#also chuuya can tell somethings wromg 4 dazai bit hes also in the middle of ✨️trauma panic✨️ so he cant really help rn

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[Chuuya chokes a bit- shaking his head. He brings his hands up to clutch Dazais hands- still hyperventilating a bit] Cant- fuck- 'm sorry osamu- fuck- I cant- [He gasps]- Cant go there- snot safe- in the world- Boss was the one who- gave him that place. He knows where it is-. [Chuuya shakes his head a bit- trying to shake off the memories- and grabs dazai- pulling him closer to the wall and further from the door] just- fuck I need to calm down [his voice edges into hysterical for a second-]

Pourquoi esque jai besion de vivre ici- dans cette vie qui est tout plein des chose mal et unjusté, mais ci j'alle ja passe le chance, le plus petit que c'ai mainterna, du vue mon amour, mon coeur, ma raison de vivre, encode just une fois.