#althoguh i kinda feel like throwing up

[airlocksandaviaries]

none of this was Intentionally hurtful.

And yet.

[ruumirmir]

On God I should be asleep rn but I had another Panasonic thought that successfully brain rotted with me.

As much as a filthy rich ego manic the harbinger can be,, I really feel like he Hates the wastage of money. Or anything actually. Physically can't stand it. I can't recall if his poor backstory actually canon or not,? But I know that pierro recruited him at a low point in his life,, from where he literally built his financial success from scratch.

(Which, has my respect 💯. But only cause he's a hot fictional guy.)

Like, yeah he has more than a dozen tailored outfits each costing more than an organ probably,, but he makes sure to Wear those. Cycle through the good stuff for occasions. I don't picture him to be the kinda guy to use-and-throw high quality things.

Pansies man definitely indulges the bedrock-deep pockets that he has,, but with a line drawn to it. If he's the one who invested blood sweat and tears into each mora that he's earned up to date, then surely he's not going round throwing coins like confetti.

(Sugar babying his loverboy doesn't count <3 mostly)

I rember reading a fanfic which stated pantalone to be under the "new money" category of Snezhnaya.

Highly liked that idea. And he's also 'under' in the eyes of the social hierarchy when compared to the nation's royals and families of "old money".

And it's also a stand-off kinda situation, cause the "rich" circle around him doesn't truly accept him within the social circle. His social mannerisms aren't a 100% accurate (courtesy of the well accepted hc of him being liyuean <3),, the already present bias of new money,, no esteemed family background,, partial jealousy from the sheer speed and efficiency of him getting so rich in the first place

Pantalone can obviously tell, that Only due to his title as the Harbinger, no one's saying anything. He deffo remembers the backhanded disrespectful shit he's gotten to face from the fellow aristocrat Snezhnayan peers when he didn't have that title.

It's a tough world out there damn 😪😔

I'm sure thay the fatui isn't the ONLY reason that the nation is so influential and powerful.

That makes me wonder why he's only placed 9th. The ranking list obviously isn't indicative of their fighting prowess since we've got a politics grandpa above an abyss & vision wielding weapon of war.

Mmm I wanna say deep down pantalone feels a lil salty about such a low rank 💀 the second last position,, only above childe,, cause he's here working the entire Economy for God's sake. Of an entire nation. He is singlehandedly one of the top 3 players in teyvats entire market. 👏

Like,, hey look at me. I'm here and I'm an important member of the harbingers. And while he certainly doesn't get overlooked,, cause obviously,, every department and harbinger need their funding,, I don't think he's one of the popular ones? He's just mentally filed as the "super rich banker man" by everyone.

If the fatui is a body that majorly plays diplomatically (on the surface atleast), the banker rlly should've been placed higher. Put some respect on ma man's name 🙌. Based on the fact that Mr. Pansy is very much,,,,, how do I even explain it. He likes the recognition. Having others put his face to the accomplishments. He literally wanted to Gift the tsaritza the hide of some adepti beast.

Althoguh hes secure in his current postion and fame,, That looks like someone who wants to be Noticed so bad. I can't comment on his level of loyalty to the queen tho.

I feel like pantalone thinks that the tsaritza frustratingly doesn't recognize him enough, which is tough considering his goal and ambition is on such a high scale. Probably wants a higher ranking tbh.

His "close" partnership with il dottore is also interesting. Not the biggest shipper. Occasional haha evil men yaoi cool. It just seems like a selfish ulterior motive ticking time bomb to me. Which is much tastier than the ship 😋. Mreader probably gets so much red flags from this arrangement.

Regrator might be in the partnership to score some brownie points off of harbinger 2nd's position and research capabilities. Maybe result in some contraption/ idea/ Thing TM to impress the archon and score a higher rank.

Love how I can be so insane and delusional at 4am and make up a whole essay based off a handful of lines abt this man.

Stay safe from the insanity <3 Goodnight every body I'm gonna be so sleepy in college tmrw morning 💗

Idk how interesting this information would be to anyone else but in my notes all of my reader characters have names so I can keep track of which one the notes belong to. There's only one exception and it's Pantalone's husband— he's just Loverboy 😭