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mambalae-s · 2 years ago

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hi hi mamba, i want to start this off with a congrats and a thank you so much for putting in the work and the energy to do this event. i really appreciate it so much and i'm so so proud of you. you're doing wonderful, darling !

for your event, i actually can't decide myself so i'm going to give you the choice to pick for me between toji and satoru from jjk - (i really really hope you're not indecisive and are able to work well under pressure ! but you can let me know if you need me to choose one);

this might need a bit of a trigger warning, but something i'm still learning to love about myself is my weight and my body. i kinda struggle with my eating habits a little bit sometimes and i won't go into detail but it's something that i'm working on :)

as far as my personality goes, i would describe myself as someone who speaks her mind and usually doesn't hold back from doing so (mostly bc i think honesty is the best policy in any kind of relationship). and um this might be kind of contradicting, but at the same time i also isolate myself from loved ones when i'm feeling down or pressured and keep everything to myself bc i don't like arguing/conflict. my friends describe me as having a sarcastic sense of humour and say that i roll my eyes a lot but they also think i'm very very sweet because i flirt with them often just for fun hehe. i'm mostly an introvert because i need to have my alone time but when i'm feeling charged then i'm able to make friends very very quickly. and my dad says it's because i'm empathetic and always know what to say when it comes to ppl hehe. (ahh this is getting too long... i just love talking about myself. i'll try wrapping it up quickly!) some other things you should know about me: i'm a hopeless romantic, don't like horror, am a total daydreamer, i write romance, fanfiction, and poetry, pink is my favourite colour, i'm a lipgloss/lipstick addict (and collect them for fun even when i don't need them), spring is my favourite season, my love language is physical touch, i'm an infp, and if it's important for the moodboard i'm south asian!

let's keep this sfw for ease, so i'll end it by describing my dream date with both men. you can then choose which one you'll do!

1. i know satoru's really really tall, but i just picture toji being taller and bigger in my head so i have this headcanon that i'm like half his size (for reference, i'm 5'3-ish) and in my head we are just grumpy x sunshine couple all the way. dream date with toji would be us going to the amusement park (my fav place on earth) and just being kids tbh. i'd force him to wear cutesy animal headbands and ride the rollercoaster and the ferris wheel with me and we'd stand in long long lines just talking and he would probably whine and complain about everything but he'd put up with it for me (also i'd probably manipulate him with my big eyes and my own bratty attitude ^^)

2. with satoru, i feel like since he's pretty childish in a relationship, i'd definitely act more bossy/mature with him as a result. (he'd look so pretty taking orders, wouldn't he?) dream date with satoru would just be a stay at home date. we'd start off by cooking dinner and dessert together, then have a spa night, and end it by doing a disney movie marathon together. he's so money i just have the urge to show him that we can do things without spending so much or going out to fancy restaurants and stuff.

anyway, i'm sorry for making this so long. as you can tell, i'm a talker. i'll leave the choice up to you for which boy to pick, but i just want to say thank you in advance. i love u sm mamba. congrats again baby doll <33

my beloved safi!! my dearest angel!! i’m so so soooo excited to do your request!! genuinely kicked my feet and did a little dancy dance when i saw your ask and i started searching for your pics as early as 4am before work! as soon as you mentioned sunshine x grumpy, you’d gotten me on team toji! im gonna make the prettiest, cutest, sweetest boards and scenarios for you, because you truly are as bright as the sun and you deserve the world! hugging you sooooo warmly!

also please don’t feel bad for telling me as much as you did!’ it makes me happy to learn about you all during these little events!

╰┈➤ cherry blossom lips — safi x toji

╰┈➤ song — pov by ariana grande

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 one of the first things that really drew toji to you was your smile. he finds the way your eyes light up and crinkle ever so slightly ever so enchanting. he’s so entirely enraptured, you have no idea just how much!

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 i’ve said this for others as well, but toji’s also the kind of lover who is very attentive to you and your likes. i also think that he spoils you quite a bit! he’ll take note of your collection of lipglosses and lipsticks and whenever he’s out, he always keeps his eyes open for ones that he thinks you’ll like.

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 if you only ask him once, he’ll help you pick out a lovely combination for your days and contemplates very intensely on what look he thinks would work well! he’s very involved surprisingly and loves to see the way you switch things up every now and then, and finds it really cute when you keep returning to favourites time and time again.

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 i also think he’d be very playful and loves to kiss your glossy lips, if only to taste the sweet flavours as he licks the tint from his own lips, keeping his eyes locked on yours with your chin between his fingers as he tells you how sweet you taste.

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 he’s very perceptive to you and your feelings and always looks out for you as best as he can. he knows just how much you care for others around him, and him especially, always making sure that he’s alright, asking him about his day and of anything that he may have on his mind.

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 he might not be very vocal about it, but his way of reassuring you is at first to pull you in for a long hug. he rests his chin on top of your head and just holds you close to him, hands stroking your back and waist and taking slow, deep breaths so that you’ll follow his lead. especially during moments when he notices you quietly hurting, he’ll always mutter loving reassurances that he’s here for you, and that you don’t have to push yourself to talk to him until you’re ready — just know that he’s there for you

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 he also knows how much you try to show yourself love, especially when it comes to your body. toji can tell whenever you’re having a hard time showing yourself the love he feels for you, and his way of reminding you of that love is by initiating physical contact in very intimate ways!

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 not intimate as in sexual, but he’ll lay down with you and shower your entire body with kisses, reaching beneath your clothes with his fingers and taking his time to let each kiss linger, with little whispers of everything he loves, every part of you that you’re still learning to love on yourself. like i said, he’s extremely intentional, so know that all of those kisses and light touches are overflowing with love he feels deep inside his heart, because he’ll be there to love you until — and even after — you’ve fully grown to love yourself the way he does

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 when you ask him one day to visit an amusement park with you, he doesn’t think twice about saying yes! sure, he might act like he has zero interest in wearing those cute headbands with you, but he’d do anything just to make you happy!

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 sure, he’ll say that it won’t look good on him and that it’ll make him look silly, but how can he say no to those pleading eyes and pouty lips of yours? in the end, he’ll let you stuff his mouth full of cotton candy and grumble as you set cute mickey mouse ears atop his head — and don’t tell anyone, but he melts like putty at the way you light up and boop his nose, a little red faced as you tell him how cute he looks

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 he’ll even match with you to wear pink themed outfits! if it’s a colder time of the year when you both go, he’ll buy you both pink lilo onesies ahead of time so that you can wear them together! absolutely loves the pictures you both take and sets them as your contact photo, his wallpaper, all so that he can see the way you smile at the camera while his soft gaze is trained on you

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 now this is a secret, but toji gets a little squeamish in high places, so he’s a little nervous at first about going on the roller coasters and ferris wheels, but it’s all so worth it as he gets to hear your joyful squeals and laughter, watching your eyes crinkle as you belt out all these happy noises. the fact that you’re enjoying yourself makes him all the more pleased and he takes his own enjoyment purely from you.

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 he knows how you love the romantic things in life, so he takes you to the biggest ferris wheel in the park at night when all the lights shine like colourful stars. he wraps his arm around you and admires you admiring the scene around you, leaning into his embrace and just taking in the moment. he can’t stop himself from thinking just how precious you are to him, how much he loves you, and would absolutely tear the world apart to keep you safe.

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 when your cart reaches the highest point of the ride, he lets himself go and pulls you in for a sweet kiss, letting it last for seconds that feel like years and mere moments to him as he drinks you in for all that you are, pouring into you every poem he’s secretly written in his heart for you. he whispers to you how much you love him, “until the end of time, safi… i’ll always love you, even after then.”

mamba celebrates 100 followers — jjk and haikyuu selfship event!

#olympia.#jjk x reader #jjk imagine #jjk selfship #jjk fluff #ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ safi!#i adore you safi!#you deserve the whole world and all its joys!

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shallowseeker · 1 year ago

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Ough. The truck of dads, the dad of trucks!

Ok, I had time this morning before work to go look at 12x15, and now I'm on lunch, and and I have Big Feelings that this occurs in 12x15: Somewhere Between Heaven and Hell.

I love season 12 soooo much:

First, that's just a few episodes after 12x12 Stuck in the Middle (with You), which featured the third near-death-of-the-human-family. There's so much going on at this point with Dean and Cas! The near-deaths are a huge part the push-pull dynamic. As a SPN rule, it's terrifying to love and devastating to be part of a family you'll inevitably be separated from.

And in Dean and Cas's case, it's terrifying to be in love.

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First Blood We had the near-Billie kill in 12x09 First Blood, which was horrifying for Cas. He stepped in to shield them.

Cas is reeling with the knowledge that after his human family dies, he'll be alone. He ignores Mary's calls and sits alone, as the specter of the boys' dead bodies plays out onscreen.

INT. MEN OF LETTERS - DAY CAS. Sitting at the long table. Staring at his phone. One missed call, from "MARY." And we pull back, as Cas puts his head in his hands. Until he's as small as possible in the frame. ALL ALONE. INT. MORGUE - DAY CLOSE ON: SAM and DEAN. Laying side by side on gurneys, in unzipped BODY BAGS. DEAD.

Cas's actions in stepping in to kill Billie were certainly exacerbated by Mary's previous pressure and expectations, but underneath that, I suspect a delayed/repressed horror stemming all the way back from the Dean-Amara-soul-bomb incident.

Fun aside -> Mary also sets a new family precedent, which Cas will follow! You tell your family, "I love you," before you go.

// Funnily enough, it is this event that also causes Mary, ever the child-soldier, to feel guilt and rush toward the British MoL. Makes sense, really. Mary's last clear memory of losing family was watching her parents die to protect her from Azazel. She's gonna balk. She watched John die, too, that same night. It's not something she...does very well with.

It's funny because the MoL are a hunting-network substitute for the Campbell hunting family, but they're also not a family substitute, because they're expendable. They live more fully in the realm of "fellow soldier."

// Plus, there's the whole John-substitute of it all. Mary knows she was too hard on Cas in this episode; she knows she let the dynamic drift into expectations that weren't really fair (even though she'll reach for Cas's strength again in 12x12).

Here, she got to see Cas come undone and paralyzed over loss, which no doubt called to mind John's journal and perhaps her own feelings when John died the very first time.

But by the end of the episode, Mary's getting her head around the situation. She's decided she wants to be strong and support them. When Mary's driving, she peeks back at Dean and Cas, satisfied.

The funny thing about Dean and Mary is they are cognizant of and wish for each other's happiness. (This is how I view Dean's wish for John in Lebanon. It was for Mary.)

Here, Mary seems resolved to hunt and be a part of the family unit. Until Billie. Cas isn't supposed to sacrifice in place of Mary; nobody out-sacrifices Mary Winchester.

...which triggers her freakout and puts her down the path of British MoL, and ultimately, she nearly destroys what she wants to protect.

I love it so much.

MICK: "A world without monsters. A better world." // MARY: "I'm listening."///

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Lily Sunder Has Some Regrets I know. If we start talking about 12x10 Lily Sunder Has Some Regrets, we'll be here all day. But it's the second near-Death. This death isn't quite like the one in First Blood, which was a group thing. This one is more focused on Dean, more intimate in nature.

Dean is so spun out over Cas shielding him that he gives him the silent treatment. He passively-aggressively tells Cas what he thinks:

DEAN: Wow, this Benjamin seems like he's pretty cool, you know. Like he wouldn't make any half-cocked, knee-jerk choices. CAS: Yeah, you know what I like about him? Is that he's sarcastic, but he's thoughtful and appreciative, too.

Dean is caught between a rock and hard place. He wants to be loved, but that's scary. He wants that love to be safe and free from sacrifice and pain (unless, of course, he's the one doing it). Cas, on the other hand, wants to be appreciated for putting himself through the ringer. He likes being protective, as we'll see in his, ahem, future-vision in the 12x19 script, with that deep wish for majestic wings and shirtless stature.

Aside// The whole specter of May Sunder haunts this episode, which features Lily's cruel plight of losing Akobel as he stands to protect the family and prevent danger from getting in the front door, and then she loses May anyway.

Ultimately, this will get echoed with the loss of Cas, and then Jack. (In fact, Cas dies in 12x23 in front of a "door.")

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So, anyway, a big moment in this episode is when Ishim calls Dean's bluff.

Dean is smart; he knows that speed is the key to banishing an angel, and yet, instead of slamming down on the banishing, he scrambles to the side like a hermit crab to actively show Ishim the sigil. It's only a delaying tactic...and Ishim gleefully clocks that.

So, Dean refuses to potentially mortally injure Cas, and he lowers his hand, resigning himself to death.

Meanwhile, Cas's whole world is shifting underneath him. Cas is the one who let Dean come along, and now Dean's yet again dragged into Heaven's business. (This Heaven business is what got Dean killed against Metatron in season 9, mind you. It's a very sore spot.)

And Cas is cornered. Here he is, nearly passed out, the last words audible to are about how Ishim is gonna kill Dean. Cas looks at Dean, and he's silently begging Dean to take the risk and blast him away.

When Dean lowers his hand, we don't get Cas's reaction, but make no mistake, he was horrified. If Cas had been stronger, he wouldn't have lost to Ishim in the first place, if he'd been smarter he would have figured out Ishim's lies, and if he'd been more resilient, Dean could risk an angel banishment with fear of hurting him.

Ishim scoffs, "That's what I thought." He's clocked Dean's feelings this entire time, and that's what makes him angry. That Dean returns them (whereas Lily did not). The whole exchange functions as Ishim asking Dean a question about his feelings. Ishim is like Chuck.

This whole episode triggers a lot of talk about human weakness. Cas is feeling weak again. Ishim's words about Cas being sad and pathetically weak are ringing in his ears, and they'll keep ringing no matter what Dean and Sam say, because twice now this season...Cas has almost watched them die.

DEAN: "You're not weak, Cas. You know that, right?"

Oh, you know. That old Supernatural theme. Love (of all kinds, romantic/familial/parental/etc) makes you strong, but it makes you weak. Etc etc etc.

After this, Cas is spooked. He leaves ASAP in a desperate scramble to find Kelly Kline. It's foreshadowing that emotional truth he tells Dean in 12x19 The Future, that he's in desperate need of a win, for Dean and for himself.

This also sets up Cas's turn to Heaven for support, icing out and ignoring Dean.

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Stuck in the Middle (with You) The third near-Death is another group effort in 12x12 Stuck in the Middle (with You). It's less intimate than the Lily Sunder scenario. Because it's group jeopardy, it feels like Cas is echoing Mary's "I love you," from First Blood.

I suspect these dynamics are why the "I love you," feels difficult for Dean to puzzle out and determine the meaning of, Cas's behavior afterwards notwithstanding.

DEAN: Cas, come on. CASTIEL: No, you listen to me. You– Look, thank you. Thank you. Knowing you, it... it’s been the best part of my life. And the things that... [inhales sharply] the things we’ve shared together, they have changed me. You’re my family. I love you. I love all of you. Just please... please, don’t make my last moments be spent watching you die. Just run. Save yourselves. And I will hold Ramiel off as long as I can. DEAN: Cas, no. CASTIEL: Yes. You need to keep fighting.

With Ramiel, Cas is begging them to leave him. This is Cas's repressed anger over Dean lowering his hand from the sigil in 12x10. It's an echo of Dean's hypocritical anger over the cosmic consequences of First Blood. It also calls to mind their phone call in early season 11. The "Are you okay?" with a symbolic, answering, "No, are you okay?"

This time, Cas has a forceful message for Dean, "NO. You listen to ME." He's telling Dean to leave this time, and it's certainly part of a larger disagreement between them. Certainly.

It's so nifty, because this is so much more dynamic than a surface-level worry about what the "I love you" does or doesn't mean.

Just look at Cas's face when he thinks he's about to watch them die. That's the heart of the issue in this episode.

I mean, we've got it all in here, folks!

We've got the watch: the symbol that Cas's time with the mortal human family is running too short. It was always going to run too short.

We've got the orange glow: they're all lit by the flame of familial loss.

I think this is another reason that the thought of Jack Kline is so comforting. Jack's the triple gambit: he gives Cas a Cause worthy of staying on Earth, he's a Power Higher than Cas that can protect his human family, and he's also every bit as immortal as Cas and Jack should/will outlive him.

Anyway, after this, Dean gives Cas a mixtape full of songs that represent romantic love. (Led Zeppelin is the John-Mary love story that Dean clung to, despite that everything in the world was telling him to doubt the very concept of love.)

Dean doesn't doubt that Cas loves him, but he is trying to test the waters and determine if it's romantic, or more familial, like how Mary meant it in First Blood. Dean had resolved long ago to keep it in the realm of Cas's chivalric comradery, but now he finds himself hoping for something more along the lines of Zepp's "Thank You."

And Cas? Cas leaves again. From what we can tell, he stays in contact with Dean until 12x15, when this trucker song of yours starts to play, signifying Cas's pulling away from the human family in favor of using Heaven and going radio silent.

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Between Heaven and Hell

Which brings us to it, 12x15 Somewhere Between Heaven and Hell. I forgot how much I loved this episode. We get that awkwardly timed moment at around the 6-minute mark where Sam's phone call to Mary overlaps with Dean's call to Cas:

[exterior, Sam and Dean exit Baby at the crime scene, Sam talking on the phone to Mary, Dean talking to Cas] DEAN: Oh, really? SAM: Oh, that's great, Mom. Oh.- No, we're -- we're fine. We, uh... DEAN: - It sounds like somethin'. SAM: Yeah. Love you, too. DEAN (quietly, overlapped with Sam's words): All right, Cas. Let us know.

Do I think Dean has given Cas the mixtape by this point? Yes. Yes, I do. I think there's this whole ghost of, "I love you, too," in Dean's actions, and he's waiting for Cas to "let him know," if Cas meant what Dean hoped he meant.

Meanwhile, Cas is having a freakout about the consequences of his Lucifer-jailbreak (Kelly Kline) and all of the Winchester near-deaths that he felt powerless to stop. Cas is continuing to grapple with the mortal-immortal-ness of it all, too.

So, Cas gets on the field again, and in this episode, he's at least got a line of communication to Dean. They may be longing for each other, and they may not be on the same page, but at least they're in contact.

And here's your diner song, @cuddlemonsterdean, just after the cleverly edited overlap above.

Cas is in a "family" diner when he hears it. (I can't help but think of Kara, too, the waitress from season 8's The Great Escapist, who was killed by Heaven; Heaven slaughtered the entire family diner.) There's this complex interplay of Heaven interfering with the human family, like how the corporate world tries to suck fathers dry under the guise of offering resources, protection, and prestige. Heaven is a like a Mack truck.

[interior, shot of a tabloid newspaper with a photo of burnt angel wings in a parking lot where Dagon had killed two angels in 12.13, and an article about a waitress at a diner who met an “untimely and violent demise at the hands of an irate alien,” according to her manager, Herb Nelson. Cas is the one reading the article, standing in that diner. He flashes his FBI credentials (upside down, of course). Lorene Mercer’s "Ballad of a Truck Driver’s Wife" plays.]

And you're right about those damn lyrics. I mean, where do we fucking start?

Six days a week you're gone, you leave your wife and kids at home We play second fiddle to the truck you own Just when we need you so, that's when you have to go That's how it is when you're married to a truck-drivin' man Here today, and gone tomorrow, to make your run again ... Just remember we're all waiting patiently We'll just be waiting here And longing for you, dear And that's how it is, when you're married to a truck-drivin' man

Then, Kelvin shows up. And well, Kelvin is leaning against the truck, waiting for Cas. Then, Kelvin offers up Heaven's muscle and resources. (The funny thing is, Heaven also wants Cas's muscle in this mission.)

But that's the layout of the scenes. We have (1) that cleverly edited phone call, then (2) Cas hearing the song in the diner, and then we get this (3): Cas is visually moving from a "family diner" towards his dad-of-obligations truck ("work"/"Heaven"), where Kelvin waits.

KELVIN: We want you. Look, you got more field experience than the next thousand angels combined. CASTIEL: I think you overestimate me. KELVIN: I don't. Look, I know you're working with the Winchesters. Sam and Dean -- their hearts are in the right place, but wouldn't it be better to have us waiting in the proverbial wings? All the power of Heaven behind you? ... KELVIN: You ever miss it? Upstairs? I mean, don't get me wrong. I love Earth. It's quirky. It smells like hay.

Kelvin says that Earth is "quirky," and "smells like hay." He's effectively saying that Cas has chosen a lower-class lifestyle without glory.

In 12x19, we'll get the answer to that part: Cas says he doesn't care about his reputation. He's only using the power the ensure the wellbeing of his human family, like a dad should. Because while Cas could be "king," he chooses instead to be "king of the family/household." (This is an interesting contrast to the Sam-Rowena-Crowley triad of ambition.)

Simultaneously, Cas does long for home, for a world of immortals like himself who he won't as easily lose to time. He longs for Heaven to be what's it's clearly not: a family, with all its faults. He'd like Heaven to be somewhere that he can visit, "to come and go as he pleases." He ultimately chooses his human home above all else, though. Kelvin kind of gets that, which is why he switches tactics and urges Cas to "hear Joshua out, for the greater good."

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The Future

Then, what do we get? We get an unhinged, worried Dean in 12x17-12x19. Cas comes back home after a concerning drought of non-communication. Dean is not used to this from Cas anymore, and he certainly wasn't expecting it after all...that. (That being the mixtape and the "I love you, I love all of you.")

Cas walks back through the door. We learn that not only was Dean calling him over and over, but he was obsessively checking morgues for Cas's body.

DEAN: Whatever. Welcome home back.

We get this image of a very upset Dean, sitting at his desk running a search program.

We know this location is probably where Cas's absence found Dean often. And we see now, as he rubs his neck in a self-soothing pattern, he's still very upset.

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Then, humiliatingly, Cas tries to return the mixtape. So much for testing the waters.

And what does Dean do? Dean soldiers on and gives the mixtape back unconditionally, resolved to give his love regardless if it's returned or not, and to receive Cas's love in any way he can.

He can't even look at Cas as he does it:

Dean is a little embarrassed here, fumbling his words as he and Cas both converse in covert ways to try and feel each other out. Cas is trying to figure out if Dean loves him; Dean is trying to ease the ache of perceived rejection.

So, Dean tells Cas that they're stronger together, defaulting to brothers-in-arms. "You, me, and Sam." Tragically, they're talking past one another again, not quite syncing up on each other's intentions.

Nevertheless, I think Dean still has a sliver of hope for things to work out. He wants to keep trying to fit Cas into his life, and to accept Cas's love in whatever form it comes. He's adamant about defending Cas to Sam:

Sam: How did this happen? Dean: (Scoffs) What? The lying? The Heaven plan? Or the fact that I'm working on this stupid truck? Sam: No, I mean, what's wrong with Cas? Dean: Well, he hasn't exactly had a banner year. I mean, think about it. Between Lucifer (Blows air) killing Billie, Ramiel, everything's been blowing up in his face. And he's so desperate for a win right now, he can't even see straight. (gestures to truck) Go ahead and give it a try. (Sam climbs in truck)

Dean is resolving to keep trying to fix things, because he really, really wants Cas and Cas-as-family-truck in his life. He gets where Cas is coming from, emotionally. He knows that Cas is not turning to Heaven for ambition but for complicated emotional reasons on their behalf.

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And when Cas is mind-whammied, Dean resolves to fight for him, because this makeshift family with Mary and Cas is everything he's ever wanted, no matter how imperfect it is.

Dean holds onto Cas's arm and pleads:

"We're not gonna just let you walk again. Not again."

It's a little bit like Amelia Novak in that way. This time, Dean is going to do him damnedest to keep Cas safe and support him.

That's part of why Cas's death in season 12 hits him so hard. Dean had come to a decision about what's important in his life and what he's going to fight for. "This has to work," he tells Sam in 12x23. "It has to."

But he still lost everything anyway. Dean is powerless. And then, he doesn't even get a chance to make a deal. He can't bring Cas back, because angels are beyond the purview of their machinations. And God's not listening.

(Text Attributions// Supernatural scripts here via @spnscripthunt. Transcripts are located here via SPNWiki. Visit their Tumblr to donate.)

Blaming @cuddlemonsterdean for this one, actually.

Your posts about Cas's cars and also his tendency to go lone wolf and just leave for long periods of time and not communicate with Dean made me think again of how poignant it felt when they played Ballad Of A Truck Driver's Wife while Cas is off investigating the angel deaths in the diner in 12x15. I mean the lyrics "Six days a week you're gone, you leave your wife and kids at home, we play second fiddle to the truck you own. Just when we need you so, that's when you have to go, and that's how it is when you're married to a truck driver man" ??? and then towards the end the "we'll just be waiting for you here, and longing for you dear" it's so !!! like isn't that how it must be like for Dean, he's so frustrated because Cas leaving and not answering calls makes him so worried but Cas keeps doing it even when Dean tries to make him understand this. and Dean keeps longing for Cas to share home and heart with him, but based on the clues he has it seems that Cas doesn't see their relationship the same way and doesn't want to be with Dean like that, so waiting and longing is all he's left with T_T

Heaven business = truck driving

#asks #long posts #sorry #but also not sorry #you know how i am #cuddlemonsterdean tag #will add tags after work

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jayaury · 4 years ago

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Berry Big Bimbo

A quick short story about a blueberry plant girl having some fun with a poor soul who wandered into her berry patch.

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The cardinal rule of the Wire Woods was never trust a shortcut.

If Miles ever got out, he’d never disobey it again.

He shivered again as a wind swept through the forest, bringing with it the first chill of coming night. He glanced again at the sky, where a once blue horizon burned with evening’s reds and golds, peeking through the thick branches and leafy boughs. Stupid, stupid, stupid! He again shouldered his pack, putting on another spurt of speed. Day was bad enough in the Wire Woods, but night brought out the absolute worst. No one went near the forests after dark. Not unless they wanted to become the pet of some demon spawn residing within. Miles had no intention of sharing that fate. He just had to keep following the path. All paths lead somewhere!

He just hoped it wasn’t to the lair of a succubus.

Miles was looking up at the sky so often to check how long he had, that he didn’t notice the clearing until he was right in it.

He staggered to a stop, and not just because of the thick brambles that grew from the center of the clearing like a dark dome, but also because before him were a dozen paths spreading out of the clearing, spaced apart like the spokes of a wheel.

“Oh shit,” he groaned.

“Hm?”

Miles jumped, whirling about. “Who said that?” he demanded.

“Me of course!”

Miles turned with creeping horror towards the brambles in the center of the clearing. They were being parted by a pair of hands of a blue so deep it was almost purple. Skin of a similar hue came into view as the brush was pushed away, revealing a woman of jaw-dropping proportions, not the least of which was the fact her hips ended in a network of roots. She rested among the thorny bushes as if never even noticing their spikes, her breasts so large Miles wondered if she could even get up. Her hair spilled in richest green leaves, half covering her face, her lips a shade of purple they were nearly black, and so big and soft they made Miles blush just to see them.

He felt himself relax, but only just. Not a true demon. Merely a tainted. A melon or a berry girl. Weaker spawn of the demon’s taint. Though, he knew as well that the corrupted had threats all their own.

“Oh!” the plant woman cried, clapping her hands delightedly. “What a cutie came by to say hello. Hi! My name’s Tartiana. What’s yours?”

Miles felt himself blush a little when she said that, for her ample bosom tended to wobble distractingly whenever she spoke. “Um, Miles.”

“Miles!” she said, her tongue moving over her soft lips as if tasting the name. “Mmm. What a cute name. Perfect for such a cute boy.”

“Uh, thanks,” Miles said uneasily. He felt his cheeks warm with embarrassment. He hadn’t been called cute since he’d turned twenty last year. He glanced nervously about the clearing. “Are you alone?”

“Yup! Just me. Which is why I’m just so happy I got a visitor! It’s been soooo long,” she cooed, and Miles couldn’t help but notice how she fondled her immense, firm breasts. Like two great blueberries swelling on her chest.

“Yeah, I imagine.”

“Of course! Nobody comes out to the Wire Woods. And so late! I get so lonely,” she said, fluttering her soft lashes at him.

Miles felt his blush return, but wasn’t too worried. Such a bimbo wasn’t really a threat. He could outthink her, if it came to that. “If you’ve been here for a long time, does that mean you know where these paths go?”

“Sure!” Tartiana giggled. “I know these woods like the back of my breasts!”

Again Miles’s eyes were pulled to those wobbling orbs before he managed to wrest them back to her face. “Oh, um, great! Does that mean you know which way leaves the forest?”

“Totes!” Tartiana giggled and pointed to one of the paths. “It’s that way.”

Miles fairly sagged in relief. “Great! Thank you,” he said, turning down the indicated trail.

“Or, um, maybe it was that one?”

Miles paused as she pointed at the path in the complete opposite direction. “But…”

“Or um… oh gosh. It might even be that one,” she said, pointing in a third, completely opposite direction.

Miles glanced again at the sky darkening through the boughs. “Look, do you know the way out or not?” he said.

“Um, oh gosh. I’m sorry,” Tartiana groaned, fondling her bouncing breasts. “It’s just um… I always have trouble concentrating when my big, bouncy berry tits get all stuffed with juice.”

“They… um…”

Miles trailed off, his jaw slowly dropping as he spotted a bead of blue liquid drip from Tartiana’s puffy nipple.

“Oh gosh yes. I grow soooo much juice, you know,” Tartiana moaned, continuing to bounce her plump tits, squeezing them between her arms. “And no one comes down the paths ever! I can never find a nice boy to help me squeeze my sweet, berry juice out.”

“O-oh,” was all Miles could say, his head slowly nodding with the bouncing of those massive, blue breasts.

“But I always think so much clearer when they’re all drained out. All squeezed out. Like it squeezes out all my thoughts. All my confusion.”

“Th-thoughts?”

“Oh gosh yes! Not that I ever have many,” she giggled. “All I’ve got to think about is how full my tits are. How bouncy. How a handsome boy would just love to watch and touch them. Stroke and kiss them.”

Miles couldn’t look away. What was more, he was becoming aware of a far from subtle pressure in his pants. He cleared his throat, trying to shake himself from his stare. “W-well, if it would help you think, I guess I could… maybe…”

“Would you?” Tartiana gasped, her large eyes shining. She shifted in her bed of brambles, her large breasts bouncing. “Oh thank you, thank you! I knew you were a good boy the moment I saw you!”

Miles again felt a flush at those words, but decided not to challenge them. What business was it of his if she called him a good boy? So long as she gave him directions, she could call him the Baron of Gula. Besides, so long as he kept his head about him, he’d be fine. She was far too dumb to trick him.

Still, he approached warily. One could never be too careful in the Wire Woods, after all. As he came closer, the sweet scent of blueberries surrounded him like a haze. The strength of it stunned him, but on he went, making his way carefully over to Tartiana, ready to bolt like a startled rabbit at the first sign of treachery.

Tartiana merely waited, smiling, her big, ample breasts pressed out on proud display, her arms crossed beneath them, lifting them. Miles reached for them, only to hesitate. Something… something about this seemed… seemed wrong.

“What’s the matter?” Tartiana asked in a singsong voice.

“Um, nothing.”

“You’re not scared of my big breasts are you?”

“O-of course not!”

“Aw, it’s okay if you are. A little, maybe. They’re so awfully big, aren’t they? So big and firm. I mean, look at them!”

She bounced them in her arms. Miles’s eyes followed. Gods. They were so firm. He likened them to blueberries at their ripest season, her nipples nearly black. He swallowed thickly.

“I…”

“Aren’t they the best?”

“Uh… uh huh…”

“They’re just so big!”

“Yeah…”

“So bouncy!”

“Mmm…”

“So big and squishy and such silly bimbo tits!”

Miles swallowed again. He felt oddly thirsty. His hands hesitated.

“I’ve got a big pair of bimbo tits, don’t I?”

“Well, um…”

“It’s okay! Like I said, they make it sooooo hard to think sometimes. Why, when they’re full like this, it can be so hard to concentrate on anything else but how big and wonderful and full they are. And my juice is just so sweet. So tender. It just melts a silly mind to nothing!”

Miles swayed a little. “Um…”

“C’mon, baby,” Tartiana crooned, leaning up, pushing her big breasts closer so he could see the taut smoothness of those orbs. “Give my big bimbo tits a good milking.”

She was so close, his merest twitch brushed a finger against her breast. Tartiana gasped, moaning, her breasts bouncing at her sudden intake of breath. But the motion didn’t dislodge Miles. His fingers remained, as if glued to her ample bust.

And slowly, he leaned forward, engulfing her breast with his palms, marvelling at how huge she was. How heavy. How firm and big her breasts were. How they twitched with her delighted whimper, filling his hands as he hefted them.

“Mmmm! Oh, that’s it. Really fill up your hands with my bimbo berry boobies! Aren’t they so big and firm?”

“Yeah,” Miles breathed, fondling her ample tits. Pressing them together. Watching them squish and bounce in his hands.

“Ooooh, yes. Oh baby, just like that. Massage my big breasts. Good boys love big breasts. Good boys love milking pretty berry girls. You’re being such a good boy. Ooooh, but… ah… but it needs… needs a little something… something more. Gotta milk my big dumb breasts. My big, dumb, bimbo tits. Oh baby, I need your help. A little more. A little something more…”

Miles wondered what that could be. But then her arms were around his head. Were easing him forward towards a dark nipple dribbling her sweet juices. His mouth was so dry. So thirsty. He didn’t think. Instinct guided his lips to that nub.

And had him suck.

And suck.

And suck, like a good bimbo boy.

Sweet wine drowned his mouth and what remained of his resistance. He moaned, flushing hot as Tartiana’s milk splashed into his mouth. Onto his tongue. He drank it down. Drank it like a man possessed, his head spinning. His body warming.

“Mmm. That’s it. Ohhhh, what a good boy admiring my big, dumb breasts. Oops! But you’re getting it all over your clothes! We can’t have them stain. We gotta fix that, don’t we?”

They did. Had to… had to… He stopped trying to think. It was so hard anyway. And drinking was so easy. Burying his face in her big bosom as he pressed her tits together, moaning and whimpering, his mind lost in a drunken haze of lust and the bounce of her tits, he struggled out of his clothes, shrugging them off with her help. He was naked. Naked was good. So good.

“Mmmm,” Tartiana moaned. “Such a good boy. A good boy who loves my dumb breasts. And you know why he does?”

“Mmmnoooo,” Miles fairly drooled.

“Silly!” Tartiana giggled, booping his nose. “It’s because he’s a silly, dumb bimbo too! But oh gosh! Look how late it is! It’s all dark, and we can’t have such a silly boy wandering around the Wire Woods! All sorts of nasty demons would just love to play with you. Don’t you worry, though. Momma Tartiana’s gonna take good care of you.”

Some sense of uncertainty trickled through his mind. Miles lifted lips stained purple from her nipple. “But… um… I…”

“Don’t worry,” Tartiana giggled, guiding his head back down to her breast. “You can go anytime you want! Just as soon as it’s light out again. How’s that sound?”

Light out. Yes. Right. Light. He could wait for light. Miles smiled dreamily as he resumed sucking. Resumed sinking into the berry girl’s big, blue tits. Resumed being a good bimbo boy for his new, berry beautiful mistress. His cock sinking into the pleasured tightness of her pussy. His whimpers swallowed by her moans, his thoughts steeped in her bouncing breasts. He could do this. He could wait in her breasts for light.

And the brambles knit above their heads, steeping them in a pillowy darkness that would never end...

#blueberry #bimbo girl #alraune #bimbofied #big bust #jay aury #titnosis

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seijorhi · 4 years ago

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asks :))

what i have learned today is that y’all wanna get fucked by some monsters...

What does nostos mean? What language is it in? 🤔 also I of course loved it, mind blown as usual queen

it’s ancient greek! it means homecoming, the idea of a triumphant return home for the hero after a long journey. i found it through looking at the root of nostalgia. in this fic of course it’s kind of a grim tongue in cheek play on it. the reader’s coming back to the mountains, but she’s running away after a bad breakup, and the welcome she gets is... shall we say less than ideal haha

Just read nostos-

First of all as a person who reads monster shit- hell ya. Mhm. That’s some good shit right there. That was DELICIOUS horror. It actually had me a bit nervous and afraid to read what was gonna happen next 😳

Secondly- omg I wanna know what happened next (at the end) 👀 know what I mean??? 😼

ANYWAY AS ALWAYS you never disappoint and your writing is fantastic (if/when you write horror yandere stuff again I’ll be there- frothing at the mouth. A+++++ work ILY💖)

you want me to write the monster porn, just say it bby ghfjdkshgfjkd but ty

Omfg that fic was so good!

Did the readers mom know about monster kuroo?? Or was she just worried because of the previous murder? And did Kuroo somehow manipulate reader into coming back to the forest or was it just a big coincidence? (👁👄👁 there's no such thing as a coincidence)

Looking forward to your future work <3

ty nonnie!! i didn’t have the right space for it, but after kohsuke was ripped apart and eaten kuroo stayed by the reader’s side until late in the night, only disappearing when he heard the reader’s parents/search party approaching. they found her lying in pools of blood (and scattered half eaten body parts), shaking and unresponsive – they knew no animal could’ve done something like that. so they knew something lurked in those woods, but considering the reader had repressed the memories, her mom couldn’t just come out and say it <33

You are an AMAZING horror writer!!!

The uneasiness I got from the conversations with the mom is just *chefs kiss*

A+++++

ahh thank you!! horror is such a hard genre to write because i’m never sure if the suspense and everything’s gonna hit right haha

I read Nostos before going to sleep last night and at the time I was like “sure hope this doesn’t give me nightmares” and thankfully it didn’t lol. But I think I’m willing to take that chance again because it’s so GOOD and I think I’m just going to have to relive it – @ohno-otome

fhdjgbfhjkdfn i’m glad it didn’t give you nightmares bby!! but i also appreciate that haha, i’m an absolute wimp with scary movies and stuff but i just can’t stop watching them haha

I just wanna say that I was listening to "You're a psychotic villain playlist" on youtube while reading Kuroo's oneshot and I can't explain the emotions I felt, but I'd let Kuroo do things to me asdfghjkl – @itishebihime-samaforyou

ooh nice! sometimes the right playlist makes things doubly as fun haha

OH MY GOD!?!?! Nostos was soooo GOOD?!?!? Like it was so creepy (but in a good way), and scary and suspenseful!! And the ending!?!? Omggg honestly one my fav fics from you!! You did my mans Kuroo justice 🥺💖💕

TYYYYYYY i was genuinely concerned i was gonna scare everybody off haha

Ah! The new fic! Chiefs kiss! Magnificent! Bravo!🧚‍♀️✨🧞‍♀️🦖🦭🌹💫

tysm nonnie!!! <33

i’m pretty sure i’m in the same/similar timezone as you? and i do be staying up late to be one of the first to read your fics (i usually stay up late anyways). so imagine my surprise when i see you post in the afternoon. in conclusion, whether you post to align with your european and american readers’ timezone, my gmt+10 arse will still be one of the first to read your fics. also nostos sjdufigyyjf i have to admit, i recently just found out about monster fucking and nostos scratched the itch😫 i feel bad for kohsuke though

bby i always post at like 2-4 in the morning please get some sleep!! the fics will be there in the morning lmao. i kinda low key forget about my aussie/gmt+10 followers because i think there’s like... 3 of you haha

Honestly if i could give u a dollar everytime i got off to your fics, you'd probably be rich by now

lmao the idea that people find my fics hot enough to get off to still blows my mind lol

your newest kuroo fic was so SO good!! its totally okay if you dont want to answer this so you can keep things ambiguous but is monster kuroo planning on killing the reader after he's...done with them

thank you, bby!! but no, monster kuroo isn’t gonna eat her – he’s had plenty of chances to do that if that’s what he wanted, but he has other plans for the poor reader

RHI, I WANT TO STATE FOR THE RECORD THAT I AM OKAY WITH MORE MONSTER FUCKING IN THE FUTURE. i also want to say im not a monster fucker, but that just feels like a lie at this point. okay, now that that's off my chest, i love it. the mystery, the connections of kuroo to a cat. kuroo's probably gonna go and batter around his prey once they're under his grip like my cat does. hopefully the reader will come out somewhat unscathed, if they are ever allowed to leave 😌 love this, love how different it is, the way kuroo just tries to weasel in. very monster and yandere vibes, very you. have i said i love this yet?? id willingly let him get me drunk on his cock, maybe never leave the peace of the mountains again

‘i want to say that i’m not a monster fucker’ bby the denial will get you nowhere haha. just lean in and embrace it hgfjkdlkfgjnkdl ahh but thank you this is such a sweet ask ILY!!!

Omg omg the monster thing kuroo was in ur latest fic is so familiar to me abdhdmfnjfjf. I remember being told abt a monster with VERY SIMILAR characteristics to it (aka the not being able to go inside a house unless invited and using fire to lure ppl out) AND JFC IT TERRIFIED ME. Esp how when i told ppl around me and they didnt recognize what it was, but it was somehow known to the kid that told me abt it.

(Some ppl thought it was familiar but still didnt know what it was)

Do u know what im talking abt? Hopefully u do

-🥚

GHFJDK so the monster in this is kind of based off the nekomata spirit in japanese folklore - they can appear like people, torment victims by reanimating the corpses of their loved ones, they’ve been blamed for forest fires, so it was just fun to use that as a basis and then go buck wild haha. anyway thanks for the ask bby!

Rest In Peace Kohsuke, you would’ve loved Haikyuu season 5😔✊– @joyvstheworld

poor kohsuke deserved better, i’m just mean to the oc’s i throw into fics haha

Monsterfucking ❤❤❤❤❤❤ a little annoyed you're making me simp for yan Kuroo though (a vibe tho tbh). You're so extremely talented!!!! &

This is probably a stupid question, but how did Kageyama react when he couldn't find y/n? How is life with yan Suga? I imagine probably awful BUT yknow maybe the stockholm syndrome set in fast lmao. Sorry, I'm going on a binge reading your stuff. - @oracleofdin

i will not apologise for making you simp for kuroo he deserves it the man’s a snacc. and as far as your second question, suga’s a very caring, very smothering kinda yandere, so i guess in some ways it’s better than what the reader had with kageyama but... pick your poison haha

That was so good. I’m so shook rn I can’t comprehend anything but how good that was and how good a writer you are

TYSM NONNIE!!! <33

Ok, so, I just read Final Girl and the lil' ticket addition to it and just---

Well, ok I've been playing Dead by Daylight a lot lately? And I'm just picturing Tetsu as the newest killer "The Trickster" and I'm positively RANDY.

Your writing is ALREADY thirst inducing and just as satisfying, but this has SENT ME- If you're not familiar, please...

https://youtu.be/iowkiPobYYQ

Understand my thirst. (I'd also like to clarify, I use a different skin for him that gives him black hair and he looks like Kuroo with an undercut.)

~ @the-casual-hedonist 🌸

i love how feral y’all got for final girl kuroo. like bo and akaashi had his fans, but i put a spiked bat in kuroo’s hands and y’all lost your goddamn minds and i love to see it. fghdjkvhfjdkls thanks for the ask bby

idk why but I love preggo reader as long as I don't pretend it's me 😢✋ I hate babies n pregnancy anywhere else other than horny haikyuu fics

i think that’s a valid thing for a lot of fans. the idea of breeding is sexy, the actual getting pregnant and having a kid thing... not so much. but especially with non-con scenario’s, it’s more about the aspect on control than the actual desire to have kids. but yeah, i feel you

Sorry to bother but uh was just wondering in fracture did Osamu kill his wife or was it actually an “unfortunate event” ? Love your work btw!!

he most certainly did :))

LMFAO RHI i totally get not liking cheating/infidelity fics (towards reader) bc IT HIRTS ME SO BAD I CANNOT HANDLE THOSE.

id be reading fics those fics like: tf you mean my yandere aimt gonna baby me and only want me??🤨🤨🤨⁉️‼️

EXACTLY! listen i get that it’s a fucked up fantasy, but in my fucked up fantasy you damn well better have the decency to be loyal smh

Finders keepers is the most beautiful thing I've read by you: I read it twice like I normally do and here's what I figured out the second time (that's when I analyze it and find the little tidbits of things that are much darker than they appear (: )

To start I LOVE THE DETAILS OF THEM NEVER TEACHING READER ANYTHING- at first I assumed "oh they might see her as a little sister or child or something" but realized thAT WAS THE ISSUE!! they infantilize her and isolate her from everyone but her group. the small details like that are what make the story amazing 😎💅

ahh thank you so much, nonnie!! pls this is making me soft 🥺

I just wanted to stop by and say that I love your writing and I hope you're doing well!!! Drink plenty of water and keep up the amazing work :) but seriously you're one of the best fanfic writers I've seen on tumblr! I read your "Imitation" piece about kuroo and i keep coming back to it, it's so good! I did want to ask if you think it'd be possible for the reader to ever escape with the baby (or at least attempt to). Or if Kenma would "help" at all just to put an end to kuroo's antics lmao

kenma would in no way help the reader, and tbh by that point if kuroo did get her pregnant, she’d be far too emotionally dependant on him to actually even want to leave, but thanks for the ask!

You know who I think would be a perfect Yandere in the JJK world? Choso.

🚨Spoilers Ahead🚨

After being locked in a glass jar for however long he was, and all that happened with his brothers, I feel like he would absolutely never let his darling out of his sight. He would be possessive. Obsessive. And Oh So delusional. Sure he’d be your anything - he truly is a softy - but to what end?🤤

choso would make an excellent yandere, ngl 😌

what au/troupe of your fav character(s) that you have written do you like the most?

(rlly hope this makes sense🙏)

i am always a slut for soulmate au’s :))

#ask #anon #rhi answers #ohh so many asks #i love you guys <33 #fic q's

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shihozaki · 4 years ago

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Heyo I would like to request a haikyuu match up❤️

General facts:

I'm luri a 21 old, female, hetero, ESTP/ESFP, aries, Gryffindor. I have an undercut hairstyle. (length kinda like ushijima so my profile picture isn't that accurate anymore)

Basically I'm a open and humorous person who likes to laugh :) I don't have a particular fashion style, I wear mostly everything from sweat pants and Hoodie with sneakers to mini skirt or rockabilly dress with high heals. I have no favorite color but I don't like pink...

Personality/character :

When you first meet me I am nice, polite but rather quiet. Knowing each other better I am very direct and straight out with my emotions of any kind. Whether I'm mad, sad or in a good mood. Even then I'm quite humorous. I am like an open book for most to read as you can tell by my nonverbal body language what I am like right now. I can get very aggressive and angry if someone is stupid towards me or starts a fight with me or my friends. On the other hand I speak before I think without any filter ... And I only notice that afterwards... But if someone points my inappropriate behavior out to me I would apologize immediately :)

- I'm a very helpful and nice person. I would do everything for my friends and family if they ask

- I'm a good listener. And because of my own family history I know If someone’s having a bad day and needs emotional support.

- I'm really good in organizing things

- I'm faithful and loyal. If you mess with me or my friends I will fight everyone.

- I'm to stubborn and straight forward. When I have a goal in mind, I don’t give up so easily. It can also backfire.

- I speak before I think. So I may say inappropriate in front of others...

- When I'm interested in something, sometimes I just focus on it and only want to talk about it, which can really get on others' nerves

Hobbies:

My hobbies are

producing my own little video clips or drawing,

I like to bake, and

practice my Krav Maga skills (Israeli Military Self-Defense Technique) :)

I can play violin but I don't get any lessons anymore :)

I am interested in technology especially IT and love to make, build and program things and websites myself.

I love helping with repairs on the house, but also building furniture, as well as electronics and electrics.

What I dislike about people:

-I don’t like being underestimated by my intelligence and physical strength and behaving towards me as if I were a fool.

Fun facts:

-I have an extreme visual defect (nearsightedness) + I can't see in three dimensions, so I'm kinda blind in some way xD

(if I don't wear glasses it's as if I see my surroundings as a picture...)

- so basically I'm looking for a guy who shares my humor and is able to handle/accept my flaws :) and he shouldn't underestimate me.

- I think I would go to Karasuno.

- in my opinion I'm a Iwaizumi kinnie :)

- I love movie soundtracks! the whole soundtrack, original music from the composer + epic soundtracks from two steps from hell, audiomachine, John Williams, Hans Zimmer, Rachel Portman etc. So they are my favorites(recently my favorite soundtrack is the whole haikyuu soundtrack!).

But i also have pop and rock on my playlist along with some electronic songs and classic music. So basically a bit from everything :)

- I can't handle horror. I am a upfront person and straight forward but I'm such a softie BUT can't handle anything with horror (like movies or dungeons) xD

- in the HQ universe: I think I would be a senpai for the third years. I like the thought of visiting them for their weekend practice and film their activities :) and I'm kinda into being the older one in a relationship :) but I don't have to. But I also like the thought of being a third year and watch them play and record them. (I don't want to choose a high school, but my favorites are Karasuno, Shiratorizawa and Fukurodani. But I think I'm a Iwaizumi kinnie.)

Love language & what I look for:

- When I'm in a relationship with my boyfriend I would spoil him physically(massages) , with gifts and emotional equally (showing up ar his work place, preparing dinner, organize quality time in front of the TV with cuddling and watching favorite movies, etc.)

- I look for a guy who match with my humor or at least doesn't hate it

- I like it when guys handle my flaws and are ok with them

- I would take everything as a date. City trip, shopping if it is shopping for technology or Mangas, movie date (without horror), just stay at home :)

Soooo I hope that's not too much information, and I hope I included everything you need :)

Thank you in advance ❤️

I pair you up with Ushijima Wakatoshi!

- So you used to go to Karasuno High, becoming very good friends with the volleyball team. Even after graduation, you occasionally visited the team.

- One day, when you had visited the baseball team’s practice, Hinata and Kageyama had gone on a run and hadn’t come back for while. You offered to look for them and went on your search. You found them talking to the famous number one ace in Japan. He asked you for his number after you tried to drag the boys away.

- You started texting him after that, and surprisingly, you guys quickly became friends! He found your “wear your heart on my sleeve” personality very amusing, while you found his “I swear I’m laughing on the inside” personality amusing. You guys went into a relationship pretty quickly too

- He was surprised that you were older then him- he thought you were younger at first. In fact- that’s what his teammates thought too

- Adores your talking. Since Ushijima is a man of few words, he loves listening to you talk about your recent obsessions. He find you admirable for being extroverted and finding what you love.

- He doesn’t think you have any flaws? Like he doesn’t seem to find any but even if you do have some, why would that matter? He believes that humans were meant to have flaws. And he thinks “flaws” are just “special personalities”.

- He’s surprisingly very soft and warm towards you. He says it’s because he’s comfortable around you. He tries his best to be a good boyfriend too, by always trying to spend time with you. He gives you his full attention.

- He does have humour- but he just says them in a straight face. Which makes you crack up even more.

- Loves you taking care of him. Your little massages and your little gifts make him feel fluttery inside, and poor boy doesn’t know how to react. He gets so cute when he’s silently flustered.

Overall you guys are both very straightforward and dominating couple, where each of your teams make fun of you guys for being whipped at each other :)

Scenario: First meeting!

‘Where did they go?’ You thought as you wandered around the streets. You should have know that Hinata and Kageyama would get lost- they weren’t exactly the brightest. It was still odd, they couldn’t have gotten that far. ‘Don’t tell me…’ You thought before running to the Shitatorizawa school. You made your way to the field, and there they were. Hinata, Kageyama, and… Ushijima? They were standing beside the door to the Shiratorizawa’s gym. As you got close to them, you could hear Ushijima talking about someone named Oikawa..? It didn’t matter. “Hinata! Kageyama!” You yelled. “The team is waiting for you, what are you doing here?” Hinata and Kageyama immediately turned to you, there faces filled with determination. “We were talking to the ace!” Replied Hinata. You quickly bowed. “Sorry about them, I should have supervised them correctly.” You motioned for Hinata and Kageyama to follow you back to Karasuno. As you were about to leave, your hand was pulled. You turned around, your face meeting with Ushijima’s. “If it isn’t too much to ask… May I have your phone number?” Said Ushijima in a monotone voice. He looked away to the side after, as if he was embarrassed. It was surprisingly cute. You blushed, then took his phone and punched in your number. He quickly thanked you and went into the gym. You turned back, your heart beating faster and faster. “What- he- you can’t- why did you-“ Hinata stuttered while blushing and pointing at you. “Are you dating Ushijima now?” Asked Kageyama. You became even more red from the blunt comment. “No…” You replied, walking towards Karasuno high with the boys trailing behind. ‘Not yet.’ You thought with a smile.

Song: Miss Independant by Ne-yo!

Thank you for requesting, I enjoyed writing this. The episode this scenario is based on is episode 1 from Season 2 (Timestamp 13:30). Please let me know what you think about it, and I hope to see you again soon :)

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lovemesomesurveys · 4 years ago

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surveys by -thoughtlessdork

Have you ever had the chicken pox? Yeah, back when I was 7.

how often do you do laundry? I personally don’t do it because I have help with certain things like that, but it gets done like once a week. I have a lot of clothes.

Have you ever been evicted? Nope.

would you grow your own garden? Nah. I don’t have the green thumb. Or the energy or interest in even trying.

do you know anyone who snores? Yeah.

what is your favorite font? I like Times, Ariel, Verdana, Tahoma, and Georgia.

do you know what a wombat is? I’m familiar with the name and know it’s an animal of some kind, but I couldn’t pick one out of a lineup.

would you make a good movie critic? No, I’m horrible at describing...anything. My movie reviews are like, “Omg, it was soooo good! Amazing cast, intriguing storyline. 10/10 recommend.” haha. Or on the flip side, “Uh, wtf did I just watch? 10/10 would not recommend. Super lame.”

what goal are you aiming for this year? Well, right now I’m just trying to get better from this infection I have and take this disgusting antibiotic for the next 10 days. I wasn’t sure I could do it. I’m still not, but I kinda have to. I’m not getting into it all over again, I made a lengthy rant in a previous recent survey, but basically it’s absolutely awful because I have to crush my pills and this pill is d i s g u s t i n g. My body revolts it when I take it and I have to fight to keep the damn thing down. My body is also dramatic and I don’t do well with nasty tasting things (I mean, most people don’t, but they can probably just suck it up and chug whatever it is or eat it really quickly and move along barely fazed at all... not me). It’s just causing a lot of stress and anxiety and makes me feel worse than the illness because of it and yeah. Not fun. Unfortunately, that’s my only option unless I want to spend a week in the hospital to receive the medicine through an IV and that sounds awful as well. Ha, so much for not getting into all over again. *shrug*

are you currently reading any books at the moment? Not at the moment. I just finished one a few days ago, though, and plan to start a new one soon.

when i say foxy lady what comes to mind? Beyoncé’s character in the Austin Powers movie she was in lol; her name was Foxxy. <<< Hahaha yep.

would you have liked to have lived during the Victorian times? No.

would you own a Siamese cat? No, but I’m just not a cat person.

have you ever had an ultimate adrenaline rush? No.

do you like deviled eggs? I’ve never had them; it’s not a common dish here. But they always look so good in the American shows I watch??? I really hope they taste as good as they look. <<< I think they do! I love ‘em.

what tends to upset you? Upsetting news.

what's the farthest you've walked? All around San Francisco. It’s a big city and the streets and sidewalks go up and down at high slants, so it’s no easy feat.

what is your favorite horror movie? I enjoy several, but my top favorites are the Halloween, Scream, and It movies.

what does your favorite shirt look like? I love all my graphic tees.

is your life like a daily routine? It very much is.

were you ever told as a child if you eat carrots you'll have pretty eyes? Not pretty eyes, but strong eyes.

what career are you most interested in? I don’t know. :/

have you ever seen a rooster? Yeah.

what time do you usually wake up? Lately, it’s been really all over the place. I don’t know what’s going on with my body.

what do you think about religion? I believe in Christianity.

what made you feel most accomplished in your life so far? Graduating college with my BA was my biggest accomplishment. Probably always will be.

have you ever seen a lunar eclipse? No.

what are you allergic to? Tangerines and typical seasonal allergies.

do you ever feel like people hold things you do or say against you? Yes.

what can't you afford but wish you could? A beach home.

what is one word that sums up this year so far? Shitty?

ever felt like you were putting your life in danger? Yes.

what do you like with your eggs? I like scrambled eggs with cheese, green onions, and spinach, or with just country gravy. I like over-easy eggs with just pepper. I like hardboiled eggs as is or with just a little bit of salt. I like deviled eggs with mayo, mustard, and paprika.

what remedy do you partake when experiencing the common cold? The good ol’ wait-for-it-to-go-away life hack. <<< Yep. Cold medicines can help alleviate some of the symptoms a little, although I personally find they don’t really help at all except for if I have a headache. I honestly don’t usually bother taking any cold medicines. I think teas can be soothing and can make me feel a little more relaxed. Ultimately, though, it’s just something you’re gonna have for at least a week or so regardless.

would you ever spend a weekend in the mountains in a log cabin? Not alone, but yes absolutely. That sounds amazing.

have you ever been called a psycho? No.

have you ever taken martial arts? would you? No.

who is someone you look up to? My mom.

is there something you're anxious about? Of course. Ongoing things and new things.

what is the longest you've gone without sleep? Like 36 hours.

what is the longest you've been on the phone? I used to spend a few hours on the phone often with friends back when I was in middle school and some of high school. It still surprises me that I used to do that because of how much I hate talking on the phone now and have for a long time.

do you care about calories? No.

do you know someone with a really annoying laugh? No.

what band do you mostly always listen to no matter what mood? Linkin Park.

have you ever been to Indianapolis? Nope.

what type of bread do you like to eat? Wheat, white, sourdough, croissant.

do you have any great great grandparents still living? No.

what is one country that you really want to visit someday? Sweden.

who usually cooks or what do you usually crave the most? That’s two different questions, but okay. In my household, it’s usually my mom or brother that cooks. My dad does sometimes. As for what I crave the most, it’s ramen and boneless wings from Wingstop.

ever been associated in a program that was a complete waste of time? Hm. Not that I can think of at the moment.

do weird numbers call your phone? Sometimes.

where are you right now? On my bed wrapped in my blanket. I love that it’s finally cold here. It even rained yesterday *chef’s kiss*

do you tend to care about other people's feelings more than your own? I most definitely do.

what type of lifestyle do you want to obtain? if you haven't obtained it? I don’t know.

what was something that use to frighten you as a child? Ghostface from Scream. I love those movies now, though.

have you ever been on a train? Nope.

who's been in your life the longest? did you expect this person to still be around? My family.

how do you feel about anatomy? Uhhh. It’s complex and pretty crazy how it all works.

Insert interesting fact here: Nah.

#personal #text #survey #surveys

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flying-elliska · 5 years ago

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salut ellie! someone once asked you about your writing and you recommended falling in love with language and finding ways of writing you love. i was wondering, what books and/or writing styles are you in love with? it's just so interesting to know what somehow had an impact on the way you're writing bc i honestly adore your style

wow do you remember that ? that is such a flattering question oh my god. well, i’m still working on it. some of my favorites are (i’m very eclectic lmao) :

- His Dark Materials (it’s a fantasy book series ‘for kids’ but it’s actually insanely deep and philosophic) is pretty much the first book series that made me fall in love with stories, and made me want to write. I think I found it when I was 10, and it completely shaped me. It’s so ambitious and clever, it never talks down to the reader, brings up those amazing worlds and philosophical concepts and is still accessible to kids. Most of all it is so committed to atmosphere, to making it vivid, to really make you go through what the characters are. I’m thinking of it and I can remember exactly certain passages in an almost sensory way : the witch Serafina Pekkala describing what it feels like to feel the Aurora Borealis on her bare skin as she is flying through the arctic. The polar bear Iorek giving Lyra frozen moss to help bandage his wounds after a battle. The grilled poppy heads that the Jordan College scholars at Oxford eat during a meeting. The little Gallivespians on their dragonflies and the way the sun reflects off their poisonous spurs. That’s how you make a story stick ; that’s how you can put in deep stuff without ever making it boring. I am so excited they’re making a tv series because that shit deserves some recognition. And I mean the whole plot about the importance of stories, free will, the horror of religious fundamentalism....always relevant. Philip Pullman’s stuff is great in general, I love his Sally Lockhart series, which is more adult and adventure focused, and is a great deal of fun. And of course, the sequel to HDM he’s been putting out recently.

- I spent a lot of my teen years reading either crime novels or historical novels. (When I think of some of the stuff I read when I was 13 I’m like oh my god what were my parents doing lmao some of that was really horrible.) And I think it gave me a good feeling for suspense and setting, and how important tension is. One of my all time faves is Andrea Japp. She is a French writer who does mostly crime, involving complex/monstrous woman characters and a very sensory, poetic approach to language, often involving food, plants and poisons. My favorite by her is the “Season of the Beast”/Agnès de Souarcy chronicles, which is a crime series set in medieval times, with a cool independent lady at its core, crimes in a monastery, and this very gloomy end of times vibe that I love. I also read a lot of Scandi Noir stuff, I love the kind of ...laconic approach to life. And again : vibe. Vibe is so important. And Sherlock Holmes stories. I love the Mary Russell series that take place in that universe and are basically a big Mary Sue self insert guilty pleasure but are just. So much fun.

- I like poetry a lot - not stuff that is too wordy, but something short, sharp and vivid. i think reading poetry is essential to feeding your inner ‘metaphor culture’. I love Mary Oliver. Rimbaud, too, that I read at 17 and rocked my world. One of my underrated faves is Hồ Xuân Hương, a Vietnamese poet from the 18th century who was adept at using nature metaphors to hide both erotic stuff, irreverent jokes, and political criticism, and correspond with all the great scholars of her time under a pseudonym. Badass. Recently I bought ‘Soft Science’ by Franny Choi, which is about cyborgs, having a female body, emotions and politics and it’s absolutely brilliant.

- I love reading fairy tales, too. Currently reading (i always read a lot of books at once lol) Angela Carter’s Book of Fairy Tales, basically fairy tales for grown ups, collected from folklore all over the world, with an amazing kind of gruesome humor and wisdom. Norse mythology is also so damn funny. That one bit with Thor dressing up as a bride or Loki’s shenanigans...amazing. And I like fantasy, I find it very soothing to read for some reason, my fave has to be Robin Hobb and her Realm of the Elderlings series. And Terry Pratchett, especially the series with Death or the Witches. Just brilliant. Neil Gaiman too.

- I tend to be very impatient when it comes to literary fiction, I find a lot of it is self-indulgent, dreary. I’m a genre reader through and through, I need to be amazed. I loved ‘the Elegance of the Hedgehog’ by Muriel Barbery though. Some stuff by Amélie Nothomb, Virginie Despentes occasionally (they’re French writers with a very dark, wry approach to life, tho the first is more polished acid and the second very punk rock). And ‘Special Topics in Calamity Physics’ by Marisha Pessl is pretentious as hell but a lot of fun, if you like dark academia. Salman Rushdie has a way with language that is amazing.

- I read a lot of non-fiction. At the moment : the Cabaret of Plants (about the symbolic/socio historical meaning of plants and how they shaped history) by Richard Mabey and ‘Feminist Fight Club’ by Jessica Bennett. One I absolutely love is ‘the Botany of Desire’ by Michael Pollan in which he traces the history of four plant species (apple, potato, cannabis, tulip) and how they impacted us as much as we impacted them. I was obsessed with plants for most of my life as you can see lol (my mother is a herbalist and I wanted to become a botanist for quite a while.). Also philosophy/anthropology in little bits. I love Tim Ingold. Things about witches. Anything by Rebecca Solnit is incredible.

- I’ve been reading a lot of YA recently, because it’s fun and quick and keeps me reading, and has a lot of good female characters. Big fave recently : Jane Unlimited by Kristin Cashore. It’s about a young bisexual woman who’s grieving and comes to this weird house full of doors, each of which leads to a different path in life, and we follow her through each choice she can potentially make, each of one becomes a different genre of story : creepy ghost story, spy story, sci-fi, cute romance, etc. It’s so innovative and it’s a story that is also bisexual culture at its core. Also I absolutely love love love love love (etc forever) the Raven Cycle series by Maggie Stiefvater. What she does with language is just so cool, because she stays simple and efficient but uses her metaphors in such a fulgurant, vivid way. Some of her lines are just. bam! genius. #goals. Also Ronan Lynch is probably THE character that helped me the most with my coming out. He’s one of my forever faves. Of course Harry Potter, lmao, I was of the generation that pretty much grew up with him, the last book came out when I was 17. JK Rowling really should just stop rn. But I learned so much from those, about the importance of making your story feel like home, and having a clear emotional journey. And Harry is such a sarcastic little shit, I love him. And I love a Series of Unfortunate Events too, the darkly funny tone of it, the celebration of knowledge and resilience.

- I think in terms of the classics (I had to read in school lmao), I do like Victor Hugo a lot even though some of his stuff just doesn’t fucking stop. I also like Balzac and his Comédie Humaine, he’s very observant, mean and funny when it comes to people (even though it’s depressing.) Colette is my grandma’s fave writer and she is a rockstar, I love her (also hella bi culture). Jane Austen is great, I read Pride and Prejudice in one night straight, I was so hooked. Love Jane Eyre too. I read On the Road by Jack Kerouac while hopped up on opioid pain killers and that’s probably the only way to appreciate it, but it did mark me.

- But to be completely fucking candid, I probably read the most fanfic nowadays still. Esp since I got to college, I need to unwind when I read, and having characters you already know can be so comforting. Now, of course, there’s a lot of fanfic that is just fluff (nothing wrong with that) but I honestly really believe in the literary value of fanfic. Because some of that shit simply just really slaps and is well written. But also as a genre on its own : you just simply don’t get so much emotional nuance, and depth in most other things. Because these are characters we already know and the writers are not afraid to be self-indulgent and plot is secondary, we see shades of things that we never see anywhere else, we see relationships developping in the small things and wow that shit is breathtaking, bro, sometimes. The art of infinite variation on a theme. Even though a lot of fic writers could use a bit of stricter editing, and do stuff a bit too many unnecessary details in here, so does Victor Hugo soooooooo....

lol i could go on forever. i love book soooo much. uni kinda killed my reading appetite, I used to read several books a week when I was in middle school. hope i can get back there (although maybe not as much bc i have a life now lol.) but thinking about everything i have yet to read makes me sooooo happy. I want to get more into sci-fi, English lit classics. Basically I like stuff that’s witty, dark, political, hedonistic, with dry humor, but a warm heart. Stories that celebrate knowledge, curiosity and human weirdness. And that gets to the point. When I get bored by a book, I put it down, because I just don’t have the time. I also hate writers where you can tell that they think they’re better than other people. Misanthropy is boring. Thank you for this question anon I had a blast

#reading #books #book recs #literature #anon asks

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debcnairs · 5 years ago

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( kim taehyung, cismale, he/him, 24. ) — i hear that PAK HAEIL has been living in seoul for around FOUR YEARS and works as an EXOTIC DANCER. rumor has it, they can be DEBONAIR & INSOUCIANT but also IMPETUOUS & MISCHIEVOUS which is why neon lights glowing at midnight, bodies entangled in silk sheets, sultry gazes & designer clothes makes me think of them.

its me, the demon, gem, finally making this demon's intro like eight years later. ( claps for myself wow look @ u go !! ) ANYWAYS... i don't have his entire backstory or anything like that figured out but i do have everything i know of below the cut as well as basic info / plot ideas under the cut ! it kinda sucks and i’m sorry,,,, love me anyway pls :/

SMASH the lil heart if you want to plot with this shithead !

basic information.

full name: pak haeil. nickname(s): hae, honey. age: twenty-four. date of birth: october 31st. birthplace: london, england. current location: seoul, south korea. gender: cismale. pronouns: he / him / his. orientation: bisexual. occupation: exotic dancer / escort / sugar baby / runs a nsfw twitter acc. language(s) spoken: english, korean, french, spanish.

physical appearance.

face claim: kim taehyung ( v ) of bts. hair color: changes frequently, currently red. eye color: brown. height: 5 ’ 11 ". weight: 165. build: slender. tattoos: far too many to count. piercings: multiple in his ears, nipple piercings.

favorites.

season: winter. color(s): peach, baby blue, purple. music: not picky in the slightest. movies: loves comedy & action movies, starting to get into the horror genre. sport(s): used to play soccer when he lived in london. beverage(s): anything, isn't picky. food: home cooked meals. animal: cats.

family.

father: tba. mother: tba. sibling(s): n/a. children: n/a. pet(s): an egyptian mau named diamond, extremely spoiled. family’s financial status: upper class.

extras.

zodiac sign: tba. mbti: tba. enneagram: tba. temperament: tba. hogwarts house: slytherin. moral alignment: tba. primary vice: tba. primary virtue: tba. element: air.

biography.

haeil was born in london, england. both parents moved there years before he was born to chase their dreams.

because of it, he grew up around people with british accents & picked one up during his childhood years.

his parents were gone a lot, both of them working but he didn't really mind because that meant he could go do whatever he wanted to do without any consequences.

in fact, his parents were the ones who constantly gave him permission to go out and hang out with friends... all that good stuff.

sure they didn't really KNOW about the fact that him & his friend group were constantly out doing things they shouldn't have been, but what they didn't know wasn't going to kill them, right ?

he was basically free to do whatever he wanted and even if he did get caught doing bad shit, his parents were close with the police so most of the time they just let him off with a warning and sent haeil off on his way.

haeil was fifteen when he experienced his first party, drugs & alcohol within his grasp and the peer pressure to fit in with his friends causing him to cave & try anything and everything that was offered to him that night.

needless to say, he got pretty fucked up that night & ended up sleeping on some strangers couch after passing out in their front lawn on his walk home.

& after that? haeil quickly became addicted to the atmosphere & the way that drugs / alcohol made him feel so he continued to seek it out with each and every chance he got.

that lead him to the day he showed up back at his home at four in the morning, drunk & high out of his mind, parents waiting up for him at the front door because they hadn't heard from their son in over twenty hours & were beginning to think he'd gone missing.

they were more pleased to have their son back home that anything, advising him to be more careful if he did decide to go back to the party scene but not really 'punishing' him for it because they had done the same thing as kids.

hence the reason that haeil continued to seek out anything & everything he could that would get him to his next high.

one party, though, he ran into someone who told him he needed to make money so he could afford the "better" stuff.. and haeil being the person he was went right along with it.. ending up at some hole in the wall strip club in london.

he had no idea what he was doing for the first few weeks, sticking to table running more than anything but he always had a curiosity & that lead him to ask one of the regular dancers to teach him the ropes.

which they did, without hesitation, and surprisingly, haeil was GOOD at it right from the start, knowing how to use his looks to his advantage, knowing the in's & out's of how to make the most money all while still being able to have fun with it.

after a while, though, he was bored of the tiny little club, wanting bigger & better things.. so after a few google searches, he decided to move to seoul, hearing that the underground party scene there was unlike anything he'd been able to experience before then.

it was only a week after the first google search haeil made that he was on a plane, moving his entire life without hesitation, excited to be able to explore & go on new adventures.

personality.

the BIGGEST flirt you will ever meet.

knows how he looks, uses it to his advantage w every chance he gets.

is so unashamed of his entire life it's unreal.

takes no shit but also doesn't start it unless it's absolutely needed.

actually really likes the "domestic" things like cooking / cleaning, loves spending time in his penthouse just baking or cooking for friends whenever he has free time.

a shopping FREAK, he's on shopping sprees at least three times a week, and if he isn't, he gets grumpy & snippy.

will buy you things, constantly. loves the fact that he can spoil people with whatever they want.

also LOVES to be spoiled ( hello sugar baby life ) and loves to show of the new things he's been gifted to anyone who's down to be shown.

still goes to parties almost every weekend, still gets just as fucked up as he used to as a teenager.

a lowkey petty bitch with a love for revenge, even if that means helping a friend get it.

loyal af to his friends, he'd do anything for them tbh.

not into relationships or the idea of love, will legit laugh in your face if you say something about him settling down eventually because he doesn't believe that will ever happen.

spoils the FUCK out of his cat,,,, i'm talking got the cat a CUSTOM diamond collar & soooo much other stuff it's unreal.

can be clingy & touchy, esp when drunk or high... he just loves skin to skin contact, it doesn't even have to be sexual.. he just thrives from it.

plot ideas.

someone who frequents the club that haeil works at and has never approached him but one day haeil finally finds the time to go over to them & wow he's really interested in getting a friendship out of this person.

someone who doesn’t care about haeil’s lifestyle but is there for him constantly, aka his rock that he can go to any time he feels like he might need to.

will add more as they come to mind !

#kumiho.intro #*: ･ﾟ∙ * ⁕ this is a mcdonald's drive thru. ┊ ❛ out of character ❜

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sassymox · 5 years ago

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Bb do all 13

1 Pumpkin or Apple Pie?: Hands down Pumpkin, I am a pumpkin girl through and through. I can’t go the holiday’s without having at least one pumpkin dessert.

2. Have you ever met a ghost?: No and I don’t think I would want to.

3. What are you going as this year?: I have no idea, I was a cat last year but I worked Halloween last year I have Halloween off this year. I hand out the candy when I’m not working, I might try and match with my dog, she’s going to be a mermaid so maybe get something to coordinate with that.

4. Do you like Pumpkin Spice?: YES! I love pumpkin pretty much anything. I love pumpkin pie, pumpkin muffins, pumpkin sauce, pumpkin cookies, pumpkin ice cream etc. I love pretty much anything and everything to do with Pumpkin Spice.

5. What’s your favorite candle?: I am not usually a candle fan but I just purchased this maple cinnamon pancakes from bath and body works and I am in love with the scent. I have also a frosted Cranberry as well which smells amazing. Usually anything pumpkin, apple, cranberry, maple, I love all scents of Fall.

6. Have you ever gone trick or treating?: For years as a kid, I used to go to a friend of my father’s and would go out with her kids and my younger brother. I tried in high school but none of my friends wanted to go and I am not one to do something alone like that.

7. Apple Cider or Pumpkin Juice?: This is an interesting question, I don’t think I’ve ever had Pumpkin Juice? I didn’t even know pumpkin juice existed, I might have to try it. So seeing as I’ve never had it I will have to go Apple Cider, I tried this caramel one a couple of weeks ago and oh my goodness was it good.

8. What is your favorite Spooky Season Movie?: Ugh, I have to choose just one? Okay I will go with Hocus Pocus. I can’t go a Halloween Season without watching that movie at least a dozen or more times. I think I have watched it almost a dozen times since the beginning of October. It’s a tradition to watch it. I I also usually watch the Halloween movies on Halloween night.

9. Do you like passing out Candy?: Yes, I love it! I love seeing the different costumes, I love seeing what the kids are wearing. I sometimes do a tally of the different kinds of costumes and I always awww and coo at the babies that are all dressed up in the cutest outfits.

10. What is your favorite Halloween memory?: Hmmmmm, One year on Halloween I watched Halloween 1-5, Friday the 13th and just pigged out on candy and pumpkin pie.

11. Horror movies yay or nay?: Oh definitely YAY! I love watching Horror movies, I love watching things that scare the crap out of me, I get so scared from them and it usually takes me half way through November to recover but it’s soooo worth it.

12. Have you ever been to a haunted house?: Stupidly yes, I have gone into many haunted houses in my lifetime. I love to scare myself and boy do I get scared like hell going into them. Especially the ones with clowns, those are the worst. I usually am shaking like a leaf when I come out of there, pale and about ready to puke.

13. Do you like being spooked?: Yes, I am a masochist like that. I have a glutton to be scared, I can’t help it. I have been scared so many times I just enjoy doing it.

(THANK YOU FOR ASKING FOR THEM ALL THAT WAS FUN!) @sirenbarnes because I saw you had asked me for all 13 as well hehe love you guys!

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The Silence of the Lambs, It, The Nightmare on Elm Street, Friday the Thirteenth, Psycho, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, The Ring, Saw, Scream, Dr. Giggles, The Amityville Horror, Silent Hill, The Conjuring, Insidious, Cooties, The Babadook, Annabelle, Black Christmas, Hellraiser, Silent Night, Bloody Night, Children of the Corn, Carrie, Cloverfield, Halloween, The Haunting, Paranormal Activity, Evil Dead, The Exorcist. [ ♡♡♡ ]

Oh wow!! Thank you so much for asking!! ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

[The Silence of the Lambs: What was something that you used to be afraid of that you aren’t afraid of anymore?] Bridges! I used to have nightmares where my mom drove off a bridge and died (which was very not cool)

[It: What do you believe in?] If this means religion, then I’m a norse pagan! If it’s supernatural things in general; I do believe in fairies, ghosts, etc.

[The Nightmare on Elm Street: Have you ever had problems sleeping? Any nightmares?] Yea, I can’t sleep probably when it’s warm outside. As for nightmares, sometimes yes, usually something about insects coming out of my body. (Very uncool, brain.)

[Friday the Thirteenth: What would you do for those you love?] I really don’t know hjkgkjdfghjdf

[Psycho: What was your childhood like?] It was okay, I mostly remember playing with my toys by myself and talking to myself. School was hell, but that’s nothing new lol.

[Texas Chainsaw Massacre: If you could go into the past and change anything, what would you change?] I wouldn’t change anything, since I believe that the outcome of the thing you changed would be way worse.

[The Ring: What’s your favorite tv show? What do you think about the effect of media on people?] Probably Vikings (Only the first 2 seasons) and Peaky Blinders. Media can and does effect people, in good and bad ways alike. (insert essay here)

[Saw: If you were given only one week to live, how would you spend it?] Oof I’d love to travel to Ireland and then stay in a little cottage here and die alone hgjkdfhgjkfdgf

[Scream: Are you excited for the future?] Absolutely not, I really don’t want to work lmao but here’s to hoping we will all be fine!

[Dr. Giggles: If you had to lose a body part, which one would you choose and why?] My feet and/or legs. Because feet are disgusting and I have a phobia of them hjdskhfjds

[The Amityville Horror: Why do you like your favorite book as much as you do?] Hmm. My favourite books are The Witcher series and Heartless by Marissa Meyer. I suppose the worldbuilding and characters in the Witcher just feel very real to me? As for Heartless, I love suffering and Alice in Wonderland, soooo (also the writing in both are excellent)

[Silent Hill: If you could go anywhere without worrying about money, where would you go? Where are some places that reality feels distorted for you?] OOO definitely Ireland (I just wanna go there okay hjdshjgks). Oh this one’s fun, autobahn at night, parking lots at night, just anywhere in my ugly german town at night.

[The Conjuring: If you could learn any new skill, what would you learn?] Embroidery or something other handcrafty!!

[Insidious: When you were a child, what job did you want when you got older? What job do you have now? Do you like it? Why or why not? If you could have any job, what would it be?] I wanted to be a paleontologist from age 3 to like 12??? I don’t have a job rn, but we’re gonna have some rehab interviews soon! I would love to be an author though jkfghdjkf

[Cooties: How well do you protect against germs? Do you get sick often?] I don’t really hgjkdfhgjd, I do get colds a lot, which is annoying.

[The Babadook: What is something keeping you from truly being happy?] Capitalism!

[Annabelle: What did you do for fun as a child?] Playing Uno against myself.

[Black Christmas: What’s your favorite holiday? Why is it your favorite? What are some good memories you have with it?] HALLOWEEEEEN!!! It’s just great, I get to watch horror movies without feeling weird!! I get to tell people about the actual history of it!!! (people being: my mom). I watch all my fave horror films every year through the night, which is great!

[Hellraiser: Are some lives worth more than others?] Not really

[Silent Night, Bloody Night: What’s your least favorite holiday? Why is it your least favorite?] I hate Easter a lot hgjkhgjfkd It’s just christian nonsense (that they stole but whatever).

[Children of the Corn: Do you believe in a higher power?] I believe in Norse gods, but I don’t really think of them as higher powers? They’re just friendly dudes that don’t really have any actual power in MIdgard. (Odin, if you’re listening, don’t kill me for this hgjfkdghjkdf)

[Carrie: Have you ever been told something you didn’t want to be/gotten news you didn’t want to?] I don’t really know, I guess every time my mother tells me about dead babies and animals jklsjgdsfs

[Cloverfield: If you were in the zombie apocalypse/alien invasion, would you hide, and if so, where would you hide? What group of people would you want with you through this?] I honestly don’t know if I would hide, I think I’d try to kill some zombies and talk to aliens hjkhjdfsjkgds Also since I don’t have any friends irl I would try to stay in contact with my tumblr friends

[Halloween: What is your favorite thing to wear (example: jacket, hat, gloves, a specific shirt)] When it’s cold outside: leggings, black skirt, tank top + crop sweater (that says “witch” on it). When it’s warm and I’m sweating my tiddies off (like right now): blue skirt (or the black one, depends on my mood), white shirt, and white sneakers.

[The Haunting: Have you ever been convinced that your house is haunted or that a ghost or other villain was after you?] I do think there is 1 ghost in my room that steals my water bottles and other tiny things. (Or maybe it’s a fairy. I don’t know.)

[Paranormal Activity: Do you believe in the supernatural?] Yes!

[Evil Dead: Who is someone you look up to and why?] I don’t look up to anyone specifically? So, idk

[The Exorcist: What’s your relationship with your parents?] Me and my dad are kinda distant, because I’m too awkward to talk to him and he’s too stupid. Me and my mom are cool with each other, unless we talk about politics, soooo

#ronan.ask #sunny-adorkable #long post

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valkerymillenia · 6 years ago

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I just finished the first season of CAoS and if I didn't know that a second season had been ordered with the first I would be soooo pissed at how since things were tied up because they totally nullify all that was learned throughout the season. That being said, knowing there's a second season planned from the start changes everything- it makes this final episode serve as delicious cliffhanger for a possible fall-redemption-rise tale.

Loved how Sabrina's friends and Harvey himself act and the stance they take about her in the end, the lack of drama was pleasantly unexpected, whereas Sabrina's choices would disappoint me in other circumstances but I can see where she's coming from and after her naturally human selfishness through the season, her sudden unnecessary (and frankly dumb though understandibly fearful) self-sacrificing actually shows the beginnings of true character growth.

Gotta say I love the Harvey-Sabrina relationship through the season, having been a reader of the comics and viewer of the 90s show I have to say that the established strong relationship from the start with no real love triangle threat was refreshing.

Still, my fav characters are still Salem and Ambrose. Poor Ambrose, wondering wtf his pansexual ass is doing in that Dudebro Cult™... I love him.

Madam Satan was very interesting too, so glad she's improved from the comics and very happy that they mixed in some Lilith lore, with the whole "mother of monsters" title I always thought Lilith was more appropriate than Madam Satan. Plus claiming she loves the mature (and yet sexy) body of Wardwell is such a positive power move.

Prudence and the Weird Sisters rock too. Starting out as enemies/haters and evolving into frenemies of Sabrina's that strangely pass the Bechtel test with ease? Good writing.

The admit the Puritan Satanist theme at first had me skeptical (much prefer older paganism) but it worked for the creepy factor. The fact that there's no true "good or evil", just various nuances of grey, was extremely interesting and seeing a "good" character also be ruthless and ambitious rather than just meek and self-sacrificing was really cool and impactful for a horror show. Also fun to see how not every single little less-than-virtuous action gets punished (gives a more realistic and less predictable tone to the story).

Love this show. Love it.

#caos #the chilling adventures of sabrina #spoilers #minimal spoilers

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givemebishies · 8 years ago

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Hey I was tagged by @my-life-is-a-curry-stain to answer these questions

Man I haven’t don’t know if these in forever, this is exciting. Sorry it took forever to do tho 😅

Rules: Answer all questions, add one question of your own and tag as many people as there are questions.

1. Coke or Pepsi: Neither, soda and carbonated things make me want to die ✌️

2. Disney or Dreamworks: Either I guess?

3. Coffee or Tea: Give me that sweet medicinal plant water please. Love me that hot leaf juice

4. Books or Movies: Can I pick audiobooks?

5. Windows or Mac: Never used a Mac but imma still go with windows

6. DC or Marvel: Not really into either?? Tbh??¿?

7. Xbox or Playstation: I’d say Playstation so I can have all my Spyros and Crash Bandicoots and Silent Hillz and SNAAAAAAKES

8. Dragon Age or Mass Effect: never played either soooo…

9. Night Owl or Early Rise: WAY a night owl. Getting a little better than I was but still could probably be nocturnal 🦉

10. Cards or Chess: Chess plz

11. Chocolate or Vanilla: DIFFICULT generally chocolate

12. Vans or Converse: Never had either but I’m going to say Converse because that’s what the emo in me has always wanted

13. Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash or Adaar: What are these words??

14. Fluff or Angst: both I guess? Depends lol

15. Beach or Forest: Beach please! Need that warm and that sand and that ocean yeeeeeeAaaaa

16. Dogs or Cats: uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu I don’t know, I really like both but I’d kinda like to own a cat a little more as of now. Smol or Long dogos are the bees knees tho

17. Clear Skies or Rain: RAIN so pretty and relaxing. Especially when ever it’s warm outside and you co go out in it

18. Cooking or Eating Out: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡° ) That’s difficult though. Cooking is really satisfying because you’re eating something you made. But going out you get REAAAALLLYYY good food. Hard choose, I’ll say both but I think takeout is kinda my fave. I want it the most right now at least!

19. Spicy Food or Mild Food: I’m a white person with a heck ton of digestive issues so I’ll take mild please! Ginger and wasabi is good tho

20. Halloween/Samhain or Solstice/Yule/Christmas: Halloween!!! I wish I lived somewhere that it wasn’t snowing by then though. But I also like Christmas too, it’s fun and romantic, just too cold!

21. Would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot : a little too cold I guess, because then I can always wear sweaters, bundle under blankets, and maybe warm up in warmer places 🌅

22. If you could have a superpower, what would it be? Imma say like, shape-shifting stuff would be really cool! Like if I could do anything with my body, like make myself smarter, make myself able to fly, grow gills to breathe underwater. Junk like that. Teleporting or telekinesis would be cool too :3

23. Animation or Live Action: not sure depends kinda

24. Paragon or Renegade: Pateron

25. Baths or Showers: Both! Generally showers though

26. Team Cap or Team Iron Man: team iron muchroom

27. Fantasy or Sci-Fi: uGH difficult!! Elves are yes but aliens are YES

28. Do you have three or four favourite quotes? I wish, I never remember words I want to 😭

29. YouTube or Netflix: YouTube in general because I listen to spooky stories almost 24/7 but Netflix for shows

30. Harry Potter or Percy Jackson: My Immortal

31. When You Feel Accomplished: Whenever I see my boyfriend and mom happy, whenever my room/space is actually clean and I’m not a mess, and whenever I draw a lot

32. Star Wars or Star Trek: HARD! Star Wars movies, but the Star Trek show is a work of art 👌👌

33. Paperback Books or Hardback Books: Either but I prefer hardback! Mostly because manga and things like that usually have BONUS CONTENT YEEEEEE

34. horror or rom-com: I read that as rom.com and I was very confused. I’m going to say horror tho 👻

35. tv shows or movies: Movies are good because they’re just one thing and can be shorter than a series overall, but I like shows because the episodes are short, though you usually have a lot of em. Eh I’ll say TV shows

36. favorite animal: Birbs!!!i! Also cats and smol fluffy things like bunnies or otters.

37. favorite genre of music: Basically all of them. Generally I like stuff that’s upbeat but still kind of chill overall. I don’t know, anything inspiring, relaxing, pretty, fun, or sexual lol

38. least favorite book: Haven’t read enough to be sure but The Shining was good 😅

(EDIT: didn't see the least, I thought this question was just "favorite book" 😅)

39. favourite season: I guess late spring early/late summer. Mid-summer and Autumn is cool too tho. I just like whenever it’s warm enough to function but cool enough to wear sweaters and hoodies. Heck winter tho, pretty but 2COLD

40. song that’s currently stuck in your head: Alll MAAIIIE LLOOIIFFFF

41. what kind of pyjama’s do you wear? A tank top and I have no idea what to call the pants. They’re kind of stretchy and silky like leggings, but they’re really flowy and are cut off to be capris. So yeah whatever those are

42. Handwriting or Typing? Typing. Handwriting is fun and cute for letters but typing is much easier and much more readable. So ye typing

43. If you can only choose one song to be played at your funeral, what would it be? Anything from the album Bad Choices Made Easy

44. What is your go to book/movie/tv show that you immediately find solace in when you feel down? I don’t really have one. I kinda just wallow in my sadness tbh. Gotta be careful what I do when I’m sad because then I’ll associate it with being sad and make myself hate it forever 🙃

45. “Yer a wizard/witch, Y/N” - your reaction? levioSAhh

46. Are you generally a messy or organized person? Messy by default but I try to be organized! More aesthetically pleasing

47. What’s your go to comfort food? I never find comfort in food. But for real mashed potatoes lol

Now my question right? Um 48. Do you enjoy being creative? If so what’s your favorite way to create?

There’s no way I can tag 48 people though 👀 but I guess I will tag @targetdummy, @robbierottenschin, and @50shadesofgracen because why not? And don’t feel like you have to ^^ And hey I also tag anyone else who feels like doing this woo!

#ask tag #this was so fun #sorry it took me ages to do tho #personal #kinda not really #it's about me so hey #get to know my weird self

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drink-n-watch · 6 years ago

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Crow and I are back for another collab this season. Yup I managed to strongarm him again. I think part of my success is simply due to the fact that Zombieland Saga was such a fun show that it made our collab seem that much more fun as well. I’m not sure if “fun” is the right word to describe The Promised Neverland. Wish us luck guys! For this post, Crow will be in bold!

why do you seem dubious!?!

Like apparently every single person in the universe, I have been waiting for The Promised Neverland ever since it became public that the adaptation rights have been sold. At the time, I had already read the first volume and decided to stop despite how much I wanted to know what would happen because I didn’t want to be reading the manga as the anime progressed.

All of this is simply to say that episode wasn’t all that shocking or surprising to me, but I don’t know where the story goes in the long run.

As someone who hadn’t read the manga, I can say that it was both shocking and surprising to me! I’m assuming I’ll recover, but the jury’s still out…

In case there’s still someone out there that didn’t see this episode, let me quickly recap: Go watch the episode! Recap over!

She’s not kidding. You do not want to read this before you see the episode!

you’re back? ok let’s go!

This is a visually sumptuous show. Traditional enough but at the same time unique looking. For me, it was those colors that drew me in. Granted they were not that vibrant and a fairly conventional palette but that dimension though!!! Not a pixel of flat color anywhere! Beautiful gradients and contrasts everywhere you look. It makes the entire world feel tangible and 3 dimensional.

It’s been a long time since I’ve seen such a complete lack of sexualization in character design. Refreshing.

You know what one of the greatest assets of animation is? Limitless access to brilliant child actors! This will never translate to live action!

Also saves kids from being traumatized by the material!

whatever could you mean?

It’s funny how little is needed to throw us off balance. The bulk of this episode takes place on warm days, awash in sunlight with cheerful children playing and learning together. Sure, it’s not ideal. They seem to be in some sort of group orphanage, so resources are limited. Everyone sleeps in one big room. Food is rationed out but plentiful and tasty. Everyone is happy. And yet, from the very first second, you can just tell something is wrong.

Yes, they are barred from going out into the world but, the oldest children there are 11, of course they can’t just go wandering around on their own. Objectively, there isn’t a single clear indicator of things to come. Yet, even before I knew anything about this story, I was uneasy the entire time. Something deep inside me has taught me never to trust institutions. Especially the ones that seem nice….

You got a sense that something was off in the very first scene. The bars were wide enough that even though Emma’s skull wouldn’t easily fit, plenty of the other smaller kids could have walked right through. That sent a clear message: The fence was not there for their safety. It’d be kid-proof otherwise.

I had not considered bar spacing…I should not be in charge of children….

Then we get the scene where the kids are looking at this waist-high fence, again with wide spacing between the bars. Norman knows something’s up. He’s looking so intently at what’s beyond the fence that he’s forgotten all about the game he was playing. The sudden quite, the subtle music… I had no idea what was going on, but I knew something was up! Ray pointing out that he didn’t see anything threatening was, far from being reassuring, was proof all was not well!

but but…they were soooo happy!

The tension build up in this episode was wonderful. I was getting physical chills when Emma and Normand were slowly creeping beyond the gate. This was masterfully done suspense. And just as Emma let out that chilling yell, my phone rang! It was one of those fake Microsoft phishing scams. I was quite curt!!!

Not cool, scammers! Not cool!

Did you see the Emma and Norman’s expressions when they saw what was going on? That was some seriously good animation there. Not seeing what they saw, only seeing their expressions, was powerful.

The animation in general was fantastic. I was wondering if they would leave it at an unseen horror…It would have been frustrating but effective. Then again, everyone who’s read the manga would know anyways..

from Microsoft you say?…

I’ve mentioned this before but one of my favorite books is Kazuo Ishiguro’s Never Let Me Go. I love that book. Although The Promised Neverland is clearly more action based, it nevertheless is very reminiscent in themes and tone to the novel. And this fills me with anticipation for what’s to come.

I feel like I should explain my post title here. One of the background moral dilemmas posed by The Promised Neverland is the objective value of life. There are a few ways to approach the question and it is as fascinating as it is uncomfortable. The most basic and superficial way is this. I recently read an article estimating the current value of a human body (if we assume we can sell all the parts – i.e. organs, marrow, blood, DNA, etc.…) to be approximately $45,000,000 US. That’s one expensive burger, then again, if no one needs human parts or if we can just farm them….

Reminds me of an old Far Side cartoon where a shady character was talking to the butcher. We don’t what he asked, but the butcher replies something like “Never thought of it before. I suppose I could let the kid go for $1.29 a pound…”

This is a deep dark rabbit hole and I hope you want to fall down it with us!

rabbit hole..the white rabbit…pocket watch… you get it!

I actually made a conscious decision to keep the screencaps at a reasonable number for this episode. Let me tell you, it wasn’t easy. The Promised Neverland is visually impressive and I was itching to bury you in dozens o screencaps again! No promises for the future…

The Promised Neverland Episode 1 – 45,000,000$ Crow and I are back for another collab this season. Yup I managed to strongarm him again.

#action #anime #Collab #drama #dystopian #episodic #Promised Neverland #suspense

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