#also someone please teach me how to write again 🧍🏾‍♀️

[kyeomyun]

SO...

hi guys!!!!!!!

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yall. so much happened in 2024 that I like- physically could not come back on here and talk to people or even write. I haven't written ANYTHING so I think I lost all of my spice to be quite honest with you 😭

BUT... about my whereabouts. so uh... to put it simply, i just needed mental time off. no not like a hiatus. like genuine time away from writing.

⚠️mentions of depression and anxiety below⚠️

so I have been battling extreme anxiety and depression in 2024 and that showed in my academics and my family took notice of it also. I basically hit a all time low and it sucked so bad since I began to isolate myself from friends and family. in other words, I was inside my head alot and filling my mind with more and more scary thoughts which was HORRIFYING to say the very least.

not saying that 2024 was bad every single day (I literally saw ATEEZ live in the summer and trust me when I had the time of my life) but I literally didn't watch anything kpop related for a good 8 months in 2024. like I haven't been caught up with svt comebacks, barely with ateez comebacks, it was just a shitshow.

so I needed a break from everything and anything to try to get back up. so I am making 2025 the year I try to pick myself up and actually pursue in the things I dreamed of in 2024; vlogging, dancing, and maybe get back to writing, etc.

but yeah... 2024... started my last year of high school and turned 18 finally (it's scary.) and senior year only added to my stress and anxiety EXTREMELY. this year is extremely important for my future so keeping my grades up and working harder this year when it comes to homework and projects is my top priority.

ANYWAYS. that is why I was gone for so long. mental health was just... bad. extremely bad. Just needed to get away from everything.

BUT LET ME TELL YOU- SEEIJG BOUNCY LIVE WAS LEGENDARY.

also uh- I am serious about not knowing how to write anymore. I havent read a fanfic since I've been gone OR EVEN WROTE ONE. so uh- don't know when that skill is going to come back 🧍🏾‍♀️