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fluffairy · 1 year ago

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talked to my therapist about some shit from my past yesterday then had a dream at night about M the Evil Ex and the dream was very realistic and in it he wanted to be with me again and was hugging me and holding me close and then I looked him up on instagram which I haven’t done in like a year and he’s still hot lmao oops and I HATE HIS GUTS so like why do I miss him

#literally the new Olivia Rodrigo song #I WANNA KISS HIS FACE WITH AN UPPER CUT I WANNA CALL HIS MOM AND TELL HER HER SON SUCKS #anyways emotions are just thoughts and have no more worth than I give them #I do wish I could cuddle with someone tho. but è la vita #I also saw an old Bookstore Buddy yesterday for coffee on campus where I work and he (not M) also gives v good hugs so we hugged twice #and that was nice #this guy is also kinda not attractive but DOES smell good. which is like another Achilles heel about Me and My Attractions #also also happy bisexual visibility day I’m acting like a straight piece of trash again #and anyway I just miss being close to someone. and being special to someone. that’s it

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