#also im like.. specifically talking about sentiment in regards to person- telling someone i like their craft? easyy peasy

[frootertooter]

MTMTE early Ratchet and early Ultra Magnus just like me fr fr bc im allergic to saying or receiving any form of sentiment- Gotta take like a whole 30 minutes of panicked pondering in front of a corkboard before responding,,, Doesn't mean I don't like it, I'll just archive it somewhere in my head forever and think about it on bad days before blue screening and shutting down for 2-3 business days

[angrylizardjacket]

people change {Vince Neil}

@champagneandspice asked: hey! I adore your writing!!! could u please do a one shot but in the form of an article ? you’d be writing it as if you worked for people magazine or something like that. could u pls write ab the “speculated rumors” ab vince and I dating are true?? u could insert pictures or whatever u like. thank u <3

A/N: 2065 words. I love!! This style!! Of Writing!! also probably not what you were asking for, but i had fun and i hope you do too. i really sort of like this world/reader persona i’ve built?? i even added a few pictures for effect lmao. hope it’s enjoyable. i don’t usually do tags for one-shots but @cosmicsskies and @crazylittlethingcalledobsession asked and im too giddy to refuse.

WHAT THE F*** DO YOU THINK? - Mötley Crüe singer Vince Neil and Joan Jett & The Blackhearts newest guitarist Y/N Y/L/N spotted getting cosy after Crüe’s Atlanta show last Saturday? Does this hint at a collaboration between two bands, or is this more personal than professional? [Read more on Page 10...]

“What the f*** do you think?”

If you’re a woman working in or around the rock and roll music scene in the past half a decade, you’ve probably heard these words, or some variation of them, if you’ve come within a ten foot radius of the glam metal juggernauts Mötley Crüe; Nikki Sixx, Tommy Lee, Mick Mars, and their blonde, boyish singer Vince Neil. They’re crass by reputation, however this is unsurprisingly true to life, though if you were interested in reading an expose regarding the number of gigs they’ve done while high, or how many hotel rooms they’ve set fire to, there’s innumerable gossip rags and magazines covering those particular scandals, including at least two Rolling Stone articles in the past two years, and we’re not here to retell old stories. 

When attending their concert in Atlanta last week, which I highly recommend; if given the opportunity, and you enjoy their music, see Mötley Crüe live, they give an almost unparalleled live performance, in my humble opinion as a music journalist of almost a decade, I was fortunately privy to the moment that sparked debate and controversy within the rock music gossip sphere. After the show, while I was made to wait at the stage door, their manager Doc Mcghee was kind enough to invite me to the afterparty. There, at the stage door, restless fans were held at bay, young men in black leather pants, emulating their idols, young women in barely anything at all, there to catch attention and garner the same invitation that I had received, and when the band themselves appear, it’s as if the gates of Hell had opened; the screaming I heard, ladies and gentleman.

First through the doors is Mars, already looking like he needs a shot or a nap, and he dodges more than one bra thrown his way, giving me a longsuffering look as he passes. To be that exhausted by fame is on a level I can’t even begin to comprehend. He’s on the tour bus which will take us to the hotel bar for drinks almost before anyone else is even out of the building.

Next comes what the fans have affectionately dubbed ‘The Terror Twins’, Sixx and Lee, both carrying a beer each, followed by several very pretty women who head to the bus whilst the musicians take the time to say high to their fans, signing various body parts and generally taking the time to interact with the more hardcore of their following who were waiting in the cold night air. They’re enough of a distraction that one might have missed the final band member, Vince Neil, laying uncharacteristically low, and who had actually been preceded by a surprising figure; Y/N Y/L/N, the most recent addition to Joan Jett & The Blackhearts as their rhythm guitarist. 

And this, dear readers, is the moment I decide to write the first gossip piece of my life.

As someone who regularly set fire to the copies of Hollywood Star my then-housemate had been getting delivered to our apartment back when I first began my journalistic career, the idea of writing an article based on speculation about the sexual conduct of celebrities was an idea I rejected out of hand. I’d told myself I had integrity. 

But then my proto-punk loving heart betrayed me, as I recalled Y/L/N’s lyrics from my favourite song of her’s, Sucker Punch, ‘speculate / scream my name / my heart, my love, baby it’s a game / they call me heartless, fancy-free / as if anyone’s meant something to a girl like me’. Y/L/N has been credited as the sole writer for the single, under her band at the time, Nuclear Patricide, who had garnered a cult following that has been credited as an idol for Joan Jett herself. After the Nuclear Patricide’s split in early ‘83, it’s been relative radio silence from the writer and lead guitarist until Joan Jett & The Blackhearts announce her as their newest addition, and she’s been with them for almost two years since.

[ID: Stills from Nuclear Patricide’s music video for Sucker Punch, 1980, known for the appearance of then-break out star Jamie Lee-Curtis. Editor’s Note: Y/L/N did not appear in the music video herself.]

So, upon seeing Y/L/N trying to keep a low profile whilst exiting a gig she clearly was not playing at, without any of her own bandmates to keep her company, I must confess I began to wonder, to speculate about the nature of her relationship with Mötley Crüe. She’s adamantly and publicly denounced romantic relationships in her work and in her public appearances up until her split from her original band, so has anything changed in the past few years?

Back at the hotel, I find myself weaving in amongst groupies and fanboys. My dark jeans and leather jacket act as a camouflage in this den of debauchery; I’ve worn professional clothing to this kind of thing before, and it usually doesn’t go over well; if the band sees a reporter there’s a sense of immediate hostility in what’s meant to be a safe space, relatively speaking, however, I’ve found that blending in, and making it clear I’m not on the offensive makes them drop their guard enough that they’ll give an honest interview. 

At least until a pretty girl walks past.

Neil and Y/L/N are nowhere to be spotted as I finally take a seat with a table that has neither cocaine nor a woman on it, and once I’ve ordered a drink and looked over my notes, someone actually joins me of their own accord. It’s Tommy Lee, who, to my surprise, recognises me from the last time Crüe had played in town. 

He talks about the tour, about how exciting it’s been and how he loves Atlanta, but he’s losing focus very quickly, not surprisingly since his name is being called by other tables every few moments, and there’s a faint dusting of telltale white powder around his nose. He promises ‘see you ‘round’ [sic] and then he’s off again. However, it’s as he leaves that I spot Y/N coming from a room by the back of the bar, and I make my move.

Mars has, as I’ve been told, already retired for the night, Lee is up to his eyes in cocaine, Sixx already has his dick out under his table judging by the look of him, and Neil is surprisingly MIA, so Y/L/N is easy to spot as the odd one out.

Not nearly as f***ed up or strung out as the rest of them, I watch her order a jack and coke, and down the drink mere moments after receiving it, before she turns to me. It takes her barely a second before she correctly identifies me as a reporter. I ask if she remembers meeting me, back in ‘82, she says no, but that she can pick a reporter from a mile away. 

People still fawn over her, pretty girls and pretty boys alike, her aloofness drawing them in, and I’d forgotten how overwhelming it was to be this close to her. She kicks a fanboy and a groupie who are messily groping each other out of a booth and we take their seats.

This is meant to be about Mötley Crüe, and I try to tell her as such, but she just gives me a thin smile.

“Then why did you come find me?”

And she gives me that stare, you know, the one from the cover of Nuclear Patricide’s final album, Treason Is A Girl’s Best Friend. It’s that piercing stare of hers that makes you feel like she knows everything you’ve ever done wrong in your life. 

I ask about her relationship with Mötley Crüe, and to my relief she looks away.

She’s candid about admitting she’s travelling with them, but not touring, right up until I ask her about her relationship with each member of the band specifically.

“Mick’s fun; he’s very talented and easily riled up. They’re all very talented of course, but Mick’s dynamic, [because] of his age and everything, is interesting within the group [sic] and I enjoy watching it all play out. He’s smacked Tommy a few times.” I’m assured that nine times out of ten he deserved it. 

She’s filled with glowing praise for both Sixx and Lee in turn, and even Doc Mcghee, but Neil she is oddly silent about. He’s the first of the band she’d met; he’d seen her play a few times with The Blackhearts and has admitted to enjoying her work in previous interviews when she’s been brought up, as the pair have been spotted together before. Well, she’s been spotted with the band before. Here is where she starts, to my surprise, to get antsy. So the rumours, which I had thought to be incredibly false given her history and general attitude, have more basis than she likes to let on.

And then she gets defensive.

He’s like cocaine; everyone’s doing him, it’s just the industry; no-one’s going to judge her for a fling. She does not appear to take comfort in the sentiment.

“People change.”

I ask her what she means. She refuses to clarify and leaves. Perhaps I pushed too far, but now I feel like a detective, and like I only have one more person I need to talk to. But perhaps I should have eased myself into talking about Y/L/N to Vince himself, but I’ll have to admit, between Y/L/N leaving and finding Neil, I may have done a bit of socialising with Sixx, which I recommend recreationally, and also if you have a high tolerance for most things.

“I don’t think we’re any of your f***ing business.” 

Neil does not mess around, and apparently she’d already spoken to him about our earlier meeting. I leave it be, spend the night enjoying the festivities with Sixx and Lee when I can, leaving just before the sun comes up. 

Some of you may be thinking this is dissatisfying, that you came into this article wanting me to confirm or dismiss the speculated relationship between Vince Neil and Y/N Y/L/N, but I can’t. Neither of them would speak to me, and I can only leave you with a list of things I saw that night, and you can make up your own mind.

- The room Y/L/N had exited from when I first spotted her is the same room Neil left less than five minutes later as we were talking. I went to investigate later; it’s a supply closet.

- After my encounter with Neil, and I’d stayed clear of them, whenever I would spot either of them, the other was almost always within arm’s reach. Make of that what you will.

- He definitely did a line of coke off her thigh at about three in the morning.

- I asked both Sixx and Lee about it. Lee’s response was ‘loud’ with something akin to a knowing smirk, and Sixx’s was ‘he’s a lucky bastard’ and when I ask him to clarify he just says ‘flexible’ and climbs to the next booth over where they’ve been asking him to do a line; I’m not even sure what to make of it, but personally I think it’s pretty damning.

- Readers, they were all over each other, I apologise for throwing my professionalism out the window for a moment, but if I’m being honest I couldn’t look to a secluded corner of the room without there being a 40% chance of seeing Vince and Y/N. It got worse as the night went on. Believe me.

So, while I don’t believe there is set to be a collaboration between Joan Jett and Mötley Crüe, I do come baring good news for those fans who had been speculating regarding Y/L/N’s relationship with the hair metal band’s lead singer. So are they together? Are they dating? Though neither party will publicly state anything, I’ll leave you with my thoughts, my observations, and the oft spoke words of the man himself;

What the f*** do you think?

[redandfranticfeelings]

an autistic analysis, lyric by lyric, of ‘i love play rehearsal’

ive been hyperfixating over bmc for the last month and i keep thinking about how autistic the main characters are and christine is so very very very autistic coded to me. so i decided im just going to straight up deconstruct the lyrics of her signature song in the context of her being autistic (and also having adhd, but my experience is mostly in autism)

this is very very rambley and based more on personal experience than research, so i doubt itll be interesting to anybody but me, but i just want to talk about christine, the autistic queen

I love play rehearsal Because its the best! Because it is fun. I love play rehearsal and I get depressed as soon as its done.

it goes without saying that chrstine’s special interest is theater right? the way she treats it as the “highlight of [her] life” and then switches into this song after acting completely awkward and disinterested in jeremy outside of the context of him being engaged in her special interest.

But not depressed as in like kill yourself depressed No, im not into self-harm Dude, I swear, here check my arm!

overexplaining in a way that reads very much like speaking before she thinks, even though bringing up self harm in casual conversation with someone you barely talk to is not exactly proper etiquette. i think this is also an adhd trait? going faster than your own brain. that’s basically this whole song.

See, I just use the word to emphasise a point, Show the passion I have got I am passionate a lot. I have mad, gigantic feelings, Red and frantic feelings, About most everything Like gun control, like spring,

a lot of people assume autistic people are typically emotionless but it’s also very easy for us to get caught up in emotional issues especially when it comes to stuff we love, and it catches us off guard. christine being hyperempathetic is implied later in the show when she has that awful survivors’ guilt over making fun of rich and jake, and it also plays into her being so socially conscious as well.

Like if I’m living up to all I’m meant to be.

being an high school junior is really rough bc of all the decisions that have to be made regarding college and your future as an independent adult, and being autistic just makes it worse bc it can easily lead to burnout to deal with so much at once, if you even can comprehend these things much at all (i had no idea what to do, lol). i doubted my ability to grow up and succeed constantly because i had no idea who to talk to and what questions to ask and how to present myself. that’s something that a lot of people worry about, but having social delays makes it way more of a pressing issue than it is for neurotypicals, i feel.

I also have a touch of ADD. Where was I? Oh, right!

self explanatory and very canon. adhd and autism can be diagnosed simultaneously nowadays and the symptoms overlap a lot, btw.

I love play rehearsal, Cause’ you are equiped with direction and text, Life is easy in rehearsal, You follow a script so you know what comes next. Anywho the point that I’m getting to is sometimes life can’t work out in the way It works out in the play

this part screams autistic culture to me. unpredictability is scary because social situations don’t always go smoothly like in fiction! this is why social scripting is a popular therapy tactic for autistic children- you have to manually study social situations like a script. theater is something meant to be memorized and recited until you’re able to process it and manufacture emotion, but honestly for autistic kids, life feels a lot like that sometimes. remember how miserable she got when one of her favorite plays had the script changed without her permission to make a whole new story she doesn’t know? of course that’s just upsetting on its own, but in the context of her knowing theater so well and being fully prepared for one story only to be forced to learn a new one? ouch.

christine is never shown as comfortable outside her element- she hides in a book during “more than survive” and shrinks into nothing at the party. it’s a recurring theme that she has no idea exactly who she is, struggles with her identity outside of theater, and despite not really caring about how people see her, she does care about her own ability. socializing makes her feel awkward, especially when something totally unexpected happens like jake or jeremy asking her out. if she doesn’t have a plan or routine or, well, a script, then she can’t trust herself to go forward.

Like the only time I get to be the center of attention, Is when I’m Juliet or Blanche DuBois

as an autistic theater kid, i just really do relate to being clueless and dumb in real life but being able to totally thrive on the stage, because you can channel the energy that is usually misplaced in real life social interactions, and transfer it through dialogue and song and dance that someone else laid out nicely for you.

and can I mention? That was really one of my best roles, Did you see that?

an epic combination of letting your mind wander easily without caring about making sense to the person you’re speaking to, and taking every opportunity to infodump. in a lot of productions she even mimics her blanche voice just for fun. jeremy tries to respond here but she doesn’t care because she’s in her own brain where everything only really seems to make sense to her.

And no matter how hard I try, It’s impossible to narrow down the many reasons why, I love play rehearsal. I happiness cry whenever it starts!

if she isn’t being hyperbolic then this plays into my ‘so much emotion it’s hard to control’ thing detailed a bit above. either way, big special interest mood.

It’s just so universal Getting to try playing so many parts. Most humans do one thing for all of their lives, The thought of that gives me hives! I’ve got so many interests I wanna pursue,

it’s a lot easier to lose yourself and connect to your special interest than focus on your very complex, very overwhelming real life issues. escaping into fiction and being able to play in a variety of social situations as a totally different person, yay theater!

in general i just like the idea of christine struggling to visualize who she is and thinking about a lot of hypothetical but being unable to choose which one is most desirable or plausible. idk if that’s autistic or just a fun character trait lol. i know jumping from interest to interest is an adhd thing though.

this little passage is good for at least showing that christine distinguishes herself from ‘most humans’ in a way that isn’t so much ‘not like other girls’ but like ‘life is so much more confusing to me than it seems to be to others’ (which the show proposes isn’t exactly true and is the same closed-mindedness that jeremy has, though christine realizes it sooner; however; the sentiment rings true in that christine, as a neurodiverse young woman, has a lot more hoops to jump through than a neurotypical classmate.)

And why am I telling this to you? Guess there’s a part of me that wants to.

jeremy is also very autistic coded in my eyes, but that’s a separate post. i just like them being drawn to each other through that sort of kinship. also if you interpret her as having an unrealized requited crush on him…well, i think for a lot of us, romantic love is easy to confuse with friend love, if even that, because the specifics of emotions are a mess to unravel. (which also explains her confusion on her relationship with jake)

oh and right after this, she starts squawking just because she had the impulse to do so. vocal stimming, much?

Back to play rehearsal, My brain is like ‘bzzz’ My heart is like 'wow’

my brain is always like bzzz honestly lol. this is generally a pretty good way to describe being hyperfocused.

Because we’re here at play rehearsal, and it’s starting, We’re starting, It’s starting, Sooo-ooon.

it’s been confirmed as a deliberate decision that christine’s songs never end on a rhyme, except when she’s squipped and it isn’t ‘really’ her, because she subverts everyone’s expectations, including jeremy’s. i feel that could make for a nice simplified metaphor for autism, right?

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❥Intro

Hello, all! My name is Midnight!

I am 21 years old!

I’m white, bi, cis, & go by she/her ! coffee-addict ☕️

This is my fandom side blog! 18+ ONLY.

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❥FAQ

Do You Take Requests?

No! Sometimes people send in random thoughts and imagines and what not and I’d sometimes write a story for it, but nope I don’t do requests!

Do You Write Dark Content?

Not really! Once in a blue moon!! I’ve written yandere themes a few times I believe, possessiveness.. ehem blood. In general, this is not a dark content blog! I will tag dark content as #tw. dark content

What Type Of Nsfw Writer Are You?

Generally I’m a switch-type nsfw writer haha.. I can write a character as a dom and then write them as sub, maybe even a switch. I generally gravitate towards writing characters as doms, but I do have a few sub character fics lolol Usually things dont get too extreme, I’m pretty fond of lovey dovey intenseness. Always check the warnings on n/sfw fics before reading!

What Type Of ‘Reader’ Do You Write For?

Nothing specific! Reader is always going to be AFAB (assigned female at birth aka coochie), and I’ve just recently started using that label since I found out what it meant lol. I don’t usually involve gender, but if I do, I’ll definitely be sure to mention it by using “x Fem! Reader” instead of “x AFAB! Reader” Typically the only thing I mention about reader is eye color and sometimes hair color. I want (Y/N) to be a blank canvas! (: Reader is probably either going to be shy or confident lmao depends

Can I Message You Whenever?

Yeah of course! Whether it be through an ask or a dm, y’all can always talk to me! I may write shit but I am still a person you can talk to🥺💜 Be crazy, be sentimental, be you! I’m a pretty non-judgemental person, so no worries! I just can’t promise to be active enough to be someone nice to talk to haha.. I also don’t respond to ageless blogs^^

Opinions On Discourse?

I have strong opinions on a lot of things, but I dont usually mingle much with discourse! I like to keep this place as a safe haven of sorts- if I can lmao. Sometimes I might get involved with things, most of the time I won’t. Either way, All hate will be deleted- usually. lolol So if you ask a controversial question, I will delete it. (:

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Do not interact if you..

are a minor

are racist, homophobic, ableist, sexist, etc.

dislike the aging up of characters (I age some up)

———> Izuku, Shouto, and Wednesday Addams are all aged up in fics unless stated otherwise

harass people over fictional content

———> ex: calling all proshippers p3d0’s, telling people to k*ll themselves over fictional ships and content. That’s weird lmao.

want to bring drama to the table. Ik theres a lot of drama in nsfw spaces and I don’t want that here.. so basically, dni if you’re just going to send controversial asks — i’m here to destress

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[hazuukashi]

I’m gonna go ahead and answer this here, because apparently posting an askbox reply with 18,000 characters in it breaks Tumblr and doesn’t let me post my response to the anon...

Mmm... I figured this did deserve an answer regardless who it was sent by, so I’ll at least give you that. Under the cut if you please~

I guess the first thing I’ll point out is there’s no need for an excuse as to ‘why I’ve disappeared for a week’. It really shouldn’t matter what I’ve been doin’ with my time, don’tcha think? But, actually. I haven’t gone far. I have been on Junpei and here, especially in IMs just like I’ve always been. Pretty sure people could vouch for that anyway.

Actually, I’ve been addicted to a couple new games, one of which I briefly posted about a couple days ago called Onmyoji. Not that it’s important to explain what game I’ve been playing, but eh, might as well have transparency when possible yeah?

That aside, and addressing the, I suppose you could say, meat of your anon here, truth be told, I haven’t actually read the entire thing so I don’t really know what entirely was said. I’ll try my best to address it though.

I do know there’s quite a bit of lying going on in what people have come to me about and it’s really interesting to see what people are thinking about the whole thing. I know I’ve been asked if I really spam people with ‘30+ messages’ which, my answer is no. It’s never been that much. I do type a lot and have a bunch of messages. Sometimes I say hi to people I genuinely like once a day because that’s the type of person I am! That’s not something that I personally find problematic, but maybe others found it as such. Actually, I’m fairly certain a part of this whole thing is because of that. It’s not that I don’t necessarily understand, but rather that I talk a lot, I’m very social and messages DON’T bother me. If I send one, it’s not that I’m expecting a reply right away but rather if you see it, reply to it. The only ones that I’ll send often are ones where I’m like good morning good afternoon night etc. It’s polite for me to do so, and I have genuinely no problems myself. I think a large part of that though then becomes ‘well you should know that people don’t want to talk to you so often’, to which I’d argue that... Y’know, I’m not expecting them to IMMEDIATELY talk to me. I message them because I like them? I wanna know about their day? Invasive? Perhaps to some, on a case by case basis but I wouldn’t say shit to others that I wouldn’t want said to me. Like, I have genuinely no issues with someone messaging me frequently and if I’m busy I’ll tell ‘em that I’ll reply in a little. It’s absolutely a difference of comfort zones and I get that. I’d apologize in that regard if people feel like they’re pressured to talk to me or if I talk too much? Of course I understand the sentiment. I’m not exactly great with respecting the BOUNDARY of some people if they’re purposely ignoring me for example though. I’ll still say yo or whatever and I don’t expect a message back until they outright say stop.

I’ve also been told, and this was a funny thing from a previous incident involving privatulo and friends that I ‘blog stalk’ and like to ‘stalk IPs’. Wellllll yes and no. See, I don’t stalk blogs. I’m frankly not even sure what that’s supposed to mean. I am aware of people who post about me though, and I’ll openly admit it’s usually because a friend tells me something and I ask them who it is so I can look for myself. If that’s a crime, then I apologize. As to the IP stalking, well, actually yes. I do do that. I’ve never exactly hidden the fact that I have an IP tracker on my blogs. Statcounter to be precise. And I’m well aware that many blogs also have statcounter so I’m not entirely sure why having it up alone on my blog is problematic. What I actually use my statcounter for is to track who sends anons and who visits my blog from outside links. For example, if you link my blog in a google doc and click on that link, I’ll know you went from a google doc to my blog. Same with Discord. I won’t know your identity, and honestly, nor do I really care about it in most circumstances. Where the ‘stalking’ comes in is when, for example, a certain individual thinks they’re sneaky and sends anon hate but forgets that they’re a partner of mine. There was a recent incident with a certain ex-friend of mine in the same group of people as above that got caught sending anon hate to me. How did I find out? They visited my ask link to my blog, statcounter caught the location of their IP and told me that they were in fact a partner of mine (as one of their visits was from their own /followers link that only THEY could access while on their blog when clicking their followers for example). It’s not exactly stalking, moreso putting two and two together. They of course admitted to it and that was that.

As far as this situation with a certain other mun that has actually been extremely aggressive towards myself, I’m not apologetic and won’t be. I’ve made it very clear that I’m not gonna get along with ‘the minor’ that people keep saying I ‘abused’, aside from the one that got caught for sending anon hate. I’ll go ahead and say that this particular individual (not the anon hate one) and I have had multiple discussions and I did apologize that they had to find out that Miles and I vented to each other about their behavior. But honestly? I’m not apologetic for saying what I felt at the time. Not only were they trashing the way that a certain group was run, they were cocky, full of themselves, and beyond aggressive. And even after this post came out, they eventually proceeded to actually tag me in a post, which I liked not as a sign of hostility but rather that I’ve read it since I was tagged. This individual claimed they were ‘the best DR oc’ in the community, continued to trash on a group and salted for not being allowed in, and when I said it was disgusting behavior to Miles, that was leaked as an act of hostility and spite. And not only that, but I didn’t even know that was happening until the user rushed into my IMs going “YOU! YOU’RE GOING TO EXPLAIN TO ME RIGHT NOW” etc. etc. on a blog where I didn’t even know it was them. Yeah... Honestly, I don’t exactly feel apologetic enough on this one. Hate me if you want, but I genuinely don’t think my feelings were out of line here. Like I’m sorry you had to be exposed to private salt, sure. That was never going to be spread to a ton of different people.  And I was also alerted to the fact that they had drawn NSFW art, by three different people, Miles included had said this. And I’m thinking, well lemme see. Sure enough, there was enough NSFW images that made me go: Well this is interesting and not okay considering I had been told they were around 16-17 of age and not of the local legal age to do so. However, the funny part is, it wasn’t actually me that spread it around. There were maybe two people (I’m thinking actually one) that wasn’t in the group when it was mentioned. Did I spread shit about this user? Mmm, no. You wanna know why? Because the group that it was talked about in all saw it thanks to a certain person that’s been called out as well. I’m sure some people remember Jael. They showed us, about all TWENTY or so of us I might add, the screenshots in the private Discord group showing their salty behavior and the potential NSFW drawings were discussed later. So let’s get the facts straight there at least. I’m not going to say I like the user, and I do think they did things wrong. I’m sorry that word got out there as much as it did, as they have claimed in a few posts I’ve seen, but otherwise... I’m genuinely not sorry for saying that I felt like the claims that they drew NSFW art in general as a minor and acted the way they did was considered by myself as ‘toxic’ behavior, because... Well..? I think that’s completely fair to say it was by the group’s standards.

I think that’s mostly what I have to address from what I’ve been talked to about. I will say a few more things though. The first is this: The concept of me ‘using people for information’ isn’t new. These rumors started ever since the Sonny drama from long ago. Those are largely true. I did indeed use Sonny and a couple others (I’m not name dropping them this time) for information, and I did indeed once say, and I quote: “I’m not here to make friends as a primary objective”. Which, in fact, I wasn’t. This was my stance pre-summer last year, but of course things have indeed changed to the point where I would say it’s now the reverse, and some people don’t seem to understand that. I do actually like making friends on here, and that’s one of my main objectives. To address the anon, I’ve... Literally been in IMs talking to people more than posting because I genuinely like talking to people here and on Discord. I love it! As a friend of certain people, I absolutely believe that if someone that I’m NOT friends with is talking shit about a friend of mine, I’m going to tell them. Maybe that’s a bad attitude to have, but I have went to bat on numerous occasions for not only individuals that I love and cherish on here and have really formed bonds with them on an OOC level, but also for groups of people that have been attacked as a collective, and yeah, of course nobody’s asked me to do this, but I want to. I feel like it’s necessary for me to see the truth of the matter.

In regards to this issue, I haven’t spoken about one specific thing: Two of the people involved. I’m actually quite well aware of their feelings as I’ve stated. They’ve made it very clear. One thing I will point out is that a message was indeed sent to them in an attempt for them to read a document that contained the feelings of a few people (not many mind you, but more than just me I’ll admit)  both in IM and in their ask box OFF anon. Supposedly this wasn’t sent to them, although Tumblr had indeed told me it was. I don’t think I was blocked, at least Tumblr didn’t say I was, but perhaps I was? Or Tumblr fucked up again. Of course the link still exists with its original creation date too as further proof that this was the intended route.

In regards to my post on Junpei, no, it wasn’t actually a callout. The purpose, albeit misunderstood understandably so, was rather because I had received a few asks and IMs and even a couple discord messages going ‘what is going on Dustin’. My logic was as such: If things are being spread to others that I haven’t ever talked to before about the issue, how was it being spread? Well, I’m not even sure about the answer to this day, though I have my guesses, and honestly, the post was a last resort dumping of ‘this is what’s happening if you want an answer’.

And this is where I’d say yeah, I absolutely fucked up. There’s quite a few things that happened here. Of course people assumed it was a callout. The way it was written was attacking King, at least in tone, and there technically wasn’t a need to ever make anything public, and although it had been believed that the google document had ‘gone ignored and they continued to spread the drama privately through IMs’ and Tumblr, I presume, fucked up the chances of resolving it privately easily, the end result was rushed and made public unnecessarily. I’ll absolutely apologize for that. I’m not apologizing for the feelings from myself in the post, as that was absolutely a factor. They were proven to have talked to others all under the assumption that I ‘was immediately going to write a public callout’, which... Yeah, I mean I’ve done three times before on this blog... It’s completely reasonable to think that especially from what was said to Anna? But nah, that was never going to be the situation. Involving others into the public post for any reason (again, not naming names, but they know who they are considering they were removed from the post upon request because it wasn’t ever saying they were a bad person but simply addressing an issue they had with being put in my rules) is problematic and I did issue an apology, and an offer to at least say so privately to them which I believe they respectfully and understandably declined.

Back to the anon, have I ignored the callout? For the most part, I would say so. Whatever’s on there is truly what people feel and that’s acceptable for them to think that. Have I done things wrong? Hm. I believe so, but I wouldn’t go so far as to say maltreatment with intent, at least not lately. There’s one individual that I believe you’re referring to in particular to the ‘maltreatment’ at the very least, to which I’ll say, honestly? No. I didn’t. Having a panic attack at work and telling them that I’m not going to talk to them while they’re at work was an act of caring, despite others perhaps not thinking so. I know if I was at work, I would be fired for being on my phone for any amount of time, and stressing about it in the moment or having an argument that could be lengthy isn’t the way to go. I would rather talk about it AFTER work ended, and at least I thought that would be a reasonable solution to the issue until they could spend some time talking to me. Using their screenshots perhaps wasn’t the way to go about it in the end, but there’s much more that needs to be considered here. I’d like to point out that this individual was absolutely all for talking it over with King from the get-go, even explaining that they’d want me to bring them into investigation work more often since we were ‘both justice arcana’ supposedly. The issue I presented to them was that this issue couldn’t be talked about publicly NOR privately without King knowing that they had told me they had said these things in reference to me since... I mean... It’s really not hard to keep track of who you say what to. If I told someone a very specific sentence, it wouldn’t be hard to look into my IMs and find out who I told it to and figure out their identity... I told them that King would probably not like that and MOST likely hate them for sharing their conversation. There’s no maltreatment here. Perhaps not understanding their sense of comfort etc. though. I mean, the only time they had mentioned not wanting to be involved, they outright said so and I told them the following: If it’s discussed about, chances are he would still know, but regardless, I would try my best not to involve them and honestly? I told them numerous times that they didn’t have to do anything and it was fine. Because it was. It’s blunt but they genuinely didn’t have to do anything. They made their point clear. The only time their screenshots were eventually used was when they themselves blocked me, told King that they had talked about them to me and ‘possibly made it worse for King’ and called it quits. At that point, yeah, I have no allegiances to them and I was going to use their screenshots since they already just told King that shit happened? Actually, the callout in question here ended up being the private document that I already explained before.

With that outta the way, do I intend to ‘apologize’? Well, I mean yeah. Despite what’s been said, I do think of myself as MOSTLY reasonable, with the exception of when people attack me or my friends. I’ve always said I’m never the first to do anything but if you attack me or come for me I will bite back, and I think that’s a fair, albeit aggressive motto to live by here. I’ve already been reasonable and mentioned that one person’s mention in my Junpei post wasn’t hostile towards them but addressing a complaint they had. They’re... Genuinely not a bad person? And I told a friend of theirs to tell them that. I’m not sure what exactly was relayed, but I held up my end of the request by removing their name and paragraph and changing the tags appropriately to better match the intent of the post. I offered to say anything they wanted me to in regards to my intentions, addressing concerns and apologizing for things if there’s things that need apologizing for. In my opinion, there are, of course. And some have been highlighted in this post. Some mistakes were made, some information was misconstrued both on my end and others’, but I can apologize for some of the information on my side and actions that came from it. I genuinely don’t have ill will towards most people on this matter, because I mean... When you think about it, I had even told two different people involved that this was a private issue at first. A ‘callout’ is used for those that are insanely toxic, think, y’know, suicide baiting, extreme racism, se.xualization of minors etc. etc. This mainly spawned from talking behind backs, namedropping privately and a difference of opinion, at least my first actions and words were. That’s not exactly callout material; Trust me, I’d know. So no, I don’t think I have ill will towards anybody really that was involved, and of course I’ll gladly talk to people that want to know more; even those individuals involved. I’m not gonna sit around and pray or force myself to talk to them and ‘try to be one big happy family’ or whatever, but anybody that knows me decently knows that I’m usually pretty big on bluntness and transparency. Anything about my intentions, feelings, thoughts, actions, whatever. Yeah, I’ll gladly mention ‘em to whoever wants to know if they’re involved. Hell, they can bring a mediator if they want to or have a group of friends with them in a private chat; It’s their right and it’s fair so why not, yeah?

Now THAT’S about everything I’d hafta say on the matter in regards to the anon. TL;DR: Sure, whoever wants more information or an apology if warranted, yeah, I’m reasonable enough to talk it out and accept whatever the end result is? I don’t exactly ‘hide’ from things like this anyway. 

[mondartmusen]

softly slides in that dank do share and ollies out

Send in ‘Do Share’, and I’ll tell you something I’d like to write with you | {Accepting}

under the cut!

things i want to write with bre??? did you mean everything and anything???but that’s not very specific like i said, so I guess ill actually give you ideas now.

so, idea no. 1-The King and son do a heart-to-heart. Artoria might not be Arthur’s original Dad, but she’d still recognize him as a child of hers, just as he recognizes her as a version of his Father. Artoria has a lot of regrets about…everything regarding her kids. The May Day tragedy isn’t canon to (my) Artoria, but her regrets and the anguish and pain she feels in regards to how she (and other hers) dealt with her out-of-wedlock children in the past might as well be the same. The human part of her that she denied when she was King desperately wants to make up for the pain that came from her lack of being able to be their Father. Of course, Artoria pins the suffering of everyone who served and lived under her rule on herself- But her children she feels an even greater sense of responsibility towards. They’re her blood, her descendants, and, even if she couldn’t have been their Father in Camelot…She’d have wanted their happiness. Naturally, that sentiment holds very much true for Arthur. As uncertain as she is about her right to act as his parent, and how restrained she is in her interactions with other people and for all that she doubts she could even be a proper parental figure, Artoria both very much has a desire to connect with him, and feels that it’s something that Arthur is owed and deserves.I swear I’m going to a more specific idea with all these vague ramblings, though. Essentially, I’d really just love to have Artoria try and properly Dad Arthur, and probably fail at it a lot, because she really wants to do it right- But also she doesn’t know how, and doesn’t trust herself on account of Mordred, and thinks that she’s just likely to end up hurting him without understanding that holding back would really just hurt more. She keeps trying, messing up because of her fear and her unwillingness to be sincere- And then, finally, she takes the risk that she’s always hesitant to take, and is honest. She’s honest, and says what she thinks and feels- That, she doesn’t think herself capable or worthy as a Father, that she’s afraid of failing him…And admit to him, then, that despite all that, Artoria wants to be the Father to Arthur that he didn’t get to have, And to hug him. I want her to hug him.

There were some other thoughts I had that are less obvious- Particularly that it’d be really cute if Gudako ended up forming surrogate familial relationships with some servants.Elias really came to mind, because A) they’ve got really similar personalities, both being kind of ditzy and naive, while secretly harboring significant amounts of self-doubt, B) I thought Gudako could end up reminding him of Kardiez. I mean, they wear their hair similarly and have really sweet and forgiving personalities- I thought that Elias could basically end up getting to be the big brother figure she (technically has but didn’t really get to spend time with) never had when she was younger, and that Gudako could basically try and get Elias to recognize his own value as a person, and try and make him see that Kardiez wouldn’t have wanted him to blame himself for her dying, that she’d want him to keep living even when she couldn’t. maybe even do some re-incarnation implications because i’m trash for that kind of thing-Second here, I’d also been thinking that it’d probably be super sweet if Urien ended up being like an over-protective dad or uncle figure. Roman and Da Vinci (and Memelin), Gudako doesn’t really have any kind of positive adult figures in her life- She doesn’t really know what it’s like to be worried about or to have someone be genuinely concerned about her wellbeing. Meanwhile, Urien is the like, king of anxiety and worrying, so I can totally imagine him being like “what the heck is this tiny child doing on all these dangerous missions smh someone here needs to be a RESPONSIBLE ADULT, and not that im really capable of anything but i have to be better than literally NO ONE”. Also, I’d been thinking about the fact they both think they’re useless and incapable but Gudako would actually totally admire Urien’s smarts (especially because she thinks she’s an idiot) and strategic ability, and would also actually love to hear all about that wonderful cat son of his because really she just wants to be friends with all her servants and know all about them- Meanwhile, I thought Urien might be reminded of Yvaine, because Gudako’s like “no i definitely really like you and look up to you and think youre cool??” and he’s just “why tho i don’t get it”, and she’s also stubborn and optimistic and relies on him for some reason, so he feels compelled not to let her down and stuff and hghghgh I’m rambling.

lastly, for a less sweet and heartwarming and probably serious (dun dun dun) thread thought I’d had, I thought it might honestly be really fun for Galahad and Claudas to…talk? Argue? Trade really sharp verbal barbs? Something to that nature, I don’t know exactly how I’d put it- But I really love testing Galahad’s patience and good nature and that forgiving part of them, and putting it up against -Him. There He Is. That Motherfucker. What a Tool.- Claudas would be a really fun. They’re determined not to hate anyone, not to curse anyone- But, then there’s the guy who killed their grand-uncle and traumatized and kind of ruined their cousins’ lives, calling himself Bors’ and Lyonell’s father, and being completely unrepentant and even prideful of the fact- Honestly, I love tormenting my cinnamon roll Grail Knight, and there’s not very many more people more suited to do just that than Claudas.

there’s honestly a bunch more ideas i had but i didnt want to take a million years answering this so hopefully three’s enough for now

[comicteaparty]

April 8th-April 14th, 2019 CTP Archive

The archive for the Comic Tea Party week long chat that occurred from April 8th, 2019 to April 14th, 2019.  The chat focused on Radio Silence by Vanessa Stefaniuk.

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RebelVampire

COMIC TEA PARTY- WEEK LONG BOOK CLUB START!

Hello and welcome everyone to Comic Tea Party’s Week Long Book Club~! This week we’ll be focusing on Radio Silence by Vanessa Stefaniuk~! (http://www.radiosilencecomic.com/)

You are free to read and comment about the comic all week at your own pace, so stop on by whenever it suits your schedule! Remember, though, that while we allow constructive criticism, our focus is to have fun and appreciate the comic. Below you will find four questions to get you started on the discussion. However, a new question will be posted and pinned everyday (between 12:01AM and 6AM PDT), so keep checking back for more! You have until April 14th to tell us all your wonderful thoughts! With that established, let’s get going on the reading and the chatting!

QUESTION 1. What has been your favorite scene in the comic so far? What specifically did you like about it?

QUESTION 2. What do you think happened in Wren’s past to make her the way she is? How does this also tie in to what happened between her and Conibear? Will she ultimately overcome these issues? If so, how do you think it’ll happen?

€heshire777

My favorite so far is Shy's expression when Wren grabbed his arm on the bus.

€heshire777

I don't have the link handy, sorry

€heshire777

Radio Silence should totaly do a jam with noosehead

RebelVampire

QUESTION 3. At the moment, who is your favorite character? What about that character earns them this favor?

QUESTION 4. Do you think Matt is hiding something from the group given his video call at one point? If so, what is he hiding, and what’s stopping him from saying anything to the group? What does the person he was talking to have to do with it?

starkfield

1) I love Brent's worry going into overdrive when Colbie and Shy get left behind and the bus is looking for him, worried that even an old lady walking her dog is in desperate need of help...it's such a great character moment as you realize how much he notices/is always mentally juggling

RebelVampire

1) my favorite scene this read through is probably the scene where wren and shy finally talk. i appreciate how natural everything felt, yet at the same time felt like a concentrated efffort on wren's part to finally get shy to talk to her. brent also kind of set up some expectations about whether theyd get along or not, so it was some good immediate payoff to seeing that yup, he right. 2) I think it's pretty clear Wren was an abusive relationship before she met the band. Who with it's hard to say. It could be a boyfriend but given her age id also believe it was her father. But regardless i think for all of wren's confidence that she has a lot of self esteem issues that shes trying to get over and it doesnt help when ppl like conibear are around her reinforcing her worst fears. i think shell overcome them, but i kind of think she needs to get a therapist if she doesnt already have one. which, theyre on the road a lot, so i dont get the impression she does have one.

3) Probably Shy because I find Shy the most relateable. Also I like shy because i kind of feel like he has the most potential for growth. Not to say the other characters arent growing or have issues to deal with, but i feel shy kind of starts on the lowest rung of the ladder. So when he grows and changes, like how he finally learns to talk to Wren, its really noticeable and really satisfying. Like watching your baby grow up. 4) for the life of me i cant fathom what matt is hiding. at first youd assume the obvious: that he wants to go solo. but that doesnt seem likely given other things hes said. and youd also think hed have said something by now if that was the case. though i feel like hes avoiding the subject because he feels like the others, especially colbie, would take it as a betrayal. as for the person he was talking to, who i believe is his cousin, i think shes just involved in the sense that he needed to tell someone. so he told her cause she cant exactly go spilling the beans to the band for him

RebelVampire

QUESTION 5. What has been your favorite illustration in the comic so far? What specifically about it do you like?

QUESTION 6. Given the focus on communication and relationships, what was your favorite moment where the challenge relationships present was on display? Overall, what do you think we can learn about the two from the comic?

RebelVampire

5) I've always really love this top panel with the Brandenburg Gate http://www.radiosilencecomic.com/comic/174 Cause man, there is so much attention to detail in the panel. Not just for the architecture, but all the little activities of the people too. It really feels like a hot tourist spot. Not to mention I love the angle used cause it really gives an impression of granduer and scale. 6) i really liked the recent one between matt and shy where shy was upset matt had treated him like a kid when dealing with samantha. at first i was kind of was more on the other character's page where i didnt really get what shy's deal was considering samantha had been the awful one. but then when shy was forced to communicate his feelings, it just really struck me as an "omg this makes sense." but i somehow feel this reaction i had was 100% what communication and relationships are all about. because sometimes we dont understand how we hurt others, and sometimes we forget that ppl arent mind readers. so for me, it was a moment where communication really was at the heart of it and it showed that without communication, relationships really just dont work that well. which this last sentiment i think is the take away from the entire comic. communication is key, because if we dont make others understand, we cant expect others to just magically know.

RebelVampire

QUESTION 7. Which characters do you enjoy seeing interact the most? What about their dynamic interests you?

QUESTION 8. Why do you think Liz took a chance on the band? What happened between her and Pandora, and how might this come up again given the past history Radio Silence has with the Sirens?

RebelVampire

QUESTION 9. What sorts of art or story details have you noticed in the way the comic is crafted that you think deserves attention?

QUESTION 10. Overall, how do you feel Shy will continue to grow and change over the course of the story? What role do you think Wren will have to play in his future?

RebelVampire

7) im really torn between saying shy and wren or shy and brent. so ill say both. cause i super enjoy watching how shy and wren come to get along even though their personalities are so opposite. like opposite in the way i never know what to expect when theyre interacting, so that makes each interaction exciting. but i also like shy and brent just cause of how mother hen brent is with shy. and honestly, theyre just super adorable when theyre together. 8) I'm going to be boring and say I think Liz took a chance on them for the exact reasons she said: she liked their sound and thought they had potential. though probably not shown i imagine once she met them, she saw their chemistry and charisma and thought "perfect." as for what happened between her and Pandora, i really think it might have had to do with the sirens. Either something before like Liz was supposed to help Pandora and Pandora betrayed her. Or it could be after the Conibear incident and Liz told Pandora to step up and doing something. and Pandora was like "lol nope" and Liz was like "how dare" but i do think pandora will be vindictive and use the sirens to irritate liz. and everyone will be sad

9) one of my variety details i think deserves more attention is how great the comic is at throwing in languages to kind of show everyone's ethnicity and add character to them through that. like how wren and shy both swear in different languages. or wren's extremely heavy accent that's really spot on for what it would sound like. i think it really helps bring the world together and emphasize the setting as well. because youd expect a british rock band to have more opportunities for different languages and stuff like that just due to how connected europe kind of is in general. overall though, just an endearing detail to me. 10) I think Shy still has to grow and stop being so, well, shy. Like even the recent incident with Matt kind of shows that hes n ot the best communicator. and i think thats something well see continue to change and hell voice his opinion and communicate his feelings more and more. and i think wren will definitely help with that cause she is more than willing to remind him ppl cant read his mind and he has to say the things for ppl to know the things.

RebelVampire

QUESTION 11. What do you think are this particular comic’s strengths? What do you think makes this comic unique? Please elaborate.

QUESTION 12. As a band, do you feel that Radio Silence will continue to be successful and grow their popularity? Or, do you feel they will crash and burn? What challenges will the band continue to face in regards to either path?

RebelVampire

QUESTION 13. What are you most looking forward to in the comic? Also, do you have any final thoughts to share overall?

QUESTION 14. What do you think is the story with Colbie and his family? Why do you think Colbie’s dad is trying so hard to contact him? How might this affect Colbie’s place in the band?

RebelVampire

11) I think this comic's strength is realism. Like this feels like an actual band that might exist and how theyd actually go about their actual daily lives. Even between the social media stuff, it just has this really endearing authenticity that helps draw you in to the drama and slice-of-life stuff. 12) I think theyll continue to grow, but i kind of feel that its their personal relationships that are gonna be the biggest obstacle to their growth. Cause I mean you have wren is keeps bottling up her past and no way that isnt going to blow up some day. You got Matt keeping secrets. You got Colbie's family issues. And then I kind of even think there might be issues with Brent cause i think theres gonna come a point where Brent has to pick between family and the band or something like that. And all these are gonna bring about drama and test everyone's dedication to staying cause love of music and fans can only take you so far

RebelVampire

13) i am most looking forward to things about wren getting revealed. cause i feel like the time is drawing near where well at least get an answer or two, and im interested to see what sort of depths this adds for her character. 14) I get the impression that Colbie's mom and dad might have divorced maybe and then she died. or maybe no divorce. i just assume divorce cause it sounded like she had money to give colbie which wouldnt work as smoothly if the mom and dad had shared accounts. granted i guess i also assume death too just from how colbie phrases buying gifts and stuff to matt. as for colbie's dad, well, probably typical rich dad. didnt have time for his son, son goes off to do his own thing, dad is like wait a second get back here. as for why hes trying to contact colbie? I mean i could assume the typical get back home here? but then maybe his dad is just angry cause colbie hasnt called him. and like will suggest colbie comes back out of vengence for colbie cutting him out of his life. i dont think itll have much effect tho outside of everyone else finding it a big deal while colbie doesnt really want to talk about it.

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Homestuck Liveblog #171

UPDATE 171: Like Punching Your Own Face

Last time Roxy had managed to create the matriorb out of thin air, and Dave and Dirk were finally having a much-needed conversation, Dave unloading everything he had in his head regarding Bro’s way of raising him. It was raw and made me sympathize a lot with Dave, but it’s not over yet. Let’s continue.

The first thing I read in this update is Dirk apologizing. Huh. It wasn’t your fault, Dirk, Dave simply had the bad luck of being raised by a sucky version of you. Then again, as it was pointed to me: Dirk himself admitted long ago that he has no business raising anyone. He’s not wrong, if this was the result. Roxy didn’t do a stellar job, but she wasn’t a complete disaster – the ocean-sized gap that’s the lack of communication between the Lalondes was the problem. All in all, maybe not having to raise them by themselves would have helped.

DAVE: you had a completely different life full of like  DAVE: different choices and actions and stuff 

He’s not wrong about that, environment shapes people a lot. I wonder how alternate Dave would have raised Dirk if there wasn’t the slight problem of Dirk being a few centuries in the future...and also if alternate Dave hadn’t been killed. That can’t have been of help either.

Dirk continues feeling responsible of what Bro did, saying he needs to take responsibility for all the splinters that are him. It’s hard to understand, a bit. I honestly can’t even start saying how complicated it is to feel like that – but somehow I have the feeling that a lot of people in the world would feel responsible for what their alternates do. I don’t know if I would.

DIRK: I've felt...  DIRK: Haunted by them.  DIRK: And what that really means is, I'm perpetually haunted by my own bad qualities. 

You literally made glasses that are filled with some of your own bad qualities, Dirk. You kinda brought that one to yourself, just saying.

Dave appreciates Dirk’s apologies, even though it feels weird to hear it from someone that isn’t the Bro he knew, which in turn makes Dirk confess that he isn’t even happy with his relationships with his peers – especially with Jake. Well yeah, no surprise there, everything is still a fresh wound. It was just a day ago or so that Jake was telling to other people that he felt suffocated. Who knows, maybe in the future that’ll change! Don’t give up, Dirk.

It’s nice to see that Dave and Dirk are trying to give support to each other despite the trouble they have to connect. It’s clumsy, it’s distant, but they’re trying. It’s more akin to pulling teeth than a heartfelt conversation, buuuuuuut it’s the best the Striders can do.

DAVE: you dont actually seem like a bad person to me though  DIRK: No?  DAVE: nah  DIRK: Why not?  DIRK: We did just meet, after all.  DAVE: because  DAVE: i dunno if truly bad people wrestle so much with whether theyre good or bad 

Dirk is not a bad person. He can be extremely difficult to deal with, but he’s not bad. I’m sure hearing it from Dave will make it resonate more than if he had heard it from anyone else, even if everyone else would be more energetic about telling him that he’s a good person. Dirk isn’t even accepting it from Dave at face value, although he is grateful about it. Everyone else idolized him, after all.

DIRK: She meant well, but was so enamored of me, and seemingly everything I did.  DIRK: Which I think was the last thing I needed.  DIRK: To be idolized in some form by other people I respected.  DIRK: I had enough of that feeling coming from within, particularly when I was younger. 

No wonder Bro ended like that. I really don’t think anyone dared to tell him about his flaws. I suppose that maybe this could be interpreted as a sign that Bro respected Dave, but I’m not going to think that’s correct. That relationship was pretty messed up, after all.

Dave sounds genuinely floored to hear everything his alternate self did in Dirk’s universe, including killing clown presidents and somehow managing to make a million Statues of Liberty. I’m still wrapping my head around that one. Could that have been how things would have gone if the world hadn’t ended horribly? Hm...no. The movies and all were a way to give the Condesce a sucker punch, no Condesce means those concrete movies wouldn’t exist. It’s hard to say what would have happened. Maybe Dave really would have gone into the fields that study dead stuff.

Dirk tried to follow Dave’s perceived good traits. Golly, Dave must have never seen that coming.

DIRK: You get to apply all that potential you showed in one reality to something much bigger and more existentially critical.  DIRK: Whatever strength you showed in trying to save a dying planet, the fact is, I think we need that more here.  DIRK: And the trials inherent in being a part of something like this, I think they bring more out of you than a relatively pedestrian life on Earth would. Make you face more things about yourself. At least, that's been true for me. 

Oh hey, I just realized that this alternate Dave pretty much did everything that’s expected of the Dave we know: fight, resist, and pretty much be a cornerstone of the rebellion against the Condesce. He’s everything Dave doesn’t think he can be. Think about that, Dave.

DIRK: I hope it doesn't come off as overly sentimental garbage, but it seems to me like you turned out to be a really good dude.  DIRK: Like, really, a better sort of dude I ever imagined talking to when I pictured meeting the legendary guy I idolized.  DIRK: I pictured him as probably being "too cool" to be the type of guy you are.  DIRK: But you know what, fuck being too cool for that.

Congratulations, you pretty much punched Dave’s hopes from when he was thirteen years old. It’s for the better. Somehow hearing that Dave is not the “cool” person Dave had once hoped Bro would see him as catches him off-guard. Here we go! This’ll be the turning point for Dave, won’t be it? Things are going to change for him – hopefully! Dave certainly had the big character arc in Homestuck, even if he says people don’t have arcs.

And here we go!

DAVE: its really fucked up of me  DAVE: what im presently doing  DAVE: so  DAVE: sorry about that  DIRK: Oh, y-  DIRK: Yeah.  DIRK: Man.  DIRK: This is some fucked up shit alright.  DAVE: i know

This is much more than I expected. Of all things that could happen, a hug wasn’t even close to the top of the list. This is actually a pretty sweet moment, I’m glad it actually happened. Part of me was sure Hussie wouldn’t show them talking, but he did. I’m glad I was proven wrong about it.

So! There’s only one conversation left before things may kick into overdrive straight towards the last part of Homestuck! Roxy is going to meet Kanaya, surely to give her the matriorb. Things are winding down everywhere else, it won’t be long now!

Roxy appears from the skies with a ‘heeeeeey’ and repeats it a few more times, preparing the surprise by telling her to guess what she brought. I can guarantee that the matriorb is not going to be a guess here, hah!

KANAYA: Is It The Thing Behind Your Back  ROXY: yup but u gotta be more specific  KANAYA: Is It A Little Piece Of Paper That Says Hey On It  ROXY: hahahahaha no but that would be SO FUNNY! 

I won’t lie, I wouldn’t have been surprised if it hadn’t been that. Wish you had thought about it before. Maybe there’s still time to write “I.O.U one (1) matriorb” on any random rock and give it to her...or maybe that’d be cruel. Shrug.

Not wasting any more time, Roxy presents the matriorb, much to Kanaya’s astonishment. She’s so surprised she can barely express her surprise while Roxy tries to explain in vague terms. Look at that, Kanaya has tears in her eyes! It must be hard to describe, the feeling of hope in seeing the way the troll race is going to be resurrected. Keep it away from the Condesce and everything should be fine.

Nobody would have thought that the way to revive the trolls would just be given to her like this, but she can’t complain. There’s a lot of work to do, the mother larva isn’t going to raise itself. There’s a life of duty and work ahead of her.

Where’s Karkaroni, asks Roxy? “Meditating”. With his face deep into the dirt. You’re so lucky you’re telling this to someone Roxy doesn’t know very well, nobody else would believe such answer.

Roxy gets into her role of Rose’s mother and tries to know Kanaya better, asking about the meteor tri, where everybody formed small groups and only convened like twice of three times. It wasn’t the social jamboree Roxy imagined. Could have been worse, Roxy. It was worse once. At least now everyone is more or less getting along and Kanaya is aware she needs Karkaroni’s help so trolls aren’t like in Alternia.

...having doubts about fighting? Well I can understand Kanaya would want to protect the matriorb and that she believes her skills are not as good as everyone else’s, but if the Condesce isn’t defeated that matriorb will only be good as a paperweight. Roxy points all that and tries to give Kanaya encouragement about her skills. Well not many things can beat a chainsaw in power. That’s all enough to convince Kanaya to go with her and prepare for the fight.

Now that all the dialogue options are over, the point of view returns to the dream bubble where Vriska has gone to harass herself. Yeah, don’t ask me why she’s bothering to do this.

Okay, I read one page and I’m already feeling a bit sick. I don’t know how Hussie is doing this, managing to make me dislike Vriska after I spent most of her appearances liking her. In just a few hundred pages he’s managing to make me not want to read her anymore. It’s going to be difficult to write something that isn’t constant grumbling. Well, there’s one thing...

VRISKA: Remem8er when you used to care a8out that sort of thing?  VRISKA: No, o8viously not.  VRISKA: All you care a8out now is 8ullshit hipstery fashion trends, feeling "happy", and... whatever the fuck it is you're doing here?  VRISKA: Frolicking with some horses in an ugly field or some shit. VRISKA: Just a8solutely disgraceful.  VRISKA: How could I have 8ecome so selfish??  VRISKA: You do know this is selfish, right?  VRISKA: This isn't having some fucking "epiphany" or like "growing as a person" or whatever self-serving spin you might 8e putting on what's happening here.  VRISKA: It's just plain narcissism, the worst kind you're capa8le of. A total renunci8tion of any responsi8ility for contri8uting to the gr8ter good.  VRISKA: And it makes me FUCKING SICK. 

...I have no words. Yeah, looking for personal happiness is selfish, but there’s nothing wrong with being reasonably selfish. I just...I can’t say anything about this that isn’t some sort of circular argument that in the end isn’t worth typing here. I just can’t say anything.

VRISKA: Contrary to your lazy fakey "happy" shit, I've ACTUALLY GROWN AS A PERSON.  VRISKA: What do you think of THAT, you frivolous, dithering 8ITCH???????? 

Like hell you did!

Just...agh.

Looks like the dead Vriska wasn’t wrong, the horses really is a bad omen for her. Meenah is leaving her and going with the Vriska that is alive. At least Meenah has the decency to be conflicted about what she’s feeling and all, but damn, what a way to punch someone that’s already down, Hussie.

Meenah likes dead Vriska a lot, and she admits it, but she’s bored of having an idyllic life with dead Vriska. She wants to fight Lord English and here’s the chance to do it. Dead Vriska may have changed, but Meenah is the same than before, and that one isn’t content with sitting on the sidelines. That’s why she’s leaving – more or less.

I feel bad for dead Vriska. It’s almost hard to believe that the end for the character I knew for so long is this – or at least this seems like the end. It feels...weird. I feel really bad for her. I wish this hadn’t gone for this. Heck, Meenah deciding to go fight Lord English would have been understandable. I just wish this whole thing hadn’t needed to happen.

Hm. I think I should be stopping here for now.

Next update: next time

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the wanky hanky panky psychological profile of Erwin Smissu this isn’t all of it, but at this point, it’s so long and ive gone off on tangents of so many things that it’s easier to just post it. if people are actually concerned and have questions, you’re totally welcome to ask. ill probably update this periodically and try to clean it up.

im gonna preface this with some things. first off, i do not headcanon erwin as a full fledged sociopath / to have a fully diagnosable aspd ( antisocial personality disorder ). he shows traits and factors, and i will always try to specify that. secondly, most of my points and such should not !! be taken as any aspect of professional or anything. this has very much been experimentation. my own research and my own understanding, small experiences, a great deal of forums and sites galore, and general self-education. i disclaim this because i’m sure there’s going to be factors which might not be accurate or etc. but i will do my best ! third, i would also like to say that im going to do a bit of defining based off of large factors that define the disorder and sorta branch off --------- i know no diagnosis is perfect. following perfect to the definitions in textbooks isn’t realistic, and i can tell you that his responses will always depend on situations and etc. so yeah, just cuz im following specific bullet points, i don’t want it to seem like im locking him into it. i just want to hit on prominent factors that are known to be present in people who have aspd, and also just to point out things he’s done in the canon manga / anime that reflect some of those things.

also probably gonna touch up on some ptsd. cuz lbr, who doesn’t fucking have that in the snk world. it’ll be interwoven.

alright, so here we go. i wanna start with a pretty prominent factor that follows with aspd: general understanding deficiencies and an inability to really flow with them Societal Norms like all the other kids. my own headcanon is erwin grew up as a pretty lonely kid. liked to befriend animals, specifically dogs --------- loyal to a fault, quick to obey and all that sort. erwin admits in chapter 51 of the manga that he was called a creep often ( it depends on the translation, but the gist no matter what page is that he’s a fuckin weirdy ). but it extends more than just the probability he was a secluded kid.

everyone knows erwin’s father was killed because of erwin’s big mouth ( beginning from here to pg 16 ). even after his father’s death, erwin continued talking about his father’s theories, despite the fact the government practically warned his ass with that shit ( source ). he proceeds to admit he stopped telling people, but im going to stop here just to point out how long it took him --------- erwin didn’t stop talking about the very material that’s banned. he still never quite took that he shouldn’t talk about that stuff in public ears. it took him years to finally shut his trap --------- and even then, it was to prevent people from realizing his own selfish gain.

also here’s a quick toss-up of some ptsd possibilities. check this page out. erwin looking up into the face of a titan as it devours one of his friends, a memory he’s recalling clearly. and at such a young age, still with his round cheeks --------- before puberty, presumably. the guy’s seen shit from a young age. while it certainly seems to affect him far less obviously than some of the others, i would absolutely consider it likely has its hold on him. i won’t go to into where i think it may or why etc, by this is just a little note.

so now let’s talk about a little beauty called self-worth and power hunger. narcissism is a big trend, though it isn’t actually a factor of aspd. it can be, but it’s kinda misconstrued that it definitely is. from the research i’ve looked into and direct words from those better versed in it than i am, it’s not. i will say, however, i think erwin has a very heavy sense of self-worth, and a sort of self-centered thought process. his rise in command is well deserved, but also really quite fortunate. he wants power. he wants to reach his goals, he wants to see his dream.

at the same time, i think there is an insecurity that scrapes at his skin in there. the world regards him as a demon, and he really doesn’t outwardly seem to care ( as evidenced by a scene where he kinda just shits on the life of a dead dude, but then makes a speech that sorta redeems that - still the page is important for how the woman reacts to his approach and his just ruthless rips in front of a crowd ) ---------- however, he does show some humanity in it.

in this chapter ( from pg. 6 to 7 and a little bit of 8 ), erwin expresses doubts in his decisions. zackley calls him out on it being his sense of duty, bein harsh on himself and what such.

general emotion cap. i say cap cuz i don’t wanna say it’s a full out deficiency --------- erwin does have emotions, something i joke about a lot. i will specify that aspd is usually classified specifically as being apathetic, showing a pretty hefty lack of remorse for anything not directly affecting them. not caring about hurting others, stealing, etc.

i will say that this does and doesn’t vary. erwin is willing to do what he must to achieve his goals. if he has to break fingers and end someone else’s job, he’ll see through whatever must be done. hell, he gets the whole royal order and nobility booted from their seats ( they were corrupt, however some of the severity he implies like in acwnr from this page to pg. 21 ).

still, it doesn’t mean he’s not swallowing down anything that threatens to rear its ugly head when people are calling him a complete monster. even the smaller sacrifices that must be made, in the case where they couldn’t reclaim any parts of the bodies of some corpsman lost ( from my timestamp to 10:00 ), erwin walks away with a solemn face. it does affect him, yet he bears it with a cold face. not all of it is entirely unfeeling, yet it doesn’t mean he definitely dismisses a lot more than ordinarily.

while i’m here, let’s touch on erwin’s stray from humanity’s will. this isn’t quite a spectrum prover or anything, this is just an aside, if anything. while it’s stated in later chapters that erwin has been in it for himself since the beginning, i don’t believe that to be true. i firmly believe he has been driven to fight for humanity, for it all, to see the world get better. i personally find that with the loss of his arm came a bit more than just physical loss, but a drain in sanity and a buildup of fear. a reminder of just how fragile humans are and how temporary life is ---------- erwin’s never been afraid of death, but no man wants to live as bait for the rest of his life. disabled and half as useful --------- nothing but a mind. pitiful.

inappropriate responses !! creepy smile !!! my boy’s creepy smile. i just find it hella noteworthy that erwin almost never reacts like any of the other characters in the manga --------- they all have a pretty keen sense of dread, horror and guilt. it seems erwin’s real fond of just smiling at the most fucking inappropriate of times. no matter what news he’s given, he always has some sort of ulterior motives ---------- something proves him right, something he discovers that’s new. it doesn’t matter that titans might actually be humans, groundbreaking news to anyone with half a mind ( source page ), he’s grinning because he’s both amazed and a little pleased with himself that he was right.

or the fact that, upon facing execution by the court, he grins to himself. nile staring at him. i personally think it’s because of erwin’s little bit of understanding what’s about to happen, the ace in his sleeve --------- no less, that’s no fuckin grand invitation to go ahead and cheese it.

sex / relationships. i’ve spoken about this before with a few people --------- erwin really has a very low sex drive. he’s not an awfully intimate person, but whenever he is, it’s typically more lust than anything. his early years were more experiments than anything else --------- never a stable girlfriend, he just slept with fellows and ladies in the corps. some of it was very detached relations for both parties --------- some of it was a very cold morning after from erwin’s half, who had been, from the beginning, invested merely for the experience.

because that’s really what it came down to. prime time, puberty hitting, children growing amidst their peers who they have eyes for. erwin went from a round little kid to a tall, handsome young man --------- he had his fair share of romps, and when he was settled, he was settled.

while love isn’t terribly prominent in his life, he has experienced it. his affinity grows like any --------- with the passing of time, a moderately lustful attraction thinning out into more interest. something more genuine. he got close once upon a time with a woman named marie ( nile’s wife waddup nile ), but in the end, she politely turned him away. he spent days, if not weeks fawning over her. using his charisma, charming her, bringing her things. offering dates. she was wooed by him, but even she knew they weren’t the right pick. and, like nile says, erwin picked titans over her at the end of the day. where she wanted a real family, erwin did not.

in general, his experience with love has always been very limited. even as a boy, he loved his father --------- yet love was shown in actions. in doing well and practicing hard on the piano to show his father his affinity for it. doing things to express his love, not saying it. words spoil the sentiment. words remind the world how dangerous things like love are in a lifestyle that’s always taking.

i would also just like to tack in that his libido is low, like i said. sometimes he’ll just go a few months on a dry spell and be totally fine, a complete disinterest --------- like asexual disinterest. then sometimes he’ll regain that want, specifically if he’s feeling a little lonely or some self doubt or any of those pleasant little products of being part of one of the most hated military branches.

genetics is always a big question people ask me. like, does he show these traits in other verses ? Is it him, or the world they live in ? the answer is that it’s absolutely in his family. he’s going to show these traits no matter the verse --------- it may vary in severity, being it is he’s not literally being forced to see death and kill people in an attempt to better humanity, but yes. he will grow up a loner, with issues understanding, with a cap on his emotions, with a hunger for power, etc. etc.

he do feel tho. a big misunderstanding is that he doesn’t, and that’s not true at all. while he’s definitely far more repressed ( elsa voice: conceal don’t feel ) and occasionally just will entirely not feel or misinterpret some responses, big hitters like regret and shit are definitely prominent.

he does function on a strong beliefs system that helps him overcome some of it, too. i’d just like to toss that in bc sometimes, with confidence in his decisions, even with loss, he can come out feeling like it was a success because he so strongly knows that he himself tried. there’s less regret blooming from that.

still, here’s a prime example. after so much that’s happened, erwin losing his arm. expressing, even if in a bit of a joking manner, about how an arm is hardly enough sacrifice for all the people he’s killed. may he say it in a pretty casual way, but there’s still some weight in those words.

also erwin confessing to zackley in this chapter, which i mentioned earlier ( from pg. 6 to 7 and a little bit of 8 ), that maybe just letting the mp win would have been easier. that maybe just laying down and dying would be of greater benefit to humanity.

pawns, and erwin using people. it’s no surprise to anyone that erwin sees many of his troops as assets. even commander shadis, when erwin was still a captain, confesses in a thought that he feels like he’s a pawn of his own subordinate in this page here.

because of the way erwin’s life goes, those that he’s surrounded with are the people most important to him. of most use. i won’t say he isn’t caring and sincere in that, but there’s certainly a specific sort of manner he treats some. how he regards those in his life and by what importance, and who’s worth the time of day and who’s not tbqh.

that’s all for now. this has all been pretty general and mostly just hitting prominent canon points that show most of the evidence for itself. again, if there’s any questions, i highly encourage people to ask ! more will likely be added later.

[marlaluster]

emptying clipboard w items numbered

1. Stop telling me what to do, don't tell people what to do. You are weird, doing some weird alien control efforts. 2. I'm not dismissing what you said in that i saw it wasn't okay n so i said so. So I am dismissing it but not as if i didn't see it, i saw it n it is only worth dismissing. 3. Thats not the discussion topic is me n the stuff in my mind or that i don't like that you're trying to boss me around or tell me what to do. That's not the discussion. It was the article n ideas surrounding that. You are gone crazy OBSESSING over ME !!! Oh my god! You are crazy! 4. Replies to Sechel's comment on yourpost. View post Sechel George One thing to note, among others, is that there are no "crazy" people. Insanity, hallucinations and other such terms are merely words used to describe levels of perception or/and comprehension that are beyond the manifested understanding of ignorant people. From a blind man's point of view, "color" could be seen as a "hallucination", if that blind man also happened to be ignorant. Someone who does have visual sight, but chose to be oblivious to other 6th, 7th... or/and any other higher levels of perception, they might claim that anything that doesn't adhere to the 5-sense level of reality perception is "insane". People with schizofrenia, multiple personalities (i'm not talking about mk-ultra, trauma-based mind control, but of actual soul merging or/and soul cohabitation within one body), bipolars (hyperactive auras and faster sifting of emotional energies), empaths and other types of people are not "sick". Quite on the contrary, they manifest a higher level of perception, which anyone can achieve and surpass with but a genuine choice. The issues of being needlessly violent in some cases does not come from these levels of perception, but by the people having them not discerning what's going on. The pills they're given merely sedate them and clog their brain, making their incarnation less likely to naturally make that discernment. The only "mental ilnesses" are ignorance and stupidity. Conventional psychology and psychiatry revolves around these traits, at least with regards to them being wilfully oblivious about higher levels of discernment, energies and such. However, again, any limitations can be easily surpassed with genuine choice. Anyway, love and reason, awareness and comprehension... 2 on TueLikeMore Marla Bobarla I heard some things in my mind about that your comment here is not possible to occur here. I don't totally understand why it could be different from other things that I guess would seem similarly not so expected here. This is a pretty good comment . I heard that it required someone to travel in time to write it. Someone else has a comment here mentioning "draconian." I suppose that's somewhat similar to what you express here. It's not fitting, the practices here, for how people should be treated n what people are. The devil is trying to do some weird stuff to my awareness to as im writing this here. Quite wished that things would be better for people here, not so ignorant or draconian. Sentiments like you're expressing are -- I'm hearing in my mind -- should help, specifically I heard in my mind this thing expressed n someone saying that n i guess being like how a person would be to have this opinion would quite challenge things here as to continue. Thats preferred. Glad you were able to comment, possibly time travel to make a impression or influence for things as they are to discontinue. 23 hrsLikeMore Sechel George Marla Bobarla  The very concept of "impossible" revolves around ignorance. If something is genuinely unlimited, then everything is unlimited, with limits only being figments of perception. Therefore, it's a matter of contextual probability. Also, as a question, in what sense are you "hearing in your mind"? As in "hearing" your own thoughts, manifested a voice that seems to be your own. Or/and something that you perceive as something else? Now, on higher levels of infinity there is no more "us" or "them", but the infinite "we", so to speak... but, anyway, on the level of the incarnation, different entities can interact with others. Sometimes it's a consensual and harmonious interaction, but sometimes it might be an attempt at attack or/and imposition (typically by parasitic entities). Anyway, how do you discern if it's an actual entity other than yourself ("the devil", as per your claim) or/and if it's a side of yourself that you don't like. I mean, there's a difference between people who have actually come across attempts at possession or/and psychic attack, and those who merely use that as an excuse for their indecisiveness. Regardless, no entity or force actually manages to impose upon you, unless you actually let it. With but a genuine choice, any limitation can be surpassed, although that might not be evident from the 5 sence, cerebral perspective of "modern times". Of course, it's more complex than I'd explain over a facebook comment. Also, yes, genuine thought and intuition are some of the things that can easily break down the current paradigm. Ignorance is easily surpassed with genuine intelligence. Anyway, we always time travel and dimensional, and beyond dimensional travel. The brain and other levels of the incarnate mind, in its current state for most people, does not yet actually remember that vividly enough to break the mental prison. When they do remember it with a bit of vividness, that memory manifests as a "dream" that a person remembers after waking up. Of course, this amnesia can be bypassed with other levels of awareness that are beyond "memory". Anyway, the more vivid those memories become, the less they seem like "dreams", and the more they appear like actual memories of things one has experienced. We become aware of other lives, other versions of ourselves, as well as the infinity of everything. That everything is everything and everything else... Anyway, again... love and reason, awareness and comprehension... 17 hrsLikeMore Kristopher Robert Daniel Simon I get what you mean and I agree actually! Though I'm in college majoring in psychology right now, I tend not to like how people's personality issues are considered a form of illness. Even the term intellectual disability which is now applied to individuals leaving with autism such as myself, seems kind of insulting to higher functioning people with autism along with people with other forms of "Intellectual Disability". :) 17 hrsLikeMore Sechel George Kristopher Robert Daniel Simon  From what I've seen, it seems that "sciences" such as psychology and psychiatry (not to be confused with neurology) are merely tools of manipulation that are meant to covertly impose particular behaviour patterns on people, so that they'll be more susceptible to manipulation and control. Whether or not people find something "insulting" or not, that's a perception. However, them calling something "intellectually disabled" merely because it's different, is like someone calling you "stupid" merely because they either don't understand or/and don't like or agree with what you're saying. Kind of shows that they're likely the ones more fit for the description of "cognitively impaired". Anyway, there are genuinely intelligent psychologists and psychiatrists out there who've not fallen for the medicinal propaganda (I don't claim that anatomy and actually beneficial medicine themselves are propaganda, but that the facade of "health" has been and is still used as a means of promoting illness for pharma profit and other goals). You can typically discern these genuine doctors by looking for a number of things, including whether or not they have an actual interest in getting to know you as a person, instead of actually "cataloguing" you as per the doctrine. Also, they'll usually be interested in helping you solve the issues that are actual issues, and typically pointing out the things that aren't actually problems. Anyway, it's quite likely that no amount of "external" factors (pills, treatments etc) are going to solve issues of the self. Anyway, again, everything is but a choice... love and reason, awareness and comprehension... among other things.... 17 hrsLikeMore Marla Bobarla I think the devil infiltrated your comments so that you supposedly support some medical professional's help, etc for so called mental illness. "Thats not good youre pointing that out. ill have to go now," the devil said in my mind.  I am attacked here n have been attacked here by the society for saying it's not real here n that it's really ruled by the devil. There is homelessness n bad housing. Right now the devil is attacking me w the sound of snoring from the neighbor in some bad housing. I am not w much money here.  Psychiatrists n medical professionals are who are seen as who should be well paid. This society worships inequality as the truth, that some should be very poor n struggle to be able to live. This is extremely barbaric n sick. It is a sick n bigoted society. It is dangerous here for the lack of concern of people's well being, the belief that people should be homeless if they don't have money. This reality is secretly ruled by the devil . It's very sick n disgusting here, pretended to be normal much like in previous eras of extreme n unbelievable inhumanity centered around supposed belief in inequality. 10 hrsLikeMore Marla Bobarla I disagree w the things that are supposed to be your views in the other comment w my name mentioned. The devil infiltrated the comment again . People should be free to have their own perception of things n not have a society waiting to deem they are less than to someone else for not believing as would fit for it to be very narrow n sick n disgusting as the present days society is i the USn. 10 hrsLikeMore Marla Bobarla "in the US" is intended there. I try not to hide the attempts by the devil to mess up the text. 10 hrsLikeMore Marla Bobarla But I don't believe at all in the concept of mental illness. It's an opinion to say a person is crazy. Opinions do matter, they are very important n can clarify possibly a way to see a thing, someone telling what they think about something happening makes it clearer what is happening than if told objectively or just flatly the details as im aware of . The devil is messing w my thoughts so I'd forget another thing i was going to say. But I was going to say people aren't able to occur as human or humane here often at all, so the views n opinions are not so useful as if they are humane n really by a human n really for human beings to be okay n figure things out. I'd say it's quite human for a person to observe it's not normal here, that some, all or many people could be not considered human here, could be considered "lizard people." "I can't have that as okay , so I'd have to go," the devil said in my mind referring to people being okay to say there are lizard people here n some are lizard people here. Donald Trump did tell me in my mind the day before I found this article that he was newly found by himself to be a reptilian here. This is A false reality, people are manipulated to make it so they are not able to be themselves here. 10 hrsLikeMore Sechel George Marla Bobarla  Why did you get the impression that I was supporting any conventional medical faculty, when it came to things related to so-called "mental illnesses"? As I said, there are no mental illnesses beside ignorance and stupidity. DIfferent perceptions are different perceptions, and everyone is free to have whatever perceptions they want, so long as they do not impose their views. If they want to debate or/and call out other perceptions for being in whatever way, that's another thing. Also, I doubt this world is ruled by any one particular entity. Why? Because in order for something to rule, it needs something else to obey it's commands. The world is this way because of ignorance and compacency. No one rules if no one obeys. With regards to the voices you mention - assuming they're actual entities and not different facets of your incarnate self - I'd advise you to not let yourself swayed by them, nor by anything else for that matter. The way you describe them, it seems they are manipulative. Do some soul searching and make your own choices. Try to converse with them, question what they say and have an actual debate. Stand up tall and be independent. It's but a choice. 3 hrsLikeMore Marla Bobarla I didn't ask your advice about the things I heard. I do tell them because I try to tell some things happening. I have not submitted them for your advice or anything. I have a concept of what's happening, i don't wish your trying to tell me what to do about it or what to think. "People" (or those appearing to be people) would disagree about things, i guess, like about there being an entity like the devil ruling the world presently. I thought to tell a few things I heard etc about your comment. I guess I don't have to put anything there, i guess. I try to tell a lot of things that are from my perspective to I guess shape what would be any figuring on what all is happening. Some stuff gets said to start to question there being anything (by me) said at all. It's not discussion happening really. It's a very weird thing, people try to dictate other people's lives n what theyre saying, that's not what I wish to participate in or rather be subjected to. It's very weird. Definitely a conspiracy, it's very weird, it's like aliens trying to brainwash or control or something, just having some other motive. 3 hrsLikeMore Sechel George I'm not trying to impose upon you. There's a difference between advising people and suggesting something through conversation, and actually forcing or/and coercing them to do something. In other words, I'm saying: "Here is some information. View it however you might, if you want to." Even if someone tries to impose upon us, it's entirely out choice how we respond to that. If I express my thoughts to you, you're free to interpret them however you want. As am I, as is everyone else. However, it seems to me like you're being aggressively dismissive about what anyone else says, aside from the perceived voices. It seems like you're against being imposed upon, which I appreciate, but at the same time you appear to be paying heed only to your or/and the voices' point of view. So, I think it would help if you'd try to expand your awareness. 2 hrsLikeMore Marla Bobarla You keep telling me what im doing. im not dismissing what you said -- but not. I said i don't want someone telling me what to do at all. I don't want you telling me what to do. Maybe you Should be A Psychiatrist Or Someone To Boss People Around. This is weird. 34 minsLikeMore Marla Bobarla I don't want your advice for what I am to do. I think you are weird, i don't want your advice. Your not someone that is being okay or anything, but not that anyone being okay should tell someone what to do but it would probably not be so overbearing if the person was not rude or was being okay n not taking some weird role. This is weird. 32 minsLikeMore Marla Bobarla Stop telling me what to do, don't tell people what to do. You are weird, doing some weird alien control efforts. 30 minsLikeMore Marla Bobarla I'm not dismissing what you said exactly. I saw it wasn't okay n so i said so. So I am dismissing it but not as if i didn't see it, i saw it n it is only worth dismissing. 21 minsLikeMore Sechel George I'm expressing my thoughts about what I think you're doing. Be they accurate or not, that's another thing. Can you make the difference between "Do this because I said so!" and "Hey, I think this is what you'd be better off doing, but it's your choice whether or not you do."? Bossing people around means trying to force someone to do something. Advising people means having a conversation with them, expressing thoughts freely and having both participants make their own choices. On the other hand, you appear to be the one trying to tell people (or at least me) what to tell and not tell you. Even if I were to try and demand things of you for egotistical reasons (which would be my own ineptitude, if I did that), it would still not be an imposition unless I were to actually force or coerce you to do it. Even then, it would still be your choice how you respond to that. As is mine to respond how I want. If you don't want my advice, no problem. You're free to not take any of it into account. I will, however, still express my thoughts on the matter because it is my freedom to express myself how I want. It is also your freedom to call me "weird", "not okay", "piece of shit" or/and whatever other thing you want. I will not be affected by it. Nor should you let yourself negatively by what I or anyone else would say about you, however accurate/inaccurate it might be. Look at the information, take it however you might. So, here are some of my thoughts on what I currently discern about you from what you've posted thus far, at least in reply to my comments: 1) You tend to dismiss things with which either you or/and the voices you mention don't agree, without actually looking at the information. Okay, maybe you "looked", but apparently only in-so-far that you didn't like what the surface elements seemed to you. In other words, you looked at a book and dismissed it merely because you didn't like the cover.That is called ignorance. 2) You did not seem to make the connection that I am against the control system and its branches, including psychology and psychiatry - which are used as a means of behavioural manipulation. 3) You appear easily offended and perhaps also passive aggressive, to a point. 4) You don't seem to be open to actual conversation. The moment you disagreed with me (which you are free to do, btw), you didn't follow up with arguments to support your own claims, and instead replied in a tantrum-like manner without actually looking at the content of what was being said. "Don't tell me what to do! You don't know me! What you say is shit, just because!" type of comments. Do you, yourself, know who you are? That's a question that you might want to ask yourself. 5) Among other things... Anyway, I probably won't be replying to you unless an actual conversation will start to form. Either way, I've no ill will against you, nor against anyone. That said, I do not seek to impose upon anyone. Likewise, I have not / do not / and will not let anyone impose upon me. Actual discussions, free conversation, meaningful and thoughtful information sharing and other similar concepts are some of the cures for control and abuse. Love and reason, awareness and comprehension... 1 minLikeMore Marla Bobarla Thats not the discussion topic is me n the stuff in my mind or that i don't like that you're trying to boss me around or tell me what to do. That's not the discussion. It was the article n ideas surrounding that. You are gone crazy OBSESSING over ME !!! Oh my god! You are crazy! Just nowLikeReplyMore Write a reply... Reply 5. https://m.facebook.com/comment/replies/?ctoken=936530649837645_937149229775787&ft_ent_identifier=936530649837645&gfid=AQBr7YYFa7Rgij8-&notif_t=like&notif_id=1512589498014238&ref=m_notif 6. A bodysnatcher going crazy in here n beyond. 7. Yes, i agree. It's supposed to be he would be not a usual president or that person being president would be indication n further of something being different n over here. I heard the person was to be a reptilian now, i heard that in my mind a couple days ago. I thought i should add that to this to this post, that i had something happen that seemed to relate to this being mentioned. It would be quite awesome if there could be things like people pooling some views, etc. There are different theories for stuff happening here n they are useful, I'm talking about people referring to the government figures as bloodline vampires , people talk about reptillians, other things. Something is trying to strain my thought. But the different theories help make sense of stuff happening . It could be considered like myths to explain stuff that's happening , but I'm definitely not trying to discredit them actually being revealed to be literal here. They could be revealed to be literally true, any of them, the reptillian theory could, or I guess others. It's very interesting . I do hear at times that some people here would be monsters. I heard that about police n also government figures but they are I think a different kind of monster or would be. 8. https://www.bing.com/images/search?view=detailV2&ccid=wobzX9fc&id=EA3F3DDDAE72BCE0A99BC7AF0846A519A6EB65F2&thid=OIP.wobzX9fcFQFa7tZeGcKGNQDGEs&q=body+snatcher&simid=608002001927015639&selectedIndex=35&ajaxhist=0 9. https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=378613779229771&id=100012434566027 10. http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-3tviBGcTZTY/Uc85JMchCYI/AAAAAAAAggM/sMrhMAjJs9c/s1600/Invasion+of+the+Body+Snatchers+1978+poster+2.jpg 11. This not true dufus. 12. "... people will do anything No matter how absurd to avoid facing their own soul." Just eat the cinnamon toast crunch or frosted flakes already n stop making a stuffy puffy, dummy mummy w your fake life. 13. Some poor whites hanging out in Great Britain. 14. Their outfits n other elements denote they are poor. 15. Isn't this too obscene to have on your page, Frankly. 16. Duh! 17. Maybe you should be more normal. You strange Frankenstein. (Haha. Just kidding.) 18. Yup. Hmmm. Photos of the poor. There's that well known picture from (supposedly) The Great Depression, Frankster. Hmmm. Not too common a reveal. Did anyone want to take pictures of the poor. I bet you'd do okay w that. The devil might try to mess them up, the pictures, like it messed up this one as i was looking at it. That was annoying. 19. What do poor people look like, Belly. Aren't they the same as the other zebras in costumes. Can't they all just get along, Droopy Koopy. 20. And who did it. Someone should tell who's doing it. Who's making people poor. What civilization. Was it the tribe or some tribe in the jungle. If anyone pays attention to this, it might make everything fall apart. See, very obscene topic.

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Stop telling me what to do, don't tell people what to do. You are weird, doing some weird alien control efforts. I'm not dismissing what you said in that i saw it wasn't okay n so i said so. So I am dismissing it but not as if i didn't see it, i saw it n it is only worth dismissing. Thats not the discussion topic is me n the stuff in my mind or that i don't like that you're trying to boss me around or tell me what to do. That's not the discussion. It was the article n ideas surrounding that. You are gone crazy OBSESSING over ME !!! Oh my god! You are crazy! Replies to Sechel's comment on yourpost. View post Sechel George One thing to note, among others, is that there are no "crazy" people. Insanity, hallucinations and other such terms are merely words used to describe levels of perception or/and comprehension that are beyond the manifested understanding of ignorant people. From a blind man's point of view, "color" could be seen as a "hallucination", if that blind man also happened to be ignorant. Someone who does have visual sight, but chose to be oblivious to other 6th, 7th... or/and any other higher levels of perception, they might claim that anything that doesn't adhere to the 5-sense level of reality perception is "insane". People with schizofrenia, multiple personalities (i'm not talking about mk-ultra, trauma-based mind control, but of actual soul merging or/and soul cohabitation within one body), bipolars (hyperactive auras and faster sifting of emotional energies), empaths and other types of people are not "sick". Quite on the contrary, they manifest a higher level of perception, which anyone can achieve and surpass with but a genuine choice. The issues of being needlessly violent in some cases does not come from these levels of perception, but by the people having them not discerning what's going on. The pills they're given merely sedate them and clog their brain, making their incarnation less likely to naturally make that discernment. The only "mental ilnesses" are ignorance and stupidity. Conventional psychology and psychiatry revolves around these traits, at least with regards to them being wilfully oblivious about higher levels of discernment, energies and such. However, again, any limitations can be easily surpassed with genuine choice. Anyway, love and reason, awareness and comprehension... 2 on TueLikeMore Marla Bobarla I heard some things in my mind about that your comment here is not possible to occur here. I don't totally understand why it could be different from other things that I guess would seem similarly not so expected here. This is a pretty good comment . I heard that it required someone to travel in time to write it. Someone else has a comment here mentioning "draconian." I suppose that's somewhat similar to what you express here. It's not fitting, the practices here, for how people should be treated n what people are. The devil is trying to do some weird stuff to my awareness to as im writing this here. Quite wished that things would be better for people here, not so ignorant or draconian. Sentiments like you're expressing are -- I'm hearing in my mind -- should help, specifically I heard in my mind this thing expressed n someone saying that n i guess being like how a person would be to have this opinion would quite challenge things here as to continue. Thats preferred. Glad you were able to comment, possibly time travel to make a impression or influence for things as they are to discontinue. 23 hrsLikeMore Sechel George Marla Bobarla  The very concept of "impossible" revolves around ignorance. If something is genuinely unlimited, then everything is unlimited, with limits only being figments of perception. Therefore, it's a matter of contextual probability. Also, as a question, in what sense are you "hearing in your mind"? As in "hearing" your own thoughts, manifested a voice that seems to be your own. Or/and something that you perceive as something else? Now, on higher levels of infinity there is no more "us" or "them", but the infinite "we", so to speak... but, anyway, on the level of the incarnation, different entities can interact with others. Sometimes it's a consensual and harmonious interaction, but sometimes it might be an attempt at attack or/and imposition (typically by parasitic entities). Anyway, how do you discern if it's an actual entity other than yourself ("the devil", as per your claim) or/and if it's a side of yourself that you don't like. I mean, there's a difference between people who have actually come across attempts at possession or/and psychic attack, and those who merely use that as an excuse for their indecisiveness. Regardless, no entity or force actually manages to impose upon you, unless you actually let it. With but a genuine choice, any limitation can be surpassed, although that might not be evident from the 5 sence, cerebral perspective of "modern times". Of course, it's more complex than I'd explain over a facebook comment. Also, yes, genuine thought and intuition are some of the things that can easily break down the current paradigm. Ignorance is easily surpassed with genuine intelligence. Anyway, we always time travel and dimensional, and beyond dimensional travel. The brain and other levels of the incarnate mind, in its current state for most people, does not yet actually remember that vividly enough to break the mental prison. When they do remember it with a bit of vividness, that memory manifests as a "dream" that a person remembers after waking up. Of course, this amnesia can be bypassed with other levels of awareness that are beyond "memory". Anyway, the more vivid those memories become, the less they seem like "dreams", and the more they appear like actual memories of things one has experienced. We become aware of other lives, other versions of ourselves, as well as the infinity of everything. That everything is everything and everything else... Anyway, again... love and reason, awareness and comprehension... 17 hrsLikeMore Kristopher Robert Daniel Simon I get what you mean and I agree actually! Though I'm in college majoring in psychology right now, I tend not to like how people's personality issues are considered a form of illness. Even the term intellectual disability which is now applied to individuals leaving with autism such as myself, seems kind of insulting to higher functioning people with autism along with people with other forms of "Intellectual Disability". :) 17 hrsLikeMore Sechel George Kristopher Robert Daniel Simon  From what I've seen, it seems that "sciences" such as psychology and psychiatry (not to be confused with neurology) are merely tools of manipulation that are meant to covertly impose particular behaviour patterns on people, so that they'll be more susceptible to manipulation and control. Whether or not people find something "insulting" or not, that's a perception. However, them calling something "intellectually disabled" merely because it's different, is like someone calling you "stupid" merely because they either don't understand or/and don't like or agree with what you're saying. Kind of shows that they're likely the ones more fit for the description of "cognitively impaired". Anyway, there are genuinely intelligent psychologists and psychiatrists out there who've not fallen for the medicinal propaganda (I don't claim that anatomy and actually beneficial medicine themselves are propaganda, but that the facade of "health" has been and is still used as a means of promoting illness for pharma profit and other goals). You can typically discern these genuine doctors by looking for a number of things, including whether or not they have an actual interest in getting to know you as a person, instead of actually "cataloguing" you as per the doctrine. Also, they'll usually be interested in helping you solve the issues that are actual issues, and typically pointing out the things that aren't actually problems. Anyway, it's quite likely that no amount of "external" factors (pills, treatments etc) are going to solve issues of the self. Anyway, again, everything is but a choice... love and reason, awareness and comprehension... among other things.... 17 hrsLikeMore Marla Bobarla I think the devil infiltrated your comments so that you supposedly support some medical professional's help, etc for so called mental illness. "Thats not good youre pointing that out. ill have to go now," the devil said in my mind.  I am attacked here n have been attacked here by the society for saying it's not real here n that it's really ruled by the devil. There is homelessness n bad housing. Right now the devil is attacking me w the sound of snoring from the neighbor in some bad housing. I am not w much money here.  Psychiatrists n medical professionals are who are seen as who should be well paid. This society worships inequality as the truth, that some should be very poor n struggle to be able to live. This is extremely barbaric n sick. It is a sick n bigoted society. It is dangerous here for the lack of concern of people's well being, the belief that people should be homeless if they don't have money. This reality is secretly ruled by the devil . It's very sick n disgusting here, pretended to be normal much like in previous eras of extreme n unbelievable inhumanity centered around supposed belief in inequality. 10 hrsLikeMore Marla Bobarla I disagree w the things that are supposed to be your views in the other comment w my name mentioned. The devil infiltrated the comment again . People should be free to have their own perception of things n not have a society waiting to deem they are less than to someone else for not believing as would fit for it to be very narrow n sick n disgusting as the present days society is i the USn. 10 hrsLikeMore Marla Bobarla "in the US" is intended there. I try not to hide the attempts by the devil to mess up the text. 10 hrsLikeMore Marla Bobarla But I don't believe at all in the concept of mental illness. It's an opinion to say a person is crazy. Opinions do matter, they are very important n can clarify possibly a way to see a thing, someone telling what they think about something happening makes it clearer what is happening than if told objectively or just flatly the details as im aware of . The devil is messing w my thoughts so I'd forget another thing i was going to say. But I was going to say people aren't able to occur as human or humane here often at all, so the views n opinions are not so useful as if they are humane n really by a human n really for human beings to be okay n figure things out. I'd say it's quite human for a person to observe it's not normal here, that some, all or many people could be not considered human here, could be considered "lizard people." "I can't have that as okay , so I'd have to go," the devil said in my mind referring to people being okay to say there are lizard people here n some are lizard people here. Donald Trump did tell me in my mind the day before I found this article that he was newly found by himself to be a reptilian here. This is A false reality, people are manipulated to make it so they are not able to be themselves here. 10 hrsLikeMore Sechel George Marla Bobarla  Why did you get the impression that I was supporting any conventional medical faculty, when it came to things related to so-called "mental illnesses"? As I said, there are no mental illnesses beside ignorance and stupidity. DIfferent perceptions are different perceptions, and everyone is free to have whatever perceptions they want, so long as they do not impose their views. If they want to debate or/and call out other perceptions for being in whatever way, that's another thing. Also, I doubt this world is ruled by any one particular entity. Why? Because in order for something to rule, it needs something else to obey it's commands. The world is this way because of ignorance and compacency. No one rules if no one obeys. With regards to the voices you mention - assuming they're actual entities and not different facets of your incarnate self - I'd advise you to not let yourself swayed by them, nor by anything else for that matter. The way you describe them, it seems they are manipulative. Do some soul searching and make your own choices. Try to converse with them, question what they say and have an actual debate. Stand up tall and be independent. It's but a choice. 3 hrsLikeMore Marla Bobarla I didn't ask your advice about the things I heard. I do tell them because I try to tell some things happening. I have not submitted them for your advice or anything. I have a concept of what's happening, i don't wish your trying to tell me what to do about it or what to think. "People" (or those appearing to be people) would disagree about things, i guess, like about there being an entity like the devil ruling the world presently. I thought to tell a few things I heard etc about your comment. I guess I don't have to put anything there, i guess. I try to tell a lot of things that are from my perspective to I guess shape what would be any figuring on what all is happening. Some stuff gets said to start to question there being anything (by me) said at all. It's not discussion happening really. It's a very weird thing, people try to dictate other people's lives n what theyre saying, that's not what I wish to participate in or rather be subjected to. It's very weird. Definitely a conspiracy, it's very weird, it's like aliens trying to brainwash or control or something, just having some other motive. 3 hrsLikeMore Sechel George I'm not trying to impose upon you. There's a difference between advising people and suggesting something through conversation, and actually forcing or/and coercing them to do something. In other words, I'm saying: "Here is some information. View it however you might, if you want to." Even if someone tries to impose upon us, it's entirely out choice how we respond to that. If I express my thoughts to you, you're free to interpret them however you want. As am I, as is everyone else. However, it seems to me like you're being aggressively dismissive about what anyone else says, aside from the perceived voices. It seems like you're against being imposed upon, which I appreciate, but at the same time you appear to be paying heed only to your or/and the voices' point of view. So, I think it would help if you'd try to expand your awareness. 2 hrsLikeMore Marla Bobarla You keep telling me what im doing. im not dismissing what you said -- but not. I said i don't want someone telling me what to do at all. I don't want you telling me what to do. Maybe you Should be A Psychiatrist Or Someone To Boss People Around. This is weird. 34 minsLikeMore Marla Bobarla I don't want your advice for what I am to do. I think you are weird, i don't want your advice. Your not someone that is being okay or anything, but not that anyone being okay should tell someone what to do but it would probably not be so overbearing if the person was not rude or was being okay n not taking some weird role. This is weird. 32 minsLikeMore Marla Bobarla Stop telling me what to do, don't tell people what to do. You are weird, doing some weird alien control efforts. 30 minsLikeMore Marla Bobarla I'm not dismissing what you said exactly. I saw it wasn't okay n so i said so. So I am dismissing it but not as if i didn't see it, i saw it n it is only worth dismissing. 21 minsLikeMore Sechel George I'm expressing my thoughts about what I think you're doing. Be they accurate or not, that's another thing. Can you make the difference between "Do this because I said so!" and "Hey, I think this is what you'd be better off doing, but it's your choice whether or not you do."? Bossing people around means trying to force someone to do something. Advising people means having a conversation with them, expressing thoughts freely and having both participants make their own choices. On the other hand, you appear to be the one trying to tell people (or at least me) what to tell and not tell you. Even if I were to try and demand things of you for egotistical reasons (which would be my own ineptitude, if I did that), it would still not be an imposition unless I were to actually force or coerce you to do it. Even then, it would still be your choice how you respond to that. As is mine to respond how I want. If you don't want my advice, no problem. You're free to not take any of it into account. I will, however, still express my thoughts on the matter because it is my freedom to express myself how I want. It is also your freedom to call me "weird", "not okay", "piece of shit" or/and whatever other thing you want. I will not be affected by it. Nor should you let yourself negatively by what I or anyone else would say about you, however accurate/inaccurate it might be. Look at the information, take it however you might. So, here are some of my thoughts on what I currently discern about you from what you've posted thus far, at least in reply to my comments: 1) You tend to dismiss things with which either you or/and the voices you mention don't agree, without actually looking at the information. Okay, maybe you "looked", but apparently only in-so-far that you didn't like what the surface elements seemed to you. In other words, you looked at a book and dismissed it merely because you didn't like the cover.That is called ignorance. 2) You did not seem to make the connection that I am against the control system and its branches, including psychology and psychiatry - which are used as a means of behavioural manipulation. 3) You appear easily offended and perhaps also passive aggressive, to a point. 4) You don't seem to be open to actual conversation. The moment you disagreed with me (which you are free to do, btw), you didn't follow up with arguments to support your own claims, and instead replied in a tantrum-like manner without actually looking at the content of what was being said. "Don't tell me what to do! You don't know me! What you say is shit, just because!" type of comments. Do you, yourself, know who you are? That's a question that you might want to ask yourself. 5) Among other things... Anyway, I probably won't be replying to you unless an actual conversation will start to form. Either way, I've no ill will against you, nor against anyone. That said, I do not seek to impose upon anyone. Likewise, I have not / do not / and will not let anyone impose upon me. Actual discussions, free conversation, meaningful and thoughtful information sharing and other similar concepts are some of the cures for control and abuse. Love and reason, awareness and comprehension... 1 minLikeMore Marla Bobarla Thats not the discussion topic is me n the stuff in my mind or that i don't like that you're trying to boss me around or tell me what to do. That's not the discussion. It was the article n ideas surrounding that. You are gone crazy OBSESSING over ME !!! Oh my god! You are crazy! Just nowLikeReplyMore Write a reply... Reply https://m.facebook.com/comment/replies/?ctoken=936530649837645_937149229775787&ft_ent_identifier=936530649837645&gfid=AQBr7YYFa7Rgij8-&notif_t=like&notif_id=1512589498014238&ref=m_notif A bodysnatcher going crazy in here n beyond. Yes, i agree. It's supposed to be he would be not a usual president or that person being president would be indication n further of something being different n over here. I heard the person was to be a reptilian now, i heard that in my mind a couple days ago. I thought i should add that to this to this post, that i had something happen that seemed to relate to this being mentioned. It would be quite awesome if there could be things like people pooling some views, etc. There are different theories for stuff happening here n they are useful, I'm talking about people referring to the government figures as bloodline vampires , people talk about reptillians, other things. Something is trying to strain my thought. But the different theories help make sense of stuff happening . It could be considered like myths to explain stuff that's happening , but I'm definitely not trying to discredit them actually being revealed to be literal here. They could be revealed to be literally true, any of them, the reptillian theory could, or I guess others. It's very interesting . I do hear at times that some people here would be monsters. I heard that about police n also government figures but they are I think a different kind of monster or would be. https://www.bing.com/images/search?view=detailV2&ccid=wobzX9fc&id=EA3F3DDDAE72BCE0A99BC7AF0846A519A6EB65F2&thid=OIP.wobzX9fcFQFa7tZeGcKGNQDGEs&q=body+snatcher&simid=608002001927015639&selectedIndex=35&ajaxhist=0 https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=378613779229771&id=100012434566027 http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-3tviBGcTZTY/Uc85JMchCYI/AAAAAAAAggM/sMrhMAjJs9c/s1600/Invasion+of+the+Body+Snatchers+1978+poster+2.jpg This not true dufus. "... people will do anything No matter how absurd to avoid facing their own soul." Just eat the cinnamon toast crunch or frosted flakes already n stop making a stuffy puffy, dummy mummy w your fake life. Some poor whites hanging out in Great Britain. Their outfits n other elements denote they are poor. Isn't this too obscene to have on your page, Frankly. Duh! Maybe you should be more normal. You strange Frankenstein. (Haha. Just kidding.) Yup. Hmmm. Photos of the poor. There's that well known picture from (supposedly) The Great Depression, Frankster. Hmmm. Not too common a reveal. Did anyone want to take pictures of the poor. I bet you'd do okay w that. The devil might try to mess them up, the pictures, like it messed up this one as i was looking at it. That was annoying. What do poor people look like, Belly. Aren't they the same as the other zebras in costumes. Can't they all just get along, Droopy Koopy. And who did it. Someone should tell who's doing it. Who's making people poor. What civilization. Was it the tribe or some tribe in the jungle. If anyone pays attention to this, it might make everything fall apart. See, very obscene topic.