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#theo#my art#my ocs#oc#original character#artists on tumblr#spooky#fall#horror#redraw of my drawing from 2019!! very happy with the improvement :')#also bc its basically fall and therefore halloween
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i finished it a while ago and was excited about talking abt it with u but my wifi went out all of a sudden LMAO buttttttt anyways, it came back like super late and now im writing this at like midnight. i have so much to say but so little at the same time bcs im literally just shocked. like pure shock. that was SUCH a rollercoaster??? and since you're tagging these asks as spoilers,, im gonna say it. i did NOT expect oc to kill yeonjun. like it was in the back of my head like "maybe..." bcs it kept on being mentioned about how the jacket was heavy but i dismissed it UGH i should've seen that coming.
and beomgyu literally abt to kill oc, with no sign of hesitation (chills)? APPLAUSE. i've read so many yandere fics and so much romanticize that sickness .. then characterize it as dark romance. ofcourse i get that has its own fans but i do appreciate ones that are more on the realistic side with these psychos (ik this more of a psychological thriller too so ig it was a given for that to be the direction, but still THANK YOU). like hes insane enough and therefore hes capable of killing oc bcs he doesnt see her as a human being at all. so again, I really appreciate that aspect </3
then yeonjun. yeonjun and his fake moral compass. he was trying so hard to hold onto that humanity that he thought he had, and he kept on believing he was superior to others (especially beomgyu in the fic) and it was just...conveyed so well? that final breakthrough at the end when oc tells him hes no better than gyu, and he just...breaks? like he's telling himself hes not, while also trying to kill oc...just like gyu. The ascends to madness was so properly conveyed in that last scene, even though its been implied throughout the whole story that he basically has some sort of inner conflict and lost his moral compass wayyyy earlier. the last part really hit it in the nail, which is just so right for an ending scene.
the last part i want to touch on was the way you utilized oc's pov in the stalker part of the story. its the way i knew beomgyu and yeonjun were the ones literally hiding cameras in her room and have sick fantasies of wanting to own her, yet even with that background knowledge i still suspected soobin. and i still trusted beomjun. MAYBE IT WAS JUST ME??? but idk bro, i was so mad at myself when i pieced everything together the same time oc did. i seriously need to watch out, being gullible will be the death of me T-T but even me being super gullible aside, i think your writing is what really made me doubt soobin the way oc did.. i for sure thought we had another yandere on the loose LMAO.
okay now last last part I PROMISSEEE. i just really like the way you wrote how yeonjun/beomgyu broke her down then used her vulnerability to their advantage. its so sick but its such an easy trap to fall into. like obviously this is fiction and therefore it might be more on the extreme side but the tactics they used are just found literally in everyday abusive relationships and i especially liked how you touched upon the fact that extreme dependency can truly be the downfall of someone. and vulnerability, vulnerability was such a big part of the story!!
so, just last comment towards you. i know you worked hard on it and i wrote this entire essay basically to just emphasize that it paid off. i'm 100% sure you're proud of the work and i truly want you to be PROUDER. this was really, really, really good. i sat down, and read through the entire thing without feeling bored, always on the edge of my seat, enjoying your professional but almost casual way of using words (its literally genius the way you write), and truly this was such a perfect halloween post. thank you for writing, seriously. i honestly wish youd get a few bucks out of this (and im more than willing to give a couple IM BEING FRL) </3
one question since this is basically not an actual ask and me just ranting about how much i love your work: do you think you'll pursue writing professionally? have you thought about it? have you taken classes ? i wanna knowwwww
Iāll address a lot of specific points below, thank you so much! <3
(killing off Yeonjun) -Itās sick, but killing yj off was my favorite part! I knew immediately that this story would be dark, and what better way to end off such an intense scene than giving yj what he deserves? I really hope I was able to catch you guys off guard with that, but I made sure to subtly lead up to it with the jacket thing!!Ā (Beomgyu + thoughts on the term āyandereā)
-THANK YOU! Lemme just say, thriller holds such a special place in my heart, and making Beomgyu a fucked up character just allowed me to sneak in that action packed scene at the end haha
I was afraid of writing this story initiallyā the term āyandereā has taken on many different connotations and meanings, some more romanticized than others. My intent was never to paint such a relationship in a happy or cute lightā even if they did have their little honeymoon stage where all was ārightā, itās still a toxic and horrible relationship; itās always bound to fall apart in the end. Plus, Beomgyu and Yeonjun just became so insatiable that simply having her there was never enoughā they needed to control her too.Ā
(Yeonjun + what if mc didnāt put on bgās jacket?)
-Yeonjun was able to get away with being the better of the two throughout the whole storyā so to hear that he wasnāt above everyone else like he so desperately believed, and from the mc no lessā it felt like all his efforts were tumbling down, that no matter how hard he tried, it would never be good enoughā which was a struggle he had to deal with all his lifeā it just completely broke the last bit of rationality that he had within him.Ā
Had the mc not put on bgās jacket, Yeonjun wouldāve killed her, then killed himself shortly afterāthey would only be discovered weeks later after their families reported them missing, a gruesome scene that wouldāve destroyed all their relatives; Soobinās body wouldāve been found soon after, judging by the fact that the evidence is still in the cabin and intact.Ā
(Soobin the decoy lmao)
-God I feel so proud that I was able to fool some people at least! Soobinās persisting affection was a key to making it all convincingā those passing comments, all the coddling and endless attempts to woo her, beomjun saw that and used it to their benefit.Ā
(Use of vulnerability)
-From the start, the mc was already a pretty vulnerable character; she was already away from home with no one else but Yeonjunā which only made her lean into him more and trust him. And because Beomgyu was quick to pick up on that, he knew that the only way to get her more dependent on them was to make her more vulnerable, with her last resort being them; of course, itās a very drastic depiction, but thank you for noticing <333
(Plans for the future!)
-Thank you so so much :(((( this really means a lot to me, you have no idea.Ā
I have indeed decided to pursue writing professionally! Itās kind of scary to say, (write) but I hope to be able to succeed and publish books one day <3 itās ambitious, but you never know!
Thank you sooo so much for this review, thank you for taking your time to write this, you have no idea how much this means to meā seriously, I couldnāt stop rereading all of the reviews i received <3
#OYD: !spoilers!#The way you picked up on details#and described the characters#I could fall in love with you#koqabear asks#fic: only you darling.#[ā”]ā feedback !
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ā ( harry styles, cismale, he/him ) &. * ā meet ( cornelius ā oliver ā edwards ) ! ( he ) is ( twenty five ) years old and has lived in st. helens for ( two ) years . when theyāre not helping the town prepare for halloween , they work as a ( baker ) . around here, theyāre known to be ( idealistic ) & ( intuitive ) yet ( unpredictable ) & ( destructive ) and apparently their favorite fall activity is ( visiting the farmerās market ) . safe to say it really wouldnāt be halloweentown without them !
hiya! i am kt &+ underneath the read more is a LOT of info about my bb, cornelius/oliver. ** insert clown emoji but make āem yee-haw **Ā if youād like to plot you can reach me on here or at space cowboy#8536 on discord !! <33 v excited to interact with yāall and your bbs !!
( DISCLAIMER : THIS IS LONG - WOW !!! just felt a lot of muse !!! apologies !! Ā )Ā
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name: cornelius oliver edwards.
nicknames: ollie, ol, lee !! literally whatever -Ā āhey, youā dkjfgn
gender: cismale. pronouns: he, him.
age: twenty-five.
birthday: june 27th.
zodiac: cancer !!
orientation: pansexual / panromantic.
occupation: baker // aspiring filmmaker.
languages spoken: english & french.
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- PINTERESTĀ - featuring his wardrobe, his home, his aesthetic, some character inspo and olive, his german shepard pup !!
- SPOTIFY PLAYLISTĀ - what oliver is currently listening to !!
personality type: INFJ-T / THE ADVOCATE
moral alignment: chaotic good
style-wise:Ā oliver is v stylish, but isnāt overly flashy by any means. heās intuitive in the sense of what works and what doesnāt. willing to explore the latest wardrobe craze, but also just likes what he likes and likely wonāt venture out unless pressed by another to do so. post coming soon for his wardrobe !!! they say that the cancer manās clothing is selected to reflectĀ ā sophistication over flashĀ ā but kdgjn iāll let yaāll be the judge of that. heās v much harry inspired clothing wardrobe, but also tones it down with some casual looks, especially with being in the bakery and getting his hands dirty in creative aspects !!
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Ā Ā oliver was born in kent, england. heās the youngest in his family of three, having an older brother and sister w/ two loving parents. when he was nine, his family packed up and moved to southern california, where they resided until oliver left for college on the east coast - his family trading off between living back in england and on the west coast throughout the year. upon moving to a new country at a young age, oliver truly found himself via escaping into various books and movies. often attempting to write his own and would force encourage his siblings to act his skits/plays out for his parents enjoyment. growing up, oliver also enjoyed playing all types of sports ( his parents kind of threw him in hoping heād make friends ), but when it came down to it, athletic abilities-wise, there truly wasnāt anything that he wasnāt ā good ā at, and thatās simply because heās always been such a competitive individual / as well as a perfectionist. that competitive/perfectionist energy caused him to go home and practice a skill or trick for hours in order to be able to come back the next day and whoop everyoneās asses. throughout highschool ; oliver was a v dedicated student. although heās a bit reckless and loved to goof off, he was always acing classes and applying himself. he genuinely cares for others, you couldāve seen his ass volunteering at a soup kitchen with his mom on sundays and what not, as well as take part in various clubs and sports ! just SOFT and sportythings.
Ā Ā post-high school, oliver attended NYU double majoring in film & television and dramatic writing. despite his extensive and well received portfolio, oliver has always been a perfectionist and overcritical of his work, unwilling to share his projects with anyone until he deems them to be ~ perfect ~ himself. after graduating, he spent a year traveling, trying to find a bit of inspiration around him and taking up odd jobs to get some $$ of his own, dog walking, attempting his best at being a handy man, etc !! he moved back home to socal, and eventually made his way up to st.helenās after he was sent a job posting for the bakery in town !! although he knows he doesnāt want to pursue a career in baking forever, heās enjoying his time while trying to find a bit more muse for his future film&writing career.
Ā Ā overall, oliver can come off as a bit reserved, and distant whether that be a result of his untrusting nature of others, or simply unfamiliarity. it takes a bit of time before he feels comfortable to share his true opinion / commentary / only doing so when he feels secure to do so. heās not necessarily unfriendly, just a bit distant / lost in his thoughts. which varies, as with most ppl ofc, upon person to person and his level of comfortability among them. despite his often lack of conversation, he abhors an uncomfortable silence to settle and will fill it with nonsense to simply avoid the feeling altogether. so, if you ever want to catch him rambling, just making him uncomfortable dkjfngdf. he definitely approaches most things with a bit of ā tough love ā . he doesnāt mind getting into a quarrel or two if he knows its worth the outcome heās envisioned. oliver will tell others when they are fucking up, and if they are throwing a punch as a result - catch him leaning into it, which explains his bout of reckless antics. he can come off as a know it all, when it comes to advice giving, but more so because he thinks heās really good at analyzing others and situations they are in, not necessarily because heās lived through them himself, heās just rather intuitive and able to empathize quite easily with others despite his verbal admittance of it. when it comes down to this binches reckless bits, he just feels so intensely that he ends up numbing himself in the aftermath of it all ( especially bc heās definitely not sharing those feelings with the people around him ), therefore heās willing to put himself into harms way in order to get a bit of that - happiness / pain, it doesnāt matter to him as long as he no longer feels overwhelmed by numbness. so, if ya see him with some scrapes and stitches ~ mind ya business. but heāll likely try to drag somebody else into it, and make it seem like it was their idea. but if he is truly comfortable with somebody, he walks a fine line of wonāt stop talking, especially if itās an interest of his, and comfortable silence.
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he is a CANCER, therefore in this essay i will..... kidding but hereās some fun cancer info i saw that applies to my bb !! at first he appears to be wistful, sarcastic ( maybe a lil crabby ) , shy, distant and mysterious. this personality remains if he isnāt completely comfortable around somebody. but overall, thatās just his facade, hisĀ āsmokescreenā of sorts to scare off the world from his outwards persona. underneath that layer ( makes me think of shrek metaphor with onions // donāt mind me ), BUT heās gentle, kind and affectionate ( if you manage to make it to that level * bell dings * ) !!!Ā overall, oliver is a sensitive soul, a bit emotional although heād rather d*e than show that to others. likely will internalize anything that can hurt his feelings / a low blow and will do something chaotic as a result later on bc of it. very polite, and a little worldly, he is truly the epitome of old-school gentlemanly manners. chivalry coming as a second nature to him !!
that was getting ramble-y, so continuing HERE. butĀ when it comes to romance, as per the cancer man, the concept of love is a mystery, one that oliver is trying to attain. however, his shyness and innate distrust of others make it difficult for him to allow himself to fall in love. his guard is always up when it comes to his emotions, and itāll take a bit of prodding before heās willing to speak up on whatās desired from him. heās v picky when it comes to finding the ā partner of his dreams ā - but heās def willing to throw himself into the romance of the situation, i.e. buying flowers, riding white horses, and slaying metaphorical dragons. the traditional side means that he will shower his partner with thoughtful gifts, wine and dine them in the best restaurants, and try to grant their every wish. he will take the garbage out, fix that wobbly shelf, navigate on road trips, and kill more so trap and release bugs for his partner, and most important of all he will do it all without being asked. his loyalty and keen attention to the needs and wants of his potential partner. so basically, more so willing to showcase through actions than speak on it. itās the little things, right ??!?!?! he def cherishes not just the act of being in a relationship, but what it means to become one with another person in mind, body, and soul.
prides himself on being able to make a mean cup of coffee, likely the worst person to watch a movie with bc he knows exactly how itās going to end after only watching five minutes of it, he has a godawful sense of direction, will walk in circles for fifteen minutes before even raising a question about it/noticing ( but he refuses to acknowledge it. )
his house, car, workspace, junk drawer, closetā¦.you name it - itās organized, practically sparkling. often times arranged by color, and / or style. nothing is ever out of place, and if it is - thereās trouble brewing. but, more than anything, if heās visiting somebodyās place and itās messy, he will spend a solid thirty minutes picking everything up before doing whatever it is that was intended.
likes : reading, flowers, handwritten notes/letters, deep cleaning, baking, curating soundtracks for his film projects, watching the history channel and true crime docs and playing / watching hockey !!
dislikes : artichoke, clutter, sandals ( fkjgh ), unrealistic plotlines in movies &+ burnt coffee.
habits : smoking cigarettes - although heās been meaning to quit. likely has a severe caffeine addiction, although heās now normalized having six cups of coffee throughout his day. heās an early riser, no matter how little the amount of sleep heās received, heās always the first to rise - for his early morning runs !!
strengths: creative, insightful, inspiring, convincing, determined and passionate, decisive, altruistic, intuitive !!
weaknesses: sensitive, extremely private, perfectionist, low-key always needs to have a cause / purpose, can burn out easily !!Ā
overall : oliver truly strives to be kind, and genuinely wants for everyone to get along. treat people with kindness and the like. he has the best of intentions, but often times that can get a bit muddled with the way he goes about things due to his bit of chaoticĀ energy / as well as his often points of getting lost in his thoughts. he wonātĀ realize heās been quiet for the last three hours unless itās mentioned to him.Ā he will do anything to lighten a dark mood, and will sacrifice / throw himself under the bus if its needed. however, he also is the type to cause the dark mood depending on the day. wahoo! his more reckless antics increase when heās feeling a bit emotional !! but heāll likely try and convince somebody to propose the idea so itās not on him.Ā
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in an attempt to throw himself into the townās traditions and what not, after moving to st. helenās oliver decided it was upon himself to put on a very spooo0ooky haunted house! so, catch him converting his home into a haunted house for the month of october !!! nothing cheesy either !! itās more a psychological scare dkjgn with some gore elements !! EnTeR iF yOu DaRe !!!
he bounced around playing sports growing up, but favored ice hockey and field lacrosse out of them all.
HE WANTS TO JOIN A BOOKCLUB PLEASE !!!!!!!! or at least have some casual moments of silence with another reading. plz and tysm.
he is a vegetarian ! he has been since his freshman year of high school and has no plans on eating seafood/meat ever again.
he loves fancy wine ~ heās cultured. visitsĀ sebās winery v often !!!
he can play the drums !!
he collects vintage matchbooks and the stickers off of various fruits ( he puts them in a little notebook - can be found on his bookshelf ).
saves handwritten notes and letters from pals.
he loves to garden !!!! he has a specified rose shearing hat.
to make things a bit simple, he has all of harryās tattoos !! Ā might add more along the way !! stay tuned, folks !!
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honestly, i am so up for anything !!! please accept this ramble of ideas thrown below. Ā if you have any other ideas, lmk !!!! <3333 :ā-)
( 2 / 2 ) -Ā BFFZ : the z for an added emphasis dkfjgnd. somebody who likely has a key to oliverās house, they can enjoy one anothers company as well as the bouts of comfortable silence. you know how best friends are but kdjfngd still !! whether they are likeminded or polar opposites that just flow ~~ down for anything !! even a trio of sorts ?!
( 0 / ?? ) -Ā MUSE(S) : somebody that he often strikes inspo from for his short films and what not !! or has starred/he plans to have them star in his future compilations of sorts !! can be simply from their own ideals, their look / ~vibe~ dkfjgn // whatever !!
( 1 / 1 ) - RIDE OR DIE /Ā CHAOTIC COMPANION : it would be wrong to say one is the more likely the bad influence over the other, although oliver may just be. these two find themselves bounding into, well hell, ( i guess??? ) together. playing on one anothers impulsiveness and if one ends up in the back of a police car, the other is handcuffed to them. and yet despite the length of their potential injuries, they find themselves thinking of something crazier to subject them to the next time around.
( 1 / 1 ) -Ā GUARDIAN ANGEL / GOOD INFLUENCE : with ollie being a bit chaotic in nature, he needs somebody that is likely going to steer him clear from all the ideas thatāll bring him to the brink of disaster. heās impulsive and in that desperate attempt to feel again, heās very likely to bring a bit of mayhem upon himself. so while they may be worrying and attempting to talk his ideas down, heās trying to get them to go along with his plan. it may be rare that he actually takes their advice, but when he does it seems to be for the best.
( 0 / 1 ) -Ā PARTY FRIEND : these two know how to have a good time together. despite the amount of alcohol they are throwing back and the shenanigans they find themselves in as a result, this is a time where they also find themselves confiding in one another. if you look at their camera rolls, itās likely they have tons of embarrassing and unflattering videos and pics of one another, in between their sob-worthy confessionals and venting/rants. these two trust one another, and although they love getting wreckT together, they find themselves discussing very raw and personal details. likely the only person oliver confides in, simply bc heās completely plastered.
( 1 / 1 ) -Ā SIBLING-LIKE RELATIONSHIP : these two have a love/hate relationship, very sibling like filled with pranks, competition, teasing and playful banter. however, when it comes down to it they have so much love and respect for one another. they know that no matter what happens they will always have one anothers back and be supportive of the other. truly a pure content filled relationship.
okay quick mention, ENEMY PLOTS ?!?!?!?!?!? i would live for one. i canāt imagine oliver being hardcore nasty, but iād like to see whatever version comes out for this. so letās get it djfngjakdfg maybe they just hold different viewpoints on the world and what not and clash, anything really !!! v open !!
( 1 / 1 ) - MENTORĀ - oliver needs a bit of structured or unstructured guidance, all depending on what their deemed mentor is wanting to impart on him, a bit of wisdom or slight chaos. kdjfgn heāll take anything !! life advice in any and all aspects. maybe they come into the bakery, or maybe they help him with his garden. who knows, i certainly donāt know how they met, but weāll figure it out ?!?!
RANDOM LITTLE IDEAS : maybe theyāve heard of one another in town, but havenāt quite met yet! or maybe they see each other around all the time, but have yet to introduce themselves to one another but low-key maybe in some online forum for the town together ?! who knows some fun things kdjnfg i AM OPEN !
ooh maybe a slowburn of sorts ?! something spicy to wreck ollieās and my life with.Ā Ā dkfjgn we can base this off of chemistry !!! :ā-)Ā
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Achievements Unlocked?
The last decade has COMPLETELY shaped who I am now and the fact that it ends today and essentially sends me off into the next one where turning 30 is the end is something I canāt wrap my head around and not just bc itās barely 9am as Iām writing it. Ten years hasnāt felt like ten years and all the shit thatās happened during those ten years feels like itās happened in the last like,,, 3.
Basically this is just me going How The Fuck Did All Of This Happen In A Decade and highlighting the big things that shaped who I am now.
Uhhh this is long Iām gonna-
2010/2011 (Shitās A Blur):
I started noticing aesthetic interests I had.
I developed my love for the outdoors and exploration.
I started realizing vaguely spooky things were really intriguing to me.
I got SUPER into Harry Potter.
Which lead to me creating my first two Ocs.
I started switching from drawing animals/landscapes to drawing people.
I made my first cluster of friends I hoped Iād have forever. (Spoiler alert: only still have one of em).
2012:
I started identifying with punk rock & emo culture/aesthetics.
I made my first cluster of online friends (Spoiler alert: donāt talk to any of em now)
I got into YouTubers.
I got into anime.
I made my first āblog.ā It was a Facebook page for a fictional character.
I discovered my favorite band.
I made my first online friend I hoped Iād have forever (still have em so far!)
I met my future wife.
I started roleplaying with Ocs.
Which lead to making more.
I started drawing digitally using bases. Which started my improvement.
I made my own first little community via my FB page.
Which lead to an rp group of more friends I hoped Iād have forever (still got a handful of em!)
I discovered my other favorite bands.
I started using Skype.
I got into more anime.
My parents were officially fully separated.Ā
Which began the very start of realizing my dad was verbally abusive.
Congrats Isa, You Need Glasses You Dumb Fuck. Hooray astigmatism.
I graduated 8th grade.
2013:
I was essentially forced to move in with my dad for high school.
I started high school.
Officially became total anime trash and started watching them like crazy.
I THINK I hit 100 Ocs at some point this year. Just kept makin them from here.
Met my first cluster of irl forever friends (spoiler alert: only have 1 now).
Learned having Ocs was Not Just An Isa Thing, Holy Shit I Thought I Was Just Weird.
Promptly fell in love with learning about other peopleās Ocs.
Realized Wow, I Kinda Canāt Stand My Dad And I Donāt Trust Him.
Had my first boyfriend. *gag* He was nasty.
Experienced my first long distance relationship. It lasted 3 days.
2014/2015 (Shitās Also Blurry):
Got another long distance boyfriend. First relationship I genuinely liked the person.
I realized talking multiple people through the lowest points of their lives and keeping them from harming themselves was a sign I should maybe get into psychology and do that as a job.
I started getting interested in researching mental disorders.
Realized Okay Yeah, I Lowkey Hate My Dad
Realized I had A Concerning Amount Of Symptoms Of Depression. Fuck.
Realized Huh, Girls Are Pretty Too,,,
My friend taught me about bi and pansexuality. Casually started identifying as pan. Didnāt know shit about LGBT+ stuff.
Was shown a video by my friend. Decided Wow I Really Like This Screaming Potato Guy.
Acquired one more forever friend I still have.
Got slapped in the face by Gravity Falls.
My mom moved out of the rural town I just spent the last like 8 Years Of My Own Character Development In, Dammit
I realized money and finances Fucking Sucks.
Had the,, probably worst year of my adolescence. Angry, depressed, sick of my dad. It was Not Great. Almost started self-harming, only didnāt because Iād be a hypocrite if I did after helping my friends stop doing it.
Homestuck invaded my life around here I think.
Decided Iām Gonna Live With My Online Friends One Day! (spoiler alert: nope).
Was kinda forced by my dad to move out of the apartment I lived in and therefore forced to transfer schools.
Got to meet my future wife irl for the first time. Wow that was,, so gay before we even realized.
Okay Hold On, This New School Is,,, Really Nice.
2016:
New school. New me. New friends. New everything. Fuckity shit fuck.
Okay wait they have an anime club like my other school did we good.
Met another two forever friends that I think really are forever friends now.
Angry Shitty Depression Time Died Down A Little.
Somehow learned about evilsonas. Huh, Does Jack Have One? ... Ok Cool, Theyāre All Peopleās Ocs. Meh.
Started learning how to drive. Oh My God This Is Fun.
Lost my second ever pet and was... very confused when I wasnāt as traumatized as I was the first time I lost a pet.
Boyfriend kinda Thanos snapped from existence bc his irl life was hectic.
Experienced what itās like to have a friend that died.
Wow my irl best friend is hot. ... Okay I Think Boyfriendās Absence Is Bothering Me. *proceeds to ignore that*
Gets into some more bands.
Knock Knock, You Have Separation Anxiety, Isa.
Finally decided to try out high school things like homecoming. Ooh That Was Actually Fun.
The beginning of the worst end to a friendship Iāve ever had starts. Not Handling It Well.
Discovered Fooster. Cue hyperfixation on new favorite YouTuber and more new friends.
Wait What The Fuck What Just Happened To Jackās Camera,,,, OH MY GOD HE ISNāT-
HE IS. OH FUCK HE IS. MMMMHELLO KNIFE MAN.
Totally forgets he exists for the next like 10 months.
Realization I Really Fucking Love Halloween.
Discovered what asexuality is and immediately identifies because I thought I was just weird.
Hmm maybe I should start watching this Markiplier guy
Big Sad Times, My Friends Graduated. Next Year Gonna SUCK.
Tried out Dungeons & Dragons. Fuckin loved it.
2017:
Ah fuck Iām a senior in high school this is gonna be a trip.
Discovered I like photography.
Literally where did this school year go itās so blurry.
Was convinced to end the relationship with boyfriend. Heās still a good bean.
Hey uhhhh online best friend do u big gay.
WE big gay.
Found a book I really like that isnāt Harry Potter, damn itās about time.
Ok But This Book Really Fucked Me Up, I Love It.
OH FUCK WAIT IāM GRADUATING HIGH SCHOOL.
Oh that wasnāt so bad.
Actually had to be PUSHED by my friends to have my first kiss with my girlfriend at my graduation party because I was too busy going [dkasjdjf] about having her physically in my presence at all.
First super memorable vacation. Wow I Fucking Love Traveling.
Got to meet another online friend!! I am,, incredibly lucky about being able to do that, this was like the 4th friend I got to meet.
[That one motion blur conspiracy theorist meme] SABRINA IM TELLING U JACK IS UP TO SOMETHING HIS TWITTER IS FUCKY
Gets punched in the throat with Kill Jacksepticeye on the way home from vacation and remembers how much I fucking love Anti
TIME FOR COLLEGE. I made a mistake.
TIME FOR COMMUNITY COLLEGE. Much Better.
Friend I Still Have From High School 1/2 introduced me to Bendy and the Ink Machine. HYPERFIXATION TIME BABEY.
Letās,,, lets try Tumblr. Jack exists there a lot. And so does good art of everything Iām interested in.
Wait Whoās This Baby With The Mustache, JACK EXPLAIN
Okay thereās More Going On Here, lets get active in the community.
WHY THE FUCK IS THERE SECURITY FOOTAGE. THIS IS SKETCH. THIS ISOH MOTHERFUCKER ITS ANTI
Isa: Become Theorist
The rest is history, really, all stuff Iāve posted about on here. xD
And knowing me Iāve left out other highlighted bits but remembering all of this is,,, really exhausting lmao, Iām surprised I jotted down as much as I did in Relatively Chronological Order.
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