#always having to limit my vocabulary around others cuz half the time the word fuck is coming out of my mouth

[sharkenedfangs]

"dizzy dazed anon" that's such a cute nickname... yeah, i'm totally fine with that! :D it's funny that you mentioned neetily, i was literally just reading a fic from them on ao3 this morning and i loved it!

english isn't your first language? :o that's so cool, you're doing great at speaking it! but yeah i really admire your writing, it's so... open? blunt, maybe? it's not tame in the slightest and i'm living for it, ahaha. // please keep up the good work and i hope you have a great day!

Yeah, her shit is good and I recommend it for people who read for female readers ^^

Nah, english isn’t my first language. The shitty one called ‘french’ but I learned english at a young age of around 8 when my dad kept lecturing me about the importance of learning english till I fucking cried lmfao so that mainly helped along with the internet in getting a head start.

I think my choice of words are always sorta crude if y’know what I mean? just how I normally speak though ‘course I’ll adjust based on the character I’m writing but when it comes to whitney, they’re such a wildcard that I can just be massively direct with the description and curse in every sentence.

[bitt3rsw33tsymph0ny]

How are things between you and your significant other, How long have you been an item? If you do not have one right now, how is the single life treating you? Do you prefer the single life over being taken? I do not have one. This is the first period in 5 years where I am completely, 100% single, no obligations to nobody, and completely out of love too. The single life ...well at the beginning I was enjoying it very much. Enjoying attentions from other people, experimenting with different things to see what I like. But recently this has changed. I don’t know if it’s because of a lack of distractions or maybe I’m not happy with something fundamental in my life, but I’ve been feeling kind of isolated recently. On the one hand I feel like I finally have a clear head; there’s no boy occupying the back of my mind. And while that’s a liberating novelty I still have to shake off these dependency habits. The need to have someone around...to stop that feeling of loneliness...it forces me to confront myself. Now all that’s left for me to do is learn how to be by myself.. How would you feel if a significant other asked you to make your relationship ‘open’ as in, see other people but still stay together? What would you tell them? Depends what kind of relationship it was. If it was a serious, committed relationship and I was vested emotionally something like that would devastate me. I’d like to think that despite my feelings I’d have the strength to walk away. When you were younger, did you mother or father ever let you open a few presents before Christmas or your birthday even arrived? Nope to Christmas, yes to my birthday I think? How many break ups have you had to go through? How many of those break ups were with the same person? I’ve only had two break-ups. Actually that’s a lie, because my first bf and I broke up multiple times during our relationship. From the two break-ups I would say the first definitely affected me more emotionally. But I have far more fond memories with my second relationship. It’s kinda funny how these things work out, huh? What is your favorite item of clothing? Do you wear this item often or just on special occasions? My favourite items change. At the moment it is this big furry pimp coat I bought from a charity shop. It has saved me from the harsh Scottish winter, hallelujah!

Have you ever regifted a present you received on a birthday or Christmas?  Who did you regift to? Did you feel bad about doing so? Nah, I’ve never done that. How many languages can you say Hello in? Do you speak more than one language fluently? I don’t know, seven? eight? I speak Greek too but my vocabulary is pretty limited to the things I talk about with my family. Probably could not hold a conversation about politics to save my life. What time is it right now where you live? What are you usually doing at this time, besides surveys? It is 2am. I got back from the library like half an hour ago...usually I am asleep by 2am but perchance you will also find me in the library at this godforsaken time. Have you ever bought something as a gift for someone else, but liked it so much that you decided to keep it for yourself, instead? What was it? Oh okay I have done this one. I wish I remembered. I remember buying some jewellery for my best friend that I then kept cuz I liked it too much.. What was the last thing you received in the post? A few days ago I got my bright red hand wraps from amazon. I love them! Red like the blood of my enemies. How many letters are in your full name? Are most of the letters from your first, middle or last name? 12 letters. My first name. Do you know what day of the week you were born on? What about the time? I think I was a friday, at like 2am. I think it was also snowing when I was born. In the summertime, do you sleep with a fan on, just the AC or do you just leave your window open? Usually the AC when I am blessed enough to have it. Or a fan. Are you typically colder or warmer than those around you? Do you complain about being hot or cold, often? My hands are always fucking cold. And my feet, when I’m not wearing socks. The rest of me is super warm but everyone always thinks that I’m cold because of my hands. If you could pick the ideal age to have a baby, (disregard any other factors, like a husband or job or house) what age would you pick? I think like 32? 35 ish? Not yet anyway. Do you plan on traveling a lot in your lifetime? What about moving around a lot? Will this be from state to state, country to country, or what? I plan to travel a lot. I know everyone says that but what will set me apart is that I’m actually going to do it. Country to country I reckon, continent to continent. How old where you when you had your first pet? What kind of animal was it? What was its name? The first pet I remember as distinctly mine was Tom, a grey and white cat I saw when I went to my village. I think I was about 10 years old? He was a very intelligent cat. He was the father of the cat dynasty I then had in the village. I had pets before that, other cats, a chicken called Fred and a goat called Mary. Gosh I am noticing a pattern with all the names here hahaha. But I consider Tom my first proper pet. Have you ever tried to find any of your childhood friends whom you have lost contact with over the years? How did that go for you, did you find them? Nope. There are a few people who have gotten into contact through facebook but I don’t think a meeting ever materialised. ^What about family members? Are there any that you do not know the whereabouts anymore that you would like to? There is one girl, Safinat Ali Sadig. She was my best friend from year 9 to year 11, but a couple years ago she deleted all her social media accounts, her whatsapp, her skype. So I haven’t heard a word from her in years and have no ways of contacting her...Family members I have a lot of on facebook, but we also see each other semi-regularly. Apart from my cousins but we still chat occasionally. If you could receive a 100 dollar gift card for either blouses, pants, dresses, shoes or purses, which would you chose? Dresses, I’ve been wanting to buy myself a fancy dress for ages. When taking a survey, do you typically read the person’s answers before typing in your own? Or do you just erase them without reading them? Usually just erase them unless I want to know the answer to the question. Are you easily persuaded when in an argument with another person? If it’s a topic I don’t know much about I’m more likely to be convinced by the other person, particularly if they’re good at making their case. But if my own principles are involved or its something i’m passionate about I can get very stubborn about my opinions. How about gullible? How gullible are you now? I used to be quite a gullible person, I still can be sometimes. But not about the big stuff as much, i’m better at sensing when someone is just fucking with me. And I’m more likely to say fuck off if someone is treating me shitty. If you drink coffee, do you drink it for its taste or caffeine content? If you dislike coffee or do not drink it, what do you do when you need an energy boost? I drink waaaay too much coffee. Like at least two cups a day. I’ll admit I used to drink it just because it made me more energetic, especially when I have assignments and need to stay up late. BUT I love coffee for its taste too and the smell of ground coffee grains in the morning is one of my favourite things. What is your favorite thing to do after crying? Ex: Sleep, listen to music, have some alone time, talk to someone, etc? I like to be by myself, listen to some music, or go for a walk. Or write, actually. Do something to acknowledge the experience but make peace with it, if that makes sense.