#also for the record despite how it might seem rn Caleb's presence in this story isnt just for him to suffer

[idoodlestuffsometimes]

I just gotta ask has Caleb ever tried to kill himself before?

I'm afraid the answer is almost definitely yes. The most likely points would probably be after the death of the first grimwalker and whenever it was that he realized he's surely outlived his wife and their child. Attempts lead to consequences against his sons though, so for Hunter's sake he hasn't tried it in a long time and in fact actively avoids things that might tempt him in his weaker or less lucid moments. One of the multiple reasons he doesn't carve anymore.