#also note: some ppl i genuinely dont know their name. again let me live

[bittwitchy]

guess what thats all im doing tonight bc i just found another blog i have to find and save shit from lol

k to break up my blondie spam ima go spam rb a bunch of my edits from my old rp so if u dont like that i dont wanna hear abt it :)

[theropoda]

3, 4, 6-8, 11, 13-17, 19-22, 26-30 uwu

WOO LAD THAT’S A LOT THANK U!!! this got long and i wrote an essay or two LOL so im putting it under a readmore!

3: Best game you’ve ever played? WEEEELLLL.......let me preface this with two things: one, i am a FAKE GAMER as in my laptop is not at all made for gaming, it’s piss poor, so a big chunk of games i’m interested in is because i watched a playthrough of them lol. i have a 3ds but only 3 games on it (animal crossing new leaf, tomodachi life, nintedogs & cats). second, i’m very bad at choosing favorites of things.....BUUUUT .....i choooooose, in no particular order, OFF, pigeonetics, elder scrolls oblivion, pathologic classic HD!! i’m more than likely forgetting a few though, so sorry about that

4: Worst game you’ve ever played? as i said above, cannot choose favorites, neither can i choose whatever the opposite of favorites is but...uhh, does lif even count as a game? like lif, the stupid little furry flash game i remember playing on some shady website. it was surprisingly very active with a BUNCH of people there but i kept dying like every 5 seconds....AWFUL

6: A game that’s changed you the most? WELL define Changed.....ummm aha first thing that comes to mind is OFF. it’s one of those things where you never knew you wanted something so fucking bad until you saw it--and it’s like that for me. i NEVER knew i loved that odd, surreal, colorful, “looks playful and simple in some parts but incredibly violent and unnerving in other parts” aesthetic til i played it. like aesthetically i love that game to BITS and something about it just stuck with me til the end of time.

later in life (meaning, past year or so) it changed me because it taught me a lesson about storytelling and creative endeavors. a very useful lesson. which is: things don’t really need to have a meaning. stories, art, music, writing, whatnot, while it CAN be deep and meaningful, while you CAN use it as a way to communicate with the world about all kinds of heartfelt things, it can also be...nothing, really.

once i, as usual, got ridiculously overwhelmingly sad about small things. specifically seeing other people around me come up with all kinds of deep and meaningful characters and stories, sometimes putting them into webcomics or writings of theirs, and they were all so well-thought out and detailed and what i envied most was people put a lot of themselves and their experiences into them, venting and coping through them, whilst also making these larger-than-life grandiose complex stories and worlds and so on and so forth.

it made me look at my own ideas and get mad/frustrated at how shallow they were. but then i remembered OFF and i felt better because Fun Fact, mortis ghost has a now-abandoned dA account and if you go through the comment section on his profile, he answers a lot of fan questions and he mentions several times that the game didn’t really have a “meaning”, it didn’t really have a “deeper story” or moral or anything, really. i’m paraphrasing this but i vividly remember him saying “i wanted to make a game, so i did”.

that made me feel a lot better because it made me realise that sometimes art--especially stories, in my case-- doesn’t NEED to be DEEP or have MEANING...sometimes it can just BE!!!! sometimes it really can just be all about AESTHETICS like who GIVES a shit if there’s a hidden meaning if you take the first letter of all of your characters’ names and put them backwards, sometimes all that matters is if they just VIBE with you y’know....

yume nikki is similar in this regard bc that game doesn’t have any story other than “collect egg” and yet it’s so impactful. that game doesn’t have a story or meaning it just IS........ :) GOD THATS SO LONG IM SORRY ABOUT THAT but yeah. funny violent ghostbusting baseball man is a game that changed me :)

7: A game you’ll never forget? OFF AGAIN LOL,,, it’s just so memorable because of how unique it is. visuals, soundtrack, story, everything is so memorable. unforgettable. oh god you can tell how much i love this damn game can’t you

8: Best soundtrack? yakuza 0, OFF, there is a picture (another game by mortis ghost, again composed by alias conrad coldwood who also composed OFF), pigeonetics (the entire soundtrack of which is here), jojo’s bizarre adventure all star battle and eyes of heaven, silent hill 2 & 3, undertale....probably forgetting more but all of these...earcandy

11: Hardest game you’ve played? i am a shitty gamer so this is Most games i’ve played lol!! but uhh..well you see. hardest game i remember playing as of recent is pathologic classic hd in which it’s...not only hard to understand what any character is saying at any given time lol but also, i don’t think it’s HARD it’s just...you need to focus. you REALLY need to fucking focus and pay attention in this game. so i wouldn’t say its HARD, but i’m only putting this here bc it’s in recent memory.

i say recent memory because the true answer is susceptible to “yeah, but now you’re older, it must not be so hard.” as in if i played it now i think i’d have a way easier time. but when i was around....10-12 years old i had several ps3 video game adaptations of animated movies and i had SUCH a fucking hard time with them. g-force, bolt and up in particular were fucking HARD. like genuinely, the hardest time i had EVER had in my live playing video games is tied to these three fucking games. g-force and bolt ESPECIALLY. one particular level in bolt took both me AND my sister around a year to fucking finish.

again, i was baby, so i bet i’d have a much easier time with them now that i’m 17. but for now, in my experience, bolt and g-force for the ps3 were harder than pathologic classic. i think icepick lodge should take a few notes for them for pathologic 2.

13: A game you were the most excited for when it wasn’t released yet? STREETS OF KAMUROCHO...i spent the entire day of its release anticipating its launch lol

14: A game you think would be cool if it had voice acting? hmm..most games i like and know about do have voice acting so i dunno....i guess it would’ve been kind of cool if morrowind had like, full proper voice acting. but i can understand why it only voice acted things like greetings and battle insults because GOD that game is SO...complicated...and as a result, the conversations are so lengthy and text-full. playing morrowind is really like a goddamn book! if it was voice acted i’m sure all that information would have to be shortened bc i know no one is going to fucking voice act two whole paragraphs

15: Which two games do you think would make an awesome crossover? pigeonetics and yakuza in which instead of being about the criminal underworld it’s about shady and unethical pigeon clubs, breeding, racing, etc etc...a lot of illegal shit does happen in the world of pigeons especially when it comes to racing; prized racers have been kidnapped and held for ransom before. and then there’s Avian Cucking: The Sport, where people breed the sexiest pigeons (horseman thief pouters), release them outside to seduce other people’s sexy pigeons, and bring them back and keep ‘em, drama ensues. will kiryu ever escape his past as a professional pigeon-napper, and find solace in his new life as a pigeon hobbyist? find out now by playing YACOOZA......

JOKES ASIDES i don’t know i really don’t....umm, pigeonetics and animal crossing somehow?? :O... like, instead of managing your own town it’s managing your own loft!...orrrr, the jojo games (all star battle & eyes of heaven) with yakuza, because i think they’re somewhat similar because they’re both haha Wacky Silly AND serious over the top fighty-fighting.....or maybe a crossover with OFF and discover my body, which, despite being an incredibly short and obscure indie game i still love to bits for what it’s worth. WAIT ANIMAL CROSSING AND MINECRAFT THAT WOULD FUCK SO HARD OH MY GOD

16: Character you’ve hated most? From what game? i can’t think of any character i like, HATE...with a burning passion.. there are a few i dislike or have a complicated relationship with though.. i’m not interested in the series anymore but ouma from drv3...i’ll admit that he is a bit fun sometimes, especially in the very early beginning he’s a likeable brat but as the game progresses he becomes more irritating than anything and i have an issue with him in regards to writing, despite the fact that i have never been awake in any english class ever lol. it’s too long to put in this already long post but i’ll keep it at that. if you like him, well, good for you for finding joy in something i couldn’t! but he just doesn’t do it for me.

AH I JUST REMEMBERED....MINE......FROM YAKUZA 3....maybe i’d change my mind if i watched a playthrough of y3 again, because i think you always absorb something better on your second watch (tho i honestly Dont have the energy to do that all over again, the yakuza games are too fucking long), but i really hate his writing. spoilers for y3 but, i think mine’s writing, alongside other things in the game, were super messy...and a big part of why i hate him is that not only is he one of those “could’ve had great potential but fell flat” sorta guys but also his love for daigo is seen as some fans as good gay rep and i?????/.............um....WELL let’s just say that, i think people nowadays will see any gay character ever in any circumstance and say it’s good gay rep just based off the fact that A Gay Character exists....he was Not, good gay rep imo....he was not, let alone, Good. .........

17: What game do you never tell people you play? can’t think of any games i wouldn’t tell people i play.. idk exactly what this question’s asking. does it mean what game you don’t tell ppl you play bc you’re embarrassed about it...? i’m not very embarrassed by any of them. the only thing that comes close, i guess, is uhh lioden and wolvden. i’ve only interacted with those communities a LITTLE TINY WEE BIT, yet of what i’ve seen it’s a goddamn dumpster fire and i’d never want to be associated with them lol

19: Which game do you think deserves a revival? i’m well aware it’ll never happen and that it’s more a wet dream than anything but...PT/silent hills..... on a more realistic/”could happen” note, PIGEONETICS!!!! SERIOUSLY, it’s an amazing game about amazing animals and it teaches genetics in a very simplified and efficient way!! genetics is SO hard for me to understand, i fucking hated studying it but this game really helped me understand how it works AND its super engaging and interesting!! HOWEVER, of all the pigeon genes we know of, only a handful were seen in pigeonetics and i’d LOVE a sequel that employs new game mechanics AND new genes!! i wanna learn about bronze and stencil genes! i wanna learn about phenotypes like grizzled and pied!!! genes like sooty and dirty!!! @ UNIVERSITY OF UTAH GENETICS DEPARTMENT PLEASE IM BEGIGNG YOU

20: What was the first video game you ever played? earliest memories of Gaming involves me at my aunt’s house playing two games: super mario brothers and some kind of trapeze game. i don’t remember anything else though

21: How old were you when you first played a video game? i can’t remember but i must’ve been REAL tiny.... 6-9 years, maybe??

22: If you could immerse yourself in any game for one day, which game would it be? What would you do? immerse myself meaning go into their world...? huh....on one hand i’d like to go in the world of yakuza 0 to play in the arcades and do whore related activities but i’d also love to go into the world of animal crossing (and i’m pretty sure i’d be some sort of generic dromaeosaurid in that game!!) and shop, chat with villagers, do chores for them, go fishing, bug hunting, eat delicious fucking food like the apples mangos peaches cherries etc etc.....OH AND FOSSIL HUNTING THAT’S THE BEST PART!! though it would definetly be a little weird, to be a little dinosaur and finding a fossil of a...little dinosaur....i guess the non-sentient species went extinct and the dinosaur i am is some kind of, descendant of a sapient non-avian dinosaur that survived the k-pg extinction event...oh but who cares all i want is a cool little ambulocetus fossil or something. and some cherry pie :)

26: Handheld or console? my old ps3 just went kaput one day years ago so i haven’t used it in years so i can’t compare well... but i’d say handheld, because it lets me like DO stuff more...would love to get a console one day, a ps4 maybe but i’m kinda worried it’ll make me stay in one room all day wasting away my time when there’s other stuff i can do, y’know? but something handheld like my 3ds, on the other hand...i can do stuff with it. i can take it to my room and play it between breaks i take as i clean the room and fold my clothes, i can watch something on the tv and play the game during ad breaks, i can take it outside too if it has charge to last me a while! so....handheld i guess

27: Has there ever been a moment that has made you cry? yakuza 0 and undertale in particular have ALMOST made me fucking bawl with many of its moments....yakuza 0 especially, after that Fucking Ending i had trouble sleeping because oh my fucking god. video game people SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

28: Which character’s clothes do you wish you owned the most?

29:  Which is more important, gameplay or story? HMMM....well, if i were to play a game with a shitty story but really good and fun gameplay i’d probably continue playing it for the gameplay. but if i played a game with shitty gameplay but an interesting story, there is a chance i’d play it more for the sake of the story but also i might just quite and see the rest of the story on youtube or something. i’m more likely to go through a boring story for fun gameplay than go through boring gameplay for an interesting story, so i guess gameplay is more important to me....that is, WHEN i actually own and play a game as opposed to when i just watch someone play a game because i don’t own the game but wanna know abt the story lol

30: A game that hasn’t been localized in your country that you think should be localized? i have no idea how video game localization really works....but i assume localizing a game in india would mean something like, removing content according to cultural norm and also somehow translating it into the 22 official languages..? or just two or three language if it’s tied to a particular state, which seems way more doable. i honestly have no idea? i’ve never interacted w the indian gaming community that much to be honest, all i know of it is of the video games i’ve seen sold in some game stores and a few whispers about like solid snake or whoever from my school’s cafeteria....the most popular games here, to my knowledge, are those very streamable games like fortnite and PUBG and your call of duties and whatnot. those generic shooters. and even then, that honestly isn’t the “indian” gaming community bc this country is so FUCKHUGE, it’s just tamil nadu. one state.

soooo, according to what little i know of gaming interests in where i live, i don’t think any of the games i like should be localized here bc i don’t really think there’s an audience for it as far as i can tell :( maybe animal crossing? it’s a fun little games for all ages and i think it has a chance of becoming popular here, so maybe that is worth a shot! but i can’t think of any other game that i like that really has an audience here (other than Me lol)

[alreadyundermygenjutsu]

If i want to have fun i feel like i need to get back into fandom spaces but also...i literally cannot be in fandom the way some ppl can, if that makes sense... I fucking love Naruto, right?! We all know this by now, my naruto obsession has been going strong for over a year now i think. But i think my wife likes naruto MORE than me somehow?! She is intensely researching for a detailed oc backstory that fits with canon, and a theory she has on orochimaru's long-term plans now that he's collaborating with the Leaf village.

This is just one of many page of notes that she has, diagramming how the elements of different jutsu relate to each other, as well as researching the nuances behind the kanji used for character names and their jutsus.

My enjoyment of naruto manifests more like...i made a playlist of every single OP and ED including what i've seen so far of Boruto. I will probably memorize many of them phonetically, for fun, and because my brain has basically become Naruto Radio, constantly playing different songs i heard from the show. I am always making naruto related jokes. if i drop an egg i will do a handsign and say "EGG EXPLOSION JUTSU!" when i mention the date or day of the week, someone on the other side of the world will kindly let me know i've jumped ahead by a day, and i stopped explaining that i live in australia and started claiming i have the Rinnegan. But i dont roleplay anymore, i cant really draw my favorite anime characters, i dont write fanfic, and i dont write cool songs about itachi's mangekyou sharingan. Where is the fandom space for guys like me who are just spinning 3d models of Naruto characters around in their heads???

Fuck i am so rambling now. Anyway I literally cant be involved in Naruto fandom until i catch up with Boruto because if i receive spoilers i will CRY. But genuinely i havent been in fandom spaces since i was on the warrior cats forums from like 2006 to 2012 and i dont know if i will ever reach that same level of obsession with anything else ever again ;;w;; *casually wearing leaf ninja headband* hey guys is it cool if i chill here

i need to have fun online. I need to be talkimg to people and interacting online and doing collaborative things and looking forward to an email back from a friend when i next log on. Instead i am...scrolling my dashboard for an hour every morning and night and its because i LOVE talking in the tags but then...its like...is this interacting??? Is this a conversation? Is anyone listening...? Can anyone hear me? Hello?

[mischievousmarvelousmagical-blog]

👫 sfs, dipuai, lymaui, snow queen, sweet poetry, Alana and Maui sure let's left field here

SFS

tbh daisy was probably lou’s first “crush” tho it was like super sweet and innocent like adelaide would be like “we r going to a party” and lou would be like “maman is daisy gonna be there?” bc he just like chillin with her

i think i talked about this in a thread but they totally got drunk on accident one time when they were like fourteen and it was def daisy’s fault she wanted 2 try the alcohol but lou took the fall anyway

outside of his family, daisy is probably the closest within lou’s inner circle and despite everything he feels comfortable around her which u wouldn’t really think is like a hc but he is so bad at showing it so i just gotta make it CLEAR here

daisy is one of the only ppl who is invited to lou’s house to like watch telly and just--hang out. literally lou doesn’t do that w any of his other friends. well, he’d do it w hades but hades is in the underworld lmao. so yeah, they prolly watch a lot of documentaries and shit.

DIPAUI

maui tries really hard to keep his shit clean but he’s just so bad at it bc he is used to having a mom that cleaned up for him and living in the filth of like five other dudes at all times.

he tries to hook dipper up with people but he also doesn’t push it if he sees dipp getting like--super uncomf

dipper is one of the only ppl maui feels comfortable leaving his hook around like if dipp is studying in the bedroom and maui is hanging in the living room and he’ll just leave his hook on the bed or smth

he actually really likes how smart dipper is, even if it makes him feel dumb and dipp is teaching him better studying techniques and stuff.

LYMAUI

they only had sex that one time. tho, maui wouldn’t really mind doing it again lol

he really likes her hair tbh it kind of reminds him of his mum’s because hers is thick and long, though she normally wears it up--but he probably plays with it a lot like uses it as a mustache or just tugs on it or sweeps it off her shoulder.

he’s always super encouraging of her magic, he’s like hey ly--make me an illusion of a sunset in this bottle eyyy c’mon u can do it!!

i bet they sing a lot together idk i can just see them like hanging out bored so they just start karaoke battling. if there is karaoke night at the court (or even pixie’s) maui totes drags ly on stage w him.

SNOW QUEEN

in the years they weren’t together, snow often sent eva notes via a compelled person bc she probably didn’t know where eva was but she was like “find this person these r the names she uses and dont stop til u do.” and they were like beautiful, wistful love notes. it was probably before each time she moved to a new place.

snow won a tony at one point and (this was b4 they were recorded on tv) she dedicated it and thanked eva for being the one who inspired her to pursue her dreams.

she never really fucked dark haired girls that were pale aha, she either went for other ethnicities or blondes/redheads. 

snow ALWAYS loved eva more than anything, even when she hated her fuck i miss snow why did i kill her someone convince me to bring her back somehow.

SWEET POETRY

sweet def thinks of himself as callie’s dad sometimes and then he’s like stop that she’s a grown woman and also has parents aHH chill sweet /but doesn’t chill.

callie’s emotions are some of sweet’s favorites bc she feels so Wholly and they’re generally like very uncomplicated. gryffs are good for empaths lol

callie has a special visitor’s pass to the hospital that lets her get down to the lower research levels so she can come bring sweet lunch (and hang out w him)

all the hospital staff know callie and tease sweet about how they “didn’t know he had a long lost daughter!! she looks just like you!!” and he just kinda blushes and shrugs them off

MAKING WAVES

they see each other like all the time lmao either they run into each other on campus or at parties or at pixie’s

correct me if im wrong but they’ve probably hooked up again after that initial time

maui thinks she’s kind of a bitch but he also digs it

they’re like?? genuinely friends?? i think?? at least in the like hey let’s sit next to each other in class/grab lunch or hang out if we’re ever in the same spot sure