#also i periodically *lose my soul* jfiridkd

[blacknidstang]

What's the most Winchester-coded thing about your own life?

Don't know how much it counts but a very turbulent relationship with parents i'd say. I'm an only child but i was a bad child™️ (to them i mean). I think big chunk of my life i struggled with how badly i wanted them to be proud of me, to love me as a person and acknowledge & respect me as an individual but all of that would only happen if i let them decide my life for me.

Also i get both combination of idolizing my dad when i was young and then literally doing everything to distance myself because i had to define my boundaries of personhood in a way that wasnt fully shaped & controlled by my family. Anyways, lots of talk about struggle for independency in very contorlling environment bluh bluh

Anyway, also blood loving true crime freak i guess