#also it's really hard to tell if something is infested if they've only just started laying eggs in it

[ooklet]

my villain origin story is pantry moths

[dausy]

I am reporting to you from my desktop computer. I got scared for a moment I wasnt going to be able to get her to turn on. It was not behaving. I thought maybe the movers killed her too. Oh lord, so much of our stuff got damaged this time round. But she's here and she's working.

This is my first tumblr blog in my new house. I've been updating twitter daily. I know everybody has done like abandoned twitter (again) but I accidentally packed my daily journal and I needed to have info for when I back-update it. Also, being displaced it was hard to keep up with 18 social medias. So I just picked one and ignored the others. I know my mom reads these too but its hard to blog when in somebody elses house, when they're right there and you can like..talk to them..I dont know its weird and distracting and I couldnt do it.

I start my orientation for my new job on monday. I've felt kinda lung-gunky today which has me worried I might be getting sick but I can't tell if I'm just paranoid or if its a real feeling. I've been feeling on and off that way anyway the past couple weeks but I wasn't sure if it was the air in this city or what. But yeah, I'd prefer not to get sick. I don't know how to make up an orientation when they've been waiting for me to get to TN since beginning october.

but the move was ok. We left El Paso, stopped outside Houston for the night, woke up and visited my grandpa (who I havent seen in years and my husbands never met) outside Houston. It was only a bit of a treacherous drive with traffic and hurricane rain. We then left and drove to MS to visit my husbands Uncle who hosted us for the night and then the next day got to my moms which is where we've been camping at.

We had a horrible time house hunting. We found a gorgeous house that I'd probably 100% buy something just like it but then that rental agency essentially wasted our time and we had to start all over again with the hunt. We ended up finding a new build townhome. Could very much so be a scam. Who knows. I guessed we'd be looking at a 2200/mo rent and I'd essentially guessed correctly. I really wanted to keep it at like 1900 which is about my spouses military BAH but apparently 1900 these days gets you a bug infested peepee house.

But we are moved in. I finished unpacking pretty much all the boxes but we have to throw them out still. I do have some collectables in boxes that Im not even going to bother with right now. We plan to start hunting for a house to buy after we've been here 6-9mo. So no point.

it is a bit cramped in this new space. I'm still not really sure how to set up doing art again. I need to find a new groove, organize this house and I need to get a few paychecks and make it through Christmas.

theres more, but this is long enough for now. See you guys in the morning.