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gremlinhourz · 3 years ago

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i feel mentally unwell so i asked google like the genius i am and all the results were different types of depression/depressive disorders and all of them r like "lack of or losing interest in life" and "suicidal thoughts or tendencies" and like i just feel really really emotionally drained and like crying for no reason, the only thoughts ive had about suicide recently is that im so glad i didnt attempt it bc im rlly excited for my future, and i dont think ive lost or am losing interest in my life, yes i want to skip to being an independent adult and yes i cant keep up with school work bc it doesnt bring happy chemical, but i still look forwards to tmrw and what it might bring,, so basically idk how i could have depression if i enjoy and look forwards to living

#ik google probably isnt the most trustworthy sorcue and that depression is much more than what i meantioned #but those r like the two most noted symptoms for like all the depressive disorders ive looked at #and i dont think i exhibit them at all rlly #so y do i feel like this #ik feelings can just happen #but like is it normal to always feel on the verge of tears when alone and break down crying at the smallest things #idk psychoanalysis me /hj #also pls ignore/excuse me if i said anything incorrect abt depression #feel free to correct me #but i made this post to work through my thoughts and emotions #not to be the most informative sorcue on depression and mental health

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