#also not accounting for the fact that when someone is panicking that kinda rubs off on you/freaks you out

[rainy-matcha]

whenever I see a fic where a character has a panic attack and another character helps them breathe in deeply like "Can you breathe with me?" or something like that it kinda instantly takes me out of it because I've literally never had someone know to do that for me in real life?? Maybe it's just me but idk do most people have enough basic knowledge on panic attacks to do that? And are also calm and collected and together enough in the moment to help someone like that? Idk man just feels unrealistic 🤷

[yamithediaperdork]

Being a role model SUCKS (Inuyasha)

Spending time in the future was usually fun and a break from the stress that the feudal era gave out but the bucketful. Usually but not this visit. Inuyasha should of known something was up when Kagome A) kept talking about how upset and babyish Souta felt needing bedtime diapers as of late (and some day time pull ups, there had been little leaks) but also B) was giving Inuyasha all the instant ramen noodles he could handle and more.

Sadly, nothing quite clicked till they had arrived and then he'd been cornered not only by Kagome, but her mother as well while Souta was playing out behind the house.. and from there everything had gone downhill.

After a long talk (Well the women had talked, Inuyasha had argued but they seemed to ignore any points he made) Inuyasha found himself making a deal that he would give Souta the confidence boost he needed by having someone bigger then him be more BABYISH then him.. and in return Inuyasha got whatever he wanted, whenever he wanted it next time he visited.

"And let me tell you right here and now, My list of demands are gonna be HUGE!" Inuyasha growled.

Kagome however just smiled and patted his head like he was already just a huffy baby and had lead him off to get dressed for the part.

Souta huffed as he kicked the soccer ball at the goal post, catching it and kicking it back over and over. It just wasn't fair that his bladder was betraying him like this when he was -9- years old! without a doubt in his mind, he was the biggest diaper baby in the whole town, heck maybe even the whole freaking country!

That thought was interrupted as he heard a LOUD crinkling noise and turned to see what it was.. and his ball hit his shin as his jaw almost hit the ground.

Waddling out behind behind Kagome dressed in a red onesie that did NOTHING to hide the thick, massive diaper(s) he was wearing and a pair of sandal's was Inuyasha!

The Half demon was beet red and seemed to be tugging on Kagome's arm, making it clear he'd rather go back inside even as he looked this way and that until, heh, she stopped and gave him a swat on his padded backside and shook a finger at him, talking clearly.

"No Inuyasha, you've been hiding inside for 2 weeks now, you need some fresh air and that's why we're in the future." She scolded.

"But..but.." Inuyasha whined.

"It's ok Inuyasha, I'm sure Souta won't tease you just because you can't control yourself right now." Kagome said in a motherly tone, then turned back to Souta. "Isn't that right Little guy?"

"heh..hehehehe yeah no, I won't at all Little yasha!" Souta said, a big silly grin breaking out on his face now."What even happened though?" he asked, coming over to the pair.

Kagome let go of Inuyasha's hand though gave him a look and the huffing diapered half demon plopped his butt onto the soft dirt of the back yard.

"Oh, we got attacked by a crazy priest who figured the only way to redeem demons was to teach them humility." Kagome started, a well practiced lie. "Basically Poor little Inuyasha, heh, or yasha as you called him..I like that! Anyways, he lost a lot of power and well control of his tinkles and uh-oh's for 3 weeks.Not to mention he's become a lot more..childish as you might of noticed." As Kagome said that with her back to the half demon Inuyasha stuck his tongue out at her and Souta covered his mouth to keep from giggling. Kagome turned to see what was so funny but Inuyasha had stopped JUST in time and was looking away, trying and failing to whistle. "...Anyways..I've been trying to deal with it in the past but frankly he's been stinking up his cabin and I'm sick of washing his diapers. figured why not let him spend the last week of it here and enjoy the freedom to play outside AND the wonders of disposable diapers." she finished.

"oh well, shucks , Little yasha could of came here sooner! I would of helped look after him!" Souta said, swelling with big boy pride since heck he was just in a nice and slim pull-up AND he didn't stink up his diapers! "If you wanna take a little break I'll even watch him for you right now." Souta added.

"Will you? that'd be great!" Kagome gushed and ruffled his hair. "Oh, one thing, with Inuyasha starting to get his control back, you'll have to keep asking him every so often if he need to potty or needs a diaper change. about once a hour. I'd worry more on the diaper change though myself."

the fact that Souta was suppose to be doing a potty check himself once a hour flew right over his head and the little 9 year old nodded and gave a thumbs up.

"Don't worry sis, I got this!"

Inuyasha was mentally adding heaps on his list of demands as his new nick name caught on and Kagome went out of her way to make him seem even more helpless.

with his 'darling' girlfriend retreating inside, Souta came over to him and smiled, then bent down and sniffed, confusing Inuyasha for a second.

"Hmm, you SMELL clean for the moment at least." Souta said and then patted Inuyasha's head. "Good boy!"

If he made it thought the week without having to kill someone Inuyasha wanted all the good damn treats.. but knowing the role he was SUPPOSE to play he gave a silly grin (And the heat pats kinda sorta maybe felt nice too.)

"Well little yasha, what do you wanna do? I was playing some soccer but if your muscle control and stuff is all messed up I don't think that's a good idea. sides you likely can't move too fast in your diapies." Souta said.

'So nice but still being a jerk..it must run in the fucking family.' Inuyasha thought then put a thoughtful look on his face. "Ummm we could play hide n seek!" Inuyasha offered up, putting a doopy childish twinge to his voice.

"ok, You hide and I'll seek. I'll give you to the count of 20." Souta said and went to cover his eyes when Inuyasha tugged at his shorts. "Hmm? what's wrong?"

"How many is 20?" Inuyasha asked, rubbing the back of his head sheepishly, not having to force a blush as the pure humiliation of this all was taking care of it for him.

A big grin broke out on Souta's face and he bent down and took Inuyasha's hands in his.

"20 is this many.. and then" and Souta let go of Inuyasha's hands and tapped a finger on the exposed toes since Inuyasha had gone sockless in the sandals. "and this many. Can you keep track of that?"

"Ummm I think so!" Inuyasha said and nodded his head, having to admit that was all sorts of cute.

"Ok then, when I hit 20 you'll hear me say, ready or not, here I come anyways in case you lose count." Souta said and with a last head pat, he stood up and closed his eyes, starting to count.

Of course Inuyasha could of scaled a tree or taken to the roof top even with the bulky diapers he had on, he decided to play fair and also, knew it would ruin the whole plan and he hadn't of put up with it THIS far just to fuck it up now.

He needed what would seem like a good hiding spot to a toddler but clearly wouldn't work for him and now up on his feet he scanned the yard.

"One...two...three...four.."

Jesus, this wasn't like a life or death battle but for Inuyasha he found himself frozen on the spot, trying to figure out what would work, his natural instinct to win was messing up his need to lose!

"Five...six..seven.."

ok this was just getting stupid! he fought the urge to face palm and then spotted a narrow opening under the steps to the back porch, it would hide him from Souta's direct line of sight but would of gotten him caught as soon as the little guy came close.

"Eight...nine...ten, That's half the count yasha!" Souta called.

'heh, he really is a fair sport.' Inuyasha thought, then as stealthy as he could (read, not at all) waddled his way over to his chosen hiding spot even as his tummy started to feel a little bit weird.

'Must be that glass of icky juice they insisted I drink before coming out so I don't get dehydrated.' Inuyasha thought, crinkling loudly and having to speed up.

"Fourteen...fifteen...sixteen..." Souta called out, a big goofy grin on his face.

Waddling with all the speed he muster and keep up the lie, Inuyasha drove to get into the hole.. and found out that while he had been right he could of squeezed in there normally.. he hadn't taken into account the triple diapers. His upper half was in, but his padd butt and legs stuck out and he knew if he tried to force himself in,he'd end up losing them.

'fuck my life..'

"seventeen, eighteen..nineteen...twenty! Ready or not here I ..pffft.. come..heh. Did you get stuck little yasha?"

Inuyasha had been about to push himself back out but with Souta's suggestion, figured that worked and started to give out a sheepish yes, but his tummy cramped and it came out much more panicked.

"Yeah! Uh.. Please help me git out!" he said, one hand keeping him from going into the dead leaves and the like under the step but the other was on his tummy, and he kicked his legs a little more to try and work out the cramp.

"hey, it's ok! don't worry! I'm coming over, though you have to stop kicking your legs. I'm gonna grab you at the waist and pull you back, so watch your head!" Souta called, and Inuyasha could hear him running over.

"O-Ok." The half demon whimpered, the cramps were getting worst and he semi pushed back a little giving Souta a better place to grip though he didn't take into account with the building cramps he might not want someone wrenching on his midsection.

'oh god, this feels like that time I ate those clam's that had gone bad right before I..I..Oh those fucking bitches!' Inuyasha thought, cluing in to why the ladies of the house had grinned so big when Inuyasha had downed his drink to get the icky tasting thing over and done with.

he had a brief second to think about just calling this off, he'd get himself out and whine to Souta that his tummy hurt and try and shit himself somewhere private, but by then it was far, far too late.

Souta's little arms and hands were trying to pull him out and the extra force on his tummy tum meant that while he did get free, pushing himself back to make it look like it was all Souta, he banged his head on the step knocking him loopy for a split second and also started to filled his diapers.

As he loudly farted and giggled, he wore a blissful stupid derp face.

Souta was shocked at just how strong he was as he freed the poor trapped little guy, though it was soon replaced with amusement and disgust as Inuyasha started to let out massive wet fart and then more then that, a stupid look on his face.

"Uhhh yasha, are you going boom boom?" Souta asked, holding his nose. it was rhetorical question at this point as the diaper was starting to swell, so Souta didn't figure he was gonna need to do a sniff check.

"Hehehe Ya! Going PBBBBBBTTTT!" Inuyasha giggled and stuck his tongue out, blowing a raspberry.

"heh, you surrrre are buddy. but it's ok. You uh.. stay here and finish up and I'll go get Kagome ok?" He said/asked, coming over and patting Inuyasha's head.

"OOOOOOTAYYYY!" the diaper pooping derp coo'ed.

"heh..wish Kagome would of worked me you went all derp when you unload. kinda cute." Souta giggled, then dashed up the step's to stick his head in the back door.

"Kagome! You need to come and get your boyfriend, he's pooping himself silly, Literally!" Souta called.

Yeah, wearing pull-ups sucked, but as Souta pulled his head back out of the back door and looked down at Inuyasha, at least he was a stinky diaper derp.

The end..for now

[depressedacadamia]

Insta Queen

Prompt + Pairing: Social Media AU, ‘Water’ + Pipabeth

A/N: MY FIRST PIPABETH FIC!! I actually loved writing for these two, I really underrated how good this ship is. Can't belive I've posted for 8 days in a row! I'm kinda proud of myself but I'm also kinda scraed that I might jinx myself. Anyway, hope yall enjoy and please comment! <3 from Phi phi!

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“Are you stalking Piper on Instagram?” Percy asked Annabeth as he watched her scroll through her phone. He stood behind Annabeth who thought she was covertly stalking her science Partner- Piper Mclean.

“Ah!” Annabeth shrieked before wincing when she realised that she was in a library. “Percy, what the hell?”

Her best friend smirked as he saw the phone. Piper Mclean’s instagram was no noobs- afterall, she was the well known daughter of a movie star. It was no surprise that she had many, many followers and Annabeth was here clearly contemplating whether she should be one of them.

“What do you mean, what the hell?” Percy asked innocently, batting his eyelashes.

Annabeth grunted and turned back to her phone as Percy took a seat next to her. She seemed hypnotised as she scrolled through the pictures of her practically perfect science partner.

“Careful Annie, someone might see.”

Annabeth suddenly hugged her phone to her chest. “ Really?”

“You’re practically drooling,” Percy sniggered before pouting as he rubbed his sore shoulder which Annabeth had abruptly punched from the response. “ I was only kidding.”

“Go kid somewhere else.”

“Because you’re busy thristing over your science partner?”

Annabeth huffed as she blushed heavily while staring at the picture of Piper on her phone, grinning cheesily with Hazel beside her. “ Precisely.”

Percy groaned before jolting up. “ Wait- so you admit it! You were thirsting over Piper Mclean!”

At this, Annabeth wrapped her hand around Percy’s mouth, yanking him back down. “ Not so loud, you incompetent bumbling bafoon!” she hissed.

“You should like her photo,” Percy mumbled from behind Annabeth's hand. As she had yet to set his mouth free, he poked at her fingers… with his tongue.

“Percy!” Annabeth yelped as she wiped her hand on her best friend's shoulder.” Gross.”

Turning back to her phone, she glanced at the beautiful- Radiant- picture of Piper before noticing the small red heart in the corner. She took no notice of it until she realised what it truly meant. She almost let out a deafening yell as she turned to the tall, black haired boy beside her.

“You seaweed brain! Look what you’ve done!” She shoved his phone into his face, causing Percy to drop his mouth into a small ‘o’. She was in fact so panicked that she didn't even take it into account when Percy took her phone out of her hand and analysed it.

She snatched her bag and with a heavy grunt and left the library who were- for once- grateful to be rid of Annabeth.

She was simply finishing some math homework when she heard the ‘ping!’ of her phone. Dashing over eagerly in the hopes that Piper may have texted her, she checked the notification- only for it to be a note from Instagram telling her that Piper_Mclean had posted again.

Weird- she didn’t follow Piper, why was she getting notifications? Maybe Insta noticed her stalking and was being considerate.

However, her very thoughts were replaced by a horrific reality when she found that she did indeed follow Piper_Mclean. Almost sporadically, she scrolled through all of her ‘Following’ on her Instagram and she was mortified to find Piper’s account with the little blue tick verifying her right there.

Nonononono

“Annabeth?” Percy’s tired voice rang through her phone as she dialed him. “ Why are you calling me at … 12:00?”

“Don’t even try it, fish face, I know you’re online on the PS5 party- Why on earth am I following Piper?”

“You’re following Piper? I get she’s a celeb but isn't it a bit much to be full on stalking her home and stuff now?”

“Not that- Oh my god, just wait until I see you at school; I'm going to peel your face off! You followed her for me on my phone, didn’t you!”

“Uh well-”

The phone line cut out and Percy stared at his phone as he propped his feet up in front of him and put his headset back on.

“If she was just going to call me to scold me, couldn’t she have waited until the next day?”

“Perseus Poseidon Jackson!” Annabeth screeched as she found him, propping his skateboard under his arm.

“Sup Annie?”

“Don’t ‘sup’ me- You know what youre crimes are!”

“I also know how to make up for said crimes,” Percy smirked, which ultimately terrified Annabeth more. She gulped as she remembered the last time Percy had tried to make up for his crimes rather than simply endure the punishment.

“Wha.. what did you do?”

Percy winked. “Just you see.”

Annabeth fidgeted with her pen as she waited for her partner to sit next to her in science. Normally Piper was an on time student. Despite being relatively popular and active among social media- she was also a top pupil achieving grades almost as good as Annabeth herself.

Finally she heard a bag polo down beside hers and she looked up to see Piper sitting beside her and as per usual- she was smiling. Annabeth could feel her face heating up as she prepared herself to apologise deeply for what had happened the previous night.

“Piper, I am so sorry abo-”

“You followed me! I was trying to find your account but I didn’t know which one was you and I didn’t want to accidentally text the wrong person.”

Annabeth was breathless. “Huh?”

“Your number,” Piper frowned sadly. “ You never gave me your number.”

P[iper Mclean- daughter of the famous, successful and rich Movie star wanted her number? Beautiful, stunning Model like Piper Mclean wanted her number? Intelligent, hardworking and loyal Piper wanted her number?

Annabeth quickly scanned the room for cameras or for someone to jump out at some moment and shout ‘Pranked you!’ but alas, no such message came.

“Do you not want to?”

“No! No, no- I just um..” She gave a brief cough, “ I just needed some water,”

“Well then, I guess I’ll see you saturday- at the study cafe?” Piper flipped her notebook open as she asked Annabeth out in what she thought to be a super nonchalant manner- her smile only slightly increased when she saw Annabeth cough and slightly choke on the water she was drinking.

“What?” She rasped.

“”Saturday. Me, you, study Cafe?”

Annabeth, who had now lost the ability to speak, simply nodded, her eyes as wide as saucers.

Piper let out a hearty laugh. “ It’s a date then.”

Those very words had Annabeth's stomach erupting into confetti.- and to think this all came from a simple like on Instagram

[bts-imagine28]

cann we get the 8th member passing out or overworking themselves?

A/N: heyyy😂 this is kinda long and I don’t think it’s great so I hope you like it!! I didn’t think I was gonna post anything this soon after I posted something else yesterday but I am😂😂

Also you guys can talk to me anytime time you want!! Even if it’s not requests! I just love talking to you guys💜💜💜💜

Excuse the mistakes please🙈

Requests are open💜

Scenario:BTS has a new comeback coming up! (Any comeback😂) and unfortunately the maknae of the group, Y/n, is overworking themself. And to add onto that not eating or sleeping properly.

Jin

Before

* He noticed how you weren’t eating with them as much

* But he wasn’t too worried because when he did see you eating, he thought you were eating a healthy amount

* So he just assumed you were eating more on your own or with other friends

* At least he hoped you were

* But he did notice you were putting a lot of extra time in dance practice

* This isn’t the first time you’ve done this prior to a comeback so he thought that you were still moderating yourself

* He didn’t want to be overbearing even if he does want to be overbearing at times

* So he let it go but still kept an eye on you

During

* That morning he woke you up and he saw that you were hesitant in a way to move and get up

* He just thought it was nerves and one sleepless night

* So he thought you would be ok

* And when you got to the venue he noticed how you were rubbing your right eye and kind of putting pressure on it

* He checked your eye to make sure you were ok and asked how you felt

* But you lied and said you were fine

* And he trusted you because you all had a big group discussion about not lying about how you felt physically and mentally

* So he trusted you

* When you all went up on stage he thought you looked a little off

* But he didn’t think too much about it

* And you were fine until you got off the stage

* He heard Jimin ask if you were ok and then like a groan come from you before you collapsed to the ground

* He ran over to you panicked

* He saw Jimin looking shocked and kind of standing there

* And he felt the same but knew he had to do something

* So he grabbed you and held you head in his lap

* He was afraid to move you too much because he wasn’t sure what happened or if you hit your head

* So he just held you in his lap and was murmuring calming words until medical attention arrived

After

* Once you were finally awake and cleared to go home he refused to leave you alone

* He was so worried about you

* He did scold you about getting enough rest and being healthy

* But he didn’t scold you too much...for now

* Because he didn’t want to put any extra stress on you

* Later he would have a serios talk about caring about yourself and telling the others when you are struggling

* He let you be dragged away by the maknaes for a cuddle pile

* And he decided to make you food that he watched you eat to make sure you had every bite

* And then made you go to sleep

* But everyone fell asleep together in the living room that night all cuddled together

* Which calmed him to know that everyone was ok

Yoongi

Before

* He noticed that you weren’t spending as much time with him in the studio

* A lot of times you go to him when you are stressed just to be with him

* So before comebacks you usually spend a fair amount of time near him

* And to be honest he missed being with you

* You help him with his stress too

* So he was worried about you and brought it up with Jin

* Jin mentioned that he noticed you weren’t eating with them as much, but he wasn’t completely concerned

* So yoongi calmed down and just promised to himself to keep an eye on you

During

* That morning he didn’t notice anything off with you

* So he didn’t think to keep an extra eye on you

* Especially because he was a little tired after staying up all night

* Mostly from nerves so. He just stayed in his studio

* Even onstage he didn’t notice anything wrong with you

* He wasn’t exactly keeping a close eye on you because he didn’t think anything was wrong

* When you got off stage and he hear your interaction with Jimin before you collapsed he immediately turned around and saw you fall

* He stood there for a moment just frozen until he saw Jin run up to you and gently guide you onto his lap

* Then he saw the staff rushing around to get you medical attention

* And he just stood there frozen in fear

* He didn’t know what to do with one of the people he loves most unconscious

After

* After he knew you were ok and you all got home he did cry

* Not in front of anyone because he didn’t want you to feel sad

* Or for anyone else to be sad for that matter

* But once he was done he joined the cuddle like that the maknaes had around you

* Everyone noticed his eyes were a little puffy but didn’t say anything

* Everyone just cuddled closer as a reassurance

* A few days later in the studio when you two were alone he did talk to you about being safer and why you shouldn’t over work yourself

* And you told him that he had to worry about his own health to

* Which he agreed and suggested that you both hold each other accountable for it

* And you agreed

* And that ended up with you two cuddling together while you fell asleep

Hoseok

Before

* He noticed the amount of time you spent in the practice room

* He’s also use to you spending more time in there but he just thinks you’re doing more this comeback than any other

* And he notices how you ask him to help you with the choreography a lot

* Like you’ve done it before, but he thinks you are looking for him to reassure you

* Which he gladly will do, especially because it gives him an excuse to make sure you aren’t over practicing

During

* That morning he didn’t really notice anything off

* He was going over the choreography in his head

* And making sure to give small pointers and reminders to his members

* But once you were all onstage he almost immediately noticed how you were a little slower than everyone else

* He wasn’t angry at all but he was worried

* He also noticed how you were shaking

* And he just did the choreography on autopilot because he was mostly watching you and thinking of what could be the cause of you looking so frail in that moment

* So he watched you closely the entire time and was so relived when you finally were able to get off the stage

* He was about to lead you to a seat right before you collapsed

* But once you did collapse he froze like everyone else for a moment

* But once he saw Jin move he ran to go get someone who could help

* He didn’t know exactly where he was going to go but he ran into some medical team and literally dragged them to you

After

* Once he knew you were ok he literally pulled you into a bear hug and told you to never scare him like that again

* He essentially banned you from the dance practice room for the next week

* Nothing you said wi ok d change his mind

* And honestly it wasn’t that bad because you got a lot of cuddles with all the free time you had in your hands

* He was ecstatic when he saw the cuddle pile and immediately joined in

* He made sure that you were asleep before he let himself fall asleep to make sure that you weren’t going to try to sneak out to the dance studio

* Not that he really thought you would after everything else today

* But he wanted to watch you a little closer

* At least for the foreseeable future

Namjoon

Before

* He prides himself on the fact that he pays close attention to all of his members

* So he did notice that there was something wrong with you

* But he had the comeback preparations and meetings to worry about too

* So he just told his hyungs about his concerns and tried to keep an eye on you

* He was a meetings so often that he didn’t notice what the others did as much

* So he just thought you were a little stressed which would be understandable

During

* He was talking to management for the better part of the day so he wasn’t with you most of the time

* So he didn’t really have a chance to realize something was off with you

* Even onstage he was too focused in making sure he got the choreography perfect

* He would catch a glimpse of you every now and then but he didn’t realize that you were a little slow or that you were shaking

* So once he heard you collapse he immediately called 911-but make it whatever the number would be in Korea 😂

* He knelt down beside you and grabbed your hand while you laid in Jins lap

* He felt so much fear because he didn’t even realize anything was wrong especially to that degree

After

* He felt so guilty

* He tries so hard to make sure everyone is ok but he feels like he failed you

* He apologized once you all got home

* And you of course hugged him and assured him that you were ok

* And that it’s not his responsibility to always make sure you were ok

* And he still felt a little guilty but he accepted what you said

* Once Jin brought food out for everyone he watched that you ate a good amount and drank enough too

* And afterwards in the cuddle pile he would wait just like Hoseok did to make sure you fell asleep

* Now at night he always goes to your room before he goes to bed to make sure you are asleep

* And when he goes to the bathroom at night he double checks on you

* If you are awake during any of his checks he cuddles you to sleep and stays with you that night

Jimin

Before

* He was a little guilty of doing the exact same thing as you

* Not nearly as bad as he did during the BST era but he didn’t notice you doing it too

* It’s not that he didn’t pay attention to you, but he just knew that you were always so calm and collected during stress that he thought you were doing ok

* And as the oldest of the maknae line he always tries his best to look out for the youngest three, but he’s still young himself

During

* That morning he noticed you kind of played with your breakfast but he thought it was nerves so he just rubbed your back in a way to calm you

* But once you were onstage he did notice that you weren’t doing the moves as powerful as you usually do

* So he was worried but again he just thought you were nervous and would calm down the longer you were onstage

* So once you got off stage and he was standing beside you he noticed you shaking

* So he asked if you were ok

* And you groaned and didn’t really focus on him bride your eyes rolled back and you fell

* He was so shocked he didn’t even try to catch you but then when he realized what was happening he reached for you a little

* Only once Jin moved to you and namjoon grabbed one of your hands did he grab the other

* He felt like crying but he kept it in for you

After

* He also felt guilty

* But he felt most of his guilt from not catching you when you originally collapsed

* He was just so taken aback he didn’t know what to do

* He apologized to and you immediately assured him that it’s not his fault and you were ok

* But he pulled you to the living room and called the rest of the maknaes and told them to collect all the blankets and pillows they could find

* And they once they did you all arranged them to be comfortable and cuddled together

* Once everyone ate and then returned to the living room he was happy when everyone settled down together to cuddle each other to sleep

Taehyung

Before

* He definitely noticed that you weren’t as happy and playful

* But everyone was always more subdued right before a comeback

* So he wasn’t too worried because even he was calmer

* So he would try and help you calm down and relax when he was around you

* Whether it be cuddling while watching a movie or a nap

* But when you two napped you would always be gone when he woke up

* Even if it was a really short twenty minute nap

* But he assumed you weren’t tired so he let it go

During

* He didn’t really notice anything was wrong with you

* Like he knew you weren’t as energetic but he thought you would be fine once you got up onto the stage

* He was another one that noticed you were a little behind but it wasn’t that noticeable

* So he thought you were ok and just getting use to the beat

* Once you guys were offstage he had to pee really bad so he had run off

* He didn’t notice that you had collapsed because he had left before it

* He had come back once the medical team was running towards you with Hoseok

* He ran over to you and started crying because he hated seeing you like that

After

* Once you all got home he grabbed a water bottle and filled it up before he gave it to you

* Periodically he would go refill it and make sure you that you were drinking water from it

* When he heard Jimin he’ll for him to grab pillows and blankets he was overjoyed

* He loved cuddling but cuddling you was always his favorite

* Once night hit and everyone was cuddling together he suggested making these a weekly thing

* Which some groaned at sarcastically (cough yoongi cough) but everyone agreed to it

* And so weekly a cuddle pile ensues where everyone talks about their week and their feelings

* A nice check in with all the members to make sure everyone is getting the support they need

Jungkook

Before

* He always like to take care of you because you are the only one younger than him

* But he also knows what it’s like to have overprotective hyungs breathing down his neck

* So he didn’t want to do that to you

* So he told namjoon that he was worried about you but namjoon just said that you were probably a little stressed

* And that did calm him down a little but he still kept an eye on you

During

* That morning he noticed you looked a little tired but he thought it was just from one sleepless night like Jin did

* So he wasn’t afraid

* Once you got to the venue he was going over choreography with Hoseok so he didn’t notice that you weren’t feeling great

* But he did notice you once you were onstage

* He saw you were shaking and that scared him to death

* He was ready to pull you offstage to make sure you were ok

* But luckily the music ended soon and you were all able to get off the stage

* He was behind you when you collapsed but he was too far behind to catch you

* So when he saw you go down he gasped and started to move towards you but Jin made it there first

* So he just stood above you behind Jimin

* And was looking for any sign that you were awake

* He was so relieved once the medical team made it to you

After

* He was so worried about you

* He would continuously ask if you were ok throughout the night and next week

* He just wanted you to be ok and to never see you in such a vulnerable position again

* He was also extremely happy that you would all be having a cuddle pile that night

* He did end up falling asleep before the food was made so when Jin woke him up he was a little reluctant to let you go but then he remembered what happened and forced you to the table to eat

* Afterwards when you all returned to the living room he started to him mikrokosmos to you for you to fall asleep

* And he just held you and watched you peacefully drift away

* He was just so relieved you were ok

* And determined to never let you do this again

BTS

Before

* They all know that comebacks are stressful so they put your behavior just to that

* It’s not that they didn’t care but that they didn’t want to smother you

* And they didn’t think it was that bad

During

* Once they saw you collapse they all were immediately worried

* You have passed out before but every time they get a horrible feeling in their stomach

* Because you are their baby

After

* They were all so relieved that you were ok

* Of course some scolding did happen but that to be excepted

* But most of it was coddling you for a while

* Because you were in a vulnerable position right now

* And the weekly deep talks/cuddle piles did make everyone feel closer together

* And helped to make sure nothing like passing out or starving happened nearly as often

* Of course people could slip into old bad habits but the members are always there to help them out and get them out of a rut

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One-shot I’m Sorry & Guilty Feelings

If you’re wondering this was a request from my Wattpad account so what I’m doing is posting it here. If you’re wondering, yes, I have a Wattpad account. These are both in the same timeline btw. Characters might be slight OOC

. . .

There weren't many times where Leif and Noi had gotten into arguments but when they did they weren't bad, neither were they violent either, it was always fights full of insults and empty threats; Leif wasn't allowed to kill anyone on the team mostly due to the fact that it was Prince Asch decision to not have him killed. This was one of the more recent fights on who could kill Ava, the prisoner they kept.

When they fought like this it was around the others, usually Rhys or Pierce, the ones who always broke up their fights like this except this time they were alone no one there o stop the fight before it got worse. The others were in their share of the apartment, the room they created to stay at, most likely having a discussion on what to do and how they would further there research on the human world or what to do next. The fight wasn't with magic but instead physical hits that pushed the other back along with insult that made the other's heart have a slight ache by how true some of them could be.

The fight followed them out of Ava's room and it got worse by the second, tension grew at a quick rate and so did the threats and insults too but before they knew it chaos unfolded into something that would cause a death in the group of demons. The words that cut even deeper than Leif could have ever imagined they could.

"Why do you keep trying to kill her? You know you can't do it know your the least powerful one here!"

"N-no I'm not! Stop saying things like that I'm powerful, just as powerful as you!"

"NO YOU AREN'T!" His voice was raised louder than usual. "Stop saying things like that, you can't do anything Noi, your the most useless demon here you not being here wouldn't change a single thing at all!"

"You useless disgrace of a demon, you should have died that day instead of having Prince Asch save you."

Noi's eye's widened as he backed up in response to what Leif said, tears already falling from his eyes; Leif grinned. "Just run away already! You're already useless enough with how much you put this group at risk with how bad you are at even being a soldier." Leif shouted maintaining a glare. Noi backed up and turned on his heels an ran, once he turned the corner Leif could hear his footsteps, the door open and slammed behind him. He was gone.

Leif let out a huff and crossed his arms. 'He ran away, how typical of someone as low level as him, people who run away from there problems are cowards.' Leif thought. He felt a hand on his shoulder and then a burning situation there, it was Prince Asch. "Leif, where's Noi?" He said it in a chillingly calm tone that amounted to terror in how angry he truly was. He jerked away rubbing his inflamed shoulder with a scowl on his face. "Why the hell would I know that?! Do you think I keep track of the kid or something like that." Leif said. "He's not that important anyway..." Leif muttered

Prince Asch crossed his arms and looked at him with a glare. "Don't you dare try and lie to me Leif, if you did something to him and he ends up dead you'll be dead as well."

Well, shi-

. . .

And so him, Prince Asch, Pierce, Rhys and also Ava who Prince Asch forced to come along searched out high and low for Noi, he had no luck in finding him, but his luck turned around when the guilt set in and he was sat alone on a park bench. "If you wanna find Noi, he'd on the bridge nearby I expect you to apologize to him." He looked up to see Pierce with a glare on his face, it was unusual that he would confront him like that, he never confronted anyone like that.

Pierce and Noi were close, kinda like brothers, if something upset the other the other one would find out what happened and make sure it didn't happen again. The weirdest thing was why was Noi on a bridge and why hadn't Pierce dealt with the situation, it was another thing he never understood, but that's how friendships work apparently. "And why are you so concerned about it, its none of your business!" Leif asked. Pierce shook his head and sighed. "It is when you hurt my friend Leif, I expect for you to apologize to him at the end of the day," Pierce said.

Leif rolled his eyes and got up with a huff. "Fine where's the bridge, I'll go and apologize to him, where is he?" Pierce pointed to where the bridge was, it was a while away but Leif could easily make it there in a matter of time. "There," Leif sighed. "I'm only doing this because Prince Asch wants him back on the team if he wasn't don't expect that I wouldn't have apologized if he wasn't." And on that note, Leif stormed off towards the bridge.

Leif could say he was a good liar, most people fell for them expect for Prince Asch and Pierce, they had been able to see through any lie he had told and he personally found it a little amazing that they could. So eventually he made it to the bridge and there he could see Noi sitting in the edge looking down at the water kicking his feet back and forth, another wave of guilt washed over him; this wasn't the Noi he knew, he wanted the old one back.

He walked up to him and sat next to him, silence spread across them and the tension grew thicker than before. "Hey Noi, how are you today?" Noi didn't answer back, Leif sighed, this would be more difficult than he thought. "Noi look I'm sorry that I said those things, you can probably forgive me right?" Leif asked. Noi stayed silent but the tension kept on growing until he finally gave his answer.

"I don't accept your apology after what you said Leif."

Leif huffed and stood up, muttering things under his breath, he kicked the rock, he slipped back on the rock and fell. He turned around so he'd catch the edge of the bridge, he looked to Noi, Noi looked back at him with a blank expression. "Noi, what the hell are you doing?! Help me, I'm gonna fall you, idiot!" Leif shouted Noi looked to him a shook his head. "What do you mean no?! Are you insane?! You can't let me die!" Noi didn't respond to him and left him there to hang on with his life.

'I'm a failure, after all that hard work, I'm sorry Prince Asch, my parents, gosh I've been falling for a long time, this is really gonna hurt.' Leif thought. A hand grabbed Leif's hand, Leif looked up; Noi. Leif grinned. "I knew you wouldn't let me die, your not like that Noi!" Leif said, Noi smiled at him. "I didn't say I wasn't going to let you die, I just want to be the cause of it."

Leif's eye widened as he felt his hand slip from Noi's grip. "W-what the hell are you doing Noi?! You can't kill me!" Leif shouted but Noi kept on letting his grip on Leif's hand slip second by second. "Apologize," Noi said.

Leif gripped at Noi's hand, clinging on it because his life was in his hands. "Noi- Noi... Don't let go, you can't do this, we'll both fall." Leif begged. Noi looked at him with an innocent smile, Leif looked down at the water in the bridge when he felt his hand slip, he looked back up to Noi with a pleading look.

"Noi... Please, don't do this... I'm sorry..."

"Apology unaccepted, I'll make sure to thank Pierce for his help in setting this up."

He let go of Leif's hand and Leif fell and fell until he fell into the water shock of pain ripping through his back by the impact. Leif couldn't name many situations where he panicked but this was one of them. He mistakenly left his mouth open and inhaled a bunch of water, it filled his mouth and until he closed it. He desperately tried to swim back up but his arms hurt too much to try. He kept on sinking and sinking into the darkness at the bottom of the water as he fell deeper into the water, he felt slightly numb.

And there he was, left for dead, left to drown by someone who was thought to be innocent, surprisingly not and also helped set up by a friend of his.

Everything was starting to be consumed by static until nothing was left. The voices screaming for him to wake up didn't wake him up, only made him fall deeper into sleep until there was nothing left.

. . .

Falling, falling, falling, that's all he was doing was falling into a deep dark inky void. He was in a relaxed space until something gripped at his chest and lunged him forwards into a light, he let out a scream as pain ripped through his entire body lunching him forward into the light.

His eyes opened and he started to cough up water the others by his side slowly backing away to give him some space. He was alive except when he looked around Noi wasn't there, but his partner in crime Pierce was. Why did he even bother coming if he planned this all along?

. . .

Ever since that day Leif constantly put the blame of his near-death onto Pierce and Noi, but no one listened. With no evidence there or to play at all nothing, he said was true until someone else came up to say something to defend him, someone who didn't lie.

"I'm telling you! They tried to kill me!-"

"No, they didn't! And if you keep on saying that I'll-"

"Leif is telling the truth, me and Noi tried to kill him, Noi pushed him off that bridge I helped!" Pierce blurted out a guilty look on his face. Everyone stared at him, the thing was Pierce didn't lie and even if he was Asch could tell, yet he couldn't object, but slowly but surely everything started to come together and Prince Asch was inraged that he had fallen for that lie for so long. "And why the hell didn't you say anything sooner? You two tried to kill Leif, what the hell is wrong with you two?!" Pierce sighed, he had too much to explain.

"Because there are times when I don't know what to do or say but only listen to what I'm told to do because I have no choice because I'm only meant to listen to those in charge. Leif..." Leif slightly backed away. "Do you remember what I told you that day when you said killing would be easier?" Pierce asked looking towards the boy.

"Death isn't always the solution to everything along with insults. Eventually, they'll come back to hurt you in the future from those you least expect. Those things are the same things our enemies do and if we do the same we're no different from them, we only destroy our kingdom and make things worse."

Leif nodded his breath caught in his throat, he wasn't able to say a thing. "Hearing what you constantly told Noi all at once with no warning made me think you were always like this, it had blurred my decision and Noi suggested that we bring it all to an end, make the team better by getting rid of you altogether so he wouldn't have to suffer anymore. He convinced me that your death was the right option no matter how many times I objected otherwise." Pierce informed.

"I knew it wasn't right to kill you, that it wasn't something I should have done even so I did what I always instructed to do since I was a kid and did what he said without thinking it over and pretended that it never happened. I was told that those who deserved to die stayed dead forever and when I heard you survived after everything that Noi told me..." He looked away, a look of shame on his face.

"I was shocked, I thought if I was able to stop you everything would get better for the team, and seeing how worse things have become because we both did tried to do that... I can't take it anymore." Pierce admitted, everyone but Leif starred at him wide-eyed but even then Leif was a little shocked too.

The whole confession of what happened being confessed on someone who was assisting in it, especially when he was the one who helped the group, the one meant to guard Prince Asch was the one who helped with it. Someone who was never moved by anything, never shoved any emotions but known for having great judgment thought that his death was something that was meant to happen. His judgment on who was in charge and what happened previously, on things he was taught as a child and on pure persuasion of the situation, lied to by his own friend.

But even with that said the explanation still wasn't finished.

"I don't know what to say for what I did, I just listened. I didn't feel like we could have fun with everyone if you kept saying things like that, so I did what Noi said since he was the leader of the situation and what the leader say's is the only thing that matters, it's the only thing I'm supposed to do, listen to the one in charge... But..." Tears started to gather in his eyes only to quickly fall from them. "I still felt even worse after I did it, I wanted you back, I felt guilty for what I did and I'm glad I did so I could tell you the truth even if I promised Noi not to tell," Pierce informed.

"That's why I wanted to tell you all even if I can't properly gather my thoughts so that I won't feel so guilty and will have to suffer for what I did, to have fun with everyone again even if I don't deserve that in the end." He looked away eye's full of pain, a dull glaze over them still trying to conceal the emotions he felt; he let out a sob. "I let this team down and the only thing I can think about doing to help is not telling you all sit by and suffer while I know what's going on." He let out a few more sobs feeling the judgmental stares of the others tear down the walls he had put up.

'He's been carrying this with him the whole time, worrying about it, and thinking about it. Feeling guilty about it... Not actually wanting me dead.' Leif thought.

Pierce tried to wipe away the tears from his eyes but they just kept on falling down no matter how hard he tried to wipe them away. Footsteps stomped towards him and he felt something tightly grip at his neck squeezing it where the air was a hard thing to access especially with the sobs that kept on escaping from his lips limiting the amount of air he could intake. It was Prince Asch who used his left hand to grab him by his neck.

"Why didn't you tell us until now?! We could have solved this by now if you told us earlier!" Prince Asch shouted, the tears on his face falling down at a quicker pace, anxiety building up at a quicker pace than he expected, Pierce opened his mouth and tried to answer back but nothing came out. Tension quickly spread through the air like fire the frigid air on a winter night, Prince Asch held his arm out fire coming from his palm and extending to grow at a larger size, one that could cover someone's face if wanted to.

"Don't make this harder than it already is Pierce, say something anything before I break your neck for not answering me." Prince Asch demanded tightening his grip on his neck, Pierce didn't bother to try and push him away, if this is what he got for betraying his team then he'd suffer through it. He closed his eye's and waited for the snap of his neck.

But it never came only the lack of air clouding his mind and making his body numb. The hand left his throat and he stumbled back hitting part of the couch but sliding to sit on the ground, he opened one of his eyes to see Rhys standing between them and Leif holding Asch back by holding one of his arms Ava doing the same knowing the consequences well. The next thing he knew he kept on spacing in and out until the next thing he knew it was just him and Rhys left in the room, Ava and Leif present in the background. He was being interrogated.

"Why did you do that? Why did you try to kill him, Pierce, you don't do things like that?" The question stung. Why did he try to kill him, why did he listen, why did it matter so much to him now, why did it hurt so much now?

"He convinced me to, I didn't want to but he wouldn't listen but I did it anyway. I'm so, sorry, I don't want to lose this team." More tears, why was he crying so much? Demons don't cry, they don't show weakness.

"We don't want to lose you too, you just need to talk to me, and not apologize."

"Noi..."

"Yes, what did he do?"

"He's been planning it for so long, trying to get me to help him for so long and he finally got me to join him. I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner."

"He's... He's been what?"

"He's been planning this for the past months, I thought it was a joke but he's serious and he got me into to."

Rhys sighed. "Thank you for telling me, I'll tell Prince Asch what you told me along with your behavior, you can't leave just yet, this house will become your prison until he decides whether or not you'll live or not." Pierce nodded and Rhys walked away to go inform Prince Asch.

A day later they set out on a hunt to find Noi only for it to result unsuccessful, not even Pierce knowing where he went, Pierce stayed with the team but kept his distance from them knowing fully well what would happen if he tried to get close again.