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cherryphobe · 4 months ago

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Unfortunately the only friend ive ever had with diagnosed BPD & narcissism decided one day to start using slurs & when a Bunch of people pulled a "Luke this isnt your heart" on him (myself included) he said oh thank fuck youre finally ending our friendship i was getting so tired of you lmao. So that sucked!

Anyways to this day idk if something had happened to cause him to have a fully public episode & its been many many years & I do still in my heart hope he's okay & is obviously not an "example of how all BPD/narcissists are" but every once in a while I think man... fuck. Hm! That was a wild one.

#its this feeling of acknowledging that BPD & narcissism can cause a person to really just. seemingly Flip?#like some are great at masking behaviors some genuinely try to be better & slip up #idk what his deal was but I do know I was simply one of dozens of people really thrown off by it #i DONT know how many other people knew about his DX but even when i said like #giving you BotD here if you need a few weeks to get your head straight we can talk later!#but he really. didn't care!#hope his mom is/was okay since she seemed to be the only person in his life he gave a single fuck about #always wonder how his at the time fiance felt abt it & if they stayed together idk!#just one of Those Things you Think About ig #he was really awful though. when i think abt it. he was a mean superficial person & i think i cut him alot of slack #bc i was special enough to Be His Friend you know? hes so mean to everyone BUT ME!!! (until he isnt!)

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