#also upset bc im having to reset my laptop bc it wouldnt boot up properly just out of nowhere it fucked up like??? i didnt do anything
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trying not to have a panic attack lol
#personal#vent#ed tw#thinking about how i need to lose weight bc i look awful#im not even eating much yet im losing nothing i think having an ed for a decade has seriously fucked up my metabolism#i just want to never eat again i fucking hate eating so much i hate food#have never enjoyed it.... ive never had a healthy relationship with food due to my childhood and i doubt i ever will tbh#also upset bc im having to reset my laptop bc it wouldnt boot up properly just out of nowhere it fucked up like??? i didnt do anything#its not even an old laptop either so idk...#ive legit been waiting for it to reset for like 3 hours now so thats... great... im so impatient#pissed bc this shit always happens when i finallt have motivation i was gonna actually create stuff but i guess not#finally have the motivation to do somethinf other than just stare at the ceiling all day/sleep but the world wont let me so poggers bro#self harm tw#also doesnt help that my urges to harm myself have been more persistent than usual#plus the whole health shit that im going thru.. but thats something im kinda used to even tho its exhausting still#fml maybe ill just die lol jk.. unless
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