#also dint even ask abt it im doing a lot better now

[corcedo]

Come back home to me pls

IM LITERALLY SLEEPING IN MY CAR I CANT EVEN GO TO MY ACTUAL HOME RN??

[shirotanis]

imfact concert experience in athens

okok so a lot of my mutuals asked me for this so here i am to deliver! first things first, imfact are the first kpop idols to ever come in greece for a concert, so that means a lot to me, and i'll treasure the memory forever!

I'LL START WITH HI TOUCH BC WHY THE HECK NOOOT OK SO:

i was the first in my line so when they appeared they were literally a few cm away from me, i waved at them when nobody else did and TAEHO SMILED AT ME AND WAVED BACK LIKE HE LOOKED AT ME N WAVED FJSKFKSKF AND SO DID SANG???? i died 😔😔😔😔

First was Sang. Boy.. hes so buff n broad, his body is rly well built! He looked at me in the eyes and we high fived w both hands and i said 'i love you' and he smiled and said 'me too' fjskjsjfjs :(((( Next was Jian! I WAS KINDA SHOOK BY SANG BC HES MY BIAS WRECKER and i just touched his hands:( but as i was moving on i looked at him straight in the eyes and yelled 'YOURE SO HANDSOME ILY' and he SMILED SO BIG N BEAUTIFUL it was so adorable hfksfjsj🤒 THEN . TAEHO OK HEAR ME OUT he looks like a prince.. i mean we been knew but hes so much more handsome irl i kinda lost it when he looked at me and smirked bc let me tell you . the second i said 'wow' when i said him he SMIRKED.. anyways i said i love him and he said 'awh i love you too' still smirking but it turned into a soft smile that melted my insides ngl😔 NEXT WAS UNGJAE ok i dont really remember my interaction w him and i feel bad but i clearly remember him genuinely looking into my eyes ans and holding my hands n smiling! he was really really pretty up close as well!! LAST BUT NOT LEAST . MY BABY JEUP .. i was SO confident which i didnt expect, he went for a high five but me being me interwined fingers w him.. i was smiling SO BIG and he was too and we were looking into each others eyes for what felt like hours but no it was a few seconds only! I told him 'i love you so so much you make me happy thank u' and he said 'awh me too' AND HIS CHEEKBONES LOOK SO BEAUTIFUL WHEN HE SMILES GOD IM NOT OK???

OK FIRSTLY, WHEN THEY APPEARED ON STAGE I LOST IT????? i was rly close to the stage, 3rd row and i could see them CLEARLY bros they looked so freaking fine, cameras just dont do them justice what the fuck??? they looks like dolls no fucking shit, especially jian? his face looks rly manly n beautiful! they were all super model gorgeous oh my god im gonna cry thinking abt it:(

OK AT SOME POINT I WAS LIKE FOCUSED ON JEUP AND SCREAMING HIS NAME LIKE CRAZY and he noticed OFC like idols notice those things they spot their bitches... and he was coming a Lot my way and we locked eyes so many times it feels surreal thinking abt it rn 4 hours later but god did it happen..

they introduced themselves in greek and jian ??? was so good???? he talked a lot in greek i was taken aback by how good his pronounciaton was!! if im not mistaken everyone but jeup spoke greek ghskgjskf but its ok😔👊🏻

sang asked us whats the most delicious food in greece and everyone was like 'SOUVLAKI' or 'MOUSAKA' and bc there was a huge hustle hE GAVE THE MIC TO A FAN TO CHOOSE GJSKGKSKGJAJ SCREAM anyways i didnt hear which food they're gonna eat eventually but i hope they like n enjoy it:(💗

ok their solo stages... boy.. boy... jian performed taemin's want n he even sung it AND IT WAS SO SEXY N POWERFUL😭😭 jeup sung 'promise you' and i actually cried i think my friend got my crying on tape fjskgjsjf and taeho did a rly sexy dance n showed his abs hes ripped dont underestimate short guys lads😔 ungjae performed his song 'vanilla sky' which waa pretty sexy too, sang sung too but i dint remember what song fjdjfjjd rip:(

during their speeches i got really emo, they said they didnt expect so much love from greece, or that there would be any IFs here but we cheered a lot and they were really happy! They promised to come back too gjskfjs:((💘💘💘 jian called us Gods! He said 'i always knew about greek gods, but only now that i see you guys in front of us do i believe in them' JFKAJFKAK OK. OK THAT MADE ME EMO!!! jeup said 'we don't think we are too great, but seeing you guys makes us wanna become even better' (i think that's what he said or something along those lines basically) and i don't remember who but either taeho or sang said 'some people calls us stars, but you guys are the ones that shine so bright and move us' like.. how can you not love them?? they said thar with such genuine expression and tone too!!

they were great, honestly! I wish they were more popular, they have so much potential in them and many people just dont appreciate it:( they are absolutely talented and i am forever grateful for this experience, i miss them but also? love them with my entire heart

anyways im tired and i don't seem to remember anything else but i hope you giys can see them live too one if you get the chance, i promise you wont regret it!

[misterbitches]

first thing fuck the anon who was rude to you 😤😤 but DON'T BE SORRY FOR YOUR ANSWER that kind of thing was exactly what i was expecting from you when i told you about this drama lmao i really like reading your thoughts about this kind of stuff , not to mention i also learn a lot \o/ could i ask you why you don't like lee min ho? i thought he was cool in the series but i'm not gonna lie : i was not here for the romance i could not care at all about them (1)

(pt 2!): JUNG EUN CHAE DESERVED BETTER ON THIS SERIES and oH OH I SEE YOU LIKE WOO DO HWAN SUPERIOR TASTE AS EXPECTED i heard he's gonna be in another drama soon! and hell yeah i watched my country and i'm still not over the ending my mans hwi and seon ho deserve a better ending not to mention that the good old homophobia had to give them female li ( and that's all those women were 🤢 how hard is it to write better stories for women?) 

i think the previous one may be from my (now defunct) film blog from grad school. it was about blackness in film so it literally says (this is a nicer way of me putting it: [get abused and die  n word] lmao which i wouldnt mention but im very not happy rn so i will complain

i honestly hate LMH’s acting. and als (and this is very very me) he was dating suji and their age gap just eternally pissed me off. i heard he was terrible with park min young and didn’t defend her at all when she was attacked (they dated after his drama city hunter) and idk. i’m tired of hearing about these actors with alal these young it girls. just a combo of things.

i haven’t gotten back to it and i dobt i would like it now but city hunter? idk if you have seen it. it is from 2012 but at the time it SLAPPPPPEEEDDDD. like i LOVED that show so i had to be able to put up with him somehow i watched it like 5 fucking times LMAO. i was also a big kim woo bin fan and i was probably rly snooty about him not being lead in heirs. it’s so silly, all my problems with these people seem so far away but yea.

what was the romance like? idk if you have seen goblin either but fuck. it’s not even kim go eun’s fault and tbh i feel kind of bad for her (also there was this like rumor she was going out with this actor and his text messages to her are SOOOOO WEIRD and i just felt really bad for her? and creeped out? lol) she’s a good actress too! then i saw lek 5 eps of govlni and swore ms eun sook was my MORTAL ENEMY. 

ohhhhh MY GOD OK U WATCHED MY COUNTRY. I DINT EVEN WATCH THE LAST EPISODE. IF U REPLY TO THIS PLS TELL ME WHAT HAPPENS LMAOOO. i fucking couldnt do it i was like THIS IS SO FUCKING DUMBBB

and 1000000% part of the issue is that seolhyun cannot act and she desperately needs voice training (her tone ....like bitch how do u cry with the SAME DAMN VOICE i was crying 10m ago and i cant even speak normal!) and then all the women. fuck i think the owner of the gisaeng palace (forgot what that’s called) was probably the best and that was like...towards the end. and that ugly jawn getting with one of the gisaengs? also her face was so distracting bc her jaw. omfg i just. :( 

i wish they could have like been together without that girl there (hwi and SH obvi!) 

and they had SH (right?) like the girl char too? also what the FUCKKKK WITH HIS LITTLE SISTER? SHE WAS LIT THE ONLY FEMME CHAR I LIKED. i remember being shocked and my friend was like “bitch it was a fuckin red-ass herring” and i kNOW i just lIKED HER???? SO I WAS LIKE??????? 

if you haven’t seen nokdu flower i super recommend. it has all the things you brought up of course but the peasant revolution is an enormous feat of class solidarity. and i am like almost positive the men back then were trash to women but there’s some things i have never seen done in a drama and am very happy about. the female characters are real cool. like even if one doesn’t know how to fight (which isnt the case) the mind is actually sharp. 

and because it’s hard to put characters or people that were so...hm...commonly exploited? the ex slave owner that raped his slave before she was freed (jo jeong suk’s character, half bro of the other MC) was seen as a fucking rapist. like actually. and i havent seen that happen really at all. dramas are so rare to have leading women be abused in any like..very sexual? way. i hate to say “penetrative” bc that is never close to the breadth of the pain that abuse brings but it’s like you’re only truly ruined if you are forced to have a penis inserted into you. and when male characters were disgusting, the audience knew how we were supposed to feel about them.

gisaengs are also “technically” slaves. at one point they were fucking owned and the hold barely stopped there. so i fucking hate speaking of these really prolific women as if there was a choice in the matter. does it even count if you literally cannot afford anything else? i cant remember, but i’m pretty sure NF was not too bad abt this.

it sucks cos like....automatically you want to like female characters but when they are flawed and just written so poorly it is so glaringly obvious. and i’m not a fan of being handed scraps and liking a woman just bc she’s there. in fact it’s even more insulting. how fucking hard is it to write people we can even extract a little bit of like...hm humanity from? it really isnt hard lmao. patriarchy :)