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writhe · 2 years ago

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hard day

i rush to get off work after a ~10 hr day and i get home and like. idk i don’t understand what people do. i dont like TV and it’s too cold and dark (very windy) to hike now and it’s like i just get home and i feel so lonely and under and overstimulated at the same time and just like. pass the time until bed wishing i wasn’t alone

#and just like staring down so many days ahead feeling alone #like frustratingly sapped by the day. already read some. dont have it in me to draw #i miss when my friends all lived in a house together i could just go over there and it was like never a thing it just was #or like in my old neighborhood i could walk around at night without getting harassed. or like. harassed significantly less #feels bad to go to the bar alone on a tuesday also? and like. not going to ride my bike in this weather #also the tues night crowd is weird and sparse #situation is a lot more complicated than that but like i miss having a big group of people i could be comfortable around. the spectacle #that it all was yknow?#i love my friends but olive lives 12 hours away and i have like 2 friends here i feel comfortable enough to relax around and everyone else #is wonderful but they all have each other more closely #like either by dating or living together and i just feel so on the outside of everything #i wish there was a universe where everything worked out better

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