#also fuck ben carson to the moon and back thanks

[jacensolodjo]

Breaking radio silence (all the posts even w/o the queue tag have been my queued posts so lol) for a quick update on what’s going on with things lately lmao

1) My mood hit a new low which is probably related to the long term lowering of my T dose because of health problems that cropped up. Combined with being unable to track down someone for my top surgery and covid putting a pause on my name change. As well as some things were just tweaking me the wrong way and blocking the post doesn’t help if you’ve already read the post in the first place. Which means i isolated bigtime.

2) My pain level has steadily been increasing and we finally got results back from tests and long story short the universe has decided I probably won’t be going back to school in the spring like i’ve been trying to set up. Instead, I have apparently managed to fracture the metal plate in my hip. The fracture is the explanation for the pain as well as the weird numbness. Unrelated but also recently discovered is some narrowing of my spine (stenosis) at the L4/L5 injury (a nice way of saying birth defect) that apparently accounts for the jolts up my spine when I roll on my back in a certain way or I bend over and whatnot. Anyways when it comes to my hip It’s essentially like i broke my actual pelvic bone so yeah. A different kind of surgery than I’ve been trying to get done may be in order. I just got the call a couple days ago on the results so it will take a bit for a referral to the right specialists. 

TL;DR: Murphy’s Law strikes again.

P.S. if we’re mutuals and you want to chat, feel free to request my discord/skype in PM or ask. I’m a little more responsive there plus yknow easier to have real convos.