#also this is prob how ill make him and my oc kiss in my fic if i ever post it

[mysticmikalla]

if you could have a first kiss with Sebastian, how would you want it to happen? 🙃

the timing for this question is so immaculate cause i just took some edibles the other day and thought about this exact scenario an embarrassing amount. made it into a short drabble because i need yall to get the ✨vision✨

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Picture this: Sebastian lent you his copy of the latest volume of Cave Saga - Cave Saga X. It’s the final volume and the ending is like, really sad and you’re both obsessed with it. He’s already read it. You’re over at this place, sitting crossed-legged on his beat up couch on the last few pages.

He periodically peers over at you to gage your reaction as you flip through each page, flipping faster and faster as you get more anxious to get to the end. Sebastian notices your eyes blinking back tears, because, oh - you just got to the part where your favourite character dies. You stop flipping through the pages, then, eyes fixated on the one panel he knew you were going to hate.

“I don’t want it to end like this.” You mumble, and he smiles to himself, remembering the squeeze of his heart when he first read that scene. He reaches over to the comic resting on your legs, silently flipping over to the next page. You two stay like that for a while - silently reading the words on the pages together, him flipping the pages because he knows you won’t, otherwise.

You’re also hyper-aware of how close he is - you can smell the cigarettes and soap he uses. You can fee the tickle of his long fringe against your cheek when he leans over to finger through the thin papers of the book.

And finally, its the second to last page - you managed to hold back all but one tear at the demise of your favorite character. Honestly, you would’ve cried a whole lot more if Sebastian weren’t there. It was hard to shed too many tears when he was this close to you.

His hand lingered on the page, as if building up tension for the final page of a story that meant so much to you. Instead, his hand hovers on yours, then he grabs it gently. Was it his way of comforting you? Was it his way of letting you know that he understood, he’d gone through it just a couple of days prior?

He mumbled your name so silently you could’ve imagined it. “Hmm?” You hummed, voice as nervous as he felt. And when you mustered enough courage to meet his gaze, it was clear that his hand on yours was not just a comforting touch.

His chest took heavy breaths as his eyes fell to your parted lips. Before he had time to overthink it, he closed the gap between you, his kiss tentative until he felt you reciprocate.

Then Sebastian cupped your cheek, pulling you closer to deepen the kiss and feel you, all of you, with his hands on your waist and your hand tangling in his hair, only pulling away for ragged breaths before claiming you as his once more.

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I DON’T KNOW HOW TO END THIS BUT HERE IT IS HAHAAH it sounded so much better in my head😭😭