#also idk what happens to any of them. some of these guys may prove hypothetical cause some of them might die

[catominor]

c. martinus' impressive array of sons...

[ferineelegance]

// A, I, P, T, X

((...*Rubs hands together OuO strap in bruh. You asked for this. Read more because LONG

A- AFFECTION - How does your muse show affection?

I would say a lot of ‘acts of service’? Or whatever it’s called? If she comes to care for someone I think she’d want to help them and generally lighten whatever load life might hand them however she can. Be that cooking, cleaning, helping throw down with demons, giant rogue metal animals etc. etc. lol She will try to pitch in where she can and won’t be one heard complaining often. (however that last bit can also become a problem when/if she decides to keep quiet about something she maybe shouldn’t) Though (possibly surprisingly, given how she can be to strangers/people outside her various ‘circles’) she’s not totally inhibited regarding things like physical affection. It just depends on her comfort levels. If this is someone she cares very deeply for and is thus very comfortable with, I see it being possible that they find themselves subject to random affectionate contact lol - passing embraces, caresses, touches etc. In some cases, I can see it coming from a place of her maybe wanting to give those she cares about the affection she never got (and maybe they never got either before that).

I- I LOVE YOU - Does your muse find ‘i love you’ easy or hard to say?

Probably depends on the situation calling for it, but in some cases, it might be easier for her than expected. In the general (not necessarily fully romantic) sense if it’s regarding someone she already knows she cares about a lot (I see potential for some ‘cluelessness’ sometimes lol), in at least a few verses I think she could find the nerve to damn whatever ‘awkwardness’ society might have attached to those words and say it pretty quickly if she feels it’s called for. She might not say it super casually in a lot of cases, but she will say it when she thinks it matters. I mean in some verses she knows a lot better than some how fast things can go bad and how easily people can be taken from her it’s something she can tend to worry about a lot, frankly, so part of her might end up on the side of ‘life’s too short not to say it/let the people you care about know that they’re cared about’. And on top of it, if it’s someone she cares for, she’ll think they deserve to know, and deserve whatever effort it might take to put aside said awkwardness or whatever in order to be that open and say it. And then in very comfortable/established relationships over time I could see this developing into her maybe being the sort that makes a point to say it on routine at certain times (parting - be it for short or longer periods, etc.- for example) because of that ‘never know what could happen’ view.

P- PARTNER - What does your muse look for in a partner? looks / personality?

….*monkey-puppet glance at that earlier ‘Esie likes bad boys’ post/convo’....LOL On the more serious note, uuuh...let’s get the short part out of the way, I think looks can really depend with her, actually. I wouldn’t say ‘looks don’t matter at all’ with her, but she knows better than to have it be the biggest priority regarding this sort of topic. I feel like she might be a ‘knows what she likes when she sees it’ and doesn’t really have a solid ‘type’ in mind….probably because romance is not really something that’s generally forefront (or even close) in her mind in most cases. If a ship happens, it will be built on a lot more than physical attraction, I’d say. Naturally in that process, eventually the inner question of if she is or isn’t attracted to a given person will probably come up, but there’s just usually a lot of hurdles to get over before it gets to that point.  Now the LONG part lol - while I don’t want to pigeonhole her to one personality/temperament/archetype or whatever too much - particularly since, again...all this shit is hypothetical since she’s never even been shipped at this point, so no real experience to go off of - I think she...really could be more likely to gravitate towards a certain sort of overt ‘toughness’ and/or resilience. Can vary a little verse to verse, like a lot of things, but generally...yeah...As strange as that may seem given some of her common traits (I know it’s surprised me lol but...I mean...I have also said in the past that she can have a little of a complicated relationship with ‘power’). Or at least that might be the more common catalyst towards generating the confidence/dependability that it would take for the right chemistry to happen I think. I think in essence...Esie might be the sort that maybe needs to be ‘impressed’ to a certain degree. She really...might not be the one that ends up fawning over the ‘underdog’ types. Esie is a little bit ‘survival of the fittest’ in that sense I guess. Strange cat woman want strong mate who will survive the winter. LOL

But joking aside, what part of it comes down to I think is how she can worry/stress a lot, FOR people she cares about. And someone that’s, say, more on the soft or vulnerable side, while she absolutely can come to care for, and want to protect, and...maybe basically mom such types, they also might compound that stressing in certain ways. Particularly if things are taken to the level of intensity of a romantic relationship. That’s not that she won’t worry about a given ‘tough guy’ (lol) type that ends up in the role, particularly over some of the negatives those sorts can get up to, but those are also the sorts that might be most likely to convince/prove over time to her, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that they can handle themselves for the most part, and have the grit to face/survive real hardship, danger, etc. and even come out on top often enough. A tougher, more...idk ‘hardened’ (for lack of better term) sort is probably more likely to really convince that at times high-strung brain of hers she doesn’t need to worry about them quite so much. These are also the sorts that she will likely find the more reliable, and comforting as ‘backup’ in some senses, assuming they’ve earned her trust that they will take up that role if it’s needed. She can rest in their presence more than she probably can someone softer. - Not that she just expects a partner to do all the ‘protecting’, she doesn’t. Just two is better than one, and some of her (not necessarily totally conscious parts) prefers that that person be properly capable of holding up and helping out if/when things get dicey. 

T- TRUE LOVE - Does your muse believe in true love?

Oo...that’s actually an interesting one.... I would say in most cases, she is not the most ‘romantic’ minded person. But I would not say that that means she’s so coldly practical/’jaded’ that she thinks genuine love doesn’t exist. I think she would be able to see, in any number of people around her, even in strangers day-to-day or stories that reach her, that it does exist. And it’s not something she’d scoff at. But I think in some verses it’s very possible or even more likely than not that she might see it - consciously or unconsciously - as something she will simply never have.

X- XOXO - Does your muse use / like pet names?

As far as her personal opinion, I think she could be fairly neutral to them (unless someone’s making her uncomfortable with them, like in a creepy way or something). It might surprise her a little sometimes if/when someone decides to use them on her, but she’s probably not going argue with them over their choice to do so in most normal cases where it might occur. Lol I don’t think she’d use them much herself though? It could depend on verse a little though too. I don’t know that she’d use them much in most ‘modern’ verses for instance, but again, not a lot of experience with properly deep relationships in general, so not making that a hard ‘no’. Aside from that, again, high familiarity/comfort/affection would be a prerequisite. If she did use them, probably mainly would stick to the ‘traditional’ rather than anything overly ‘creative’, things akin to ‘darling’s, ‘dear’s etc.

[phoebehalliwell]

So I LOVED your Sheridan and Warren fic!! The two of them are hilarious because that are just trying their best those poor boys! I had a hypothetical, so like in all those AU where Prue is wished alive in I Dream of Phoebe, what would happen in this situation? Would Prue go see her sisters or would she go find her kids? ALSO Prue as the boys magical (deceased) guide is Perf 👌🏻

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA tysm !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love my boys so much i’m really trying to keep them like. like as removed from proper magic as possible bc i just think it’s really fucking funny to just follow two bimbos around as they try their best. i’ve also def like tinkered w canon a lil bit as explained in this post here only to keep them further away from aunts who could explain everything like they don’t even have a whitelighter bc paige was supposed to fill that role really the only person they have is prue who gave them a crash course when she unbound their powers as explained in this post and they will occasionally summon her but even then it’s less for advice and more bc like. they want 2 talk to their mom. and i do think prue will occasionally try to make like guest appearances on their birthday she’d def be a presence kinda like how grams was a presence for the girls if they had a book of shadows prue would do the flipping. but they don’t. she did guide their familiar to them!! the cat’s name is swizzlesticks and yes it is just kit again lmao. But. Ur Question. so basically in w&s’s origins jack raised them post prue death and like he kinda fucked off to japan for the rest of the show (sidenote both warren and sheridan are quasi fluent in japanese like jack the only difference is while jack uses his bilingual talents for business the twins almost exclusively use this ability to multitask while watching anime) so i think piper and phoebe had like Zero contact w their nephews and paige actually has never met them like she didn’t even really know they existed bc deadass just no one mentioned them. so like if prue is wished back to life in i dream of phoebe for starters she’s gonna know chris is piper and leo’s son bc she’s been keeping an ear to the ground and Heavily monitoring this chris situation before she assessed that he was good she spent a lot of time trying to figure out if a ghost should beat the shit out of an alive witch so idk who’s wishing prue alive in this specific au tbh u know what richard’s kinda off the shits this ep he’s probably wish prue back to life to try to prove to paige that she doesn’t have to be a charmed one she can just be paige :) and paige would lose her SHIT bc like oh my god that was not what she wanted and she’s so not ready to meet prue but here she is lmao and chris is freaking out bc now he really knows he’s altered the future in Major ways i think piper would see prue and immediately pass out and while i think prue would really really want to see her kids her first task would definitely be fixing the future and she would entirely dedicate herself to making sure wyatt doesn’t become evil but i think like she would pull chris aside and be like hi in your future where are my kids and chris would be like who? and prue would be like my sons?? warren & sheridan???? and chris would be like what?????? bc this whole time if wyatt was indeed not the eldest son like are you Fucking Kidding Me????? but no he’s never even heard of warren and sheridan bc in the dark future their powers were simply never unbound and they just continued to live as mortals and may or may not be dead depending on how good the witch finder bots are but like. i don’t think even if wyatt knew they existed he would want to find them bc that just draws attention to the fact they existed and he’s not the firstborn of the next gen so either they’re doing fine-ish all things considered or they just like died lowkey. but chris didn’t even was remotely aware of their existence. and i think this would kinda send prue into a bit of a tailspin bc her boys are so far removed from their legacy and their family (and they’re being raised by jack yikes!!) and she’s like no these are my kids but if she wants to get where they are she either needs to book a fight or find a whitelighter so i think this would specifically be a prue/paige adventure which is also nice bc paige is omnilingual and prue does not speak japanese so like. idk cute adventure. probably use some monster from japanese mythology to save either some smallish town or alternately a major city bc both of those r fun. i think if jack saw prue again he would start throwing things at her and stuff bc he’d be convinced this is some demon here to kill his kids just like they killed her bc haha that’s not a recurring nightmare lmao so i think prue would cast the truth spell right then and there to prove she’s really her which also leads to some good comedy and character development bc jack paige and prue are all under a truth spell and there is a lot unsaid between all of these characters with paige’s inferiority complex and prue and jack’s true feelings for each other and issues caused by prue’s death y’know blah blah blah but i think prue would really use this opportunity to bring warren & sheridan back into the fold so to speak and bring them to the manor and properly train them in the craft and tbh in this specific au i think prue and jack would actually end up together. bc in any other world i’m saying they literally just coparent like they’re fond of each other and will always love the other in like some way but it’s not like Love but i think here specifically it’s like. like the time spent apart where jack just like fucking wishes prue was there and realized what an absolute sap and hopeless romantic he is bc yeah he always like grand gestures and clowning around but like. warren and sheridan’s first steps? and jack was just fucking alone like ngl he almost cried bc he just wished. like prue should have been there. she would have been a great mom. she was a great mom. and his kids deserve their mom and like. he just wishes he could have shared that moment with her. completely unbeknownst to jack prue actually does like you know watch over them all and she’s just like. like blown away by jack. like never in a million years would she have thought he was capable of doing what he did. like. like wow man. and i think the combination of those two like actually having them together again and raising their kids i think romance would blossom again. and i think it would be this insane slowburn bc i think y’know like. like it only happened the first time bc jack pursued prue and was like stubborn and stupid and he like knew she was outta his league but it didn’t matter bc that relationship was just for funsies it was a fling it was never meant to be permanent but if jack were to pursue it know it’s be like. permanent. you know? and jack just doesn’t think prue feels the same way like jack’s a fuckin idiot he knows that and prue’s like a witch? like an insanely talented with and a successful photographer back from the dead don’t worry about it lmao and she just like. she takes the world by storm she balances her career and motherhood and saving the motherfucking world like how could she ever. she would never want to be with someone like jack like that’s just. it’s not in the cards. and prue on the other hand keeps waiting for the penny to drop she keeps waiting for like. jack to realize he doesn’t have to be here anymore. she’s convinced he’s gonna hop town and continue being the man she knew while she was alive now that he doesn’t have to keep watching over the kids now that he’s free in a way but that just never happens because jack doesn’t want to leave like those are his kids also he’s in love with prue lmao but she just can’t. she doesn’t get it. men leave. that’s what they do. that’s what they’ve literally always done she can’t like. she can’t open herself up to something serious only to have jack just ditch and leave her kids with the memory of his back walking out the door so she lowkey starts to push him away put her walls up which only furthers jack’s belief that this is never gonna happen but sometimes it’s like they’ll accidentally fall asleep on the couch together in the middle of the afternoon with the sunlight on them and they’ll wake up like Horribly Embarrassed like oh my god which they’re like this isnt weird okay like we have kids together they’re right there like. we have had sex multiples times before piper walking in on up taking a cat nap in the living room is literally it’s nothing!! oh but it so is something meanwhile phoebe the empath is about to lose her Fucking Shit like guys!!! guys!!!!!!!!! and piper’s just trying to reign her in like no don’t interfere bc piper knows prue’s fear of abandonment and she does not know this new iteration of jack she just remembers what he was like and she doesn’t want to see prue get hurt paige is on the opposite side bc she has literally never met any previous iteration of jack or prue and she’s like hello?? they’re in love?? and chris is like hi okay but like. the task at hand? and the girls are like no shh like trying to covertly spy on prue/jack/warren/sheridan/wyatt all playing in the solarium prue’s doing the telekinetic mobile thing again and jack’s expression of wonder is the same as his sons like !!!! and chris is like deadass i do not get it okay evil wyatt tho. but blah blah blah slow burn i think prue and jack would get married like s8. their wedding would replace paige and henry’s bc as mentioned before paige and henry having a wedding esp a wedding that early was like. dumb. but yeah. prue x jack brainrot. i’m mentally ill i love them so much.

[thewaronsyd-blog]

Kylo Ren/Ben Solo: The Case for Redemption

Hello fellow humans who are interested in the possibility of a Kylo Ren/Ben Solo Arc.  I, like you, was curious on how this potential redemption could/would be carried out so I decided to do a little research!  And I got carried away so I basically wrote an informal essay on the subject… what can say?  Below you’ll find a summary of the typical “temptation arc” a villain figure follows on his way to redemption (Zuko and Spike are other examples of this form of arc so Ole’ Benny will be in good company) as well as some of my jazzy commentary.  There are two other types of arcs, the first is the “sacrifice arc”, but this is unlikely to be used since it is the arc Darth Vader/Anakin Skywalker followed, and I highly doubt J.J. will be THAT repetitive.  The second is the “forgiveness arc”, but this arc only takes place with villains who have already turned into a hero, and Ben/Kylo certainly isn’t there yet.   

The original template for redemption arcs in storytelling I used is linked below if any of you are interested in learning more :) https://mythcreants.com/blog/crafting-a-redemption-arc-for-your-villain/

1. Something Changes for the Villain:

This is the seed that will grow into a change of heart… hopefully hehe

- It Is Established Why the Villain Is Evil

The typical reasons for this are that they wanted to do something good so badly that they were willing to do evil in the process, they have blind loyalty for something or someone who saved their life, protected a loved one or manipulated/brainwashed them or they believe the good side/members of the good side were responsible for their misfortune.

Through Bloodlines and TLJ we know that Ben/Kylo turned to the dark side due to the discovery of his heritage (Grand-daddy Vader), brainwashing/manipulation by Snoke and the betrayal of Luke that lead Kylo to destroying the Jedi Academy.  These motivating factors certainly follow a hypothetical redemption arc for Ben/Kylo.

- A Good Influence Is Introduced

This good influence can be found through meeting a new person(typically the hero), discovering something sacred or being reminded of better times.

*cough* Rey *cough*.  Need I say more?

- The Villain’s Loyalty Subtly Shifts

As they spend more time with their influence they will grow more attached and may hesitate to commit crimes or question the orders of their leader.

Okay so I’m not sure if you can call murdering Snoke in order to protect Rey and “bring a new order to the galaxy” subtle, but clearly he is doing some serious shifting.  Ben/Kylo himself admits that he is “feeling the call to the light again”, Rey tells Luke that she saw good in him and she believes he will turn him to the light and Snoke got all pissy in the beginning of TLJ because he could see that killing Han had split his soul and left him unbalanced.   It cannot be denied that Ben/Kylo is conflicted, meaning he is still very much following the redemption arc up to this point in the films.

2. The Villain Is Caught Between Sides:

This is basically a form a grey area or limbo state.  The Villain is no longer evil but he definitely isn’t good either.  This is the “bread and butter” for temptation arcs and is usually, but not always, quite drawn out.

Now here is where things get tricky.  I can’t say for sure whether Kylo/Ben has entered this stage yet.  His big “shift” happened so close to the end of TLJ that we haven’t spent enough time with Beautiful Ben, err I mean Ben/Kylo, to see how he has changed since the killing of Snoke. However, things don’t look very good for everyone’s favorite Dark Prince in the last act of TLJ.  He sort of tries to murder Luke (which could be justified seeing as the last time he saw him Luke tried to kill him) and then he attempts to destroy the last of the rebels… But, who knows?  Maybe Ben/Kylo has this huge renovation plan for the First Order!  Some new none-murdery guidelines he’s going to implement into Star Trooper protocol?  Fingers crossed.

- The Villain Switches Sides for Selfish Reasons

- The Villain Is Unhappy In Team Good

- The Villain Goes Back to Evil

- The Villain Is Unhappy in Team Evil

I don’t really see this stage going passed continuing the inner-conflict Ben/Kylo has with the light/dark side of the force.  There simply isn’t enough time for Ben/Kylo to become good then become bad again just to ultimately turn good yet again.  On the other hand, you could potentially count Kylo/Ben’s team-up with Rey to kill Snoke and the rest of the praetorian guard as his brief switch to the light.  

3. The Villain Turns Into a Hero

- The Villain Must Stop a Great Evil

The villain must be the only one who can stop something very bad from happening.  This typically occurs when the villain is ordered to do something by their master, but it can work for villains who are their own bosses as well.  While carrying out their evil ways they may have unleashed destruction on a level they did not forsee.

It seems entirely within the realm of possibility that Kylo/Ben could set something up through the First Order that gets out of hand and he must intervene to stop it from coming to fruition.

- The Villain Makes a Great Sacrifice

The sacrifice must be enough to prove their devotion to good but not enough to wipe their hands clean.  The sacrifice can be in the form of the villain giving up the goal they had pursed at the cost of doing evil (their motivation for being evil), destroying their own forces, land, palace, or other assets, or giving up their own life.

So we know, or at least we hope, that Ben/Kylo isn’t on a sacrifice arc and that means his sacrifice won’t be giving up his own life.  

4. The Hero Humbles Themselves

- The Hero Begs To Be Allowed To Help

Just because the villain is a hero now doesn’t mean everything is sunshine and daisies.  They will try and help with a big problem but the rest of “team good” will be very reluctant and will most likely throw the previous crimes of the hero in their face.

Just a guess but I have a strong feeling Finn is not going to be a fan of Kylo’s lol

- The Hero Toils Thanklessly

The new hero will work hard to make things better and complete selfless acts with no expectation of reward.

- The Hero Proves Their Worth

Another crisis occurs and the hero is put to the test.  This is likely a crisis that the new hero is uniquely suited to solve.  Maybe because of their villainous experience or because their skills are a strong match for the task at hand.

I’m going to go ahead and assume that Kylo/Ben’s previous role as Supreme Leader of the First Order will equip him with some useful insights. Plus he is super buff and that could definitely be helpful.  I also believe that if Kylo/Ben gets redemption this problem, and it’s solution, will be the climax of the movie.

5. The Hero Is Forgiven

Not all the characters have to forgive the hero in order for them to complete their arc.  Instead, what is most important is that the hero forgives himself.  They are now at peace and they no longer have to worry they’ll fall back on bad habits.  Yay!!

So do I want a Ben/Kylo redemption to happen? Yes, 100%.  Do I think it will happen? Ehhhhh idk.  Maybe?  It took two full movies to get him through the first stage (jury is still out on the second stage), and now he’s supposed to go through the last four in one movie?  It seems unlikely.  But on the other hand he has undoubtedly started on his journey to redemption.  Whether that is because Rian Johnson intended him to finish that arc or was just using it as a plot line to make his eventual descent into full-fledged bad guy super sad, I’m not sure.  Introducing Kylo/Ben as a villain with conflict and vulnerabilities that forces us sympathize with him certainly makes him a more compelling character.  And even though I will be bummed if he doesn’t end up redeemed (and in the arms of Rey) I’ll eventually get over it because they have provided us with one of the most interesting villains in blockbuster history (in my opinion).  

If J.J. Abrams does decide to continue the Kylo/Ben redemption arc into the final film it is going to have to be central to the plot and will most likely be interwoven into the climax of the movie.  Here’s my prediction:  

I’m assuming there is going to be a substantial time jump in between TLJ and episode IX so we will be reunited with Kylo/Ben there, after the time jump, at the beginning of stage two (caught between sides).  Around the middle of the film he will enter stage three (turning into a hero) and be faced with stopping a great evil (most likely of his own creation) and as a result must make some sort of sacrifice.  After or during his sacrifice he will reunite with Rey and the rebels, having embraced his light and/or found some sort of “force middle ground” with Rey that all the TLJ symbolism was hinting at.  Next, he will go back to the rebel base with them and sulk a little bit about how everyone except Rey hates him because he used to be a supremely evil murderer.  Then something is going to happen and he’s going to have to team up with Rey and the rest of the Scooby gang to take down the First Order for good thus proving his worth (stage four).  And then they will defeat the big bad and he’ll be redeemed so he and Rey can make out during the sunset.  Canon.  The End.

Thank you so much if you took the time to read all of this nonsense!  I’d love to hear what you all think!

XO, Syd

Oh, and if that isn’t how episode IX plays out one of you better turn it into a bombass fanfiction.  Many thanks.

[imaginethemkmusic]

Fan Approval Jay Park x Reader

By: Admin G

Word Count: 3,632

Genre: Fluff??

Request: can you make a scenario when you as an actress going a vacation with your boyfriend (jaypark) and your fans caught you. and start to take pictures of you two. they really like both of you together.

Jay dropped the last suitcase on the cold, wooden floor. 

“Well, damn,” he says. He puts his hands on his hips, looking at the spacious Airbnb spot in Singapore.

He turns back to you.

“I think I did a pretty good job finding this place,” he congratulates himself, brushing the non-existent dirt off his shoulder.

You roll your eyes, walking over to him.

“You always have to take credit, don’t you?” you ask rhetorically. 

“Who found this spot?” he says.

“We did,” you clear his memory. 

Both of you seemed to roll your eyes at the same time. You explore the space you had rented out. There were a lot of big windows, which Jay noted might be a problem. You slap his arm, realizing what he really meant by it. But, you started to think about how the windows could actually be a problem. 

You and Jay were both celebrities. You, an actress and Jay, a musical artist. You started to think of all that could happen while you two were away on this trip. Paparazzi, crazy fans, or just plain recklessness. You shook it off, telling yourself to stop worrying. 

“You okay?” Jay asks you. 

“Yeah,” you tell him. At least now I am, you think to yourself.

After unpacking, you and Jay decide to settle down and just chill for the remainder of the night and just cuddle on the couch watching TV. 

You were both suffering from extreme jet lag, and you were sure you two would not be sleeping on the bed, the first night of your stay.

“Jay?” you sleepily call.

“Hmm?” he responds, taking a sip of his drink.

“Let’s say… hypothetically, of course… that our fans,” you pause, realizing how much you’re stuttering, “found out about us.”

Jay takes a deep breath. He shifts around a bit. 

“Well,” he thinks, “I think most will love you, but…” he stops, switching his eye contact to the seams of the couch you’re sitting on, “some may feel threatened, I don’t know… maybe they could get jealous.”

“I can handle the hate Jay, don’t worry” you assure.

“I know baby, but I don’t want to put you through any of that. I know bringing up exes is a bad idea, but I lost a lot of people I cared about because of out of line fans. And, you are like nobody I’ve ever met in my life. I really value this relationship and I don’t want anything to happen to us. You mean way too much to me,” he spills to you.

You realized that you just hit a soft spot. 

“Okay,” you fidget with your hands.

Jay sits back next to you and cuddles with you. Maybe he was right. Could you really handle all that hate? You remember when you first started your career, you were with this fairly well-known actor. His fans destroyed you. It was all too much for you. 

But then you realize that you were young and vulnerable. Now, you had to see hate on a daily basis. It was basically a part of the job. 

As the day started to fade, so did your consciousness. Both you and Jay knocked out right there on the couch, while the television played on into the night. 

Narrator POV (Past):

Lina had seen Jay Park. She knew she had, at the airport. His face was covered with a face mask, sunglasses, and a hat. 

What wasn’t covered was his arms. It was way too hot in Singapore to be wearing long sleeves. The detailed, intricate detail of his tattoos that no Jaywalker could mistake gave everything away to Lina.

He was walking in the airport with one this girl. She was absolutely gorgeous. Lina was almost 80% sure that she’d seen her before. But, where? 

Lina’s friend, Isabella came up right next to her. 

“Is that-Is that Jay Park,” the other Jaywalker says to Lina. 

“I think so,” Lina responds to Isabella.

“We gotta go say hi to him!!” Isabella says excitedly.

“Okay,” Lina says quietly as she runs with Isabella. They both start to take out their phones to take pictures with their idol. 

“Oh my god, Jay!!” Isabella screams. 

The woman was the first to hear Lina’s friend. She turned her head so fast and turned it straight ahead to walk out of the doors. 

Jay stopped and turned his head towards the screaming girls. He looked at the woman he was walking with. She signaled to leave her.Jay pulled down his face mask, but not his sunglasses and hat. He didn’t want more attention. This was Y/N and Jay’s time. 

He slightly bowed at his fans. 

“Hello,” he says politely. The two girls squeal as Jay notice them.

“I love you, Jay!!” Isabella confesses.

“Love you too,” he tells his fans. The two girls attempted to ask Jay for a picture, but they were really just making awkward sounds. Lina just decided to jerk her hand, with her phone in it, at Jay. 

"Can-Can we...um," she stuttered. Jay chuckled at the silliness in front of him.

"You wanna take a picture?" he clarifies. Isabella and Lina both nod their heads in anticipation. Jay opens his arms, and see the two girls fill them on both of his sides. 

The girls put both their phones in the air. Jay didn't know where to look, so he decided to try to appear like he's looking at both cameras. Isabella and Lina had gotten their pictures in and released Jay. They did a simple bow and giggled. Showing their gratitude.

"We good?" Jay asks.

"Yes," they say simultaneously.

"Thank you so much, Jay," Lina gratefully says. 

"WE LOVE YOU!!" Isabella yells, forming a heart shape with her arms. Lina smiled at her friend. Obviously, she was much more hyped up about the situation. 

Jay simply waves and bowed as he decided to walk out of the cool airport, and into the humid air of Singapore. He puts his face mask back over his face and wears his head low.

Isabella noticed that she was still recording what was happening. She changes the view to the back camera and records Jay getting into the car with the mysterious woman. 

"What are you doing?" Lina asks.

"We gotta have proof that we actually met Jay Park, Lina," Isabella lets her friend know, "people will think it's photoshopped, plus did you see the girl he was with?" 

"Yeah, but that could've been an assistant or something," Lina tries to convince herself.

"The way they were looking at each other, I think not." Who was the woman Jay was with? Lina could've sworn she had seen her from somewhere. She knew who she was. 

"Hey, send me that video," Lina tells Isabella.

"Okay, but it's going on all types of social media right now," Isabella says.

"Are you sure? I mean, if the footage goes viral, especially because there could be a possibility that Jay has a girlfriend, we will be leaking some personal information. And if Jay didn't want to show his face and the girl's face, obviously they're trying to keep it a secret."

"How about we talk about this in the car. We just got home, and we've been here for way too long already." Isabella tries to change the subject.

The girls take their suitcases and leave the airport. They hop into a taxi, continuing their conversation. 

"You know, I have seen that girl before," Lina confirms to herself. "Who is she," Isabella says looking at her phone. Her finger so close to pressing 'share' on her Instagram. Lina remained silent as she filed through her head, checking where she had seen the woman with Jay.

Lina suddenly gasped, scaring Isabella to the point that she thumb slightly pressed down on the 'share' button. She looked at her phone. She did take Lina's theory into consideration but decided to go with what she wanted. It was an accident, she thought to herself. It's not like I have many followers anyways.

The problem was, Isabella had spammed most of her caption with hashtags relating to Jay Park. Also, her account was not on private.

"That's Y/N!!" Lina screamed. 

The taxi driver turned his head, giving Lina a disapproving look. Luckily, he had stopped at a red light and at the end of the day, he was still getting paid. 

"What?" Isabella turned, never hearing that name in her life.

"You know that girl who was in 'Markdown'? (a/n: I just made up a movie name, idk)

"There was a lot of girls in Markdown, Lina," Isabella says.

"The main character," Lina tries to tell her. She pulls out her phone, going on Google to look up Y/N. She clicks the images tab and a picture of Y/N on the red carpet.

"Her!" Lina officially proves.

"Oh shit!!" Isabella realizes, the taxi driver clears his throat at Isabella's language, but the two girls give no mind to it, "THAT WAS HER!!" 

Isabella had been feeling all types of buzzing in her pocket, from her phone. She never thought to look at it, till now. As she tried to go back to her video on Instagram to see if it really was the well-known actress with Jay.

She looked at her massive amount of comments in such a short time period. There were all types of comments like:

'OMG! who was that girl with him?'

'Bruh! Is that his new girlfriend'

'Guys, I am pretty sure that woman probably works for him'

'That could be one of his models in his DMs'

'now why would Y/N, the actress from Markdown, be working for Jay Park #jaypark #Y/N #JayMightHaveOnlyOneNow'

'JAY HAS A GIRLFRIEND???!!!'

'OMG THAT IS Y/N FROM MARKDOWN!!! NO FUCKING WAY!!'

'How he pull such a fine girl like her'

'how yall know she's that girl from Markdown. SHE'S WEARING A FUCKING FACE MASK FOR FUCK'S SAKE!!'

'Well guys, if Jay does have a girlfriend, we have to support his relationship. That's what real fans do'

'OMG i ship it so hard lmao'

'I'll cut a bitch if someone hates on their relationship' 

~~~

"What are you looking at?" Lina asks the distracted Isabella. Isabella looks up at Lina, astonished.

"I think my post just went viral..." Isabella confesses.

"YOU POSTED IT!?!?!" Lina yells, grabbing Isabella's phone. She looks at the video.

"ISABELLA!!" Lina yells, upset. She looks back down at the phone and presses on #jaypark. 

There, she could see that the video was one of the top posts. It had already gotten almost 230 likes and 100 comments in the couple minutes of being posted. Lina looked up at her friend, disapprovingly.

"What-did you-do?" Lina cuts Isabella with her eyes. 

SECOND PERSON POV:

You woke up to find yourself in the bed, with pajamas on that you didn't remember putting on the night before.

You had so much crust in your eyes that you could barely see. Your breath reeked. And the worst part is, you were suffering from a major sleepy haze. (a/n: Ha! you thought this was about to be the movie version of waking up! You thought bih!! I make sure that my writing is as realistic as possible.) 

You pushed yourself up and looked around at the view of your room. To the right of you was a beautiful view of the beach. You let out a small sigh of contentment, as you were so glad to get away with your boo.

As you inhaled though, you smelled your breath, groaning at how bad it smelled. You thanked the universe for Jay not being in the bed with you, and went to go brush your teeth. 

You took a shower and got yourself ready for the day ahead of you. You walk out to the kitchen. You see a note on top of a plate with a lid on it. You open it to see (desired breakfast). 

Either Jay cooked this or bought it. You appreciated it anyways, especially because it was food. Well, your thoughts were answered because you read the note.

'I didn't make this, but you can think that I did (:, meet me at the pool'

You giggled at his note, picked up the plate with a fork and knife, and headed over to the pool. You opened the glass door to the pool. Jay appeared as he was reading his phone and eating his breakfast slowly. 

The first thing you looked at was his shirtless figure. Wow, I'm a hoe, you think to yourself. But at least you were a proud hoe!!

You then shifted your view to your boyfriend's face. He looked panicked.

"Babe?" you call. Jay notices you and has sympathetic look on his face.

"You good," you start to get nervous. You walk towards Jay. 

"I think they found out," Jay says quietly.

"Who found out what," you ask confused.

"Our fans found out we're together," he confirms.You paused. You always thought that if your fans were to find out about your relationship with Jay, they would be right here, taking pictures. You chuckled at the irony as you two had just had this conversation last night. 

You didn't want to see what they were saying about you. But, you pulled yourself to do it.You place your plate on the side table and sit next to Jay. You hold out your hand to get Jay to pass you his phone. He hands it to you. You see videos and pictures of you two at the airport. You go to google and look up you and Jay Park's name. Celebrity news websites have already gotten the story published. You go back to Instagram and check the Jay Park hashtag. The list showed a lot of the same thing. Videos and pictures of you at the airport. Some identified you. 

You glimpse to your side to see Jay looking down in guilt and disappointment. You change your view back to the phone and press on the top post. It was a video of Jay and you. Then, you notice the voice of the girls who wanted a picture with him. 

"I shouldn't have taken a picture with those girls," Jay says. 

"No, you should've, because if you didn't, you would've looked like a dick," you tell him.

He sighs and goes silent again.You press on the comment section and look at the responses.

'DO YOU KNOW HOW FUKING LONG IVE BEEN WAITING FOR JAY TO GET A GIRLFRIEND!!?!!?! THIS IS AWESOME'

'Why didn't they tell us!!1 I'm trying to make some ship names goddammit!!

''Imma need them to make some babies, they look so cute together'

You laugh out loud at that comment. 

"What are you laughing at?" Jay asks you. He glances at his phone screen.

"They like us!" you say joyfully.You look at Jay's shocked face.

"I'm sorry, what!?" he says shocked.

"Look," you point to the screen, "Why are they both so pretty," you read the comments.

"Oh my god, I've been shipping this couple for the last six months, I never thought it would sail tho!! OMG, I'm literally freaking out right now," you continue to read. 

"You're fucking lying," he says taking the phone out of your hand. He reads and laughs at times noticing how insanely funny, but perverted his fans were.

You get your phone and check your Instagram account. The comments on the latest post on your account tripled overnight. Most of it was:

'Y/N, when were you going to tell us about your little relationship'

'OMG, I'm so proud of you!!'

'So you gotta manz now Y/N, good for you. I always knew you needed dick in your life'

You smiled at all the support. And also at how a lot of your fans seemed to know what you needed in your life. 

Unfortunately, you did see some hate comments. It was mainly people being racist towards Jay, people trying to dig up your past (as if they would find anything), or just plain denial. 

But, it honestly didn't affect you, like at all. You searched trying to find an ounce of hurt feelings, but it was honestly not there. 

"Well, I'll be damned," you said to yourself. 

"So what should we do now then?" Jay asked. 

"Um..." you thought about it. The fridge was pretty empty and you really needed to go grocery shopping. You also wanted to see what Singaporean grocery stores were like. 

"Well, I wanted to go grocery shopping," you tell Jay,

"and maybe walk around a bit."

"You sure you wanna do that?" Jay asks concerned.

"That's what I was thinking about right now," you said.The two of you stood there in silence, thinking about what you could do. Were you really ready to face fans, now that they knew you were in Singapore and about you and Jay's relationship? 

"Oh!!" Jay pops up. You look at him, wondering what idea he had.

"I want to do an IG live," he declares. You look at him, confused.

"Why would you want to do that??" you ask.

"I guess if our relationship is out, Jaywalkerz are gonna be mad at me for not formally introducing you to them."

"Your fans seem super chill (a/n: shout out to me and other Jaywalkerz)," you notice, "I don't understand why you wouldn't want them to know about us." 

"I don't know, I guess I was just scared of the unknown," he wiggles his eyebrows.

"Wow, so poetic for a someone who sings about eating p*ssy," you roll your eyes. Jay laughs, forming his mouth to say something smart to that comment. He takes your look as a sign not to though.

"Okay!" you pop up, let's do this live!!"Jay presses the home section of his Instagram account. He then moves his thumb to the white outline of the camera in the top left corner. 

He looks at you.

"You ready?" he asks cautiously. You nod your head slightly, not taking the time to look him in the eye. You were nervous and excited to finally and formally meet the Jaywalkerz, without hiding.

Jay presses the confirmation to start the live broadcast. It starts to count from three. It almost seemed like your heart was beating with every second it counted. You take a deep breath.

 The Instagram live has started.

"Hey! What's good y'all!!" Jay puts on a killer smile. You weren't in the frame yet, it was only Jay. 

Most of the comments were just greeting Jay. You noticed some comments asking where you were, but not too many. 

"It's Jay to the mutha fuckin' Park," he continues. You hold your breath, trying not to laugh, "back again with your weekly dose of lives."

"How y'all doing?" he interacts with his fans.

"So," he exhales, "I know most of you have probably heard, but I have someone to introduce to you," he smiles sweetly, looking at you.

You look at him, mirroring his same expression. He twists his wrist slightly to show your face. For a second, you looked like a deer in headlights. Then, your attention focuses on all your insecurities.

Oh my god, I should've prepared for this better.

Jay must've observed your obvious dismay because he took your hand and held it firmly to boost your confidence. He smiled straight at you and turned back to the camera.

"And this is a beautiful girlfriend, Y/N" he declares. You wave at the camera, giving a simple smile.

"You might've seen Y/N in that killer movie, Markdown," Jay explains.

You look at the comment section:

'Bruh, I loved that movie, and I loved Y/N in it too!!'

'I never watched it'

'OMg you're right!!!!'

"Yeah, I was in Markdown. You'll also see me in other movies!" you recall.

"Right now, since I'm not on tour and Y/N's on break from filming, we thought we should just get away. Well- not get away- go on a little vacation," he corrected himself. 

He paused to read some comments.You nodded your head in agreement, giggling at the mess-up. 

Obviously, Jay didn't want to come off rude.

"Okay, so we're gonna answer some questions, but not too many because I'm hella hungry right now," he said.

You read some more questions.

"When did we meet?" you reread a question, "we some time back, but we just started dating a couple months ago."

"How could you pull such a fine person like Y/N, Jay?" he read, slapping his hand to his heart, faking being offended, "Fuck you! I'll have you know that my skills at pulling women are outstanding, and I'm about to be 30," you coughed at his age comment, "I think I know how to do it," Jay's teeth clenched at your remark, squeezing your hand hard. 

You smiled brightly at him, letting him know you weren't affected.

The two of you had read some more questions until it was time to end it. Jay and you were both getting severely hungry and the breakfast you had forgotten to eat had gotten cold. 

Microwaving it didn't seem to help either. The both of you had gotten ready as you were planning to go to the grocery store. 

When you arrived, you were suddenly bombarded by fans and paparazzi. 

"Maybe you shouldn't have said we were going to the grocery store," Jay whispered in your ear.

You didn't care that much, as you pulled your boyfriend by the hand and squeezed past all the people who wanted your attention. 

"You good with all this?" Jay questioned

."Welp," you shrugged your shoulders, "It was gonna happen someday."

You looked at your boyfriend. Yeah, I'm totally going to have to get used to this, you think to yourself, as you bagged more vegetables.

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