#also i've been on a handful of dates but never properly dated anyone??? idk man

[mithrilhearts]

Thank you for the tag, @skinnyscottishbloke!! So sorry I've missed so many tag games lately 😭🤣 getting back to it!!

i’m over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair /i often wear sweatshirts /i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes / i have one or two piercings / i have at least one tattoo / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have or have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i don’t often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports /i play an instrument / i know more than one language / i can cook or bake / i like writing / i like to read / i can multitask / i’ve never dated anyone / i have a best friend i’ve known for over five years / i am an only child

Non-obligatory tags for @mirkwood @cilil @chaoticangel666 @glamdolf @glorf1ndel @feanope

Thank you for tagging me, @purplewilmon 🥰

bold whats true about yourself!

i’m over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair /i often wear sweatshirts/i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes/i have one or two piercings / i have at least one tattoo / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have or have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i don’t often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports /i play an instrument/i know more than one language / i can cook or bake/i like writing/i like to read / i can multitask / i’ve never dated anyone /i have a best friend i’ve known for over five years/ i am an only child

No pressure tags: @morganadelacour @its-about-the-acethetic @herrlichersonnigertag @turniptitaness @dearheartdont and anyone else who wants to play!

[mistergoddess]

i wish i had friends lol i wish ive ever had friends. it is so jarring and sad to realize like oh its normal and expected to like. still have friends from previous periods of your life like. most people have friends from highschool, college, previous jobs, previous activities/hobbies and living arrangements... i literally don't have any. i mean i barely have a small handful of extremely casual friends rn, not people i feel particularly emotionally close to or see that much or talk to frequently, and even that is pretty impressive for me. but i don't have any like... Friends friends... my acquaintances/casual friends all have their own Real friends, people they've known much longer and have real context and history with. and i can't think of any time i've had a group of like. my own Real friends. and not just some people i'm kind of around sometimes socially who don't really see me as a close friend but just someone who's there in their social circle and when i disappear they'll never ever think of or try to contact me, not that they did even when i was around. and it's fucking depressing. it's so weird and sad. and that's very much on me! i'm super socially stunted and asocial and don't really like people and have never really properly made friends anywhere i've ever been in life, despite my very small periods of trying to be social! sometimes i fear this late in life it's permanent lol and the older i get the lonelier i get like everyone else already has their real friends and i'm always gonna be someone who's gonna be alone the second i stop actively being in social spaces where people are incidentally around me. like i think that's the real definition of friends, if you stop actively showing up to some group or scene or job, are they still gonna be in your life outside of that... and i have had uh. EXTREMELY few of those. the very few people i was kinda barely social with in highschool were just for while i was in highschool. the slightly healthier group of people i was social with in college were only in my life because i was around them in college. everyone i've ever been chill with at jobs have only been in the context of the job and never anyone i've carried beyond or outside of the job. the few periods of my life where i've actively socialized in some hobby or local scene or something, those people were just the people also in the hobby or scene, not My Friends. and i've gone some REALLY long periods without actively being in anything. from 2020 to 2023, three entire years... i... had genuinely zero social life, zero friends, zero like pleasant social interaction outside of maybe some coworkers who i chatted with at jobs over the years like. it was really fucking dire. i've mostly only had like toxic weird online friendships that fall out and not so toxic but still weird online friendships that peter out and an Extremely small number of toxic Real friendships that usually end up really fucked up by romance stuff bc idk people just wanna date me instead of being my friend!!!! i would love to get friendzoned more often im tired of shit going from toxic friendship to toxic relationship i want actual fucking friends i dont want weird bad stressful relationships anymore!!! like my romantic history is even worse but man i think as much as my brain is like U Need That Or Ur Gonna Kys about romantic love i think its not for me it makes me uncomfy and stressed all the time it's like. a weird intense stressful obligation. and honestly so is friendship lol it genuinely feels like a chore and is mostly uncomfy but that is even more strongly U Need That Or Ur Gonna Kys uuugh idk :( idk i hate socializing and having to deal with people it is always really annoying and stupid but i am also super sad and lonely and need friends lol!