#also im bleeding waaaaay too much

[chaoticfandomthot]

Guess who woke up at 5pm covered in blood

[roseverdict]

it's 1:41 am

i have laundry going so i can't go sleep until it's in the dryer, so guess who's having random thoughts???

i have 6 wizards in wiz101, none of whom are myth, and they're all level 10 except for my death (9) and my life (52). idk what that says about me but it's probably something

weird al has made a whole thing of parody songs. it's glorious. i kinda wanna test the waters myself, but like. all the lyrics i've done have been fandom-based parodies of other songs, some from completely different fandoms. like. a batim fansong except it's undertale. a gooseworx song except it's danny phantom. a cuphead fansong except it's also danny phantom. a song from despicable me 2 but it's from the "irl wisconsin frozen tundra why isn't winter over yet" fandom. a vocaloid song except it's for that faed game thing i keep yelling about. yknow, that kinda stuff.

i got like 3 flip phones from a rummage sale the other day and i. i gotta. i gotta feed my radio-hyperfixation/inventing-inner-grade-schooler. i gotta figure out how to make the antennas receive regular radio (or, failing that, how to replace the antennas to do that) and get the software to work with me

what happens if i bring one of those fiber-optic wand toys (another rummage sale find) to a pool. and stick the fiber optic part into the water. i know the water'll conduct the light (a light in a pool and my leg make for some really cool "light flowing" illusions, skxhskxj) and i know the fiber optics will too, but what about both at once.

im being pulled into so many hyperfixations at once im gonna explode holy heck im losing my mind sodhskxhsodhdkd

look im gonna be real here it's either get all these thoughts out now or forget i ever had them and also fall asleep before moving things to the dryer

smooth, freshly-shaven legs are out, legs with a bit of hair are in, if for no other reason than "it's really really Good™, so declares my sense of touch"

it's now 2 am on the dot and i've been listening to the same song on loop for 3 hours, easy

there's something ironic about how kid rosie, with regular dental checkups and the "toothbrushing" that was more a "gum removal", was less willing to brush her teeth than adult rosie, who hasn't had one of those "appointments" in years

actually on that line of thought, why are toothpastes so painfully minty??? in their quest to give people "minty-fresh breath" they turned kid rosie off toothbrushing entirely. i ate relatively healthy-ish, and due to my teeth coming in Everywhere™, i saw the dentist and the orthodontist every few months/weeks pretty much the entire time i was a teenager. i got the Vigorous Gum-Scrubbing Of Bleeding And Doom and the Tooth-Brushing Lecture every dang time i went in, and my only cavity so far was when a baby molar decided to become one with the tootsie roll. and i Could Not bring myself to put any minty toothpaste (the only medicinal toothpaste they would let me have until it became clear it Wasn't Working) near my mouth. only tooth-brushings were at the doc's

even further continuation, just breaking it up so it's easier to read. anyway now i'm 20 and don't have to deal with That Mess, i'm catching myself brushing multiple times a…i actually can't date good. multiple times a month, maybe even multiple times a week. still Very Much Not Optimal, but waaaaay more than before.

gee it's almost like kids don't want to do things they associate with any sort of pain or something

(this also goes for dishwashing. objectively, seems calming. in practice, i tense up if someone's running the water because my first dish duty, i was yelled at for not doing the dishes…before being told to do the dishes. and every time i bring this up, my dad takes it as "you're telling me to do this thing and i don't know how!" and gets more and more frustrated. and i keep trying to say "nO that's NOT WHAT I'M SAYING" but he just talks over me as usual because he clearly knows exactly what's going on, and what's going on is that i'm a lazy entitled jerk)

i could actually go on about that but im not gonna bc it's quarter after 2 now and i really don't wanna deal with those emotions rn so! subject change! churros! i don't get to eat them often but h. HHHHH. i love those things. i gotta get around to making some sometime… (OH, YEAH, i gotta make some brownies or something for my coworkers for covering me when i couldn't come in on one of our busiest days!)

hhhhhhh i gotta be at church (not waking up, not getting out the door, ALREADY THERE) by 8:15 and i'm Not A Morning Person Even When I Get To Sleep At A Sane Hour. at least i'll be clean but. H.

dad had espn on and fell asleep and there's a guy talking about "we can't put things off until tomorrow, we gotta do it today" and i'm just internally going "IT'S NOT TOMORROW UNTIL I SLEEP"

why are they showing somebody's impossibly cracked/blistered feet on espn

i can feel myself conking out, come on just a few more minutes

i wanna try and learn esperanto and sign language. spanish im already working on, but im under the impression esperantists are all over the globe, more or less, and it makes learning another european-ish language easier, and it'd make for a sweet code thing with my brothers. and sign language, i only know one sentence in it, and i wanna expand that

that sentence is "you just lost the game"

i am so sorry

well it's now 2:27 so i should prolly go give the laundry a looksee yeehaw

[bizzaro-stormy-blog]

Like, Questions and Stuff?

eeeeeee i dont think ive ever been tagged in one of these so thanks @latenightgaymer you are the bees knees!!

Where do you currently live? 

portland oregon

Where would you prefer to live if given the option, and why?

oregon is my home, i used to have a dream of moving back to seattle and buying back the house my grandfather built but the city has changed and so have i.

 the weather is usually perfect here (we have had waaaaay too much sun lately) theres green literally everywhere and it feels alive. 

i have always thought about alaska for the same reasons + snow

Shoe size?

14 us its hard to find cheap and nice shoes in my size

Is there a movie/book/show/game you’re looking forward to? What about it has you most excited?

i really want to borrow the scarlet gospels from my friend i know its not a new book but i want to read it super bad, also comic books from another friend (too many to list honestly but Trees, Wytches and the wicked + the Divine are at the front) id also like to read a physical copy of kill six billion demons when i can afford it.

 im super excited for the second seasons of westworld, legion and american gods aswell as the next seasons of Killjoys, the magicians, archer, my hero acadamia, steven universe, shameless, van helsing, its always sunny, RPDR and like all of the netflix shows, im also looking forward to the rest of the seasons of the good place, the orville and the mick...i might watch too much tv. 

im super excited for the .hack gu remaster, the last of us 2, shadow of the colossus remaster, cyberpunk 2077 and bloodborne 2 as unlikely as it is (miyazaki grant us a sequel as you once did for vacuous darksouls)

Wine, or hard liquor?  What is one of your preferred drinks?

i dont drink, thats not to say i havent just that it took soo much for me to feel even a tiny bit light headed im pretty sure i cant get drunk and dont see the point. im a water man and on the occasions i have soda dr pepper and root beer are king, if not lemonade i guess

Physical touch, do you enjoy it?  What’s your favorite spot, what spot do you not want to be touched?

im a bit weird here, i tend to recoil and flinch if im touched (probably a result of growing up with an older brother who used his size to be physically controling and abusive aswell as various other people in my life who have treated me as a punching bag) especially around my chest i tend to curl up and get defensive (again probably the result of an older sister who thinks twisting my nipples so hard they bleed is an apropriate answer to a disagreement).

on the other hand i am very physically affectionate i love to hug people, touch people, hold people, bite people (not in the sexy nibble way so much as the "bro did you just fucking bite me?!" way) anything really if im around other physically affectionate people which is kinda rare as there are like 2 physically affectionate people in my life and i only see one on a regular basis

Go into your YouTube history and provide the link to the 7th video in the list.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xbq01mubZqc

though i had to open a video to get to my history so i guess its technically

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rnq3VBQu_kI

What was the last song you listened to?

This Song By RAC ft Rostam

Do you have any thoughts on ‪Nick Jonas‬?

Who?

Water or silicone based?

well gee im a water based life form myself but id be interested in meeting a silicone based life form :p

The most illicit controlled substance you’ve partaken in?

does doctor prescribed Vicodin count?

If you could get your friends/family to watch one specific gay movie, which one would it be?

i would have to say closet monster though i think of that less as a specifically gay movie and more as a delve into the stress and pressure of someone transitioning into adulthood coming from a broken, dysfunctional and traumatic childhood, its honestly such a great movie.

 now a movie where the plot is specifically gay? the weekend, its simple sweet and is easily relatable for most people, honestly i love this movie because it doesn't over dramatize a relationship and makes the characters feel real,

orientation aside its just a good human story

Do you listen to podcasts?  If so do you listen to them while you’re doing something else?

not often its almost always a one off or the savagelovecast, i used to listen to professor blastoff regularly but stopped for some reason, usually im reading or writing and want something not as easy to zone out to as music and not as distracting as silence

What do you do on a Sunday?

not much save check for manga (i know im a neeerd) or webtoon updates which usually ends with me frustratedly remembering Tower Of God updates on Mondays

Birth sign and zodiac?  What do you like most about both, what do you like least.  If you could pick which would you prefer?

ok so in advanced astrology is not much more than a novelty for me and i generally believe signs and what not to hold no sway over real life, i do find it interesting how they can sometimes get portions of peoples personalities and lives right but i would rather attribute that to the trillions of factors that went into the conception and birth of a person before the position of far away stellar bodies (ie babies born 9 months after valentines day probably have romantic parents so they themselves are romantics? idk dude).

that said i am a Taurus and my zodiac sign is the dragon i love them and would never change them, while i dont believe they hold any greater meaning to me i do feel the bull and the dragon represent me more as symbols of myself, though strangely i cant seem to escape them (along with crows and bears...idk dude my conscious and unconscious worlds are strange).

In front of my salad?

Bitch if you would stop breaking into my house to eat your salads you wouldn't be seeing anything you dont want to.

Last book or comic you enjoyed?

uuh physical book? shiiiiit its been a minute but it was ether a david sedaris book or a reread of the water mirror series. 

comic books? old man logan was amazing and i always reread Dango Sunshine occasionally. 

if webcomics count then kill six billion demons, a better place, avas demon, paranatural, gunnerkrigg court, cassiopeia quinn, unsounded,  gloomverse, mokepon and i just reread both Vibe and JUNE (if you havent read any of these please check them out they are amazing)

A kink or fetish you have,  can you explain how it became one for you?

uhmmm i dont know dude im pretty vanilla i dont have allot (read any) experience so im pretty open to trying anything really, i dont know dude even if im outwardly an asshole sometimes when it comes down to it so long as you arent forcing yourself upon someone or something unable (unaware, underdeveloped or unable to fully understand what it means) to give consent im open to you and will atleast try to understand you and your kink and maybe participate with you if thats your goal....

....ok so i might have one fetish? tattoos are hot af that is all...

Supply the link to either an image or video you think will bring a chuckle to those following you.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S0c29Cu_8bQ

imma just tag yous guys cause you are the collective best

@sbot12 @bonefireheart9 @that1cameraguy @incredible91 @dammitcat @mapcus