#also skfhkd the mitski reference is completely accidental i wrote that half asleep so ig thats where my subconscious wanted to go

[muslim-flint]

God is everywhere between us and Himself. you just have to look around. i know a drunk boy who could kill me for getting too close, and i know a boy who would walk towards a blade for me. i see God in both. i wanna matter to the boy who drinks. i want the boy who loves me to never die. balance is hard to conceptualize. the sky is always a little red. the boy who drinks will love me someday. i will open his eyes with my cold fingers and make him look into the tiny mirrors behind my eyelids. i will be very small and then very big, and small again, at a well known rhythm of mine, and i'll take him with me. God is everywhere between us and Himself.

- rizlène, 06/11/21. ok to rb