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rigels-nigels · 3 years ago

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tryna get a job while disabled with ur only skills being in music is the most frustrating thing

everything i look at for jobs is just, something i’d have no chance in or quite unrelated to any skills i might have, that or it’s not even given as an option, or it needs a ton of experience or qualifications i don’t have and or my adhd would kill me for tryna do i’m just

#vent #lmao i was originally gonna use a gif of some1 banging their head on a wall but this is funnier #anyway #i can edit/proofread i can do creative writing i can play music and that's it #and there's *shit* out there for that #and entry level jobs are all either retail (constant standing) or like phone shit (i can understand maybe 5-7 out of 8-10 words)#like bestie i am Stupid and Unskilled. and have Horrible adhd #adults wonderin why i hate phonecalls like bro it's 3 parts anxiety 7 parts i can barely understand and process what the person is saying-#and i just go along with it hoping i'm not misunderstanding anything or messing up too bad #if i ever get to live alone considering doin some audio books too cause i don't think my voice sounds too bad tbh #also considering smth like daycare when the pandemic is over. maybe not the best considering disability but 🥴 toddlers are close to the-#ground i'll have many excuses to sit #also i have asthma!! and ppl r gettin on my case abt goin out and gettin a job and i'm like #i ain't takin any chances no thank u #gettin kinda desperate now tho like. i'm so stressed and it's eating away at me 24/7 an i cant tell u the amt of times i've almost cried lol #maybe in spring i'll apply to mcdonalds or smth. my knees and back will hate me but what can u do #gods i hate having adhd truly a life ruiner #i'm so tired.....#just let me play in a band and pay me enough to live on that's all i'm askin

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