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doctorwhoisadhd · 2 years

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logically i know like im good at music stuff but i dont actually UNDERSTAND it. like i cant conceptualize it. yeah i heard my friend say i had good tone in bone class the other week but until listening to my playing test video i didnt realize he was RIGHT

#ari opinion hour #BRUH.#i literally dont compare myself to people ever (this is on purpose) so i have no idea how good i am at literally anything #people will compliment me and im like thank you :) and then absorb NOTHING. i make Zero deductions from this #until i reach a critical mass where i am like . hm. maybe..... i am Good??????? hwuh????????????#also thsi exact thing literally also happened to me w my jury piece last year #i KNEW variation 8 was my best like logically #but then i recorded myself + listened to it + was like HUH THATS ME WHAT THE FUCK?????? THATS FUCKING ME IN THERE???????????

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