#alsohearing my dad only use this dialect when talking to his family and not us makes me really sad

[malikselfindulgence]

Uncle is visiting from the south and I can not begin to describe the infuriating mix of emotions Iam going thru rn. My culture is beautiful and hideous its done me more harm than good it makes me feel miserable that I'm so disconnected from it I want to be closer to god I don't want to think about god and my faith ever again I love our traditions I hate our traditions I think I'd be so much more in love with my country if I weren't the way I am . I'm stumbling over house rules I feel ridiculous I made tea WRONG ??