#also fleece make me wanna die when i touch it and i cant tolerate certain smells and eye contact im realising i simply dont do.
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$5000 for some guy w a degree to tell me i have autism? why is he special everyone already tells me that this boy i have a crush on clocked me in a week i dont need u to tell me what ive been knowing?
#self diagnosis is valid actually#yes he has been saying i should get diagnosed bc hes got his shit diagnosed and turns out there are benefits#but w this new information called i started actually considering it and found out my province thinks only under 12 yr olds have autism#nxt time i have a shutdown meltdown and he is like babe. if anyone is like babe even.#$5000!!!! DO I LOOK LIKE I HAVE $5000 TO SPEND ON MAYBE BEING TOLD THERES NOTHING WRONG W ME?#i will still bring up my concerns w a gp. but. that'll be such a funny appointment#hi so physio thinks i have rheumatoid arthritis i am in pain constantly :) i am 18 years old yes what of it?#oh also ive been thinking i have autism social interactions are so stressful and i am constantly afraid ive done something wrong#and i dont get anything. and the stress it puts me under makes me feel so nauseous some days i simply cannot function like a person should.#also fleece make me wanna die when i touch it and i cant tolerate certain smells and eye contact im realising i simply dont do.#and this guy i like seems v sure ive got that going on w me :) so if. anything can be done w my historically ignored issues uhm :)#fucking horrible. im going to be told if i cant deal maybe i should kill myself type doctors appointment.
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