#also my therapist is going on holiday for 6wks im .
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#literally no one fucking cares but i gotta document Everything like im a school kid sue me .#abyway. caught him fucking wayching n smiling at me and i Faltered.#not Sure how to React n i nust Faltered like a Fool.#as in i stumbled into my friend vc Oh and rhen . stopped smiling a lil#only to hide my face in my fucking hair and stare at the pool tabls like .#ew . blushed like a Fool i Hate It Here.#anyway. atp i dont wanna kill him i wanna k**s him instead and thats Now Bad.#im tetering on a sangerous piint that Isnt going tocend well 4 me at all.#also my therapist is going on holiday for 6wks im .#i gotta habdke that . its in july so i have Some Time tocmentally prep and figure out .#my other outlet .#bc like . i can figure shit out and write it out . all i fucking want . but i am a Yapper and talk therapy is the Best thing for me#n shes literally my only support system in this . and im Rlly goping by the time shes . gone#all of what im Worried abt bottling up wont matter so mych bc things will be Different . but#anyway i gotta bonk myswlf in the head i gotta stop thinking abt him .
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