#also the wellfare application process is so damn difficult and takes weeks to be approved and idk if i can do that again
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I feel like I didn't make proper use of today. but I got several loads of laundry done and put fresh bedsheets and such on my bed. and that will have to be enough.
#also finished the 2 scribbles i posted earlier#maybe i'll watch a dvd before i inevitably have to go to bed to be as rested for work tomorrow as i can be...#kinda psyching myself out over this 3rd trial workday ngl#like i know i'll have to do everything on my own now. what if i mess up? what if i cost my boss money by messing up?#what if the customers get angry with me for being too slow???#because i KNOW i'm not as fast or skilled as the other workers#because of stupid brainfog and residual trauma shit#and my social skills and quick thinking are not what they should be#i could try to give it 180% to be on the same level as my coworkers but that'd burn me out in less than a week#i know from experience... has happened in several internships and another trial period before#the last one kickstarted the chronic pain and fatigue too#idk if i can find a good balance orz#also the wellfare application process is so damn difficult and takes weeks to be approved and idk if i can do that again#if i fail at keeping down a job...
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