#also that was another highkey autistic moment from him

[mossycakes]

underrated bcs moment is when howard beat the shit out of jimmy after jimmy took the piss out of howard for even suggesting a figjt

[maddiefriendlovesbilly]

Spencer x Ghost?

Spencer x Ghost

(AAAAA- it has been months since you sent this to me, and all i can say is im so sorry) Side note I have my friend @lethalbreadkills helping me with this one!

For reference: Maddie (maddiefriendlovesbilly) is green, Jimmy (lethalbreadkills) is red (((its 4:30 at the time i have joined this so im dead braincell wise sorry yall))) and Orange is stuff we decided together :3

Also this is so very chaotic im so sorry for this anon but this has been in my fuckin drafts for SO LONG and this is the only way its getting finished (its now 5 am uwu) im so sorry for all the shitposting i do its a mess. I shouldnt have been allowed here. (we finished at about 5:30 am its hell <3)

Sphost? Ghencer?? Sphoster??? I adore and despise them all equally.

We have decided that it should be BeanieGhost

Anyway I think this ship is really cute

They’re both so neurotic I can only imagine the chaos that would ensue

One of them starts a rant on some topic and the other joins the hell in

I’m an advocate of LETTING SPENCER INFO DUMP BECAUSE HE DESERVES IT OKAY

And Ghost would let this dream come true???

I would die for both of them and if Spencer told me I had to die I wouldn’t even complain, no questions I’d just be like “Aight.” I trust him that much.

(Not sure I trust Ghost’s judgment enough to do that unquestioningly; sorry Ghost)

Back on topic

I can’t imagine these guys on anything that comes close to society’s definition of a date

It’d be more like “hey you wanna come on this hunt with us?” “maybe, depends if there’ll be snacks” or like chilling in Spence’s room binging the entire star trek: original series in one sitting or “oops sorry about that level 11 entity that attached to my soul and is now wreaking havoc in your house, wanna make out later to make up for it?” “Fine but you also have to play three rounds of Call of Duty with me afterward”

They wouldn’t be romantic often but like highkey? I can see them throwing themselves into the line of fire for each other with a recklessness only they could survive

We can’t forget that Spencer is a more than 60,000-year-old overpowered demon/god/entity/thing, which, yes, could throw a slight wrench in this ship for multiple reasons, but I choose to make angst out of it instead.

Side note: Ghost is a chronic conspiracy theorist (and you can’t tell me otherwise) and every once in awhile Spencer will offhandedly say something like “Y’know I helped the Egyptians build the pyramids” and Ghost just goes fucking feral.

Look, I’m not saying Spencer IS touch-starved and most likely has issues creating and developing relationships and therefore avoids interpersonal connection, especially offline, but I AM saying he is prime material for it. (thats a lie thats exactly what shes saying don’t believe it) (I’m projecting okay dont judge me) (loser imagine projecting)

Imagine with me for a second: Why does Spencer willingly stay with a family who locks him in their basement with only minor complaining? He’s a near all-powerful entity just released into the world for Spence’s-sake - If he wanted to, there’s no telling what havoc he could wreak! So why doesn’t he? Why would someone so powerful, so terrifying, so dangerous that a group of people decided to seal him away forever stay with the first family he finds in sub-par conditions for years - especially someone who’s seen to be as high-maintenance as Spencer? Let me hit you with a theory: He’s chasing the feelings of validation, safety, and love - no matter how rarely it’s shown - that a family can provide. Being socially isolated for even a few years can do a number to a person’s psyche (I should know, I’m projecting onto this character right now), let alone thousands.

Now maybe Ghost can’t match thousands of years in isolation, but damn if he doesn’t have a few years of crippling loneliness on his record too.

I can see the two of them learning how to be vulnerable around others together, emotionally and physically; learning how to open up and how to talk through issues; and some third point, because points are better in threes.

(May I suggest that these losers are both trans but thats just me adding in my own projection lmao)

(You absolutely may)

Imagine the conversation thats just “so i have a murderer in my head thats an ass” “rip to u ig sounds like a you problem :///”

imo spence has trouble expressing emotions other than like,,, annoyance and haughtiness, its like sort of his go-to defence, so showing Ghost his emotions is a big step for him

I hear you, and i say yes good. (found this one headcanon that i kinda live by where he was uh, either autistic or adhd i dont remember but theres that too) OH yeah that would be at thing huh. Spencer: *is emotionally vulnerable @ ghost* ghost: oh shit im trusted??? Oh fuck uh.

Yeah so like…. Ghost and spence showing emotion at eachother is kind of :flushed: ghost be like: whats an emotion. Imagine having emotions fuciiing loser hhaha,,,, *laughs nervously*

Ghost is also very emotionally distant with most people so it would probably be like “what??? The fuck?? Emotions?????? You have those???”

Ghost and Spencer be like *gay*

So another idea is that maybe Spencer realizes Ghost doesnt play any games [like the uncultured SWINE he is] and decides he must [remedy] this and so he introduces him to like, nintendo first. (some bitches thought that said nintendo fortnite. Im bitches) and theyre playing like, mario kart or smash or smth and Ghost gets really [fuckin into it]

Ghost and spencer: *literally in eachothers laps playing fucking wii tennis*

Spooker: what are the- *TOAST FUCKING SLAPS A HAND ACROSS HIS MOUTH* shut up you dont wanna know what happens when its mentsonssbfdjfsd (sorry i had a stroke uwuwuwuw)

(Theyre in denial we don’t judge in this house)

They will not hesitate to play dirty either, they will straight up push each other over and vaguely flirt

Ghost is losing and straight up fucking goes “ur hot” and spencer actually dies and boom ghost is the winner. sparkle emoji Magic sparkle emoji

“I am Not a HomoSexual:™:” “Yeah, sure you aren’t” “Screw off”

Pet-names-ish: Asshole, Gaymer-Boy, casual insults, Mr. Spirit Bitch, Mistake, Loves Ghosts More Than His Boyfriend What A Fucking Loser aka Gay-ass

Pros:

They both open up a lot most likely. Gain someone to trust since they’ve sort of been through the same things (though on much different scales)

I can see soft hours of hanging in each other’s bedrooms

Spencer is a tsundere you cant tell me otherwise youre just a coward if you disagree

So is Ghost so this can only go well

Every time Ghost has to solve a case at the Acachallas Spence is just peaking out from his basement like “the fuck is this?? Hot Man??????”

Enemies to lovers 500k (Gets Hot and Steamy :flushed: NOT CLICKBAIT!!!!11!!!!! 18+!!!!!!! GAY LOVE StORY!!!!!!) Lemonz!!! Made from teh Sexiest of Wattpaders UWUWUWU YAOI Boys Love don’t like don’t read!! (this is so fucking stupid jkfnd) I hate this with a passion Q^Q. All my years of being a basic watpad fanboy have helped me to the moment i bring maddie to tears

The steam is just like,,,,, holding hands and being angy all the fuckin time the steam is literal because their anger translates into actual steam

Cons:

Their angst has nowhere to go and it just sits between them like two raccoons at a dumpster-style mexican standoff

They really start off hating each other huh. Like, I know this can still lead to healthy relationships but neither of them are very good at healthy relationships with people he hasn’t known for his Whole Life so that’s an Oh No.

They totally feed off of each other’s stupidity (but this could be seen as a pro too so take that as you will) as well as anger - im talking one-upping each other kinda shit

Its ridiculous honestly how intense it gets, like they straight up need intervention sometimes because they dont realize they can just STOP

Conclusions:

I think this would be a relationship that would that a lot of time and hard work to make work, but i think in the end it would be really super cute!! Like it would make no fuckin sense to anyone else but somehow they’d understand each other and help each other through their similar issues. Also theyre both big nerds in different ways and i think they’d have just ranting sessions back and forth over and over and it would be soft!!!!! So yeah, i think it would work, at least, i want it to :D

So. Maybe?? I feel like it could, but they’d need to work pretty hard to make it healthy and not constant fighting. Could be stupid amounts of cute and wholesome but also could be stupid amounts of oh no and pain, depending on how the two act. If they learned how to get along with each other and work past their differences it could be super cute and soft. Just a very, er, bumpy beginning. And middle. And end. (this makes me very nervous,,,,why did you mention an end) (wouldnt you like to know weather boy) (TvT) UFDUNS bumpy but soft . Agreeing with the loser gay, want this to work it’d be interesting :3

[nobutseriouslywhat]

As much as I might joke about the character and fanon interpretations of him, I think it’s important to realize that in canon, John Kramer is highkey ableist (this post will mostly reference the first three movies, especially the first, but if anyone would like to add evidence from later films you’re more than welcome).

Trigger warning in advance for ableism and mentions of suicide, abuse, and self-harm.

First of all let’s look at the elephant in the room: his treatment of Amanda. He abuses her so severely that she develops Stockholm Syndrome, by threatening her life multiple times, making her harm/kill others, forcing her to face the man who ruined her life in the first place, making her emotionally dependent on him then neglecting her as soon as Lynn arrives, and finally, something so awful that I still shake whenever this scene comes up- he sits there and watches as she cuts her wrists open. You can see from her flashbacks- she cuts deep. Probably not deep enough to kill, especially the direction she was cutting, but enough to cause her serious physical and emotional distress as well as probably do some permanent nerve damage (wrists and hands are VERY delicate y’all). And he watches approvingly (as approving as he gets anyway). There’s almost an implication that he told her to do it. Whether she was already self-harming or whether that was the start of her self-harm, we don’t know. Either way this is horrifying, especially since she looks up to him as a father.

(worth noting also that John practically sets up Amanda to be killed, by making her hate Lynn enough to harm her so that Jeff would come in and kill her. Seriously if you think canon!John loves Amanda you need to think about what he does way more carefully.)

Now let’s look at the victims he chooses. If we’re leaving out the events of Jigsaw, that would make his first victim Amanda. Why did he choose her? She was battling drug addiction. Okay, so he wanted to help, right? By... telling her that unless she cut open a human body (which he told her was dead, but was very clearly alive), she would die in less than a minute. She’s so traumatized and surprised to have survived that she dedicates the rest of her life to him.

His other victims, namely Paul and Lynn, he punished simply for being depressed. Paul (razor wire trap- first movie) was taken because he had self-harmed, and John blamed it on him wanting attention? Forcing him to cut himself on barbed wire again and again for a chance to stay alive? What if he was recovering from self-harm and knew that if he crawled through the barbed wire that would be enough to trigger a relapse? And as for Lynn, the crime she committed to earn being tortured with a shotgun at her neck for hours, having her child and husband kidnapped, being forced to perform surgery on her own without the proper equipment or else she would die- was, get this- having depression. That’s the reason she was picked. John cites his particular disgust in her taking depression meds to stay alive- ironically before demanding medical care of this same person.

John’s double standards are truly revolting. He tried to kill himself once, so he dedicates the rest of his life to torturing and killing people who have attempted or considered suicide or self-harm. He doesn’t think he’s doing the right thing either, that’s just what he wants everyone to think. He knows what he’s doing. He’s imposing his twisted morality on the world through his torture experiments.

Okay I know I said I’d stick to the first three but we need to talk about VI. In the first few films, nearly every character had some reason to be trapped (yes many of these were completely bullshit reasons but at least he made some up). In Saw VI, all the traps are set up to test one person, yet ten additional people are placed in traps with their lives in his hands. Many of these people are disabled and placed in such a trap that they wouldn’t be able to survive (for example, the man with COPD being forced to hold his breath longer than a man with healthy lungs).

Now I’ve saved my favorite bit for last. If you’re reading this, you probably know how I feel about Adam. Long story short Leigh Whannell is the light of my life for creating and playing him.

In the original script, John suggests that Adam was suicidal. But this isn’t in the final film, so what is his crime? In the final film, John describes Adam as being apathetic. But if anyone in the room is apathetic, it’s Lawrence, right? Adam is highly emotional and reactive to his surroundings. It’s obvious that he’s not apathetic at all, unless you don’t realize that-

Adam is strongly coded as autistic. I could go into this, but for the sake of all your eyes I’m going to save it for another post. So the moments when we the audience see him at his most emotional, he’s shutting down to process it.

Adam’s crime, that he pays for with his life, is being visually autistic. He’s given no chance to live and used as a pawn to torture Lawrence for the sole reason of not being neurotypical.

So that’s today’s hot Saw discourse it’s 1:30 in the morning and I’m going to bed now.

[nimmieameetree]

i'm just going to send you the same web series back: unups, tgtr, nmtd, 12gw

STRAP IN KIDS

unups

my all-time ultimate fave character: frick i do. not. know. i love all the women???? (Erica has a special place in my heart bc she’s jewish and good and makes stupid jokes + she’s autistic and nonbinary I dont make the FREAKIN RULES)

a character I didn’t used to like but now do: Senna, mostly cos she attacked Gemma when she first showed up but damn if she hasn’t been added to the autistic forever girl list i love her

a character I used to like but now don’t: no one, really. Everyone set up to be good is good so far

a character I’m indifferent about: Alistair probably. The thing is this is Parafable we are talking about (and his actor is nb), and I’m pretty sure he’s going to get some redemption stuff later on but rn i am hmmm. Also Mrs Grey who i’m mainly just sus of.

a character who deserved better: i was gonna say senna but she ended up getting crowned leader lmao. Probably gem but just bc we didn’t get enough time after the Big Climactic Scenes

a ship I’ve never been able to get into: zero all the canon/hinted at ships are good ones and i’m into them

a ship I’ve never been able to get over: gemathaaaaaaa (also briar rose is like the most Iconic lesbian pining shit i’ve ever seen tbh)

a cute, low-key ship: jake/wally (bc wally/daphne is not lowkey, it’s beautiful and highkey and i love it)

an unpopular ship but I still enjoyed it: ? Megan/anyone lmao she’s a gay i’ve already decided

a ship that was totally wrong and never should have happened: early on ppl were talking alistair/agatha and some part of me feels like if she hadn’t been gay/the fandom had been bigger ppl might still be (no tea no shade to those who assumed, y’all’d been trained into it by lesser shows)

my favourite storyline/moment: … when those girls held hands and saved the world/any time wally and agatha had a Good Sibling Moment

a storyline that never should have been written: none i mean things made me sad (daphne’s ex being shitty) but like… they were supposed to and not in a malicious way.

my first thoughts on the show: im hype for this angry girl

my thoughts now: IM HYPE FOR ALL THESE GIRLS (and these two soft boys) (and this nerdy nonbinary) give me M O R E

The Grey Tarmac Road

my all-time ultimate fave character: Nimmie Tree, oft mentioned autistic princess of my heart (can you believe we have a canon autistic woman of colour in this the year of our lord 2017 and she’s treated well by the narrative???)

a character I didn’t used to like but now do: Ozma although I lowkey liked her from the start because coded lesbian characters have ruined attractive female villains for me forever Also like, Trudy’s mum? Can you believe she got character development even tho she was never even freakin on screen what the heck.

a character I used to like but now don’t: i don’t think there’s anyone. The wizard’s not very good at being an adult but i didn’t start off liking him so

a character I’m indifferent about: don’t think anyone fits here

a character who deserved better: They were all treated well but Nimmie’s backstory is so rough and I’m glad baby girl gets a happy ever after

a ship I’ve never been able to get into: zero

a ship I’ve never been able to get over: trudy/nimmie what a goooood

a cute, low-key ship: omar/adam

an unpopular ship but I still enjoyed it: boqemma are great and good. coreone are cute as. Also like I don’t Ship It i guess but it’s good that lin and leone happened? yknow?

a ship that was totally wrong and never should have happened: shrug

my favourite storyline/moment: … The entirety of Trudy’s stay at west was really well done, and the arguments in the show were really good. AND EVERY TIME NIMMIE AND OMAR HAD A GOOD SIBLING MOMENT. Also Leone’s reunion with gideon dang!!

a storyline that never should have been written: Zero I kinda wish there’d been more on the mental health stuff, like saying on camera what cyrus was diagnosed with etc

my first thoughts: ok i will watch this thing ingrid made it seems nice

my thoughts now: this show… owns me and will forever…….

NMTD

my all-time ultimate fave character: Meg or Ursula probs

a character I didn’t used to like but now do: nobody

a character I used to like but now don’t: yeesh balthazar (my hc version is still alright but damn)

a character I’m indifferent about: peter/dro

a character who deserved better: meg and ursula

a ship I’ve never been able to get into: bea/peter/benedick and a lotta the m/f ships

a ship I’ve never been able to get over: bea/meg (meg/any woman tbh)

a cute, low-key ship: hersula

an unpopular ship but I still enjoyed it: cora/any woman

a ship that was totally wrong and never should have happened: hero/john why did it exist why

my favourite storyline/moment: the sleepover, and meg hitting robbie in the face

a storyline that never should have been written: bleerrgh or whatever it was called.

my first thoughts: ooh another one and about teenagers and they swear nice

my thoughts now: hell is empty and all the devils are here (it was a nice bit of popcorn telly but im glad to be rid of a lot of it)

12gw

my all-time ultimate fave character: HMMMMM I WONDER tammi belcik, liv close second

a character I didn’t used to like but now do: vic, curt and drew, started as them problematic boyos

a character I used to like but now don’t: shrug

a character I’m indifferent about: anthony? i mean like, he’s fine.

a character who deserved better: tammi? no im kidding she got the right amount of screentime but consider: i love her.

a ship I’ve never been able to get into: anthoren and all that other business

a ship I’ve never been able to get over: liviola, tammaria

a cute, low-key ship: oren/drew, viccurt

an unpopular ship but I still enjoyed it: 

a ship that was totally wrong and never should have happened: shrug

my favourite storyline/moment: everything liv ever did ever esp comparing the first and last episodes i love her and tammi in sunglasses

a storyline that never should have been written: none like fuck the malcolm in the dark scene was upsetting but idk how you’d do that like, better.

my first thoughts: oooooh the person who did laii is doing a thing based on 12th night, something with an almost canon trans character in…….

my thoughts now: my good show, my safe haven, creator of my forever girl tammi belcik, god bless.