#am i good at writing angst?? remember when this blog was shitposts

[professorcalculusstanaccount]

I just saw your story about Tintin stealing the whistle and I really love it. I am kinda curious, how would Chang confront Tintin? Would it be a "yelling at the top of your lungs in the streets of London" or a "you are not leaving this room until we talk this out"? Because I don't think Chang can get through Tintin through peaceful means.

Context, this is a continuation of this post. Tintin steals an ancient Chinese whistle from a museum archive to return it to where it came from when Chang offhandedly mentioned it was stolen by Europeans. Later on the first night of Lunar New Year, Tintin comes to realise he has feelings for Chang and believes the kindest thing to do is to Avoid Him until his feelings go away - Chang can sense something is up and isn’t willing to give up on him yet.

Haddock is still pissed off at him. The argument they had in China made him reflect on their friendship. Deep down, Haddock is wondering what he would be without Tintin and decides to take Chang under his wing, part motivated by childhood nostalgia, pity for Chang, spite for Tintin and a desire for validation.

[tundrainafrica]

Note: Instead of posting a meta or a fic today, allow me to take a quick break from that because I think I really need to appreciate some people here and the fandom overall.  

February 7, 2021. 

Today, I turned 24 and my boyfriend surprised me with a gift I think I’ll be taking to heart for a very long time. 

The story behind the gift was as precious (or even more precious) as the gift itself and I thought I’d share it since it turned out some content creators were involved in this gift and I very much want to express how much this gift has defined this day for me and will place my 24th birthday as one of those birthdays I don’t think I’ll ever forget. 

Apparently, I had casually dropped both my tumblr and my ao3 account during one of our conversations and somewhere around November he had started looking through my bookmarks, my posts on tumblr and some of my interactions with people in the fandom.

I should have seen it coming. It had started with my boyfriend suddenly asking about my hyperfixation with Levihan.

Sav? Shipping? Sav? Binge reading ships and meta posts? Sav? Gushing about a fictional ship?

And I remember gushing about this with my seemingly uninterested boyfriend a long night after explaining what was oddly the most out of character thing for someone like me. 

I was sharing with him my metas and hcs and maybe, I was dropping a few of my favorite quotes along the way and it turned out he was interested. Suddenly he was asking me about my favorite fics, my favorite scenes. Suddenly, he was rereading my favorite fics with me and a few times, he was quoting those same scenes. I did find out he was looking through my blog when I got a random message from a really sketchy tumblr telling me to open my facebook. 

I suspected a few times that he could be planning something. December passed with nothing and eventually he stopped asking so I clocked that as a fevered dream or unnecessary assuming on my end and didn’t think too much of it after. 

It turned out my boyfriend had messaged my favorite authors about their fics and he commissioned one of my favorite artists (if not my favorite) to draw a few photos and bound them into a Levihan Anthology 

And it feels fucking amazing to receive something like this. To get Levihan which helped me through the worst of 2020, bound forever as a book I can just open up and read anytime. And I guess tearing up at receiving such a gift had me thinking of a lot of things at once (which were always at the back of mind) but I thought of sharing now. 

The past year wasn’t easy. Actually. don’t think it’s an understatement to say this past year was dog shit. With the covid pandemic and all plans after that cancelled, I’m sure we can all agree we had our ups and downs. 

I had a lot of my own plans completely thrown out the window for numerous reasons. I had plans of going to law school part time while building a career. And, I got a job right after college to make these plans come true. In September the law school I got accepted to (after working so damn hard the past year to get accepted) denied my appeal for night classes. I decided to drop my enrollment to focus on my career. A week later, my job laid me off. 

And for once in my life, I wasn’t going anywhere. And I lived in a house where everyone was always doing something and as soon as I lost my job I was pressured to find another one. But as we all know, searching for a job during this pandemic isn’t easy. I was still reeling after having dropped my enrollment just to focus on my job only to lose that job the week after with no prior notice. Everyone around me was busy doing their own thing. I had no one to talk to and for a while, I was falling into this pit of depression. 

My days consisted of me hiding under the covers of my bed in between the few interviews I would take day to day. Around that time, I decided to binge watch Attack on Titan as well 

I was never one to get hyper fixated in ships. In fact, this was the first ship since Royai and Victuuri which I have been so passionate. And this is a whole new level of passion. I think this is the first time I’ve ever written so much in this small amount of time. It was slow going. Just like Levi and Hange’s relationship, my fixation with this ship was a slowburn. 

Those days alone, I was reading fanfiction by the bundle, I was scrolling through the Levihan tag like a simp, leaving kudos in ao3 on a throwaway account and just scrolling through random people’s tumblr accounts. 

What happened during the one month? And when I was alone, sad, lonely and stagnant with no one to talk to, when everyone around me was living their own lives, all I had alone in the bedroom was Levi and Hange’s stories to keep me company between interviews. 

And the meta analyses and headcanons I had about their relationship were teaching me things. They were teaching me that life was never about how quickly you progress or how far you go. Maybe the real winners in life are the ones who can build good relationships, build relationships so mutually satisfying they keep each other growing and in those few moments reading, headcanoning ships, I did realize, maybe even as stagnant as I was at that moment, my life wasn’t dogshit. 

No one’s life is dogshit for a few small bumps along the way. Sometimes it just is part of the process of growing, learning to get past the worse, learning to manage relationships. And maybe it’s these relationships which make life worth living. Maybe it’s these struggles depicted in these stories and the bounce back. Maybe it’s the love, the life, the emotions so carefully described and depicted in every single story which makes life, life. 

With every single fic I read and every single fan art I scrolled through. Levihan was teaching my things about love, loss and life. 

Sometimes, these fandoms are the things which can catch people before they fall too low into something. These works and stories authors and artists shared so generously were what pulled me out of this state and are what inspired me to explore this relationship for all the potential its worth and maybe share my own stories and headcanons which people may learn a thing or two from or maybe just find some comfort and hope in.  

And these inspirations eventually evolved to writing. Writing 10,000 words in a day in between three interviews? I never was a writer but somehow, I found myself spending hours exploring the themes of love, loss and life with our favorite pairing 

I didn’t start writing out of nowhere. I didn’t start making metas out of nowhere. I needed the right inspiration, the right content to get me into this point where I could continue writing, reading, meta-ing, appreciating, headcanoning and everything in between.

And I just wanted to express my gratefulness to every single person in the fandom who had made it possible for me to pull out of that blackhole. Fandoms are underrated and I believe there are so many lessons which can be learned from the right content and from the right people. 

To the people who so willingly went along with my boyfriend’s little project: 

@faerielleart​ I saved A LOT of your art and they’re sitting in my google photos under a folder called Levihan and maybe I did share a few of your photos (the cheeks one and the beast titan one and the les miserables) ones to my boyfriend unsolicited just to show him how beautiful Levihan can be. Thank you so much for these beautiful drawings.

@lizaloveslevihan​ You were one of the first people I talked with in this fandom and dreams really was one of those stories that fucked me up a little bit, had me make a few misses on the commute on the way home one day but maybe it did have me explore the angst genre a little more, maybe it did have me explore Levi’s character a little more. 

@ariadneamare​ YELLOW. OH GOD. You know those letters? The ones which Hange left Levi at the end of the story? I ended up copying and pasting them and sending them to my boyfriend right after reading and I remember talking to him about this. We might be facing that same type of story in the future and I guess that ended up becoming a lot of foundation of our discussion and I guess, it’s just proof that there is so much to learn from fanfiction. There’s just so much to explore and fanfiction as a genre just does not get the credit it deserves.

@fanmoose12​​ I was exploring your works even before I started this tumblr up again. Maybe it was even your works which got me building my own headcanons from Levihan and writing from there. And I think I did leave a few anonymous messages telling you how I started exploring other genres because of your fics. Your works got my out of my dark place, it got me exploring a lot of other genres and for that I’m eternally grateful.

And somehow, my boyfriend picked that all up from late night discussions and one-on-one metas. Surprisingly, he wasn’t just playing along to humor his girlfriend. He was exploring the themes of love, life, loss and Levihan right along with me. (And got spoiled about Hange’s death along the way… Oops.) 

And I am eternally grateful for that and I made sure to shower him with a lot of kisses after he kept me in the loop with what has been going on these past few months with his sudden interest in Levihan.

And this huge thank you goes out to all content creators (authors, artists, gif creators, shitposters alike). Sometimes you never know who’s thinking about your work, who’s shoehorning your works and quoting them to their best friends. Sometimes, you never will find out but your work had pulled someone out of a blackhole which they’ve been stuck in and sometimes you never know that your work has been that seemingly small thing that had taught them a lesson in love, life or relationships. Sometimes, that one work turned out to be an inspiration which got them writing and sharing their own stories or making their own drawings

And I guess, the point is, keep writing. Keep drawing. Keep sharing pouring your love, passion and emotions into works of art because you never really know whose heart you touched or whose life you changed.

I have a job now. I decided to push law school a few years back and maybe take the time to work on myself now and maybe spend the next months or maybe years writing metas and fanfictions.��I was pulled out of my hole. I was inspired. I have my own stories to tell and I don’t think I would have been here if I hadn’t spent the last few months reading fic after fic, meta after meta, appreciating art after art, 

So anyway, I just wanted to share some pics of my favortie fics, immortalized in one anthology, all organized by my boyfriend. And I think he made some great decisions with these.

(Bookbinding credits to @mayerwien)

[wonwooslibrary]

check in tag :D

tagged by: @sanshiine & @networkluvs

⇶ why did you choose your url?

UH i wanted it to be wonwoo based since he was my #1 ult at the time (he is now #3, behind jun and cheol) and literally all i remembered was that he liked books (i made this blog at like 2am and i have a bad memory)

⇶ do you have any side blogs?

yes! i have @chillisavce (reblogs), @wonwoosbookshelf (fic recs), and @flowershower-jpg (dramas & tv shows)

⇶ how long have you been on tumblr?

tbh, i think since like....2015? 2016? i probably wasn’t old enough to have it, but i didn’t really start using it until i was 14. oops. (i made it the same year i made my wattpad lol)

⇶ do you have a queue tag?

yeah :) it’s pretty long lol: “i was told there was a QUEUE for fruit punch but there was no punchline” (yes, it’s dumb. no, i am not changing it.)

⇶ why did you start your blog in the first place?

uh,,,,,,,,,mayhaps uh,,,,,lissa my bestie <3 @sanshiine (sorry for tagging you twice in one post im dumb) basically, i read her work Five Times Too Late and cried my heart out and was like “i wanna break people’s hearts” and i have yet to write angst so uh: mission failed

⇶ why did you choose your icon/pfp?

three words: red junhui aesthetic. 

⇶ why did you choose your header? 

UH i made it specifically for the blog’s red aesthetic and the wonwoo based url

⇶ what’s your post with the most notes?

my seokmin fic “Stay Forever” !!! 

⇶ how many mutuals do you have? 

18 :sunglasses:and i love them all, they’re my besties 

⇶ how many followers do you have?

86????? i don’t remember having that many but THANKS :D

⇶ how many people do you follow?

57 :)

⇶ have you ever made a shitpost

uh im too scared to post stuff like that out of fear of judgement so...no :clown:

⇶ how often do you use tumblr each day?

like 10-20 minutes. on and off throughout the day. it is more when i read on tumblr, but less when i don’t (max like 8hrs when reading lol)

⇶ did you have a fight / argument with another blog once? who won?

im too scared to argue with people so uh unless it’s jokingly in discord chats,,,,no 

⇶ how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

if they are for something like a social issue going on, then yes, i like those and they should be shared, but if it’s like those good luck things...i kinda think they’re dumb (by the good luck ones i mean posts that are like “if you reblog this you’ll have good like for however many units of time”)

⇶ do you like tag games?

i love them i just always do them hella late 

⇶ do you like ask games?

it depends lol, i like answering questions in asks and stuff, but i don’t really like the chainmail kind of ones lol

⇶ which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? 

uh probs my three besties, lissa (who i am not going to tag for a third time lol), lannie (@seokmingiggles) and alex (@woozisnoots) 

⇶ do you have a crush on a mutual?

i am supposed to be married to @januarystars and @networkluvs but owo bot says that’s not allowed so i’m the third wheel :(

⇶ tags?

i feel bad for tagging people hella late cause all the people i know have already done this so UH SADLY NO TAGS </3

[closetedotaku01]

i rlly hope youll keep writing after Kinktober, bc as a writer myself i see so much potential in your writing. it's already great, but it really reminds me of my own writing from a year or two back. i was the one who asked how long you've been writing & i've been writing fanfic for 7 years so its cool to see how good you already are. youre going to improve so much over time & i'm really excited to see it, you do so many things in your stories well & theyre only going to get better! (1/2)

THIS GOT SO LONG IM SORRY!!!

This.... I—. WARMED MY HEART!! Pick a name or emoji or whatever you want and you are an official anon!! Also this got long so.. READ MORE IF YA WANNA!!

Thank you so much for saying you see potential. Sometimes I’m really.... unhappy with my work and feel like I can’t improve and this just... MADE ME SO HAPPY!! Like... hearing it from someone who does write💜💜💜💜💜 makes my whole life.

I’m so excited to keep growing and I hope you stay for the journey because this is so sweet. Maybe casually come off anon way down the road (so I can’t guess) just so I can read some of your work too 👉👈. And no worries there will be more after Kinktober. I am really enjoying this and have no plans to stop writing any time soon.

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Okay so my favorite published authors are Jandy Nelson (I’ll Give You The Sun is a book I reread constantly. It’s my comfort book. I swear if my soul was anywhere besides my body, there’s a piece of it trapped in that book.), Fredrick Backman (specifically And Every Morning the Way Home Gets Longer and Longer), Brigid Kemmerer (literally all of the books she’s published with Bloomsbury I’ve read and adored), and Neal Schusterman (Specifically the Arc of a Scythe Trilogy). They all write in ways that affect me deeply and they mean a lot to me. I don’t necessarily try to emulate them, but they definitely are the authors I consult (by reading and rereading their works) to get ideas and to learn how to write.

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Fanfic authors. I think I’ve made it pretty damn clear on here that I am hopelessly in love with @imaginethathaikyuu (I’m still too scared to tag her I’m sorry) and her writing. She means the whole world to me in every way. Her writing always hits me in a MAGICAL way. Especially her newer pieces. Works of hers that hit hard for me are: (please note this list is not comprehensive. These are just the FIRST ONES that came to mind. All her work is objectively great.) 

-Tsukishima accidentally teases his s/o’s insecurity - this one holds my heart.

-Heated argument with Tsukishima - this is the angst I adore. Honestly, this might be one of my TOP TOP favorites, because it feels so real. 

-Morning sex with Tsukishima -just the line “theyre your tits!” That’s all. Brings me serotonin beyond words. And it feels so genuine and lovely. Again... she makes the world so real. Also in my TOP TOP favs. (Is my Tsukki love showing too much?)

-Helping you when you can’t sleep - This is beyond words beautiful

-Helping you study - PLEASE I NEED THIS NOW

-Tanaka finding out his s/o is pregnant - YES! SHE DOES TANAKA SO WELL

-Tanka asks Kiyoko to dance.... but she says no - SO WELL 

-Riding Headcanons -🙈

-S/O is nervous about him going down on her  -because who ISNT the first time?

-Learning about your self-harm scars -hits close to home and Iwa’s makes me cry every time.

-Akaashi making it up to you after a fight -my favorite color is literally purple 💜

-Bokuto’s s/o has a nightmare - I literally revisit this one whenever I have a nightmare

- Kinktober 2019 - ALL .... but the ones I revisit the most are Tsukishima’s, Oikawa’s, Futakuchi’s, Yaku’s, Iwa’s, Yamaguchi’s, and Matsukawa’s.

-Kinktober 2020 - please GOD read Kuroo’s, Mattsun’s, Iwa’s, Suna’s, and Atsumu’s. They’re all immaculate but those in PARTICULAR were MASTERPIECES.

-Having an angsty fight - particularly Kuroo’s GETS TO ME. Like... damn. Makes me... melt. Idek why. It’s just, again, how real she makes it feel. From the atmosphere and setting to the way the characters behave. A lot of times in “argument angst” (is that a term?) the arguments feel so shallow and stupid. And I’m like “on my moodiest days I wouldn’t react like that” or “Kuroo WOULD NEVER”. But these feel so real. Ughhhh.

-You give Kenma a gift mid-stream 

-Kenma gets turned on during a stream - can you tell I love the way she writes streamer Kenma 😌 also this is my fav nsfw-esque Kenma piece solely because it feels accurate to his character in a beautiful way despite me headcanoning that he’s ace.

-Oikawa’s s/o wakes up without him there

-Iwaizumi getting.... caught.... by Makki and Mattsun... with you  -Give Iwa More Love 2020

-Tendo teasing his s/o by ... taking care of himself - One of the first Em pieces I ever read. I don’t think it was THE first. But it was definitely the first one I read like... RIGHT AFTER she posted it.

-Tendo comforting s/o who’s parents yell - hits very close to home for me, and I just wanted him to come whisk me away the first time I read this

-7MIH with Tendo  -hehe I love this more than anything. Also Ushijima’s ONE line makes me CACKLE. I’m in love with this one

-This two part series with Atsumu (1) (2) -haha I reread these too often

-Kneel to Pray  (Sakusa) -I have not even one criticism or negative thought. Not one. And I’ve read this TOO many times.

-Tough boys are soft for you - two of the best boys

- Countdown to Christmas - Days 6,7,11, and 12 are the ones I reread the most

THIS IS SO BAD!! I WENT STRAIGHT TO THESE AND DIDN’T THINK IT WAS THAT MANY COS I REREAD THESE ONES REGULARLY. (And there’s a lot more theatre good. Please explore her blog! It’s WONDERFUL) Sorry for spending too much time on Em’s blog, but also.... not sorry cos she’s amazing and all of these pieces inspire me.  I’ll try to be fast for the rest of these ahfihfadsfsjfh.

 @star-puff (catch a theme of me being scared of talented authors)’s piece La Lune and her Fleur d’Amour event (search #fleur d’amour on her blog) are so creative and beautiful and truly show how talented she is. She’s amazing. EDIT: I’m adding this as soon as I’ve read it because it just made me cry. Omg. Read this. Tsukishima royalty AU it is angst though so 👀 read at your own risk. EDIT: On GOD Meg could murder me and I’d say thanks. Please read this beautiful time stamp shit it makes me HAPPY. 

UPDATE: And Meg is now responsible for the most canon Tsukki piece I’ve ever read. 

There’s a cute SMAU called Sunshine by @pudding-head-kenma and idk how she does it. It’s so good. I could never tell a story this complex, THIS WELL, using only text messages and tweets and such. She also does mini headcanons that are REALLY cute.

Anything and everything by @haik-choo is gold. Literal gold. The way she writes Tsukishima is IMMACULATE. Toxic headcanons, mischaracterizations all of its gold. And she’s a beautiful shitposter. She drops shit that makes me CACKLE at the most random times. All of it is a big yes for me.

UPDATE: this is gold.

Of course I’ve read In Another Life and OF COURSE I sobbed. Took me AN HOUR to read because I kept having to take breaks to just.... sob. VERY MUCH A HEAVY DUTY ANGST. Not for the weak of heart. BokuAka. This is probably the oldest piece I’ve read that still HITS for me. 

There are other pieces but I can’t remember them.... probably will come back and add to this post later.

Thank you for this ask. Thank you for being so kind and inspiring. I was kinda worried about releasing anything I’ve ever written and still get nervous sometimes so this ask makes me feel a hell of a lot better and makes me feel like I’m joining a WONDERFUL community like... Look at all that talent ^^^^.

[roxaeri]

Heyyyyyy h/azbin h/otel's creator has done a ton of shitty stuff like supporting people who did blackface and drawing c/sa and b/estiality so maybe interact with the show cautiously? she's really not a good person

I’m sorry this response is late. I wanted to answer in a timely manner, but I also believed this deserved an articulate response from me.

I can’t remember exactly when I first found out about the show. Only that I remember Charlie being in the video. And then I never looked into it until the day the pilot dropped and I watched it.

That’s also the same day I first heard anything about Vivzie.

And I’ll be honest. As a survivor, and having just today been given news meds to help me with my PTSD—which is why this has taken me some time to respond to—a lot of what I hear about her has made me uncomfortable and want to keep my distance from her.

But also as someone struggling to show and prove my own growth from a shitty past, I would hate myself even more for discounting her own struggles to improve right off the bat.

When it comes down to it, I’m honestly torn.

I enjoy the idea of the show. I’m all about monsters and demons and fantasy. And I latch onto anything about redemption so quick. I did that here.

It’s an extremely personal reason, and irrelevant to anyone else, but even if a cartoon can show redeeming demons in hell can be done—then I’m not the Lost Cause everyone who knows my past says I am. That’s why I’m enjoying it so far.

But I am being cautious. I am watching and listening and reading everything that comes up.

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So I’m going to open this to all my followers and mutuals since I’ve tried to make myself and my blog a positive force since gaining any.

I know I’m not always fluff and shitposts. That I write a lot of angst, and my original work deals with a lot of heavy themes stemming from experience. (I’m actually not sure how much of that has made it onto my blog. I know my post about my character Tristan touches on it somewhat.)

But if the whole deal with Vivzie makes any of you truly uncomfortable, I can keep HH off my blog from here going forward.

The fan art is done and out there. It’s been reblogged and it has my signature on it. I can’t take that back.

And wouldn’t be just for y’all, but also myself.

This message found me on a Good Enough Day, so I’m fine getting it. Thankful for the timing of it even. Because had it been a Bad Day, I would be spiraling from it. Which is why I try to avoid turbulent fandoms.

Anon, if I could, I would apologize to you directly. Because there is good reason you brought it up, and you feel comfortable enough on my blog to even mention it to me. And I’m sorry I upset that.

[thesoftdumbass]

Yallneedtrek’s Writing Anniversary Challenge

Hi you guys! So, I’ve been wanting to host a writing challenge for a while, and now seems like a good time to do so. November 30th marks the 2 year anniversary of when I started posting my fanfiction, starting out with a whopping 649 words on this Charles Xavier fic. Things have changed since then, I’ve written a lot more and joined a few fandoms since then, made some friends, and all in all enjoyed my time here on tumblr.

So if anybody would like to join my writing challenge, here are some things to remember while entering/posting:

~To enter the writing challenge, you must send me an ASK with a character or ship, and AU, AND a prompt from the lists below. (If you send anonymously or have multiple blogs, make sure that I know which blog you will be posting on)

~All entries are due by November 30th, 2018. There is no cut-off date to enter the challenge, as long as you think you can finish, you can enter whenever. (I will post occasional reminders and tag everybody who signed up!)

~Characters/ships can be used multiple times, as can AUs, but prompts can only be used once.

~If there’s a character/ship not on the list but that belongs in my fandoms, you can message me if you’d like to write for them and get my okay!

~You can use any writing genre: fluff, smut, angst, whatever. I would prefer angst-y fics to end happily, though!

~Important! When posting, please include Warnings, Word Count, and a Summary. Also, add a “Read More” if your fic is over 400 words so we don’t clog up everybody’s dash!

~When posting your fic, tag my blog and use the tag #yallneedtrekwritingchallenge, and send the post to me directly to make sure that I’ve seen it. I will reblog all of the fics and add them all to a masterlist to be shared when all entries are posted!

Have fun writing, lovelies!

Characters and Ships - Choose one:

Star Trek-

Jim Kirk

McKirk

Montgomery “Scotty” Scott

Spock

Pavel Chekov

Wonder Woman-

Steve Trevor

WonderTrev

Avengers-

Steve Rogers

Stucky

Bucky Barnes

Sam Wilson

Loki Odinson

Thor Odinson

Urban boys-

Leonard “Bones” McCoy

Gavin Magary

Siberius Vaako

Black Hat

Eomer

John Kennex

Any Karl Urban character, really

Other-

Dean Winchester

Sam Winchester

Lance Tucker

Carter Baizen

Wynonna Earp

Doc Holliday

AU’s - Choose one:

Soulmate

Firefighter

Royal

Fake dating / fake married

Supernatural (any supernatural creature/phenomenon)

Neighbors

University / Fellow Professors

Artist

Flower Shop

Vikings

Called / texted the wrong number

Body Swap

Bartender

Motorcycle Club

Roadtrip

Book Shop / Library

Office

Coffee Shop

Arranged Marriage

Roommate

Writing Prompts - Choose one:

1. “But I’m not wearing pants”

2. “Why were you in a dumpster?”

3. “Just give me the ____ and nobody gets hurt”

4. “Lick me all you want, I’m not moving my hand”

5. “I did not kidnap you! I anything, I adult-snatched you.”

6. “Didn’t you ever stop and think that there’s a reason I’m here?”

7. “Next time you come in my room to scare me, try picking a better hiding spot than behind the curtains.”

8. “What do you suggest we do?”

9. “Are you okay? I’ve never seen you turn down food.”

10. “Are those my underwear?”

11. “Will you just stop talking?” “Make me.”

12. “Did you just make a joke?”

13. “And you say I’m the dramatic one”

14. “Don’t get your hopes up”

15. “Subtlety is not your strong suit”

16. “My mind does not immediately jump to murder. Oh who am I kidding, of course it does!”

17. “Do you smell something burning?”

18. “No you are not Batman, stop saying that!”

19. “If you don’t stop talking in song quotes, I swear I will end you”

20. “Who ever said that I hate you?”

21. “Who thought it was a good idea to give (him/her/them) coffee?”

22. “What is that incessant beeping?”

23. “Here, take my jacket”

24. “Say hello to your cat for me”

25. “Who are you talking to?”

26. “Stay, please”

27. “Are you dead?” “Yes.”

28. “Next time you need help, don’t come to me”

29. “Can anybody tell me why my house is on fire?!”

30. “Are you crying?” “No! Shut up.”

31. “Stop screaming, it’s just me.”

32. “Jealous is not a good look on you”

33. “Is my leg supposed to bend that way?”

34. “I would rather be stuck on a deserted island with literally anybody but you”

35. “If you get ‘Let it Go’ stuck in my head one more time, I will never speak to you again.”

36. “I am too tired to deal with your happy disposition today”

37. “That line was so cheesy, it hurts.”

38. “Can you not be sarcastic just for once?”

39. “I told you this was a bad idea”

40. “Do not throw up on me”

41. “I’m just gonna keep talking until you smile”

42. “If you’re trying to seduce me, I would reconsider.”

43. “Can I kiss you?”

44. “I must be going crazy”

45. “Do I spy a tattoo?”

46. “Am I turning into a vampire?”

47. “No, you cannot borrow my laptop! You remember what happened the last time.”

48. “Just hug me before I put someone’s head through a wall.”

49. “If you can’t tell, I am very angry.”

50. “Are those little unicorns on your boxers?”

51. “You dropped something”

52. “You must be new here”

53. “Can we watch movies and cuddle?”

54. “I love you, I hope you know that.”

55. “I need you to stop laughing and come help me”

56. “Next time, I pick the music.”

57. “Can I kill (them)?”

58. “If you can go one hour without talking, I will kiss you”

59. “Stop saying that”

60. “You’re ridiculous”

61. “I’d hate to ruin such a sweet moment, but we have to go.”

62. “Oh, I almost forgot you were here”

63. “Is it true what they say?”

64. “Is that what I think it is?”

65. “You’ve got no sense of self-preservation”

66. “You’re worrying me”

67. “Get away from me”

68. “Don’t say that”

69. “Sometimes I wish I never met you”

70. “Can you stop poking me?”

71. “Don’t tell me to calm down, you’re covered in blood!”

72. “Will you tell me a story?”

73. “There might be a small…large…dent in your car, but please don’t kill me, I can explain!”

74. “I just want to drink chocolate milk and take a nap.” “You are a grown adult.”

75. “Are you drunk?”

76. “It looks like there was a train wreck in here”

77. “You lost the bet, you know what that means”

78. “I shouldn’t be here.” “Then why are you?”

79. “I’m not going with you dressed like that”

80. “Who else is going to save you from yourself?”

81. “What kind of name is that?”

82. “That is a lot of- what even is that?”

83. “That doesn’t look like fun, it looks like a death trap”

84. “So this is what betrayal looks like”

85. “Who started the food fight?”

86. “What, my poetry isn’t good enough for you?” “You just recited Dr. Seuss.”

87. “I’ve been shot!” “Relax, it’s just a nerf bullet.”

88. “You’re trying too hard, you need to just relax.”

89. “You look like the poster-child for bad decisions”

90. “Could you be any more oblivious?”

91. “Shut your whore mouth”

92. “Say that to my face, you soggy piece of pizza”

93. “You are such a moldy shower curtain”

I really hope you guys have fun writing, and I’m looking forward to reading all of your amazing fics! If you have any questions, feel free to message me or send an ask. Love you all!

I’m adding everyone on my tag list and Urban Shitposting group just in case you want to join or signal boost!

@deanxfuckingadorablexwinchester @mad-girl-without-a-box @cd1242 @space-helen @izzy10718 @feelmyroarrrr @bookcaseninja @musikat18 @kickingitwithkirk @auduna-druitt @garnet-redtailedhero @bubblegum-star-trek @reading-in-moonlight @cuddlememerrick @loststarlight @fireboltrose7559 @lauuerodz @bkwrm523 @fearofdeathkeepsusalive @goingknowherewastaken @annathewitch @outside-the-government @queenmismatched  @thefanficfaerie

[choisgirls]

hi four!!! im new to the mystic messenger community, (been a fan for a long time but only just now bringing my obsession to tumblr lol) and i've started a headcanon/writing blog! ive never run one before, so i was wondering if you have tips on how to get my writing out there?

oh sorry sweetheart my notifs are all sorts of messed up and I didn’t see this until now!!

But welcome to hell the mystic messenger side of tumblr! We’re always glad to see new faces!!!

My biggest piece of advice just starting out is 

GIVE YOURSELF BREAKS AND PLEASE REMEMBER THAT YOU DON’T NEED TO PRODUCE CONTENT 24/7!

That was (and is) still my biggest issue. Pushing yourself too hard will make the entire experience unpleasant and you’ll burn out fairly quickly! Take breaks! Now, other advice includes…

DO NOT BE AFRAID TO TURN AWAY REQUESTS

Whether it be something you aren’t comfortable with, something you feel you couldn’t portray well, something that seems too bland/close to what you’ve done before, or something you just plain don’t wanna do- don’t force yourself! You won’t have fun and it’ll feel like writing is a chore! That being said….

DON’T BE AFRAID TO BROADEN YOUR HORIZONS

So you like to write fluff. Great! But don’t limit yourself to /ONLY/ fluff, because you’ll find yourself running out of ideas! Take (or make your own) angst request, comedic request, whatever! Go crazy! Don’t be afraid to shitpost every now and again too!!

Now, as for getting your writing out there rather than personal writing tips,

DON’T BE AFRAID TO ASK FOR SHOUT OUTS!

I, personally, am totally okay with giving a shout out! A lot of blogs are okay with it as well! It’s really scary to do (I know, I had my previous admin do it for me and i refused to do it on my bnha blog;;;) but it can really help you! Most of the time, if you ask for a shout out, people will check it out!

INTERACT WITH PEOPLE!

Again, scary, I know! I have a really hard time doing it;;; But it helps! If you send in inboxes to some of your favourite blogs (hopefully some of them are other mysme writing blogs!) a lot of people tend to immediately consider you a friend and will check out the things that you’ve got on your blog! When that happens, I know I personally will reblog pieces I see that I really like!

M A S T E R L I S T

Trust me, making and maintaining a masterlist as well as linking it in your description will be you’re absolute b e s t friend. All your writing is in one place, it’s easily accessible as someone glances at your blog- it’s a very good idea to have!! Tag it as well!!!

REBLOG!

Reblog for timezones! Reblog ‘cause you like it! Reblog it ‘cause you worked really hard and feel like it deserves more notes! Reblog it just ‘cause you fuckin’ want to! If you’re just starting out, I understand why you won’t want to do this, but once you’re comfortable, it’ll help!

TAGS ARE YOUR FRIEND!

So long as they’re relevant! If you write a piece for say, Saeran, as an example, tag all variations you can think of when you first start out! saeran, saeran choi, mm saeran, mm saeran choi, mysme saeran, mysme saeran choi- Things like that can help! It’s tedious, annoying, boring and overall kind of sucks, but it’s the best way to get your stuff out there! A lot of people follow different variations of the same tag at times! You know, speaking of friends….

ASK YOUR FRIENDS!

Ask them to take a look- even if they aren’t in the fandom. Ask them if they like it, ask them if they could help you out with a reblog- friends are friends! They should be excited for you and help you out! They can even send in some requests for you to start out with!

And finally,

HAVE FUN!

If you aren’t having fun writing and posting it, your readers aren’t having fun reading it. Readers can read (ahaha who would’ve thought, right?) the tone behind a piece and if you’re treating it like a chore, like you absolutely /HAVE/ to get this piece out and don’t put too much care into it- they will know in an instant. Sure, technically when you take and write requests, you’re writing for others, but you need to make sure you’re writing for yourself as well. People will surely react positively so long as you’re positive yourself! Being positive causes others to be positive, which leads to them liking one of your works, which leads to them sharing it with others to enjoy as well!

I know I went on for a really long time despite me being really inactive for my own writing, but I hope I was able to help even a little bit, and I hope you enjoy yourself!! You can feel free to stop by any time! ^^

[eludum-a]

(scheduled to post this around noon on thursday my time.)

as we head into this (american) thanksgiving, a lot of us are gonna be dealing with some Grade A Bullshit: retail work, bigoted relatives, etc. i wasn’t actually gonna do this originally, but then i realized what holiday was coming up right around the time of my blogiversary and i was like... welp. alright. guess we’re doing this then. things lined up too perfectly NOT to, and things can be kinda shitty for people around this time of year, so let’s put a little positivity back into the community! or something like that.

(yes i realize some of the people here are not american. no reason to deny my love tho.)

anyway, onto the callouts!

@ultimatetalentless have i talked about how much i love sin’s hinut lately? his and nanami’s friendship/rivalry (and his and chibot’s unresolved romantic tension) is so much fun to write and it’s so great having an Angst Partner to shoot terrible ideas at. on top of that i love talking to sin out of character and sharing some of the things we come across that remind each other of our muses. 

@mideoku​ julie followed me and the following day, snakes started manifesting physically in my house. i get no peace from them. they follow me home every day and beat me down with a two by four while yelling down with cis. but if we’re being real here julie’s shitposting lights up my dashboard every day for better or worse and theyre actually a really cool person. we’ll fight in pokemon when u catch up to me binch

@steinways​ sarah’s one of my oldest mutuals from all the way back when she just had her mahiru and i?? love sarah?? she’s such a sweetheart and all of her characterizations are so absolutely stellar. 10/10 would sarah again and also she made my theme so. yknow. amazing all around

@ongakuvoices rio’s a special brilliant soul w so much love for their muses and it shows in everything they write... i adore both their ibuki and their nagisa to pieces!! i know theyre gonna go places in life and ill be over here cheering them on from the sidelines, probably holding up some signs with memes on them

@jrco-disd actually i hate seth. nevermind. i’m not doing this

@nullverum​ boss was like one of the first ndrv3 blogs i interacted with long before the game had its official english release. i remember i made a post a while before saying that i thought ouma/nami would be a strange but cute brotp and hell! i was absolutely right in every way. its even funnier upon finding out ou/ma kind of plays the na/nami role just as much as the ko/maeda role in actuality (he’s gotta do both since a CERTAIN SOMEONE gets fridged at the beginning), so they’re surprisingly good (bad, actually) for each other. 

@ayatsurii sparkle’s peko is great ok? best sword girlfriend, would shower her in love and affection and cute things. nanami apparently has a thing for taller, stoic individuals with red eyes who could kick her ass one-handed. (don’t we all tho??) ahem. anyway. would recommend sparkle’s pekpek.

@kibouzuru i know we were mutuals for a while before i got involved with truth syndicate stuff? i feel silly not having interacted with u before because i rly should have. im really glad i got a chance to bc u and ur egg are cool (well, naegi’s a total dork) and now i can have nanami tease leggy and eggy about their relationship. she’s gotta get back at hinata for all those years of short jokes somehow, too bad naegi’s just collateral

@hikaup i remember i was on the lookout for pokemon blogs a while back and i stumbled across ur blog and was like... what the heck, this hikari seems way too cool... and wow!! i was totally right!! i love ur portrayal so much it’s such good shit and chiaki and hikari already have such a good dynamic. i hope chiaki gets to do Spooky Shit with hikari someday (and maybe even hold hands???? lets not get ahead of ourselves here) btw i get whiplash from how often u put out amazing themes

@kibcu

and yes, im gonna be at your basketball game tomorrow. stop telling me about it

@cantalazarus u know how i feel about u. ur smart and funny and talented and ur take on ur muses is So Good and 

@malchancevilain​ watchy is another one of my oldest mutuals and its always great to see their togami on my dash! we’ve been in a few group verses together now and i love seeing how he handles different situations (always with a great degree of salt) and just hanging out ooc! also: greg grimaldis wherever you are you better believe im getting those fifteen dollars back *mic drop*

@seineijashu​ oh.

hey nerd. we havent rly spoken much in a while but im still out here 100% in ur corner and i love everything u do. i know i dont know like anything about Boruto’s Dad like i said (im more a hunter x hunter guy myself,,,) but even if roleplaying opportunities are scarce im still totally down to talk like any time. now if only our time zones would line up. ps theres a secret message hidden here did you see it

@hopefromtheordinary​ it’s so great to see you back in the dr rpc! i loved your komaeda and your kamukura way back when. i love the twin shenanigans you and sin get up to (serious or crack) and i really can’t wait to get more chibot/kamukura stuff going! im excited i hope ur excited too

@gamblingqueen ANOTHER person i’m so glad to see back over here!! u were one of the first people to rly plot with me to any extent ooc and i am very excited to get right back into it! chiaki and celes are such an odd pair, but it’s wonderful to see them interact after they’ve both been brought so low. im over here rubbing my hands together at the speed of light in anticipation

@mxssias if naegi tries to get nanami to watch sword art online with him one more time shes gonna kill him and hide the body in the reserve course grounds. ahem. anyway. alex you’re such a little shit but you’re funny and i love your egg boy even if he’s constantly getting himself into trouble and sacrificing himself like he doesnt have anything better to do. get that boy a better hobby? thanks

and sorry if i forgot anybody! doing these is kind of exhausting for me and i might have gotten a little lazy, but i tried to hit most of the people i’ve been in contact with ooc at least a bit (who have been active within the past week or so).

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@jrco-disd ok fine fuck you. seth was one of the first people in the fandom to reach out to me and even if he’s often belligerent at me for no good reason (ok, fine, maybe i deserve it) i still really appreciate his friendship and am glad that we can exchange shitty sonic memes with each other. the day we get that sonic forces monster factory is the day we both can die happy, probably after strangling each other

[leorugiet]

Seriously concerned for all of you people. Honestly.

I MEAN. THANK YOU. BUT. WHY.

First I’ll thank satan for making this number popular, otherwise me picking this number would just be kinda weird. Like. Why didn’t you wait for 700. Weirdo.

So as is custom dictates, I’ll make a graphic to celebrate this, cry about it in a way that may be construed as my not appreciating it, and then sit on my ass and do nothing much other than that. And still not work on drafts.

Seriously appreciate every single one of you.

This community is, no joke, one of the best RP communities I’ve had the pleasure of writing in. Everybody is very follow happy (obviously) which already makes it great for interacting, all the very open writers, very accepting to new ideas, AU’s, canon divergence, wild crack material and rare ships and all the shitposting, glorious amounts of shitposting. It’s all very well accepted to my surprise, and I enjoy every minute of it. I’m very happy that we communicate to each other, and plot all sorts of stuff, even though I really shouldn’t be grabbing onto so many plots. *looks at my drafts and sobs*

ANYWAY. TO THE ACTUAL BIAS LIST. FOLLOW FOREVER??? APPRECIATION LIST?? I DUNNO. WHATEVER THE COOL KIDS CALL IT.

VIP (Very Important Ppl. Super Important.)

@floweringeclipse - YOU. XIXI. WHAT HAVE U DONE TO ME. I’m kidding. We rip on each other a lot. You and your wonderful art which we honestly should be more grateful you share with us. All the dumb shitposts and heart wrenching gut twisting angst we write. I think people seriously wonder what is wrong with us. I wonder this too. But I’m so happy that Iris found her way here and became the number one not-daughter in Cor’s heart. He’s very pleased even if he says he isn’t. And boy he always says he isn’t.

@gnzlngr - You decided speaking to me ooc might be a good idea and that was ur first big mistake. All the plots and cute ship stuff and even the smut stuff is just  👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit. I’m very very happy I spoke with you Autumn, even if I am just shitpost extraordinaire and you can make wonderful graphics and plots and stories, and not actually shitpost 24/7 like I do. Your Prompto just. HNG. I love him, very dearly. Best most beautiful boy.

@spineshattered - Remember when u had a serious RP blog. Me neither. dasfdgfhgj, I’m very sorry u were cursed with my presence Rafi, and I know we haven’t been following each other very long but I’m glad we RP and talk ooc, and share cat toe bean pics, trading them like yu-gi-oh cards in our chat. Your Aranea is incredible, and your graphics, and everything, and I have no idea how you got stuck with me, I’m very sorry for ur loss. But you keep doing Aranea, and writing in that wonderful style. It’s great.

@rexcrystallis - Dei. Deiii. I know we don’t talk very much, but you’re kinda the gateway drug into the community. I mean that as a positive thing, I swear. Your Noctis and many magnificent headcanons make me very happy. Give the characters the treatment they deserve. I think you’re a very welcoming part of this community and it makes a load of difference honestly. Bless u for it.

@abyssn - I love your Ardyn. Hands down my first favorite Ardyn blog. I was RPing with you on my Prompto too, but now I’m mostly on Cor and just pop into my other blogs, pretending I’m active. Love your writing style. It flows, and I just, *clench fist* I need it. Bless all the characters you write, but I’m shamelessly bias to Ardyn.

@utprosiim - *Rocky Balboa voice* ADRIENNE! ;A; I’m pretty sure our first interaction is Cor crushing her to death with a rock, so, ya know, OFF TO A GREAT START. Honestly I love Adrienne, even if Cor is a bitter bitch and acts like he isn’t happy around her. I love her story, and I know it’s hard to make OC’s, it’s been like, 84 years since I tried. Bless ur heart. Beautiful smol child who would murder me for a Klondike bar probably and I’d be okay with it.

@massadamnata | @heterochromiairiidum - Keviiin, I’m very sorry I usually just shitpost about ur muses on ur dash and take off like the most oddly specific cryptid. Your muses are a work of magic, honestly, and it’s always a joy to see you, even when we’re talking about ardyn’s daemon jizz or ravus gouging his eye out, and probably you wondering why I post about shit like this, but then actually offer concise and interesting headcanons from out of nowhere, finding gold bars in these trash cans, when it’s you I know it’s going to be good <3

Also VIP - more very important ppl

I love you all, I really do, I wish I could find a nice message to say to each of you, but this’ll have to do. I enjoy interacting, seeing you on my dash, overall just being around you guys. Thank you. I mean it. You’ve made this experience very exciting, and I can’t imagine it without you guys.

 @captaindrautos | @promptos-biceps | @trashkingizunia | @ofsilverguns | @thekingsshield | @culinarystrategist | @chosenbythecrystal | @arachnexdragoon | @commodorexaranea | @luminareir | @divinelybled | @glaiveblood | @kingslight | @astral-ignem-feram | @eldestamicitiason | @chocobutthair | @maledictusrex | @theplagueofstars | @regalchocobo | @bestchocobro | @sxrtis | @hardcormarshal | @the-witch-matoya

HONESTLY. Bless each and everyone one of you. I’m always happy to see you guys on my dash. I’m sure there are some I missed, and I apologize, I know it’ll take me forever to remember. Some people I tagged I know aren’t active, but, I just wanted to tag them anyway. They do make my day, and I’m always happy to see them around.

And also VIP - and even more very important ppl

We’ve interacted, IC and OOC, and I’m happy you guys give me the time of day, always around either on my dash or other RP partners who actually finish their drafts, and even if we don’t interact much, I’m happy to see you guys.

@dragonerinn | @meldaciomartyr / @luciancityguard / @heartxandxhome | @tidesmother | @hyperionknight | @argentlemanly | @yunafied | @bxstiarius | @solusvici | @enviousking / @loqis | @loquistador | @aquilarm | @vanishingnightstar | @king-regis-of-lucis | @luxarcum | @mamachocobro / @wallflowergainsborough | @ignisia | @galdinking | @lunaliee | @dual-daggers | @no-consequence | @consiliarium | @photowark | @knightxvowed | @knightxalpha | @firstsxnner | @childofnoite | @fieryknowledge | @wordlilies |  @prudentiae | @topmechaniic | @quicksclver | @crystallineglacian | @insomniasprince | 

SERIOUSLY. I JUST. CAN’T SAY THANK YOU ENOUGH. I really enjoy being here, and I hope I’ll find myself spending a good amount of time enjoying and writing and creating with all you guys, and many more. Thank you for following me!

[dumbbelle]

do you have any favourite blogs??? like any kind of blogs!! (just curious skmfmd)

This got outta hand so quickly. But here was my overall answer:

I follow a lot of seventeen blogs. Like a lot. But I also follow a lot of people who are generally nice and who have cute tags because they help brighten up my day. I like art blogs and those calming aesthetic blogs because they make my dash prettier. And I follow my in-real-life friends like @leechansthighs and @verifiedspheniscidae and @vernaans no matter their content (although their blogs are all still A+ content and I’d probably follow them regardless). And I like @myetie so much that I played Mystic Messenger just to better understand what was going on in her artwork because her art is cute and funny and I stumbled upon it accidentally so I had to catch up. 

But to get specific? Hmmm, well, in no particlar order…. 

Of course I have my mutuals like @miiinghao @kimbapkidding @thatgirlcatt13 @jeonwonxwoo and @kw0njisol who I probably forgot to reply to like 3 billion years ago in chat but are still amazing and I love with my soul but am too nervous to say anything to because I know the only reason we’ve stopped talking is because I’m disorganized af. 

And then, well, @fyhoshi probably dominates my dashboard with HD Hoshi pics (not that I mind, really). Seriously, if you’re a Hoshi stan, follow them (you likely already are). You won’t regret it. In a very similar way, if you’re a Woozi stan, then you’ve gotta follow @woozioppa for all her constant updates and flooding of your dashboard. Just from following her, Woozi jumped like 5 spots on my bias list because of all the Woozi content.

@pristeen-23 is honestly such a good friend (used to write on her blog but not anymore,,, GIRL I’M STILL MOURNING). She’s friends with so many people because she’s a beautiful human being and deserves to be loved and rolled into a warm blanket and fed good food bye. 

OKAY so who hasn’t heard of @woozifi? Honestly, whether it’s for Tessa’s art or Tessa’s writing (CHECK OUT HER AO3), she excels in whatever she does. Talk about multitalented. Her commissions are open here. 

I like art blogs a lot!!! @bodtster was probably the first fan art blog I ever followed and I am lowkey,,, in love,,, with Annie and her work (her personal @sailorpeach is hella aesthetic if you also wanna check that out.) Her commissions are open right here.

@94wnd Graphics man, graphics. She’s the pop of colour on my dash that always makes me stop and go “ooOoOhh” because her graphics are so vibrant and pleasing. And her writing is great too! Definition of that one mom friend who always makes you feel like honey, starlight, and warm hugs on a Thursday afternoon. She makes me feel good about my angst and I love reading her tags okay. 

I frickin love memes and shitposts, and I recently discovered @amemericans [I know, I know, y’all are all like “where have you been?” and ur rite where have I been?]. They’ve got the best memes in the business. We have recently formed the idol group Clickb8,,, and are accepting all applications – so rhymes, limericks, and haikus thx. 

@incorrect7teen always makes me laugh with her incorrect quotes and love for DK,,, She’s really sweet and interactive too. Her little window into her daily life and thoughts is really so entertaining, and one can’t help but want to be friends ^^

@doyomi has some great incorrect NCT quotes, so if any NCTzens are floating around. @gwikimchi is her main blog but she has like a million blogs that I apparently don’t follow even though I know them by heart??? FRICK I’M THE DAMN WORST. ( @lordyoungho for kpop horoscopes and @sebooty-lyfe for writing). 

Choco from @choco-seventeen is such a sweetheart and her writing is stunning. Legit, her writing will probably make you want to cry. Heck, I have cried while reading her writing. And I will continue to cry because she always gets better and better and is always looking to improve and wow everything she does motivates me. 

Did you know that if you looked up talent in the dictionary you’ll get @hansolmates? Legit when I saw her writing for the first time I blanched. I wish man, I wish. Her timing is terrific, her fluff makes me melt, and her angst makes me jealous. I wish I had an ounce of her skill. 

Another art blog I follow is @cutiepatoodieart, who never fails to impress. Joey’s style is absolutely breathtaking and I love her art so so much. As well, she always says what’s on her mind without holding back, which I think is admirable. Her commissions are also very open right here.

@hoshbrownie is precious. Absolutely precious. Eva will talk to you and make you feel like you matter. She will think about you and tag you in things and I’m actually teary-eyed because she’s so precious and every not-so-anonymous anon (hoshbrownie i see u) I get from her makes me so happy. 

@svt-husbands THE WELL OILED AND FAST WORKING MACHINE. You guys know who they are, of course you do. Great quality writing at insane speeds, these guys are everything I want to be bye. I remember first talking to one of the admins @squishteen , and I was like ??? How do such interesting people exist ??? She’s amazing and writes on her main as well, go follow her. I more recently started talking to @jeongguktm, and can confirm that yes she is as adorable and kind as one might expect her to be. ALSO JUST REALIZED THAT I RECENTLY MISSED HER BIRTHDAY and tf is wrong with me, this isn’t how you make friends. Happy belated birthday sweets

Jackie from @tookorean lowkey intimidates me because everything she does turns to gold. She’s hard working and loves Woozi and if that’s not enough reason to follow then I don’t know what is. Sometimes translates, sometimes does this. Another multitalented goddess on our hands, this is getting overwhelming. 

@vitaminniedk just read her tags and you’ll understand why I follow her. She also has probably the best theme around? Vivienne is as much of a sunshine as her bias, and you’ve probably seen her gifs floating around. 

Gen from @wonnhao is a gif goddess that you are probably all aware of and her interactions are really cute too so of course I’m following her. Aren’t you? 

@wasabi-duck who is on an indefinite hiatus but you should still see her writing anyway. She was the sole person who attracted me to the bullet-point style that’s getting more and more popular around here these days. My friends and I would like read her stories out loud at lunch over sandwiches and I feel nostalgic just writing this. She’s also very kind and I like the stuff she reblogs on her main @clockwork-lullaby.

@mounteenbase is back from the dead so check her out! Lots of fun lil blurbs and bullet-point fics. Fluff master and a lowkey meme master. Very cute and easy to talk to, fun and interesting as one can see from her main blog @mounteenbase-main. 

@saythename17scenarios is graceful. Perhaps that’s not the right word but heaven knows my vocabulary isn’t extensive enough to describe how I feel about Kimbap Mom. Her writing is distinctive and tactful, and she often finds the greatest of beauty in the simplest of concepts. One day she might write a full length multi-part fic and I will be here eagerly awaiting each update because I’m trash for her. 

@moodboards-and-profiles flowers and unicorns and everything pure. When we first talked she was legit one of the most encouraging people I’ve ever met, and I’m sure that remains the same despite our lack of communication! Actually has some really cute moodboards (that she should tag because she can gain some major attention winkwinknudgenudgeshoveshove). 

Oh and recently I started following @askjournalismsvt and this is probably my favourite SVT Tumblr AU ever. Sam and Kei perfectly portray Seventeen as members of the “Diamond City University journalism department” and answer questions with the cutest of doodles ack. They’re also hilarious and I want to be this funny. 

And whilst writing this, @puppetwritings popped into my head even though I just followed her like now. She was the first fanfic account that I got into way before I actually made an account and since I didn’t have an account I would just check her Tumblr constantly and put her in my bookmarks. I got busy after a while and then made my account after another while, but I can’t believe I forgot to follow such a phenomenal writer.

Anyway thanks for the question love! This was fun to write up and reflect on :)

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The Mun !

knowing your partner well makes writing together a lot easier. tag this with the people you enjoy roleplaying with but want to get to know better. remember to REPOST don’t REBLOG !

basic. name. Bri, or Twista. You can call me either age. 21 pronouns. They/them/theirs or he/him/his sexuality. I am Really Gay. If you like me? Gay. If I like you? Gay. It’s Gay. zodiac sign. Libra 

three facts.   1. I work two jobs, am currently working on two separate research projects with three different professors, and am taking six classes, all of which are 300 and higher. If I don’t respond for weeks on end, this is absolutely a big reason. 2. I’m in college right now studying psychology, but my ultimate goal is to get my PhD at some point; however, I have no idea what I want to do with it. Something that combines the criminal justice and psychology. Recently I’ve been super interested in criminological and psychological theory and critical analysis of these and how it relates to current events and policy -- that connection between research, theory, and policy is absolutely fascinating and eye-opening. You ever studied Cesare Lombroso’s idea of atavism and the “born criminal” back in the mid 1800s and early 1900s? The idea of how certain physical or social characteristics can pinpoint or predict criminality? Think about the basis of what stop-and-frisk and “suspicious-looking” people. Lots of similarities...! 3. I actually draw! While perhaps not surprising to some people who’ve known me for longer, I feel like it’s not something I express enough. So yeah! I do draw. I’m not the best, but it’s a hobby of mine. Here’s an angry Jack facing the left:

experience. how long. For RP? Not that long, actually, maybe within the past two or three years. But as far as writing, I’ve been writing stories and interpreting characters since I was...maybe nine? 10? platforms. Tumblr, Skype, Discord. If we’re talking RP I guess. You can also catch me on Twitter but that’s more a personal sort of thing that I occasionally vent and shitpost on worst experience. Tbh I’ve been blessed in the fact that I’ve not had any too hard times during my time RPing. Most of the bad stuff I’ve experienced has been through hearing/seeing BS drama through my friends getting flack from others for some asinine reason. If there’s anything I’ve consistently seen and experienced lowkey though, it’s people being really entitled and petty? For some reason? Like they came in here and either blessed a fandom with some sort of interpretation or that they’re the best of the best of a certain character and no one can be better. 

Don’t get me wrong -- I have my own opinions of how to interpret Jack, and I think everyone does to some extent to any character they play. It’s when you go and try to rain on other peoples’ parades by being passive-aggressive about other peoples’ interpretations or interactions with others or going on anon and starting things that it gets on my nerves. Unless there’s something inherently problematic (e.g. racist, sexist, transphobic, etc.) about an interpretation, let others have their fun. There’s an unfollow and/or block button for a reason. Use it as liberally as you need to. best experience. Aaah man I’ve had so many good experiences thus far, but I really think some of my favorites are the chemistry I’ve been able to hash out with everyone. I write this with @pharahsmom @veroire @niyantran @hcilstrahl / @waelcyrgen @coyotefaced / @boundvigilante / @decdeye @kagonosuzume @judgmentcast and so, so many others in mind. It’s because of you all that RPing has been so rewarding and inspiring. Old Soldiers (#est-ce que tu m’aimes?), especially, has been something that’s been so thought-provoking and has really helped me understand a lot of Jack’s character and I could not be more thankful all the inspiration, good vibes, and friendship you’ve all given me. I look forward to hopefully building more with more people as I continue this blog!! <3

muse preferences. typical muse gender. Male -- someone aptly described my favorite and most in-depth muses as “old men with regret” and I was attacked with how true that statement was  favorite face. Man I don’t know? For my muse now or in general? In general I like faces with sharp features (especially cheekbones like...nice), prominent noses, visible scars or lines on the face, catching eyes...there’s a lot of people I like with a whole bunch of different body types and styles. Grace Jones, Cillian Murphy, Oscar Isaac, Stephanie Corneliussen, Natasha Aughey (holy fuck muscular women kill me oh my Christ let me get PUNCHED IN THE FACE), Idris Elba, and a lot of others are an inkling to my #aesthetic. My personal blog gives a pretty good insight to that, but I haven’t...been on it in literally months lmfao least favorite face. I don’t know?  We’ve all got people that don’t do anything for us. Like Chris Evans? Sure he’s good-looking but eh. Same with someone like Lin Manuel Miranda, Brandon Urie, Megan Fox, Jessica Alba, hell arugably Scarlett Johansson don’t do much for me wrt attractiveness. multi or single. Single but I ain’t knocking multi. Y’all have a determination and organization that I admire

writing preferences. fluff, angst or smut. All of them  plots or memes. Both long or short replies. I can do either but I think my replies tend to be longer on average are you like your muse. Eh, it depends. That whole ramble of criminological theory is definitely something I translate to Jack’s interests and influence his diplomacy, which I like to think that I also have and think about. As a fellow white person, I find that it’s especially important to write muses who are white with a socially conscious perspective because I know this is escapism, but there’s no way in hell I’m gonna bring that IRL ignorant garbage into RP if I can help it. That includes writing threads in a way that’s didactic and consciously aware of what his (and subsequently my) whiteness means in regards to character development.

As far as personality, I’d like to think I don’t take shit like he doesn’t. I also think we both have an innate sense of doing what’s right, even it doesn’t translate as desired. We’re both tired and trans and angry at the way justice is carried out and we’ll be damned if we’re gonna sit by and watch it happen again like a cyclic self-fulfilling prophecy if we can help it. 

tagged by: @ex-boyscout @judgmentcast (i’m pretty sure you tagged me in this about 80 years ago so I’m doin it now...) tagging: @pharahsmom @philianecro @boundvigilante​ @niyantran @rollingsnowsmasher and whoever else wants to do this ;v;

[kyoukokiwigiri]

As I’ve stated from the LAST post, the special mentions will have me rambling about how much they mean to me! You guys deserve your own spotlight & thus I am here to let my heart open to you~ Also. I’m so so so so sorry for the potential spam this is going to do, but at the same time, y’all needa let Luciafer love you to hell & back. 

Also, please just ctrl + f your urls if you don’t wanna scroll for decades, because this got SUPER lengthy. Also sorry for any mobile users viewing my blog oh dear lord-- 

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@glovedxdetective - Brittany, honestly. I can say so much about you. Hell, if I let everything out, it would be APA formatted with 5 pages & double space. Honest. I am so glad that I had the guts to approach you at first, & I am so so so glad to have a friend like you. You mean absolutely EVERYTHING to me. I never thought I could find someone so unique, talented & special like you & I am ALWAYS in awe when it comes to you. From the shitposting to the plotted AUs & our ships, I wouldn’t have it any other way. You, my dear, are one of my VERY best friends. Thank you so much for always being there for me. Thank you for dragging me out of the murky water, & thank you for always making me smile & laugh. If I had the power to do anything for you, I’d make sure you’re happy no matter what happens. <3 

@rikaikokai / @akaikogo - Mako. Oh my goodness. You’re one of the oldies, but you’re one of the goodies ;3 Being serious, you honestly have such a charming personality & you’re REALLY funny. You’ve been nothing but supportive & I am glad to have you around. I am glad that we’re talking again because you make me see the light in so many various ways. I honestly admire you because of how tough you are, but you also taught me a lot. You never sugarcoat & it helped me grow up over the years. So thank you, Mako. Never change because you’re absolutely perfect. <3 

@gelidrose / @osculummortiferum - Cheryl/Amelie. You. Yes you. You are the VERY reason why I am here today. If it weren’t for our friendship years ago, I wouldn’t be here loud & proud with a big smile. I always think of you whenever I’m not wrapped up in my own thoughts & shenanigans, & I miss you. I hope things have been well for you over there, & never forget that you meant absolutely everything to me. You’re sweet, kind, loving, caring & simply amazing. I know we don’t talk much nowadays, but I am ALWAYS open to chat with you any time. I love you, no matter what happens. I’m always here to support you if you ever need it! <3

@bledfed - Caleb!!!! You are so amazing. I can’t believe we’re basically opposites in almost EVERY single way. You are an AMAZING friend & I love & adore you to bits! From what we had from DPOE to Twelvegiri to cute Kitkat & Kirigiri memeing shenanigans. I love how you are as a person & even if you are like 99.99% salt mine, I still love you & will always be by your side. I’m basically platonically married to you in my own way & just stay rad! You are amazing. Always remember this & just know I’m gay as fuck for you <3 

@truthmixedwithlies - LMAO FUKBOI. You’re barely on your RP blog & you’re mostly on skype, but I’m going to force you to read this ultra gay shit man. Honestly, that’s some extreme PDA if I were to ramble about you, so I’ll ramble about my dokis for you since forever. Honestly, you’re one of the first Kirigiri dupes I’ve interacted with & honestly you’re my longest lasting lover as well. So yo, you’re honestly really great & I love you a lot even though school is kicking both our asses ||||OTL

@kirigiri-kocho - PEYTON, M’WIFE!!!! AF !!!!!!!! <3 LISTEN. I CAN RAMBLE ABOUT YOU FOREVER & I LOVE YOU TO HELL & BEYOND. Whenever you’re sad it makes me sad because no, Peyton deserves ALL THE JOY IN THE WORLD!!!!!! Listen. I love all your portrayals, ideas, & your PASSION for Jin. You make me love the Kirigiri family even more despite how despair-ridden it is & oh my godddddddddd never think you’re horrible or anything because I will shove you my heart to hell, heaven & space!!!! <3

@empatheticapothecary - Ray, you’re quite a unique friend that I gotta say. You have amazing writing talent & it awes me how you can write that much & have it be relevant & yet so wonderful to read. You have an amazing portrayal of Seiko & honestly, thank you so much for giving Kirigiri her partner. I never expected this ship to take over. You as a friend...I can say a lot. You are sweet, caring, kind & understanding. Despite what went on between us both, I am very glad to have you as a friend. You have a good head on your shoulders & don’t let anything keep you down. <3 

@kibotofuko - Kelli!!!!! You’re honestly an amazing person! I love you & your Komaeda so much you have no idea. Oh my goodness, I blog stalk you basically because I just love seeing your content. You’re a great person for hosting the Chatzys and stuff for the longest time & the fact we caused that one meme trend for the night was absolutely amazing. I’m always here for you if you need it though! Just remember I love you tons <3 

@overlordofdarkness - Oh my god Cam, you have the sassiest remarks, but you’re utterly hilarious. You making that card deck for Cards Against Humanity is ABSOLUTELY priceless, but you & your Gundam are just as equally amazing. I love the thread we have going on & I love being around you whenever the case possible! Stay thirsty m’dude you god damn tsundere you <3 

@emissicius - RICARDO!!! YOU GOD DAMN GAY FUCK YOU. Oh my god, you will never hear the end of it on how much you MEAN to me. I can never thank you enough for all you’ve done. Thank you from the bottom of my heart once again, & thank you for being a good, close friend to me. You are the greatest Kizakura I’ve ever witnessed in my life & you have such a great, charming & funny personality that I’d never get tired of you. Also, I’ll get my lazy ass one of these days to get you your #dreamthreads ;3 <3 

@idolocity / @drakonubiytsa - SON!!!!!! OH MY GOD MARK. LISTEN YOU FUCK. You’re such a memefucker & I love you so much for it. Remember the days where you were shy as fuck to me? Here we are, still strong after like what? Two years of friendship? Oh my god, like, I fucking love you to bits & you are my precious son forever. Memether got your back 5eva <3  Also, my asshole is clenched & ready for that Saihara & you already know what the first few posts will be. LMAO

@hxpeiing / @kexbo - MY OTHER SON!!!!!!!!! Chris I love you so much & thank you so much for putting up with my meme shit & shit overall omfg-- but listen fam, you got an AMAZING Naegi & my Kirigiri loves him so much like af ( TRUE BROTP RIGHT HERE ). I love your Kiibo too & am honestly ready for when you put him out into the spotlight fully. You got an amazing personality & you’re so funny & kind like oh my god. The salt we have though is hilarious, but I mean, like mother like son EHH? AYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYLMAO 

@uhhhthisone - WESLEY! Dude you’ve been around since forever. I love how you talk to me about your disappearances & commissions. I also love all the small little gifts you actually take the time to buy & send me. Honest! I’m kinda excited for those chocolates you’re gonna mail & I appreciate what you got for my Steam, etc. But no, you’re honestly really sweet, & those fun memes you send for Kirigiri make my day even better. Though I’m really busy most of the time so I apologize for not talking to you as much as I’d want. Though I still love you fam ;3 <3

@djwiththefxre - Mari!!! You’re so sweet oh my god I love you so much af. I love you & your Souda like oh my god Kirigiri has the BEST god damn soul brother & it’s all thanks to you! I love everything about you & what you do for your muses. Let’s never forget that Izayoi was the SHSL Wingman for the longest time LMAO <3 

@vcgabcnd - KENZIE M’MEMER AF. Listen m8 you & Ryuko are stuck with me forever & much less alone Kirigiri is always going to suffer. NEVER FORGET. EVERY TIME I SAY SHE ISN’T SHE OUT ANGSTS MY OWN EXPECTATIONS. But we our motto together is “I LOVE DYING & BEING DEAD” & I find that special. You’re awesome, rad & honestly one of m’fams & you’re stuck with me forever xoxo <3  Serious you, like your portrayal of Ryuko is fantastic & I’m so glad to be a friend of yours as well as to have the luxury to see you host streams & seeing your threads with others! 11/10 would recommend <3 

@psythe - EL!! MY DAUGHTER AF. Listen m8, we go back WAYYYYY back then like when the dinosaurs lived. You were but a wee lil memer & you have quite the sassy bite now & I cry about it 24/7. Honestly, I can say a lot about you but I won’t because that’d be like a 5 page essay, APA formatted, etc. Though I love you to hell & back & you’re basically my fam though I have shitty communication skills at time, but also I blame nursing school to some extent lmAO. Either way, you’re hella awesome tbh & I love how you’ve improved over everything over the years <3 

@horosuru - NIKO!!! Listen m8, you’re perfect & nothing can make me tell you otherwise. NOT EVEN IF THE PEOPLE HAVE SPOKEN & VOTED FOR THE WORSE MEMER. I love you & your Ryuko & I love what you headcanon & write out. Oh my lord. Your meta rambles are LOVELY to read & as well as the storyline you have going on in your storytime chat with the rest of us. Honestly, you’re so nice & I love you so much even though we still needa bond??? But you’re absolutely HILARIOUS like please let me love you more y/y <3 

@hakureimaiden - IRMA IRMA IRMA IRMA !!! <333333 MY FAM!!! AF!!!!!!!! Dude, the clancla you sent I’ve received <3 but oh my god no I love you so much like who knew Reimu and Kirigiri were going to be like PLATONIC SOUL MATES? WHO KNEW WE’D HAVE SUCH A LIT FRIENDSHIP??? ESPECIALLY WHEN WE STREAMED LIKE SHARNADO AND OTHER THINGS OH GOD. From angst hell via DPOE to the meme times now like good lord I love you so MUCH LIKE I CAN WRITE ESSAYS ABOUT YOU. YOU MADE ME LOVE TOUHOU AGAIN. FUCKING STAY HELLA DANK M’DUDE <3

@mcncheri / @sadiques -  MICHAEL <3 Listen dude, you’re EXTREMELY talented like your art is SUPER amazing & I love your portryal for Adrien & Yandere-kun. Like I know shit over there is really tough, but just know I’m always here if you needa vent or ramble. Like I’m not the best at handling some stuff but just know you mean a lot to me & that I want you to be happy & to have a good time <3 Honestly, I miss you quite a bit but I totally get like life & other shenanigans tbh 

@exsspes - NINA MY TWINZIE AF OH MY GOD I LOVE NINA!!! I LOVE NINA SO GOD DAMN MUCH. LISTEN. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU FUCKING MEME I WILL SCREAM AT THE TOP OF MT. EVEREST TO PROCLAIM MY LOVE TO YOU. Like you have SUCH adorable & amazing art, & I LOVE how you portray Naegi---especially DESPAIR! Naegi. Af oh my GOD GOOD SHIT GOOD SHIT. Like I’m STILL amazed to this day how well we bonded too?? Like we immediately had chemistry & just skyrocketed in bonding like jesus CHRIST WE ARE ALWAYS ON THE SAME WAVELENGTH TOO??? LIKE NEVER STOP BEING YOU. LET ME LOVE YOU FOREVER. 

@datxra - Jess~ <3 You’re one of the memers that lasted with me since the 2014 decade af. Honestly, AnR was one hell of a series & to be honest I didn’t think any AnR Rper would remain to this day. Clearly I’m proven wrong since you’re with the shit midget LMAO but fuck I love the chemistry she has with Kirigiri & it’s so much fun exploring & actually developing their story?? Like IT ALL STARTED FROM AN ICE BUCKET CHALLENGE. Here they are, getting pets together, Kirigiri saving her from her assassin life, & just holy SHITTTTTTTT THEY CAME SUCH A LONG WAY. I also love talking to you OOC whenever I can too since you’re SUCH A JOY TO TALK TO??? LIKE LET ME LOVE YOU. FOREVER. YOU’RE STUCK WITH ME. <3

@kagerou-days-konoha - ZAK!!!! We don’t talk too much, but I’m glad to see you’re still around! I miss the days we had before but it’s so nice to see you pop around to say hi once a while & just all your small gifts here & there make me smile. I cherish them honestly. From your drawings to your steam game gifts. You’re sweet & amazing & I hope things are going well for you out there! <3

@kanzukiisms - MY SON! M’BOY! Listen, we’ve been through so much but I love you a lot holy fuck. I’m happy & glad to see things are a bit better for you over there & how you’re always striving to be better <3 While we don’t talk a lot anymore, I still love you & like god---take good care of yourself over there alright? Mother is always here & ready to M E M E. Also congratulations on ALL your achievements! I’m proud of you. <3