#also funny how garth even starts reconsidering his whole self bc he likes brad or for whatever reason it is and jack is just like

[basofy]

bringing both jack and shitboy to randoland is such a fucked up thought that ive definitely not pondered over a million times. aknowledging the horrible bond they got or just that they know eachother in canon feels so fucked up.it's kind of a 'you dragged me into this' situation i dont know if thats fitting. both of them say things that contradict stuff in their conversation so i always think about the possible process that went there, jack realizing garths porn isnt what he needs and garth possibly succumbing to a 'if you cant beat them join them' mindset by choosing to draw buddy(he would probably think he can do a better job and add his own touch to it to the point it looks like a weird creature that isnt buddy anymor) (i have many interpretaions of this thing he couldve also lied to intimidate jack but would believing garth make this situation better? no so who gives af) not to mentuon both of them having this deal where they feel left out because of the way things are now jack being left in the dark abt so much stuff he didnt get to know of and thinking hes missing out and garth not being given the attention he wants because others want is stuff that reminds them of women not his ugly deviantart fetish or thats how i see it. i dont thibk they could bond over this similarity though garth would just find a way to make it about himself again but it's so sad. stop projecting onto jack bro just wanted a burger and now hes killing people.you know this conversation sorta feels like a story that had already been told before we just hadnt seen the bits in between am i the only one who thinks that. and then after all that mess they die together, one of them watched the other die in front of them and who knows if they even felt anything

IM RAMBLING AGAIN IGNORE MEEEEEEE

this is from june