#alwaysif

[vitalphenomena]

@alwaysif // mohan

"You can't talk like that! You can't say that stuff about people, good people."

He could be saying something innocuous but vaguely unkind, or he could be revealing his true colors to someone who always thought the best of him.

She wishes, intensely, for a knife.

[wastewaifs]

@alwaysif ellie said: you are a complete package. can i unwrap you?

she levels the other woman with a stare that is neither hostile nor overly inviting. "are you drunk? this is the last place i'd want to be if i was drunk."

[lcngdays]

@alwaysif from [ here ]

"food poisoning. botulism. norovirus. giardia??" Xavier responds with a huff, crossing his arms tightly over his chest. He looks annoyed. "this place is filthy! disgusting, filthy!"

He wrinkles his nose, frowning. "can't we go somewhere else? anywhere else?"

[carnalphenomena]

@alwaysif // @ellieenables said: [ GRIND ]: sender grinds on receivers thigh. & [ EYES ]: sender makes receiver look them in the eyes.

Beck moans, loudly. Her hand is on his jaw and still he opens his mouth, makes noise without abandon. You'd think he was the one getting off on her thigh — not the other way around. But, yes, in reality, Ellie grinds against Beck's leg, her warmth unbearably perfect.

The eye contact is almost too intense. He keeps trying to look away — she keeps tilting their heads so that he maintains her gaze.

"Are you gonna finish on me?" He grins crookedly. "Before I even get to touch you?"

[vitalphenomena]

He's no stranger to blanket forts. When they were smaller, he and Rudy and Saya and Lake would construct forts out of couch cushions and blankets to cuddle in. It was Fern's idea; she said the creation would protect them from the nightmares.

So he sits up, passively accepting her offer. He takes the blanket off of himself and holds it out to her. He begins looking around for more materials. (When his eyes pass over Miss Cat, there's a flicker of a smile.)

"I should eat, probably," he allows. Words come out slower than they usually do. "A pizza. Or chicken nuggets. Or a pizza and chicken nuggets. Why don't they put chicken nuggets on pizza?"

Ellie keeps her voice upbeat, excited in case some of it rubs off Beck. Unless Beck outwardly says no or says what he wants or needs, she will keep suggesting things, try to make him active. At least kind of.

"A blanket fort! We can cuddle there! I'm sure Miss Cat will join us, she likes blanket forts." Miss Cat has been lying on the other side of the couch, lazily swaying her tail and looking at them.

"And we can order food. Anything you want, love." She looks into his eyes, searching for the spark. "But only if you want. What do you wanna do?"

[velvetineblue]

◟ ✶ ┊ 𝐓𝐄𝐍 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐓𝐄𝐍 𝐃𝐈𝐅𝐅𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐅𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐌𝐒.

AZULA (Avatar: the Last Airbender) yes, she.... wow, what a sweet angel bby whose done nothing wrong in her life, ever.

I'm still hyperfixating on the reboot of Fruits Basket, so, let me tell you about the worlds best boy... his name is MOMIJI SOHMA & I will adopt him and protect him from all the worlds' hurts . ( i love almost every single character in this series tho oh my god. what a perfect cast )

I inexplicably love Cersei Lannister from the A Song of Ice and Fire novels. I love fucked up evil women. :shrug: (but Sandor Clegane is my other fav from asoiaf.)

Saul Goodman from Better Call Saul / Breaking Bad. HE SUCKS SO MUCH but I love to see it... excellently written complex characters in these shows. (my second fav is Lalo Salamanca & OFC, bbygirl Jesse Pinkman.)

Klaus Hargreeves from the Umbrella Academy.

recently I've become very fond of Spike from Buffy the Vampire Slayer. he's so pathetic... truly a manbaby who would own an anime body pillow...

Beyond Birthday from Death Note: Another Note - The Los Angeles BB Murder Cases.

Jason Mendoza from the Good Place is such a comfort character; he is so pure🥺

Anemone from Eureka 7.

Lightning Farron (Final Fantasy XIII) though I'm not as fond of xiii-3 & LR. but they're okay.

Tagged by: @mythvoiced Tagging: @rippleofwords @mystiika @solitvrs @alwaysif ummmm anyone else who hasn't been tagged yet, hi !!! : )

[narendrabeaujolais]

There is something

These word that I find are cheaperthan your returne, from me to youthem become special for you, justfor playing a game only you and I. I want fo deeper this time, I gone deeperlater and I will go to do it again, alwaysif you want to come with me, neverback again on these old days. Just from me to you, this game is gonna crack your mind, ’cause I’m no cheaper man who only wants for you, lady,…

[yankingmyvajane]

I'm scared of myself without you I'll change my ways for a few days if it means you'll stay I'm filthy, creepy, clingy for you alwaysIf you go, can I go with you? If you leave me, can I leave me too? I'm afraid that I might need you

[shawnlenore]

Tom’s leaves this scene as petty as always

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Always Song Lyrics – Bon Jovi

Always Song Lyrics

Always Song Lyrics From Popular Hollywood Artist Bon Jovi from Album.

This song is sung by singer ” Bon Jovi ” in Year 1995.

Lyrics of Always :

this romeo is bleeding but you cant see his blood its nothing but some feelings that this old dog kicked up its been raining since you left me now im drowning in the flood you see ive always been a fighter but without you i give upnow i cant sing a love song like the way its meant to be welli guess im not that good anymore but baby thats just meyeah i will love you baby always and ill be there forever and a day alwaysill be there till the stars dont shine til the heavens burst and the words dont rhyme i know when i die youll be on my mind and ill love you alwaysnow your pictures that you left behind are just memories of a different life some that made us laugh some that made us cry one that made you have to say goodbyewhat id give to run my fingers through your hair touch your lips to hold you near when you say your prayers try to understand ive made mistakes im just a manwhen he holds you close when he pulls you near when he says the words youve been needing to hear ill wish i was him cause these words are mine to say to you til the end of timeyeah i will love you baby always and ill be there forever and a day alwaysif you told me to cry for you i could if you told me to die for you i would take a look at my face theres no price i wont pay to say these words to youwell there aint no luck in these loaded dice but baby if you give me just one more try we can pack up our old dreams and our old lives well find a place where the sun still shinesyeah i will love you baby always and ill be there forever and a day alwaysill be there till the stars dont shine til the heavens burst and the words dont rhyme i know when i die youll be on my mind and ill love you always always

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[vitalphenomena]

@alwaysif // mohan

"Just stay away from me. Stay away from my family."

She takes a step closer. She looks up at him, almost looks like she's going to get close enough to put her hands on his chest, but all she does is whisper in his ear:

"Because I know exactly what you've done, I know exactly what you are, and I will fucking kill you."

[wastewaifs]

If they’re scared, who do they want comfort from? Does this answer change depending on the type of fear? What language would be easiest for them to learn? Why? What’s something that makes them laugh every single time? Be specific! (for ruth!)

What’s their instinct in a fight / flight / freeze / fawn situation? What do they commonly misinterpret because of their own upbringing / environment / biases? How do they respond when realizing the misunderstanding? What’s the worst gift they ever received? How did they respond? (for funke!)

if they're scared, who do they want comfort from? does this answer change depending on the type of fear? annoyingly -- funke! it only matters a little that he is her ONLY option :) she doesn't want him to say anything because what comes out usually isn't helpful at all and just makes her frustrated -- but his presence, as foul as it is, is a safe, secure, and grounding one. even when she makes other friends, funke's always going to be the one she comes back to because funke has seen her at her worst and loved her just as much as he does during those 9-12 minutes every week where she's nice to him. get funke'd baby

what language would be easiest for them to learn? why? uhhh i don't know why russian was the first one to pop into my head but there we go! maybe because it can be a Shouty language and ruth loves to be Shouting.

what’s something that makes them laugh every single time? be specific! funke sings the isley brother's who's that lady? pt 1 AND 2 to her and does ALL the bits. i think she likes it so much because it's stupidly gender-affirming, but it's also a 7-minute song and he does the full thing, including the 4-minute guitar solo, which is also the worst part of his rendition to listen to. he makes Motions with his body while this is happening. unique to witness ...

what’s their instinct in a fight / flight / freeze / fawn situation? the fifth f: fart :) big fart!

what do they commonly misinterpret because of their own upbringing / environment / biases? how do they respond when realizing the misunderstanding? this is an interesting question. maybe like -- how comfortable people are with him. i'd imagine given his very loose upbringing it's really easy for funke to overstep boundaries and i think he's had to do a lot of learning in his time. there's also another layer to this because he is starved of affection/attention and when someone isn't immediately repulsed by him that's the biggest green flag Ever and he gets very very eager. ruth has been an excellent experience for him. he's getting so good at picking up on subtler signs and confronting/changing his behaviour and letting the other person decide the pace. his response is not overly apologetic but always sincere.

what’s the worst gift they ever received? how did they respond? idk, funke is so easily satisfied lmao and it's not in his nature to make someone feel bad about something like that! i think i'll go with the tulip bulbs his aunt linda gave him one christmas. he was 12. he wanted comics or a clash record. no one even knows where she got the fucking tulips but they did know that she had lost all her money at the races... looool classic linda! he still gave her a huge hug and let her talk to him all night about the horse that totally fucked her over. he threw the tulip bulbs at their landlord's car from his bedroom window while he was driving away. :)

[lcngdays]

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs) (for xavier!)

𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖 𝐀𝐥𝐩𝐡𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐭

Xavier has always wanted to try stripping. If he hadn't moved to such a shitty small town, he may have tried it. But there isn't really a demand for male strippers where he lives now.

[vitalphenomena]

He doesn't know the right way to say this, so he just says it outright. "My dick is not regular. My dick makes people only want it, and nobody else's."

He spins her around, a little bit, only stumbling slightly.

"But first, I want to see your home."

Ellie pretends to give it a thought. Keyword: pretends." Your regular hands are pretty then. " She smiles a reassuring smile, because Beck's hands are pretty and big and strong and …

Her alcohol soaked brain can't hold a one thought for long. " Wait. So you're saying your dick is not regular. " A sly smile.

"I have a home ---- would you like to see my home?"

[vitalphenomena]

@alwaysif // lucas

"You are not even that tall."

[vitalphenomena]

@alwaysif // emi

"I like your style," Gabi says, accompanied with a thorough once-over of Emi's whole Thing.

"And if you want my help getting into the scene, I could try and talk to a few people."