#also now i feel so soft and i miss them sm ☹️

[maa-riiee]

"no proof, one touch, but you felt enough"

[jayflrt]

hi im back i swear i could talk ab iland for hours fr ...

smth i wanna talk ab is their friendships on the show and moments that i think ab A LOTTT

- heeseung and jungwon!! i think they grew close very early on esp bc they were in iland together from the start and u could see how sad hee was when jungwon almost got emiminated. like boy was in tears SOBBING when jungwon came back from that dam egg and i felt in that moment u could rlly see how much jungwon meant to him and he couldnt lose him

- JAY AND NIKI like when jay came back to iland and cried that niki didnt make it 😭 they were THAT DUO™️ in the ground stressing out teaching everyone fire. i think they were the perfecr pair to lead bc they both had an insane amount of passion and determination like niki was one of the only ones that understood why jay wanted them to keep practicing and not fall behind bc they both knew how much was on the line. they were also on the same team multiple times which caused them to grow close and the fact that jay was one of the ones who could speak japanese so niki definitely clung onto him and jay would help him out a lot :')

- SUNOO AND JAEBEOM. one of the most purest friendships on the show i swear. they experienced ground and iland together and in the behind cams THEY LOOKED LIKE THEY WERE GOSSIPING ALL THE TIME IT WAS SO CUTE. and the fact that sunoo used one of his calls to call jaebeom omg 😭 theyre probably still friends til this day since sunoo cherishes all of his friendships i rlly need them to vlog tgth or smth i miss them sm

- sunoo and taki 😭 when sunoo said he wanted taki as a real little brother I SOBBED. i think another anon talked ab them so i wont get into it much but im so happy theyre still close and we see them interact a lot

- enha 02z omg. iland is where jakehoon rlly took off and it was so endearing to witness their friendship blossom on the show. and jayhoon ☹️☹️☹️ i love every jay duo in enha but jayhoon (and heejay) takes the cake for me. when sunghoon worried more about taking jays place during the dance unit over winning it showed how much their friendship means to him. and when jay says the iconic line "my one and only unit" LIKE THEY ENTERED ILAND TOGETHER AND DEBUTED TOGETHER IT CANT BE MORE PERFECT THAN THAT. and during pt. 2 i loved how in the behind cams we got to see all 3 of them get closer and become the iconic 02z trio we know and love today (im just so happy they all got to debut together it was seriously fate)

- jay and k. so yes, k was really bad on the show and his competitiveness got the best of him. it was sad to watch how he treated other ppl sometimes and i'll say hes grown from it and is in &team now and takes care of the members well. (i watched &audition and his character development was crazy so good for him) but in iland u can tell how much jay really values k as an older brother. jay was one of the older contestants so he probably felt like he had to shoulder a lot and be a leader but when k is around i feel like he got to relax a little more yk? and as we know enha and esp jay dont really have many friends outside of the group (besides sunoo) and im glad theyre still very close til this day.

sorry this was so long u fr opened the floodgates for me skdjs

HELLO !! feel free to 🤝 i love talking about iland (i am hyperfixated)

omg yes there were so many cute friendships that i wish mnet covered more !! :( jungwon and heeseung were so meant to be friends like 🥹🥹 omg in the ghost episode when jungwon slept in heeseung's bed was the first time i realized that he rlly lets himself be a kid around hee 🥰 NO YEAH MY HEART BROKE THAT EPISODE 😭 heeseung's sobbing actually hurt me holy shit i hate mnet for what they put those boys through

omg i felt so sad when jay went up without riki and started crying into k's shoulder 😭 ALSO WHEN JAY DID HIS MASSAGES FOR EVERYONE LOLL i definitely feel like jay jake riki and sunoo (and daniel) grew a lot closer in ground but i was so soft for jayki:') 💘💘 OMG YES SUNOO AND JAEBEOM WERE SO CUTE i just feel like they matched each other's energy so well !! i wish iland showed more interactions because jaebeom clearly had gotten close with more ilanders (sunghoon nominating him for parts, them using sunoo's call to call jaebeom) but i think mnet just focused on the drama + training + a few select friendships

that part where taki was crying on his way to ground and sunoo held his hand and walked him to the building ☹️☹️ they were too cute!!! but yes i remember their pictures together from hanging out n im so happy they're still close 🥰 omg "my one and only unit" changed the trajectory of my life forever like it's been my bio for two years now because of how insane of a hold it has over me 😵‍💫 02z were so so cute :')) part of the reason why i was so sad that ej got eliminated in pt 1 but we got so many cute jaykehoon moments 🥹💖 the entire ghost episode made me ADOREEE them like jake and sunghoon going everywhere together and pranking jay in the bathroom,, then their little dispute "i'll walk you to your room and then we'll walk to mine" "you cant even walk to your room by yourself??" and then jake getting all riled up and saying he could only to run back to sunghoon 😭😭 AND JAY AND JAKE SAYING THEYD SHOWER TOGETHER BC THEY WERE SO SCARED 😭🤚

omg yes jay was so cute around k he let himself be a little brother 🥹🥹 i think he needed that person he could go to and be vulnerable because he tried to put up a strong front a lot of the time and was under so much pressure 🤧 literally cried at the part of him writing all of those letters with his mosquito bitten hands :(( omg yeah i wanna know if enha have more idol friends HAHHA i know heeseung's friends with jeongin, beomgyu, and lim jimin and i know a few members are friends with tnx members OH and shotaro and riki are friends 🥰🥰💖💖

HAHAH no need to apologize i feel insane over iland friendships too 😵

[delcakoo]

so you asked me some study songs.. HERE'S SOME MY LOVE!! 💗 i also created a full spotify playlist with them just for you just in case! warning: i don't listen to soft or like classical song while studying because i always end up dancing to them (yes i can dance on some mozart idk why..and how) so just know they're kinda pop/energetic? but don't worry, some are calmer and relaxing!! anyways i hope you'll like them, pls update me on them or smth 😭

study well! 🌥 (energetic songs)

- crush on my tutor by JHIN

- kiss kiss by Machine Gun Kelly (this one is super good, it's like super energetic and all 😭)

- Paraluman by Adie

- Healing by Oh Honey

- Off My Mind by Joe P

- 24/7 by Celina Sharma (and i think about enha while listening to this)

- Welcome To My Life by Zak Dossi

calmer songs 🌥

- missing piece by Vance Joy

- Sweet Night by V

- Almost Idyllic by Sleeping At Last

- Home for the Summer by Sara Kays

- The Wisp Sings by Winter Aid (this is a sad song)

- Wait by M83 (idk why but whenever the chorus come, i feel like i'm in a complete different world)

- In Luv With U by Finn (this one's so good)

- I AM WOMAN by Emmy Meli

- Pasta by New Rules

- Golden Hour by JVKE

i hope you'll like my recommandations!! <3 sorry for my LONG ask.. also, i added some more in the playlist! Please don't feel stressed, i know it's easy to say, but i know you can do this and like jake said " if i can do this, you can do it!" 🤍 he graduated from high school not so long ago, so please whenever you feel stressed, think about him <3 i believe in you my love and i really hope you'll be able to ace your exams like you deserve!

you (or everyone, don't hesitate to ♡ the playlist if you want, idm) can listen to the playlist here (don't worry the link is safe!):

(and you know my real nickname with that 🤭)

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/58mzr4x8GgjCLlSPndhFdd?si=VnwHsyGEQ02EQ1CIAV6dig

OMGGG WHAT i am SMILING SO HARD MAKI UR SO ☹️☹️☹️😭😭😭 I DIDNT THINK YOUD ACC MAKE A PLAYLIST N EVEYRHTING UR SOOSSO SWEET WTF!!! SAVED SO FAST HEGSHA THANK U SO MUCH?? okok so i know movie, golden hour, cant we leave the monster alone, 24/7, strawbs and cigs, and anxiety already NOW IMMA LISTEN TO THR OTHErs LATER 🫡

sobbing crying UR ACTUALLY THE SWEETEST THANK U AGAIN :((( GIVES U THE BIGGEST HUG I APPRECIATE IT SM in return here are a few studying recs heheh:

heartbreaker club - city girl

starstarstar - domii

swim - adoy

something super sweet - rory webley

exploration - coraline soundtrack

complex - stayc

I WISH I COULD GIVE U MY SPOTIFY BUT I DONT RLLT WANNA REVEAL IT TO THE ENTIRETY OF BLR LMFAO 😭🫶

[crowhyun]

hihi <3 i just wanted to say YOURE DOING SUCH AN AMAZING JOB W LEVEL INFINITY and i cannot wait for the next chaps bae !!!! ☹️☹️ THE WAY I LOVE EVEEY CHARACTER even tho theres quite a lot now,,, still icky on arin but she seems nice and i understand why shes kinda on edge! T-T AND I secretly miss the og trio of mark soob and mc CUZ THEY JUST WORKED SO WELL but i already love tae n yeonjun too <3 despite his very harsh exterior u can tell hes a softie inside and by how desperate he is to find his friends :( i also found it interesting how when u wrote mc was lecturing jun he didnt rlly,,, get mad? he kinda accepted it i thought he’d get pissed at mc SO LIKE DAMN 🤨 ig he has some kind of soft spot for her too or smn 😭 ANYWAYS ANYWAYHSH MY FAVORITE CHARACTER IS SOOBIN mark a close second but LORDDD YOU MADE HIM SO ME. HES SO CUTE AND SHY BUT ALSO HIS ABILITYS SO COOL AND lord you did his character soso well 😭 n’ the way he is constantly looking out for yn and is so attached to her and is always so jealous AUGH ESPECIALLY THAT ONE PARAGRAPH IN CHAP 9 where u said like “the more ppl the more soobin feels pushed to the side” AGH heart AcHed for my boy AND I CAN IMAGINE JUST HOW HES FEELING 💔 ajsnkjsn im sorry if this is overhwleming and u do not have to reply to this i just want u to see it and know i appreciate ur writing sm !!!! TAKE AS MUCH TIME WRITING THE NEXT CHAP AND WRITE WHATEVER U WANT CUZ I WILL LOVE IT ANYWAY <333 🫶🫶🫶‼️‼️

oh my gosh anon T.T this is so fucking sweet i read this, cried, and then I wrote the rest of chapter 10 for level infinity T.T

you don't know how much i love love LOVE when i get messages like this, it inspires me to keep going so i'm rlly glad you send this, and yes, you did overwhelm me, but you did in the best way possible, i made sure to stay up past my usual bedtime to finish writing chapter 10 bcs yall deserve it fr yall are so nice to meee T.T

Oh, and UGH ur so right, I miss Mark, Y/N, and Soobin trio i lowkey want just them three back LMAO

Soobin and Mark are also my fav characters, I do have trouble writing for Beomgyu and Taehyun in this story, though, so if they don't seem well thought out, I'm sorry :( im trying to include every character and have them all have a big part in the story, but we'll see if i can rlly get them in like i want to!

Anyways, after I post this, I'm going to go ahead and post chapter 10, so be on a look out for that!! Again, thank you so so so so so much AHHHH

[maiverie]

mai u re paying my ambulance ride today ok?😃 i just took a moment to let the update sink in,, im feeling me eye twitching, chest collapsing, im seeing heaven and nerd!heeseung is there☝️ watching me 👀 w bambi eyes 😩 AND THE FREAKING SPECS WIQOSJSJOAAKA YN DONT TAKE THE SPECS AWAY ‼ DON'T ‼ I MEAN DO BUT ALSO LET HIM USE IT LIKE WE THE COMMUNITY OF SPECS SIMPS NEED THEM👺

ahem,, the moment was HELLA CUTE i felt SINGLE😙🥰 cuz they're having sm fun on dat bed😏 talking ab his glasses like... are we gonna kiss?? heeseung prob wondered, and BESTIE LET ME SPEAK MY TRUTH ME TOO🤣🤣🤣🤣lowkey wishing she would fall on top of him ngl😻 the magical moment of awkwardness,, but since now they're into the REAL DEAL we gonna see her at his room more 🤭 ohemgee dont let taehyun know

MAI SUPER RANDOM THOUGHT HERE BUT IMAGINING NERD HEESEUNG SPEAKING UP TO TAEHYUN HERE 😳 our bambi nerd very confident and all im— i need help🥴

THE DETETION WAS SO ADORABLE HE SAW SHE WAS TIRED DAMN DAMNDAMN and then the SUNSET AND THEN MISS SUNSET AT THE END LIKE I REMEMBERED U??????????????????? I AJWJDOWOQLSODOAOSISIS someone call me like that too i cant😭

oof me and heeseung w our weird collections🤩 im the hoodies/jackets obsessed, i have so many and no space!!! who will come here to complain ab my glittery orange sweater ?? 🤣

everything was too much for my lil heart 💔 they playing video games too,, i feel like heeseung is very soft on her cuz he can see through yk? he sees her as she is, and he likes it :( and YN MY BELOVED the way ure comfortable around him now and not ur friends 🤨 smth is up and smth is very up !!! to me, homegirl is catching ✨feelings✨ but who are we say anything 🤭

KSJFKDJDND SKYYYYYY BFFFFFFFFFF

KAJDKDKSKS YOURE SO FUNNY HELP IM ACTUALLY CACKLING NOT THE NERD!HEE IN UR HEAVEN I— 😭😭😭❤️❤️ no literally cos my idea of heaven is heeven like i want hee fucking seung right there next to me PLS AND THANKU. 🙏🙏 literally 1 wish ??? god ??? serve me pls?? and um YES THE SPECS WAS A PAID ACTOR IN THIS CHAPTER LIKE JSJDJDJDJDJDJXND

naur but fr STOP THATS SHCH A CHTE SCENARIO NOT THE FALLIMG ON TOP OF HIM??? are u tRYNA KILL HEE CAUSE HIS POOR LITTLE HEART WOULD GO BOOM BOOM BOOM AND COMPLETELY EXPLODE HSJFKDKD HE WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO HANDLE THAT!!! ☝️ no bc he most definitely thought ab whether or not they were gna kiss like…. heeseung alr nervous af having a girl in his room and she’s out here complimenting his face 💀💀 OVERKILL HES DOOMED BUT YES BFF U SO RIGHT COMFIDENT HEE IS COMING!! SOON!!! WHOLE ASS BADDIE HEE 😍

JEKFKDKDKD I WANT A MANS TO COMPARE ME TO THE SUN IM SO SAD i was so fucking salty writing that scene,,,, fml my life is so heeseung-less i DONT WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE?! 😔💔

U HAVE A GLITTERY ORANGE SWEATER??? PICS OR IT DDINT HAPPEN??? PLS THATS SK SO SO CUTE AND UR LIL HOODIE COLLECTION TOO ☹️ Y R U SO CUTE GRRR GIVING NERD!HEE A RUN FOR HIS MONEY 😤

OMGGGGGG STOP GUESSING MY WHOLE FIC BC YOURE TOTALLY RIGHT??? he can definitely see thru her for who she truly is :<< like obv he knows abt her reputation and everything BUT HES LITERALLY RDY TO INTRODUCE THIS BITCH TO HIS MOTHER HIS BESTEST FRIEND IN DA WORLD,,,,, AND YES yn out here getting sick of her friends 😳

SKYYYY BFF THANK U SM FOR READING IM CRYING???? Y R U SO SUPPORTIVE BESTIE IM SO GRATEFUL GRRR I LOVE N APPRECIATE U SM :((( ❤️❤️

[tyonfs]

omg hi im doing really great! aahh i know it is that long already but only decided to become anon on here 🙇‍♀️ just imagine me going crazy whenever you publish fics for your dunk shot series, absolute chefs kiss honestly. that's rich is also one of my faves, that fic really blew my mind, i just did not expect it at all +++ yuta simp??? oh yes signing up right damn now. aww that's sad to hear,,, because i am in the middle of exams as well sjdhfjsdfs and surprisingly i am doing good?? considering i am taking difficult subjects right now. so hoping all goes well for you too, dont pressure yourself <33 i am actually amazed that you can juggle being a uni student (?) and being a writer ???? like how miss ma'am??? just a minor inconvenience and im already complaining about life here 💀 oooooh i was one of those happy anons praying for you to finally write for jeno skjfhkshdfksdhf and yes i agree with the whole jeno duality agenda 💁‍♀️💁‍♀️ ohh may i ask if the mark fic ur currently writing is for the dunk shot series? but yes i am also very excited for your renjun fic, the intro is so wholesome omg!! aaahh sadly no i am not stanning nor following enha ☹️ i cant see myself stanning anymore groups now tbh especially those that are the same age as me or younger, well with the exemption of chenle and jisung of course. im really really enjoying following nct dream, so yeah they will be last group im stanning 🥰 ah did not intend for this whole thing to be this long but as an outro, sending u much love miss alice!!! 💚 - c&m anon

hi angel !! how are you 🥰💞 i hope you’re well and sorry for replying so late !!! i’m sooo upset bc i had a long reply typed out but accidentally got rid of it bc i got excited over glitch mode dropping 🤧 i’ll do my best to remember it all but speaking of, what did you think about the comeback ?? i’m biased but mark and jaemin stood out for me sm this time around :’)) i’m so proud of them all tho !!! i have to listen to the b-sides now but glitch mode is so addicting 🤩

also i’m v glad you asked to be an anon 🥰🥰 also i’m so happy that you liked thats rich! 🥺 that fic was so fun for me to write bc rich kid aus are superior >> also WOOO PROUD OF YOU FOR DOING WELL ON YOUR EXAMS 🤩🤩 is it your final exams ?? or midterms :o mine were finals and i did pretty well !! 🤍

HAHAH tbh writing is like another hobby for me !! so instead of scrolling thru tiktok or watching youtube, i can just write and i’d feel satisfied :’)) i do my fair share of complaining about life tho 😵‍💫 also OMG i’ve been wanting to write jeno for soooo long and i’m glad i was finally able to !! 🥰 i have plenty of wips for him as well but they’re all soft jeno bc that man is such a melt in my eyes <33

also yesyes i’m working on mark’s rn !! i was making a banner the other day actually and STRUGGLING HAHAH 🥲 and omg is it the “how to not fall in love with huang renjun” one ?? :o thank you !!! i’m so glad you’re excited for that 🥰🌷💘

and honestly yeah, it’s getting harder to stan newer groups with how young they are 🤧 heeseung is exactly my age in enha so he just makes the cut HAHAH but the 02s aren’t that far off from me either in that group, and watching iland made me feel a lot closer(??) to all of them ��� but like nmixx ?? i think they’re too young for me 🤧

sending lots of love your way as well c&m anon !! i hope you have a wonderful day/night and take care 🥰💗