#also dunno why the tags have reordered themselves
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#hey I know you're always way busier than me at Christmas so should we get a date in the diary early? 😊#tfw you're such an afterthought#it's no secret that I struggle with making friends because I'm so awkward and shy#and I know the person I consider my best friend is way busier than me#in July I was like#and they said sure I'll let you know some dates#but then never brought the subject up again#until I got enough courage to do it in September#then got the same reply#and then received a message last week saying all of their days were already filled with meeting other people so could we meet up#at some point Jan/Feb for a belated Christmas instead?#it just makes me feel so worthless#that I'm so far down the pecking order I'm not even worth a thought#and they say I'm their best friend but just feels like a hollow platitude#anyway I'm probably feeling more affected than I would be otherwise because I've stupidly missed my depression meds for a few days#I'll probably delete later but just needed a moment of self-pity on my blog#also dunno why the tags have reordered themselves#first one should be after the in July one#another reason I'd rather be with my cats than people: they don't let me down haha
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