “Claret: I know what you’re thinking! Now I made everything awkward....”
Awww! I’m so happy now! Oh my goodness! Best thing to happen!
I’m happy that I have made people happy and managed to touch hearts, it’s the main purpose I want to achieve with my stories!
aestheicpixels replied to your photo “Claret: My parents had this magical love story which almost seemed...”
This is so beautiful. Like beautifully written and oh my goodness Claret
simlovinggirl replied to your photo “Claret: My parents had this magical love story which almost seemed...”
I think someone inherited some writing genes from her mommy :) She could be a poet with this, love it ♥ ♥
Claret has a soft poetic side for sure :P I’m always insecure about my writing, but I can definitely say this is one of the best scenes I’ve written and I’m 100% satisfied with how it turned out, it’s the kind of scene I’ll probably be randomly reading in the future and getting hit with feels. I’m glad that you also like it! ♥
a-simming-princess replied to your photoset “Carnelian: There’s a reason why I had no chance to be happy with Guava...”
Omg make me cry 😭💗
monets-pixels replied to your photoset “Carnelian: There’s a reason why I had no chance to be happy with Guava...”
AAAAHHHHH
simlovinggirl replied to your photoset “Carnelian: There’s a reason why I had no chance to be happy with Guava...”
My hear omg ♥
vintageplumbobs replied to your photoset “Carnelian: There’s a reason why I had no chance to be happy with Guava...”
😭😭😭😭
Quoting my girl Claret when she was talking to Cami, “my mission is to make you cry. Happy tears, of course. I won’t accept sad tears”.
a-simming-princess replied to your photoset “But you’ll never be alone I’ll be with you from dusk till dawn I’ll be...”
Mfkfkdiejddnslcof the lyrics match perfectly with their names 😭💕
Yessss! I’ve always associated this song with them. I had quite an interesting experience with naming these two. I know a lot of simblrs had a dusk/dawn theme going, but it wasn’t them who influenced me. I’ve always wanted to name my sim Dawn ever since I had banilla legacies going on, it’s a beautiful name. It was Claret’s first name originally, but then I decided to give her a double one, because that’s when I started noticing there’s a lot of sims around with this name or middle name, including some people’s BPR heirs for gen 3, and I didn’t want to seem like a copycat.
As for Carn, he didn’t even have a middle name originally, for some reason I was dumb and didn’t figure out I could give them matching ones. But it was once again on another trip in summer, at 6 am, when I was tired and the only thing that kept me awake was listening to my playlist. This song, “Dusk Till Dawn”, came on shuffle, and I was like “... Carnelian Dusk. CARNELIAN DUSK. I’M SO DUMB WHY DID IT TAKE ME SO LONG”. I had to replace his tag too when he was still a kid. But yeah, these names fit them absolutely perfectly.
So yeah, that was story time with Melien :D
simlovinggirl replied to your photoset “But you’ll never be alone I’ll be with you from dusk till dawn I’ll be...”
*sobbing* ♥ ♥ ♥
tiny-tany-thaanos replied to your photoset “But you’ll never be alone I’ll be with you from dusk till dawn I’ll be...”
Omg omg omg
I'm not crying not crying
Wait I'm totally crying
aestheicpixels replied to your photoset “But you’ll never be alone I’ll be with you from dusk till dawn I’ll be...”
YEET
Words cannot describe how happy I am
I’m happy too, it was so hard to keep it under wraps!
simlovinggirl replied to your photoset “I’ll hold you when things go wrong I’ll be with you from dusk till...”
*cries happy tears* ♥ ♥
tiny-tany-thaanos replied to your photoset “I’ll hold you when things go wrong I’ll be with you from dusk till...”
They are so beautiful! ♥ ♥ ♥
I wasn’t kidding when I said that I also cried during writing this scene. I don’t know, it’s just so feelsy! I love slow burn relationships because it’s so satisfying in the end when they finally get together.
simlovinggirl replied to your photoset “Carnelian: Ah, Claret. Your lips are the sweetest I’ve ever kissed....”
lmao xD ♥
a-simming-princess replied to your photoset “Claret: Hah… Carnelian: What? Were my kissing ideas so funny? Are you...”
Okay but they are so cute??
aestheicpixels replied to your photoset “Claret: Hah… Carnelian: What? Were my kissing ideas so funny? Are you...”
This is so great. I love them so much
I can’t wait for you all to see how wholesome they are as a couple! I can hardly call this a spoiler because it’s obvious that they would be. :P
#replies#aestheicpixels#simlovinggirl#cafeheart#a-simming-princess#cloudberry-sims#vintageplumbobs#simside#tiny-tany-thaanos#borderlinedub#weirdsimfreak#monets-pixels#cherishsims#tainoodles#simmeronnie#theladygrace#saviorhide#nonsims
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aahhhh okay itse time for me to go to sleep not so much because of thee time it is but bcuz well i have become v v exhausted sleepy tired ISNSJSKXNZK but yeah before i go to sleep i just want to say howwww very grateful i am to know you and to have met you and become your friend like;;;; having your friendship in my life is so meaningful to me and so important and makes my whole world warmer like YOU make my whole world warmer and brighter and better which!!! makes a lot of sense since you yourself are suchhhhh a good amazing loveable wonderful person strawb who makes the world in general brighter and like!!! yah;; and yeah as well as being such a good person you are then also suchhhh a good understanding caring friend and!! i j hope i can be the same to you in a meaningful way where you know how very much i care abt u!! i love you so so so so much jules<333!! (hugs you tight if you would like !! 💕💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻)
yayayea thats v v fair and honestly like !!!! going to bed whne ur tired is v good and much better than staying up insanly late every night (like somone here does) (im talking abt myself DFHDFHDFHDF) but ya i hope u slept well love and omg ur soso sweet beloved u rly rly aree ;; our friendship is soso meaningful to me too i hope you know like i really feel soso lucky to have met you and now you bc you really have brought so so much joy and love and happiness to my life every single day like you really are such an incredible wonderful sweet fun funny charming talented incredible wonderful person who i adore soso much talking with and spending time with and knowing and having for a friend it really does bring me so much happiness every moment ik you beloved and you realy are just such a wonderful incredible friend who bring sm support and warmth and safety to my life and knowing that youre here for me to support me through everything really does mean the world to me and i hope sm to be the same to you through everything and i hope you know that it really does mean sm to me to bring you sm joy and happiness ans light whenever i can and i hope you know that you really are just so so so very special to me and i rly am soso lucky to know you, i love you so so much i really do beloved :'> *hugs you back rly close if thats okay beloved* 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
#so so sorry for how late im answering this love !! but yea ilusmmm :'>#flappy rambles#asks#lucy !#fave
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happy friendship day!!
so apparently august 6th is friendship day? (regardless of whether it is true or not, im just going to make the day i post this friendship day!! whoop whoop!!!)
i would like to start out by saying thank you to those who follow this blog <333 + showing lots of love and support!! (i know its nothing special having a blog for a kpop group, but i have never anticipated to actually gain followers, let alone make friends who i love dearly?! like... what?!!!)
i have created this blog around four months ago as a way to reblog/follow other nct related blogs (because im nct trash af). don’t know how, maybe im lucky af, but slowly, some of my posts started to trend (in no ways am i trying to sound cocky or arrogant), and some tumblr users started to reach out to me, and i also started to do the same (because no shame) and i would like take this opportunity to thank all the friends i have made. cause i genuinely love you all, because you guys never fail to make my day.
(i really hope the people i have tagged can see this post? click keep reading cause the thread is long)
@se7enteenkarat : Nisa!!! where do i even start... you are the first internet friend that i have ever made and im so so so thankful. right from the start, we just clicked like no other (is that even a phrase?? idk) you are such a great person and friend to me; also jeffery trash af ;) (but no worries, we can always be trash together) also, not to mention that we are literally the same person? are you my long lost twin??!!! (although you are way prettier and more awesome than i am ❤️) and tbh, you are honestly the sweetest person i know ❤️❤️. thank you so much or tuning in my livestream on insta when i was in osaka being bored af in a hotel room!!! i was literally overwhelmed with your love 😭 i l LOVE YOU SO MUCH, and we gotta make going to a nct concert happen!! we gotta see our bae irl!!!!!! <333 + YOU ARE GOING TO DO WELL IN UNI + MAKE LOTS OF FRIENDS WHO LOVE YOU BECAUSE YOU DESERVE IT <3
@luu-na: LIL BUBB!! we literally have been friends for one month and it feels like we have known each other for way longer. you are such an adorable and softie friend of mine. although you are a year younger (i will never forget that your birthday is on october 24th ;)), you never fail to inspire and motivate me to be/do my best, and i cannot thank you enough for that. i love how we can talk about the most random stuff. like orange juice??? who knew orange juice can be interesting. also, you are such a wise and mature person, which is very admirable!!! your words of motivation really push me through hard and tough times ❤️ so much love and respect for you <3 i love youuu, and plz be my lil bub 5eva ❤️
ps. you are smooth af (as smooth as mingyu’s tanned skin? (in the least creepiest way))
@happywonhoe: MY GIRL DEVONNNNNN ❤️❤️ . im so freaking lucky and thankful to have you as my friend. we even have each other as our phone background... how extra can we get?!!! 😆 your daily updates of letting me you are okay makes me feel re-assured (omg this sounds like a love letter? HAHAHAH at this point i dont even mind if it sounds like a love letter) im glad that you reach out to me when you need someone to talk to (because im more than happy to listen to you and let you know that i will always be here!!) you have proven to me that i can lean and trust on you whenever i have my bad days <3 i am looking forward to the day where i can see you on the big screen ;) + remember to save me the BEST ticket. i have to be in the first row + best seat!!! you are not alone, because you will always have me <3. i love you devon
ps. this is one of the softest joshua pic i have seen
@taetor-tot: EMMMMMMMMMMMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! firstly, i would like to point out that your hair looks FREAKING AMAZING, like GOALS. we seriously need to make meeting up HAPPEN. you gotta take me to chick fil a (because i havent tried it, and i guess you are kinda obligated to bring me!! HAHAH JOKES, but no seriously though). i also gotta see those cacti in person!! + beautiful beaches, because it would be simply unfair just to see them through photographs, amirite or amirite?! + take care of yourself so you won’t be sick again!!! also, its quite reassuring to know that you are taking chemistry for the first semester of uni, cause that means we will suffer tgt (we can give each other emotional support!!!!) I LOVE YOUUUU. ❤️❤️
ps. im practicing my running so i can run to america, cause plane tickets are way too expensive // + idk why i like this gif of flustered mark this much
#honestly i dont even deserve you guys#😭#im like the luckiest person ever#thank you for being such great people#when i say you guys make my day#you really do#there is going to be a part two of this post#cause making one part is honestly way too long#also im literally posting this at 11:30 at night lmao
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okay so. i am gonna send this ask now even though its only a bit past 11:30 on a weekend just because. i dont want a repeat of my not actually hittinf send yesterday presumably bcuz i was soo sleepytired JSBSJSKSK.. so yeah i just want to say that oh em gee!!! you are sosooooo important and special to me pink like. i feel just soooo lucky that our paths crossed and we met and became friends :’>>>> like your friendship is so wonderful and lovely to me like it really makes my life smmmm brighter and you are such an incredible friend who just makes my whole world so much warmer and better and then like!!! also you yourself jules!!! you make the whole world in general so much better and warmer and more good with your prescence just bcuz you are such an amazing person i think..!!!!!! like youre so good and i just want u to know that. i am here for you no matter what and !! i care abt you so muchhhhh and i love you so so so so very much!! ilyyyy<3 (hugs you<333 if u want!!!<333💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻)
yayea and honestly if u did get to sleep soon after that then v much good for u bc like !!!! sleep is v important as is sleep at a good time which. i do nott do often as u know DRFHDGDGB but it is very important so ya !!! and ouggh omg youre rly so so sweet my bleoved i love you soso mcuhh i hope you knowww ;; i rly feel so so incredibly lucky to have met you too like !! your friendship rly does bring soso much joy and light and happiness to me and my life like you really are such a wonderful kind caring thoughtful considerate sweet friend and ik that youre always here for me and by my side through everything and that just really does mean the whole world to me and make me feel soso loved and cared for and warm and safe with you and you just really are such such such an important wonderful part of my life and spending time with you always always is such an incredible highlight of my day and brings me soso much joy and you bring me soso much joy and i hope you know that im really soso glad that i can be the same to you because i really do just want to and you really do deserve it so so much my beloved and i hope you know that you really really are just soso special and dear to me and i love you soso much i really really do my dearest :'> !!! *hugs you backk so so muchh v v close!!* 💗💗💗💗💗💗💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💗💗💗💗💗💞💞💞💞💞
#SORRY FOR ANSWERING THIS SOSO LATEE -__- but ya ilusmm mxi rly do <3 !!! mwah !!#flappy rambles#asks#lucy !#fave
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