#also the 'i'll do everything in my power' part is cause fvery year my family gets together to watch esc and i don't know if i can't not come

[jackredfieldwasmyjacob]

btw i'm aware today is the first semifinal of benidorm fest and also that i have not been talking about it lol, I think it's cause in my mind OT and benifest / ESC occupy the same space and i cannot obsess over both of them. Also I have a concert this Saturday which means I won't be able to watch the final so I'm less hyped, I will watch the two semis tho.

Also also, this year I will do everything in my power to boycott ESC if Israel still competes, so I'm not really in the mood of watching preselections