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not to b dramatic but my whole life kinda felt meaningless and i had nothing to work towards.. it felt like there was something missing yknow?... until i found exo..... its like they're the missing puzzle piece to my life... i haven’t felt this happy in a long time
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Batman TAS: Mad as a Hatter
“Why don’t you go do something useful like… Oh, go jump in the river.”
Episode: 27 Robin: No Writer: Paul Dini Director: Frank Paur Animator: Akom Airdate: October 12, 1992 Grade: B
I was in high school when Tim Burton’s version of Alice in Wonderland showed up in theaters, and like almost everyone I knew, I could not have been more excited. I really loved the Disney version, and considering that the man involved with Beetlejuice, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Batman, and more would be giving us his take on it right as I was starting to move toward my emo-scene phase, it was a dream come true. Even now, on paper, this seems like the perfect recipe, doesn’t it? But I think most of us can agree that it just didn’t meet expectations. The first time I watched it, I wouldn’t admit to myself that I wasn’t a fan. It was dark, and strange, and Tim Burton + Alice in Wonderland. Everything I wanted! As a developing emo kid, I was supposed to like it! The reason I bring this up is because Batman the Animated Series being fused with Alice in Wonderland seems like another fantasy-combination that would have no way to turn out subpar. Mad as a Hatter is an episode that, for the most part, actually gets a lot of praise. Alas (or, for the sake of the pun, Alice), maybe the idea seemed a little bit too easy, making it easier to over-shoot, missing the mark. This is another episode featuring a crazy set-piece at the end, but it is also another episode that was handed to Akom. Christ, why. Of all the episodes. All the episodes. Why is it some of the ones with the highest reliance on visuals? This episode involved not just complicated, creative visuals, but incredibly weird ones as well that needed to be animated just right to not look like subjects from one’s fever dreams. You wanna know how that turned out? Well, I heard an, “Oh my god!” from Char as the walrus and the carpenter made their appearances. While that did make me laugh quite hard, and Akom definitely got the weirdness down, it should have looked like intentional weirdness. Beyond the animation, the story is actually decent. It is Paul Dini, so what can you really expect. But even here, I would not call it A-level material. Some strange dialogue/delivery choices, and other leaps of logic/strains on the suspension of disbelief take away from it and leave me feeling extremely neutral.
Okay, so after that paragraph above was written, I went and took the screenshots from my DVD. I was surprised. The DVD looks so much better than the Blu Ray here. This was the case with The Clock King too, and I fear it is starting to seem like a pattern. I think it all comes down to the Blu Ray release looking too clean, and way too bright at times. Because of course, the DVD is in lower definition. Shadows are lightened so that we can see all of the imperfections of Akom’s drawings. Smudges and dirt are removed, giving the people a plastic look at times. It’s not the way the show was meant to be watched (as I said, probably VHS would be my preferred way of viewing if that were feasible). This puts me in an interesting spot, because I paid near $100 for the set, and also, some episodes look absolutely phenomenal. But is it worth it when some look like absolute crap? The great-looking shows look godly. The mediocre-looking ones look horrible. I was ready to tear into how Mad as a Hatter looked and rip it a new one, but now I do not think that would be fair. No, the animation here isn’t perfect. But it’s passable. And I think that’s worth something given the frequency at which I complain about Akom. At this point, I have watched up to Robin’s Reckoning. From here, I honestly might start using the ol’ dvd’s again. It’s unfortunate, but if I go back to specific episodes that I love later on, then I’ll use the Blu Ray. Remember, I am watching these with Char who has never seen the DCAU before. I want the series to make the best possible impression, and even with the best plot ever, a bad-looking episode can make a disappointing episode. Merely getting the episodes at a higher definition, but leaving them dirty and dark would have been my preferred solution. Anyway, back to talking about the episode itself (and yes, this does slightly affect how I see the episode. At first I was giving it a C. But I think I’ll have to bump it up to B territory).
We start with episode with some cute-ass mice, only to then be introduced to a face that a mother would have a hard time loving. Jervis Tetch, aka The Mad Hatter, is a character-design, alright. I think I know what they were going for, though. He has this kooky look that makes him stand out from every other character. He certainly looks like he could play someone from Wonderland. But the problem I think comes from Akom (ironic given that last paragraph, huh?). This design could probably work, but he has such an odd model, so I think they had a tough time animating him. Or maybe he simply does not translate to movement very well in general, and there was a problem the moment his model sheet was created. Regardless, he can be pretty tough to look at sometimes. Other times, though, he does have that level of whacky which I would hope would be in an episode based on Alice in Wonderland. But we see that Jervis is working on some mind-control technology while also being smitten for a girl that works in his office named Alice. Unfortunately, Alice has a boyfriend, and like many sociopaths in real life, Jervis is not okay with this, taking matters into his own hands. First of all, her name being Alice is kinda stupid, and Char agrees. It takes parallels a little bit too far, and Char noted that it would have been more subtle if her name were something like Alycia. Alice is one of the only people that Jervis feels is nice to him, so if we follow the most sound of incel-logic, she owes him her heart, mind, and body. Not only is she nice to him, but, again, her name is Alice. And it would not surprise me if this were a main factor of why Jervis is into her. He has an Alice in Wonderland poster in his office, he takes her to a theme park of sorts that has a section which is themed after the book, he owns a Mad Hatter costume (or perhaps he obtained this from the park), he quotes the book regularly, etc. He is clearly obsessed. When we reach the point where he mentions that it is one of his favorite stories, it’s like, “Wow! No kidding!” He is not quite wired into reality, likely developing this obsession at an early age to escape from life’s burdens. But Wonderland has burdens of its own.
Jervis ends up using these mind-control cards that he created (another Alice in Wonderland-related thing) to make people basically do his bidding. He first uses them on two thugs attempting to rob him and Alice, forcing them to climb up on top of a bridge and jump into the river. Batman catches notice of this through a police broadcast, and to my surprise, the show mentions a possible suicide in progress. How often do you hear a family cartoon like this use the word “suicide”? I think this is the only time I have ever heard it, despite references occasionally popping up in shows like Spongebob. He then uses more cards on his coworkers, Alice’s fiancé, and Alice herself, creating an army of Alice in Wonderland-themed warriors to defend him from Batman when Batman finds out what’s going on and sets after him. He wants Alice all to himself, and is willing to do whatever possible to obtain her. The final battle takes place in the theme park, the big set-piece of the episode. It’s got some great looking background paintings that 100% capture the tone of the book. It is a shame that the animation done by Akom couldn’t hold up to Radomski’s work. We have moments such as Batman balancing on top of the walls of a playing card maze that I wish stressed me out a little bit more. But because of how stilted the movement is, Batman never really seems like he is having a tough time keeping balance, even though we clearly see him struggling. The fight scenes could also be much better, with more impact felt. The odd costumes that most everyone is wearing makes for some really distorted-looking characters, and it’s clear that not a lot of time was spent making them look quite right. At the same time, though, between the subject material, the gimmicks, the overall surreal nature, and the background art, it is still a lot of fun to watch, even if it is in a more campy way. It is not an episode to be taken extremely seriously. This can be a problem with Batman. The tone can fluctuate greatly from episode to episode. At the beginning, it did not matter as much. Right away we had varying quality and seriousness. I mean, we went from On Leather Wings to Christmas With the Joker. But now we are getting gothic masterpieces like Two-Face, so episodes like Mad as a Hatter feel jarring as hell. It is an episode I enjoyed more on second watch as I gathered screenshots. I loosened up and let myself have fun with it.
The Mad Hatter fails to be a sympathetic villain like I feel they might have been going for, but I do enjoy him being so delusional and sociopathic. When Alice mentions her boyfriend, he gets this scary scowl, and you know at that moment that this is no character you want to root for. When Alice’s boyfriend temporarily breaks up with her, rather than attempting to comfort her and being upset over her sorrow, he jumps for joy because he has a chance to finally swoop in (the epitome of an Internet “nice guy”). When she gets back together with her boyfriend, turned fiancé, he squeezes a bouquet of roses in frustration so hard that he bleeds. I think they were able to get away with this portion because maybe the blood could have passed off as liquid from the flowers? Which doesn’t really make a lot of sense, but for the sake of the blood being included, um, sure. It was definitely rose-goo, guys. Not blood at all… And he also blames Batman for why things ended up the way they did, even though Batman had virtually nothing to do with anything until the very end. He decided to mind-control everyone because he was being a spoiled little piss-baby who could not let the girl he supposedly loves be happy. Char did not care for the character, and jokingly mentioned that he was appropriating the Mad Hatter, doing things that he would never do. Like some batshit crazy super-fan who feels sooo connected with a character, but actually doesn’t understand them at all.
Not a perfect episode, but a grower.
See? Cute-ass mice!
Wow, I didn’t realize that we were watching Attack on Titan. (Joke inspired by Char).
The poster on the wall matches the title card/an actual illustration from the book. It’s actually a pretty dope poster.
A variety of shots showing Jervis’ face. See how inconsistent it is? It is a little similar to the Pokémon Drilbur, where it only works 2D. Adding an element of 3D illusion (such as movement) causes it to fall apart.
Oh, sure, go and rob them right after you see Batman drive by. That’s always smart.
“Please, Mr. Hat. Go easy on us.” The delivery here was wicked funny. It was so monotone, and sounded like he was faking.
I quite like this facial expression. His smile reminds me of the Cheshire Cat.
Batman + Taco Bell
I love the panic in Batman’s voice as he tries to stop them from jumping off of the bridge. It shows how concerned he is with keeping them safe.
They were able to animate this shimmer pretty damn well. Then again, how hard could it be?
A very subtle recreation of the illustration/title card.
I don’t think the background here quite comes together, the composition is off. Still neat to look at.
A close-up of the illustration.
Now this is an ugly facial expression. Gross! And it’s not like this was a quick frame. It was there long enough to notice.
This shot has a lovely glow to it. It looks quite nice.
One of the only times they were able to get away with blood. Um. Oops. I meant flower-goo! It’s flower-goo, guys! The blood drips right onto Billy’s face. As if a hit were put on him. Awesome detail.
“Oh, do be quiet!”
Bruce whispers “Congratulations.” in such a goobery way. I love it.
The shadow of the plants shifted in some wonky-looking ways. Also, when the Mad Hatter and Batman both arrive on the scene, she says, “This is getting too weird.” But she says it so nonchalantly. Not the best delivery.
Very sloppy-looking drawings of their faces. These costumes, though.
Cool impact here. He just decimates that wood. I’m not sure if Storybook Land has the safest costumes.
This is some enjoyable stuff right here. I had a lot of fun with this portion.
“Off with his head!” I should have counted how many times this line was said.
Perfect example if how cool the painted visuals are paired with some mediocre animation. Hell, I’m pretty sure Batman’s run was recycled for two of these stills.
Gee, I wonder which cards are going to move. Great Mad Hatter, pose, though. This is what I wish he looked like all the time!
The looming Jabberwock ends up falling on him, ending the adventure through Wonderland.
There’s no reversing the damage, Jervis. You’ll never talk with her again. Was it worth it? Also, his hair totally changed color at one point. Um... Maybe he dyed it?
Char’s grade: D Next time: Dreams in Darkness
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TV Asks: 6, 7, 12, 13, 30, 37, 41, 42
From TV Asks
6.which shows do you think are underrated and need more love?
I don’t know if Hannibal counts as underrated, but it certainly needs more love. One Day At A Time was criminally underrated, and so was Sense 8. Those are two shows that would have thrived with more media attention and promotion.
7. have you ever been inspired to start a new show based on gifs or memes it has produced?
The only one I can think of right now is Umbrella Academy, I would have watched it anyway because of my inner emo kid. But the memes pushed me to watch sooner.
12.have you ever watched a show just for a specific actor? did you enjoy it?
I started Fear the Walking Dead, because if Alycia Debman-Carey. I’m in love with her, and FTWD is a pretty good show. I started The Walking Dead to see Norman Reedus, I ended up not liking his character and loving the show. Though my feelings about it are more complicated now. I fell in love with Raul Esparza while watching Hannibal so I started SVU for him.
13.what genre of TV show is your favourite?
It’s between comedy (but like, Mike Schur comedies) and drama, but it has to have a dark/sci-fi/horror component to it. Those are usually the things that keep me watching the longest.
30. what’s one show you could probably write a 2,000 word essay on, and what would be your topic?
I could write a lot about a lot of shows. Usually about how I could improve them. Right now I’d say I could probably write a 2,000 word essay on revitalizing The Walking Dead or Law and Order SVU. There is so much potential in each of these shows, but I feel like it falls short by under utilizing some of their best characters (cough Jesus cough cough)
37. which TV show setting would you most like to visit?
Brooklyn Nine Nine because everything is wholesome and funny. Also Jake is the older brother I always wanted. OH and Captain Holt is the father I always wanted.
41. if you could change 1 detail about any show, what would you change and why?
Not even naming a specific show, because if I could change any detail about a specific show it would be to add more diverse, positive queer representation. I think that’s one of the reasons Hannibal rates so highly for me, because the level of casual, yet important, queerness is so good.
42. what’s the longest amount of time you’ve ever watched a show in one sitting?
Oof, I spend HOURS sitting and watching tv shows. I basically finished The Chilling Adventures of Sabrina in like one sitting, same thing with One Day At A Time. I do not have healthy media consumption habits lmao.
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I was asked to answer all 99 gayish asks, and I never get asked to do these so I'm gonna do em all. Here you go :)
1. How tall are you? 5'10
2. What is your body type? Athletic/muscular
3. What is your favorite thing about your body? Legs/butt
4. is your current hair color your natural hair color? No but close
5. are you more outgoing or more shy? Shy
6. are you more femme or butch? Femme
7. Are you tol or smol? Tol
8. wine mom or vodka aunt? Vodka aunt but lately a beer dad
9. Weird habits? Sometimes i talk to myself
10. favorite meme? Anything spongebob
11. do you sing in the shower? Sometimes
12. Ever use a bow and arrow? Yes
13. are/were you a theatre kid? No
14. Have you ever seen a Broadway musical? No
15. do you think musicals are cheesy? A lil
17. favorite Cards Against Humanity Card? Not my fave but for some reason the only one I can think of is "pixelated bukake"
16. Have you ever been part of a protest or March? Not yet
18. Last movie you watched? Solo: a star wars story
19. behind the camera or in front of it? Behind
20. Favorite TV show? Sense8/parks and rec
21. meaning behind your url? Uhm basically I was being emo and depressed and came up with it
22. Reason you joined tumblr? My sister told me to get it
23. Closest tumblr friend? Probably cheerswitches
24. what’s something most people love that you hate? Men's sports 🤷🏼♀️
25. Have you ever taken narcotics? Yes
26. Have you had sex? No
27. have you ever gotten caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? Yes 😂
28. What's the worst/funniest lie you've ever told? That I'm straight
29. describe your passion without mentioning it. Run, kick, score, win, celebrate
30. Describe your best friend. Independent, goofy, cant make a joke, passionate, beautiful ambitious, intelligent
31. give us one thing about you that no one knows. Idk my twin knows everything about me
32. How do you feel right now? Sleepy but good :)
33. What's your biggest fear? Turning into my mother or not living a happy life
34. what’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? What's up by non 4 blondes
35. what is the best decision you’ve made in your life so far? Taking time off school to focus on my mental health
36. have you ever tried your hardest and then been disappointed in the end? Uhm that's my life
37. something you fantasize about. Being in a happy, healthy relationship
38. Last time you cried and why. I think I was drunk and lonely
39. what was the last thing that made you laugh? My friend making a joke ab bring gay
40. do you really, truly miss someone right now? Yeah :/
41. who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? My twin
42. the last time you felt broken? Idk it's been a while
43. are you starting to realize anything? That I'm gonna be happy and that things will workout how they're supposed to
44. are you more dominant or more submissive? Probably submissive personality wise.Sexually, well, you'll have to find out for yourself ;)
45. i’ll only date you if _____. (fill in the blank) if you respect me
46. do you prefer to date people the same age as you, younger, or older? Same age
47. describe the person you’re in love with/have a crush on in great detail. Myself
48. do you have any kinks? 🙈🙈🙈
49. first thing you notice in a person? Their smile, sense of humor, if they're kind
50. how can someone win your heart? Sing to me
51. been rejected by a crush? Oof yea
52. have you ever had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back? 🙃🙃🙃
53. would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? No lol
54. is trust a big issue for you? Yes
55. did you hang out with the person you like recently? I dont like anyone atm thank god
56. is confidence cute? Yessssss
57. what would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? I'd probably pretend it didnt bother me but go home and cry about it later lol
58. would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? Hell no
59. does the person you have feelings for right now know you do? I'm tryna love myself
60. ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? Ugh only all the time
61. do you want to get married? Idk maybe
62. worst thing you’ve ever done? Pass 😅
63. three things that turn you on. Biting, scratching, grinding
64. who do you hate? I dont waste the energy to hate anyone
65. favorite term of endearment? Probably something mean like dork or idiot lol
66. who was your celebrity/fictional gay awakening? Alycia debnam-carey
67. intimidating girls or kind girls? Both 😍
68. what do you look for in a possible partner? Kindness, fun, adventurous, goofy, can have good conversations, respectful, generous, bold
69. do you tend to like more masculine, feminine, or androgynous girls? Feminine
70. are you good at flirting? Fuck no 😂
71. Who was the first person you came out to? I think it was my best friend from college. Or my sister I cant remember
72. do you have any friends who are wlw? Push me to the edge, all my friends are gay. But seriously all my friends are gay. The gay population in Cleveland is staggering
73. Is your crush wlw? Dont have a crush
74. last person to make you reconsider your sexuality? Every man I ever have the displeasure of speaking to
75. write a short love poem to your crush/self? "I love me, bitch. I ain't ever gonna stop loving me, biiiiitch"
76. do you fall in love easily? Definitely not
77. is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? Yea lol
78. are you good at hiding your feelings? I'm so bad at it
79. are you a forgiving person? Yes but sometimes I shouldn't be
80. what is your “type?” brunettes, femme athletic girls. Confident but also goofy
81. fall asleep in her arms or rub her back until she falls asleep in yours? Both but preferably her fall asleep in mine
82. Tall or short girls? I'm not picky :)
83. hugs or kisses? I love a good hug
84. twirl her around or get twirled? Hmm guess it depends on who I'm with
85. tummy kisses or thigh kisses? Oof do either and I'm yours
86. hairline kisses or neck kisses? Neeeck 🤤
87. play with her hair or stroke her tummy? I wouldn't know lmao
88. making out or soft kisses? Never had a soft kiss so makeout
89. hugs around the neck or hugs around the waist? Around the neck
90. how confident are you in your sexuality? Not a lot but getting better
91. when you like someone do you blush or get butterflies in your stomach? I blush at everything I look like a tomato. And it's more like butterflies on fire
92. have you ever liked a friend as more than a friend? did you tell them? Yes and yes and it ended horribly
93. how old were you when you realized you were into girls? Just after my 21st birthday
94. most embarrassing thing you’ve done in front of a cute girl? Yikes honestly it could be anything bc I'm so awkward
95. do you have a favorite lesbian ship? is it canon? Clexa 🤩
96. what is the most aggravating thing someone has said to you about your sexuality? "I don't care what you do or who you do it with but homosexuality is a disease on society."
97. when was the last time a girl made your heart flutter? About 7 months ago :/
98. what is love to you? Commitment and compromise. Understanding the other person and when you dont try to see where the other is coming from. Being friends, enjoying the others company and not having to talk or say anything. You want to be a better person bc of them. Growing and learning together
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hey, I just saw jordyn hale walking down the streets of clarendon hills. you can catch her around town being unemployed. she’s twenty years of age and i hear she’s known to be expressive & aware but sarcastic & rude. click the read more below to find out more.
BASIC
FULL NAME: jordyn hale NICKNAMES: jordy AGE: 20 BIRTHDAY: october 30 SPECIES: human GENDER: cis female PRONOUNS: she/her
FAMILY
MOTHER: khloe hale ( née lawson ) ( 42 ) FATHER: eric hale ( 43 ) PARENTS: married SIBLINGS: caleb hale ( 20 ), zara hale ( 18 ), alycia hale ( 16 )
PHYSIAL ATTRIBUTES
FACE CLAIM: vanessa morgan RACE/ETHNICITY: biracial, african-american/white NATIONALITY: american HEIGHT: 1.60 m WEIGHT: 51 kg BUILD: slim HAIR: curly HAIR COLOR: brunette, pink highlights EYE COLOR: dark brown SKIN COLOR: light-skin black DOMINANT HAND: right ANOMALIES: scars on her wrist and thighs, numerous tattoos ACCENT: american / chicago PHYSICAL DISABILITIES: n/a LEARNING DISABILITIES: n/a ALLERGIES: n/a DISORDERS: bipolar personality disorder FACTS: got diagnosed with bpd when she was sixteen, gets annoyed and irritated easily, hates being told what to do, helps out at the tattoo parlour her friends work at, hangs out at a hidden spot near the trailer park with her friends, part of a gang full of misfits, probably wouldn’t have been able to graduate high school if it wasn’t for her father’s influence, hates preppy people, wants to get a motorbike on her own but her parents are telling her no, secretly pierced her belly button at seventeen in the high school’s bathroom with a friend, self harmed but hasn’t been doing it as of late, would do anything for her siblings, knew she was a lesbian when she realised she was neither on team jacob nor team edward, bites her nails, has gotten into trouble with the police many times, often acts on impulse, gets protective over her little siblings especially alycia, still hasn’t figured out what she wants to eventually study or if she wants to study at all, enjoys rebelling against her parents one day but feels like apologising the next day (which she decides to ignore), comes home late at night or not at all, changes her partners often and doesn’t seem to stay committed for too long, feels lonely and misunderstood a lot of the times, spends most of her days outside & lies about taking her medication
LIFESTYLE
HOME ADDRESS: clarendon hills, illinois, usa BORN: chicago, illinois, usa RAISED: clarendon hills, illinois, usa PHONE: iphone 6 LAPTOP/COMPUTER: n/a PETS: n/a
HIGH SCHOOL EDUCATION: clarendon hills high school MIDDLE SCHOOL EDUCATION: clarendon hills middle school
RELIGION: n/a MISDEMEANORS: shoplifting FELONIES: vandalism TICKETS AND/OR VIOLATIONS: speeding ( 3x ) DRUGS: cocaine ( sometimes ), weed ( experimented ), mushrooms ( tried ) SMOKES: yes ALCOHOL: yes DIET: normal
ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: homoromantic SEXUAL ORIENTATION: homosexual AVAILABILITY: complicated
LANGUAGES: english
PHOBIAS: n/a HOBBIES: tattooing, hanging out with the gang, listening to music TRAITS: + expressive, aware & clever, - sarcastic, rude & moody SOCIAL MEDIA: instagram
FAVOURITE
SPORTS TEAM: n/a SPORTS: n/a MUSIC: emo rock, metal SINGER: the used, my chemical romance, red jumpsuit apparatus, mayday parade, slipknot, mötley crue SHOWS: MOVIES: FOOD: BEVERAGE: beer COLOR: black
CHARACTER
WESTERN ZODIAC: scorpio GOALS/DESIRES: feel like she finally belongs somewhere
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alycia and stephanie and andy and the rest of the b99 cast plus cathy kelley and becky lynch and xavier woods (some of my wrestling loves) were all at comic con at the same time and just knowing all those amazing people who i adore were in the same place???? makes me emo
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!!!! keiynan !!!! i don’t know if i just casually understate my love for him bc i feel like i could literally play a hundred of him and be happy, he’s just so lovely and his smile is infectious and every time i see a gifset or photoset of his i want to die. we have all been blessed by his presence honestly
i feel like i’ve probably managed to dial back my love for willa holland a bit since discovering my other lady love alycia debnam carey but she’s still one of the firsts that i absolutely just fell in love playing, and still the fc to one of my oldest characters
a total throwback to that time dulce my ana de armas tried to drunkenly serenade the girl she had a thing for in front of all greek row and honestly saved by her very best friend in a moment that caused a lot of emo tears for me and ash, i love ana to death and im glad people are starting to use her more, frankly, i need to play her more too!!
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Welcome (again) to A Cup-pella, MI ! We’re excited to have you and Natasha Walker in the game! Please go through the checklist to make sure you’re ready to go and send in your account within the next 24 hours.
OOC INFO
Name + pronouns: MI - She/Her Age: 20 Timezone: GMT Ships: Chemistry Anti-Ships: Forced
IC INFO
Full Name: Natasha Lia Walker Face Claim: Alycia Debnam Carey Age/Birthday: 24, August 20th. Occupation: NBC Studios, assistant. Personality: Careless, guarded, selfish, irritable, outgoing, creative, unsure. Hometown: Salt Lake City, Utah. Bio:
Life hadn’t been a dance on red roses for Natasha, which made sense when you met her. She’s got a very negative light on life and happiness, but she likes to excuse it with the fact that she’s a realist and the world’s cruel. Could anyone really blame her with the upbringing she’d had, no. At 9 her father left with another woman, leaving Natasha behind even though she was a huge daddy’s girl. They used to do everything together, he was the fun parent. When he left she blamed her mother full on and went right into her rebellious teens, honestly being a nightmare. Looking back she hated herself for putting her mother through that, but what’s done is done. She used to run away for weeks at time, party so hard her mom had to come pick her limp body up and drag her home. It wasn’t fun, not for either party involved. Natasha liked the reputation though, being a badass, someone no one fucked with. Every once in awhile that comes back up in her, usually whenever her father contacts her. She’s yet to find a way to deal with it, just so easy budging for the man that broke her heart for the first time.
It was ridicules how classic of a case she was, the one with daddy issues. People would throw it in her face whenever she used guys for her own pleasure, tossing them aside when they got to clinging. She couldn’t feel for them, there was no empathy left in her for those losers. Sometimes Natasha’s scared she can’t feel, that she’s shut parts down because they hurt too much when she was younger. It’s a riddle to her how she can know what her own problem is, yet she can’t seem to fix it. At times she tries to focus on the positives, the fact that she has a mom who’ll do anything for her, she’s got a great head on her and she’s doing exactly what she wanted, hell she even got to nyc.
Parts of her just reminds her of him and she hates it, but she can’t say it out loud. People would think she was weak and she wasn’t gonna relate to that word in anyway. She was still here, even if she wasn’t wanted by the one she’d looked up to all her life, even if he discarded her like she was nothing, refusing to see her for months only to try and rekindle their relationship once a year whenever he felt too bad.
It helped though, getting away from Utah. Now she didn’t have to worry about randomly bumping into him, or his wife who was far to nacking about the fact she wasn’t married. Maybe she didn’t want to be married, so fucking what. Guys sucked, they felt disposable and Natasha wasn’t sure what to think about it. However meeting the girls from acup had her thinking, and it wasn’t a topic up for discussion. There was no way she was gay, nah, she wasn’t adding that to the reputar of fucked up ness, there was enough in her backpack already.
However she liked being the forward for April showers, having a place to let out her aggression in her free time. Things were good, the girls were alright and she made due. It wasn’t like she’d got anything against them, she just doesn’t dig lady parts herself. Living with Rose was awesome though, they each got their personal space and she enjoyed how chill it was.
Pets: The only person in her life, beside her mom, who had all Natasha’s heart was her cat; pussy. He’s a black quiet cat who usually lives anywhere comfy or tight, he’s for the most part to be found in Natasha’s bed or her laundry basket. His big eyes spoke to her when she saved him from the shelter, which was today the best choice she’d made. The odd little fucker really was something else, just utterly dumb as he runs into things and adorably cuddling. Relationships:
April’s Showers: They get on, after all there has to be teamwork to win and Nat is more than willing to put time and effort into it. However, at times she might be a tad too arrogant when she doesn’t want to pass the ball up. It’s something she’s working on, but hey they can’t be too mad when she’s actually got skills.
Rose Beringer: The two met years back when Natasha was crashing college parties at NYU for fun, not expecting to actually hit it off with anyone. It was a blessing in the sky when Rose mentioned looking for roommates, as Nat needed a more affordable place. The two instantly got along and everything was chill, Rose is one of the ones she’d actually consider a friend.
Grace Fitzgerald: It was at one of the games where they fell into talk and honestly Nat isn’t sure what it was, but somehow they became friends. Perhaps because Grace made her look at things differently, forced her to view things from different perspectives instead of always being so negative about everything. It was something she quite admired in the girl if she had to be honest, but she’d never tell her that, it’s much more fun teasing her.
Avery Thatcher: There’d been this one night of a drunken mistake, which happened to be with no other than Avery. Natasha doesn’t quite clearly remember who made the first move or how it happened, but their lips locked and for whatever reason she didn’t stop it. Not till it was over and she stood there with a craving to lean in for another, the feeling was not welcome and Natasha’s first action was to get the hell out of there.
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[ This is for the masterlist, but also a fun little way to get to know your character! ]
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@ thenatwalker: Best believe I’m getting myself a drink when I get home, long days are seriously the death of me. 🤘#assistantlife @ thenatwalker: I’m gonna rock this sleep, that’s for sure.💤🤤 @ thenatwalker: Come home and see pussy laying in my newly done laundry, I know it smells amazing but #urgh… I swear sometimes you want to defy me, you spawn of Satan. I love you though 😡♥ @ thenatwalker: Anybody down to go to emo night? 👌👽 @ thenatwalker: The first person to be here with pizza will receive a hug, once in a life time opportunity guys!?
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Alycia Debnam-Carey is the straight girl you have tried to move on from high school but then she resurfaces a 2-3 yrs later in your tv as a sexy lesbian commander.She brings back emo u tried to bury.But then you learn the popular guy she got with in High School is the biggest scumbag & cheater out there & you think to yourself: "I would never do that to her", but then you still see her wear the Tiffany's neckless and u think: "Wow she has no self-respect to walk away?It IS time to move on."
This is so specific, I love it and my heart goes out to you my fellow little gay friend.
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seeing exordium in manila fancams and what not made me miss them even more.... I went into full emo mode ™ and went into my exoluxion trip’s folder... this was legit how close I was... I was second in the crowd (the girls ahead of me were super strong and wouldn’t budge)
then, this was when vocal line done f*cked me up.... jongdae’s vocals are no joke.. it was so powerful that I got actual goosebumps.. baekhyun and kyungsoo’s were also very sweet and kyungsoo sounded like he had a bit of a cold but he still sang his heart out...
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