#also helps bc i think hes anxious too and idc abt his stuff so he prob doesnt abt mine
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You ever have anxiety about something specific so often that at a certain point it almost Dumbs down bc you just start getting annoyed at your own anxiety, like your brain brings up the thing so much that when it does it again ur ALMOST too annoyed to be anxious and are just liek fucks sake not this again
#thoughts#oni talks#oni vents#personal#current mood#mental heath blogging#tagging tht bc genuinely is this a mood or is it just me lmfao#was thinking of 2 things w/ this#1 being my dumbass paranoia that if i bring my phone to the bathroom someone will hear me specifically that i know but also in general#namely they will call me or ill accidentally call them OR w/ like discord/skype#ill be paranoid/anxious if i call on comp that secretly itll switch to my phone or transfer phone audio while im on call and brbed#the other thing was bc im moving out into my friends place (and eventually his cousin will also be there probably)#and his place has a singular bathroom so my normal bathroom anxietys (yes i hve more than one dong @ me) are amplified af#bc im dumb and anxious and what if i do something wrong or break something?? or accidentally be gross??#theres one bathroom nowhere to hide if im gross or mess something up or do stuff wrong which tbh may be good to face my anxieties#but also ahhhhhh ANXIETY and its abt so many different things too im just ahhhhh#also 2.5 was kinda SOME body stuff?? but mainly bc its unavoidable at this point#like i just kinda gotta accept im not gonna be top tier or anything when i get there/when they see me for the first time#1 bc not enough time lol 2 so much idk in terms of care 3 some stuff is just kinda straight out of my control tbh lmfao#also helps bc i think hes anxious too and idc abt his stuff so he prob doesnt abt mine#and also ik both of us wanna be healthier so it sounds like were prob gonna plan some of tht together??#ik when we were talkin abt food plans he asked to just be healthier lol also he yells at me to eat or make real ppl food instead of dumbstuf#also he loves cooking and makes good food anyway?? also offered to help me and has given me advice + since im outta here i can actually try#ill need to figure out wtf im doing workout wise tho since what i usually do wont be available (i think??)#but who knows maybe thats also a thinb together sinxe he likes a lot kf physixal stuff???? and i may have an excuse to try stuff or do stuff#since theres stuff i like i just cant do or stuff id try but cant for various reasons or at least stuff id be semi interested in#tw weight#tw health#is tw health a thing idk i feel like sometimes i can see how it would bc of certain things idk
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hi there uh,, idk how to start these kinda things so ill just start. idc abt the gender btw, although i lean more towards girls. i have super pale skin with rosy cheeks, very blue eyes and very shaky hands! im 5’2 and i have super short, blonde hair. i mostly wear sweaters bc im insecure abt skin and scars nd stuff. i like playing video games and drawing, and i love playing the piano too!! my other interests include ocean biology, palaeontology and wildlife!! i often go off on tangents in conversations or i talk way too much about my hyperfixations ;; i’m super shy and anxious in general and it takes a rly long time for me to open up to others bc of trust issues. but once you get past that barrier im very affectionate! im v cuddly but also Extremely Ticklish and will probably try and hide it (that never works) but i always find tickle fights to be a fun way to bond hdjndg;; i also love cuddles and movies, and i never like over-the-top dates. i think my ideal date would just be spending the evening on the beach and looking for seashells,, uH sorry if this was long thanks
Hello!! Thanks for requesting!! And you did great no worries ^.^! The longer, the better I can match you up!! Ok here we go! I hope you enjoy!
I match you with....
Gonta !!
.Both of you are super sweet and kind of awkward around others! Its kind of refreshing to know you have someone who also gets nervous in conversations! Plus while Gonta is very nice he is also very ready to protect the people he loves, even if its just from the heavy thoughts that can affect them.
.Of course Gonta also likes nature and is very interested in helping you research all kind of interesting wildlife!! And of course he'd be super excited to introduce you to his bugs! Thats why you two become friends! It seems almost easy for you to talk to eachother, and its fun to experience eachothers interests!
. Soon you begin to start gaining feelings for him and it starts to feel awkward to be around him. Gonta starts to notice and when he asks if there is anything he can do to make you more comfortable you decide to tell him what exactly is going on and he admits he also has fun being around you! Hes very happy to be with you, but because he's never been in a relationship like this, he takes things at the pace you lead him at!
.One day he surprises you by asking if you'd like to go with him on a beach trip! You both have so much fun picking up seashells, listening to the calming sound of the rushing waves, and pointing out every cute/ funny looking crab that scurries accross the sand!
.Hes happy to have someone as sweet as you by his side, and loves how many interests you have and is happy to be there as someone solid and caring to raise you up along the way!
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