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chanswhxre · 2 years ago

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2: Good boys get rewarded

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♡ Pairing : Seungmin x reader

♡ Genre : office au, smut

♡ Word count : 2.6k+

♡ Warnings : 18+ nsfw, explicit sexual content, strong language, light dom-sub dynamics, teasing, oral sex, unprotected sex, creampie

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"And that's it for today's schedule." Seungmin concluded after reading your schedule for the day.

"Alright. You may take your leave." You said and returned to reviewing the documents on your table. Seungmin bowed and went back to his office space and continued with his work.

You and Seungmin came to work late and arriving at 12 noon surprised everyone but then they understood as they knew you were swamped with due documents. Neither you nor Seungmin had spoken a thing about what happened with the two of you last night and passed it off as just a drunken mistake but the events kept crossing Seungmin's mind and god how he wished it would happen again but then again, you're his boss. He shouldn't cross that professional line with you again, but little did he know that you also wanted it to happen again with more things to add on than just a handjob.

Han Jisung, an office worker part of Seungmin's team suddenly entered your office and delivered a few folders for you to view labeled from the marketing team.

"Why are you delivering this to me? Where's Mr. Kim?" You asked.

"My apologies. Mr. Kim asked me to deliver these to you because he's proxying for our team leader's meeting." Jisung explained.

"But he's my secretary for the time being. Proxying for another person except me isn't part of his duties." You said, annoyance laced in your tone which made Jisung bite his lip in fear.

"I'm sorry Ms. Lee, but Mr. Kim volunteered to do so." Jisung was nervous. Everyone in the office had seen you lash out multiple times and the worst one was when the marketing team accidentally uploaded a draft for a new product which wasn't due to be revealed until the next month.

"Tell him to come see me right away after that damned meeting." You sternly said.

"Ms. Lee! I heard you were looking for me. Is there anything I can help you with?" Seungmin asked as he entered your office.

You stood from your seat and signaled him to stop walking.

"Sit." You commanded him and he immediately sat down on your office couch, mouth pursed.

You approached him and stood right in front of him with your arms crossed, glaring at him below you.

"W-what seems to be—" you cut him off with your words.

"Are you purposely avoiding me, Mr. Kim?" You asked.

"N-no ma'am. Why would you think of that?" He said.

You bent over until your face levels with his, your face far from a safe distance between secretary and boss. You could feel Seungmin's heavy breathing when you place your finger under his chin to tilt his face a little upwards to meet your gaze.

"Tell me, Mr. Kim. Did you not like what happened with us last night?" You asked in a seductive voice.

Seungmin was contemplating whether to play dumb drunk or just admit it straight to you that he loved what happened and that he wanted more.

"I..liked it, Ms. Lee.." He said without thinking.

"How much, Mr. Kim?" You smirked as you traced your fingers on his jawline.

"So much it hurts." He moaned and felt your other hand feel his growing erection.

And with that, you smashed your lips on his. Kissing him as if you were a wolf who had been starved for months. His lips felt so good, so soft on yours that you couldn't get enough. Seungmin was going crazy with everything, he placed his hand on your neck pushing your face to his to deepen the kiss and so you won't pull away. Overwhelmed with feelings of being horny, you and Seungmin didn't care anymore that you were in the office where anyone can walk in on the two of you having a hot make out session during work hours and all he could think about is that he wanted to just pin you down, taste you, and fuck you until you see stars.

You pulled away from the kiss, panting. Seungmin's gaze followed you as you took a seat beside him.

"Be a good little puppy and wait for me after work." You gave him a smile. Small yet seductive and he nodded right away, eager and willing to do so and it made you think how can such a man like him exist? A good-looking, sexy, obedient man.

A few moments later the door came bursting open and there entered a fine, young gentleman.

"Minho, what a pleasant surprise." You greet him with a huge grin.

"Always happy to see me, huh?" He smirks then his gaze falls to Seungmin. "You got a little lipstick right there buddy." He told him as he points his lips and Seungmin's eyes widen in shock then quickly wipes his mouth.

"Don't fluster him, Minho." You rolled your eyes and signaled Seungmin to go out and he follows exiting the room as swift as lightning.

Minho is your older brother and you haven't seen him in almost a year. If you're wondering, he was supposed to be the heir, the next one to handle Lee Cosmetics but Minho chose differently and being the prideful little shit he is, he started his own business in the food industry three years ago and it went surprisingly well now that his company is the number one producer and exporter of ready-to-eat Korean food products.

"He's cute but not nearly as cute as your big brother." He gave you a smug smile as he beckons you to hug him when he opened his arms wide and you did. Your brother's hugs were always the best.

"Shut up. He's as cute as a puppy." You pout.

"You got tired playing around with my friends?" Minho said and sat down the couch.

"I hate rich, cocky boys. Too much of a pain in the ass." You rolled your eyes and sat on your office chair.

"But you did like Changbin though, right?" He asked.

"Well yeah, maybe there are exceptions but enough with that, what brings you here at this time of the year? It's kimchi season, aren't you supposed to be picking cabbages?" You teased.

"Ha ha very funny, Y/N." Minho rolled his eyes. "But yes I am picking cabbages today so I'll make it quick. Yang Jeongin wants to ask your hand for marriage."

You choked on your water with Minho's straightforwardness.

"The Yang Jeongin?!" You exclaimed as you stood up from your office chair.

Yang Jeongin, son of the wealthiest, most powerful Korean businessman in the country, heir to Yang Group of Companies. Basically, they control almost everyone and everything in South Korea. If you were to marry this man, you'd be the luckiest girl alive, you wouldn't have to work a day in your life and just sit back, look pretty, and be pampered all day, everyday.

"Yes. My friend, Jeongin. Who else am I referring to?" He calmly said.

"Well, he's super straightforward with that. Can't he just ask me on a date first? And why couldn't he ask me himself? That's a red flag right there." You furrowed your eyebrows.

"Chill, little sis. He's still planning on it. Last week, we went drinking and he told me about his plans. Believe me, little sis, he's head over heels for you." Minho chuckled remembering drunk little Jeongin pining over you.

You and Minho talked a little more about Jeongin's plans and you told your brother you would think about it when the time comes. You're not ready for marriage yet but you do have an interest on Jeongin, the boy's not that bad after all, in the couple of times you met, he was a fine young gentleman, sweet and kind, and you wouldn't complain if you get to wake up in the morning and see his ethereal face.

After the shift, you went to the lobby to meet with Seungmin, you didn't know why but when you saw him sitting by the benches and stood up and smiled at you, your heart felt like it was about to burst.

"You waited."

"Of course I did. You told me to." Seungmin said.

The two of you walked outside to get inside your car, the driver opening the car door for you and Seungmin went to the other side then car took off. A few minutes, the car was filled with silence and Seungmin was gazing at the window. You placed your hand on top of his and leaned into his ear.

"Why are you such a good boy for me today, little puppy? Do you know that good boys get rewarded?" You whispered in his ear.

"W-what reward will I get?" He asked.

"It's a surprise." You teased, pulling his tie to loosen it a bit.

You arrived at your house, the both of you walked straight to your room. You went directly to the bed and pushed him to sit as his eyes were glued on to yours. You bent down and kissed him softly but Seungmin couldn't get enough and just held your cheeks and slipped his tongue into your mouth. You pulled away leaving him confused.

"Someone's a little impatient today." You teased. You took your blazer off and unbuttoned your top leaving you in just your sexy, laced bra. You don't normally wear laced underwear but you knew you had to be prepared so you changed before you went to the lobby.

You bent down again, your lips barely touching as you smirk.

"N-noona. You look so sexy today." He said.

"Thank you, darling." You smiled and kissed him, you felt his hand hover over your arm but you slapped it away. "No touching yet, my little puppy."

You continued kissing him, pushing his blazer off, removed his tie, and slowly unbuttoned his shirt. Once his shirt was removed, you trailed your kisses on his neck, sucking softly on it and attempting to leave a mark.

"That's gonna mark." He moaned as you continued suckling on his soft spot.

"I know." You smirked triumphantly as you saw his skin darken a bit.

You then kneeled between his legs and unbuckled his belt, his eyes are filled with lust just staring at you while you take his pretty, hard cock out.

"Remember puppy, no touching." You said and started to lick the tip of his cock which made him wince.

You slowly circled your tongue all over his tip, tasting the salty precum before taking the whole thing in your mouth. You slowly bobbed your head up and down while sucking on his cock and moans and profanities started spilling from Seungmin's mouth. You can see him restraining himself from touching you by grabbing on to the sheets tightly until his fists turn white. His eyes were screwed shut a few moments ago and now he's looking at you with hooded eyes, mouth open seductively. You started to accompany your sucking with your hand stroking him.

"Fuck..noona that feels so g-good." He moaned and threw his head back with eyes closed.

You kept on with your awfully slow pace which made him buck his hips signaling you to go faster.

"P-please noona.." he whined.

"Please what, little puppy?" You said as you stroke his dick slowly.

"F-faster. Do it faster please. It feels so good that I'm going c-crazy." He begged.

And you obliged, starting to fasten your pace.

"Like that?" You smirked.

"Yes. Just like that. Shit.." he moaned.

After a few fast strokes, you quickly came to a halt causing him to whine at the loss of friction. You stood up and pushed him to lie down on the bed. You took off your pants and underwear in one go and proceeded to straddle him, your throbbing wet pussy hovering over his big, erect cock. You positioned and sank yourself on his dick which caused you to moan at him filling you up.

"Fuck. You fill me up so good, little puppy." You moaned.

"N-noona..shit you're s-so wet, and tight and w-warm." He bit his lip as you engulfed his dick.

This wasn't Seungmin's first time but he definitely couldn't remember the last time he had sex and doing it with you felt like the first time. It was so painfully good that Seungmin felt like he was about to cum once you fully sank yourself into him.

Once he was fully inside, you started bouncing on him slowly while you played with your erect nipples, moaning.

"Fuck, this feels so good." You sighed and angled yourself better to hit that spot.

"Noona..I want to touch you. Please noona." He said and you couldn't control yourself anymore and nodded. His hands quickly grabbed your ass lifting you up and down on his cock.

"You're such a good little puppy for me today, huh. Following everything I s-say." You praised him and you felt his dick twitch inside you since you figured out Seungmin kind of had a praise kink.

"Shit noona..I don't think I'm going to last long if you keep doing that." He grunts.

"You can't cum yet unless I allow you to. You got that?"You said and stopped moving to give him a breather.

"Y-yes noona.." He quickly agreed.

You then continued your movements, the sound of skin slapping echoing inside the room and moans and profanities were all that came out of your mouths. You kept on edging Seungmin, and he was as needy as ever. Begging you to let him cum but you don't give in. It just felt so good dominating Seungmin and riding on his perfect dick. You were getting close as well, stopping multiple times to stop yourself from cumming.

"Do you want to cum now, little puppy?" You asked between moans as you continued bouncing up and down.

"Yes, please..please let me cum, noona." He pleaded.

"Cum with me, then." You moaned and quickened your pace as Seungmin's thumb pressed against your swollen clit and rubbed it in circles making you moan louder as pleasure engulfed your whole body bringing you closer and closer to release.

"Fuck! Noona! I'm gonna cum!" Seungmin screamed as he continues to rub your clit faster.

"Me too. Be a good boy and cum with me, cum with noona!" You cried out as the both of you chased your climax. You calling him a good boy sent him over the edge.

Seungmin's hips stuttered and his warm cum spilled into your insides which was what it took for you to reach your earth-shattering orgasm, both of you moaning loudly as you rode out your highs. You then fell on Seungmin, and he wrapped his arms around you, both of you panting and sweating.

"That was amazing." Seungmin sighed.

"It sure was." You chuckled. "I couldn't remember the last time I came that good."

"Me neither, n—I mean.." Seungmin trailed off. After his orgasm washed off he felt shy about calling you noona.

"Call me y/n, please." You said. "I'm going to get mad if you don't. We're not in the office anymore and after tonight, I don't think we have to be formal with each other, don't you think?" You giggled.

"I guess so." Seungmin chuckled.

After a few moments of staying like that, you got up and washed yourself and Seungmin followed. Then you ordered chicken for dinner as you heard Seungmin's stomach growl and remembered the both of you didn't have dinner yet.

You wore a comfortable oversized shirt, shorts, and socks which Seungmin thought looked cute on you. Seeing the sight of his terrifying boss in a cute, cuddly state was making him feel things. Things that shouldn't be felt for his boss nor a one-night stand ortwo in this case.

"You can pick a shirt in my closet. I have a lot of oversized shirts since it's comfortable." You said and Seungmin got dressed, and sat beside you in her big living room.

"Let's watch a movie while eating!" You excitedly said.

"Sure. Pick your favorite one!" Seungmin softly smiled at you which made your cheeks heat up for an unknown reason.

Why am I getting flustered like this? You asked yourself but then shook off that thought and chose your favorite movie.

What the two of you were doing was definitely not a boss-secretary relationship anymore but whatever this was, you and Seungmin were definitely enjoying it.

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embidoesocrp · 5 years ago

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Comprehensive RP Standards & Rules

Please Note: If I’m slow or unable to reply, there’s likely a very good reason behind it (ie. mental illness/lack of spoons, inability to get into character, personal matters, etc). All I ask is that you’re patient and understanding -- we’re only human after all! You can even occasionally inquire updates from my end since I do care about keeping both of us up-to-date. Thanks for understanding!

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This RPer is friendly/practices [unless otherwise stated] towards the following:

OCs and muses

Multi-verse & AU’s (unless otherwise stated or specified in RP Blog descriptions)

Smut/SRP, NSFW, Fluff, Dark/Triggering content

Trigger Warnings will be tagged respectively -- please notify the mun if you’d like a TW tagged on a post!

SRP will be censored via Read-More Feature

Multi-ships – both platonically & romantically; Canon×OCs are welcome!

by default, i make ships strictly tied to a respective relationship sub-verse tag -- main verses are usually left without a permanent relationship.

because the mun welcomes almost all kinds of ships (albeit depending on the fandom), be sure to check for respective ship tags in order to blacklist appropriately for those you do not like!

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regardless of muses being canon or OC’s, please consider having some chemistry (interactions/threads) done before trying to ship with my muses!

As much as I advocate having All the Ships™, jumping straight into ships without getting a feel of your muse(s) makes it difficult for me to get into them. (´・ω・｀) Apologies about that!

pre-plotted/pre-existing relationships will require that we’ve RP’d together enough for me to get a feel of your RP style, especially with OC’s.

canon characters & their canonical history/relations are assumed to be their default and are thus taken into consideration unless circumstances (i.e. AU’s, verses, etc.) state otherwise

regardless, i would still highly recommend we interact with each other enough so that I get a feel of your portrayal!

Format Leniency™ w/ icons, rp length and formatting as well as script-style and paragraph-style RPing (link for info on ‘em)

script-style/in-character RPing for me will always be in third-person for action

basically, you are absolutely free to follow your own kind of format, and are not obligated to follow the length/format that I use so long as I have something to work with!

Getting referenced/mentioned/involved in other RP threads (IT’D BE AN HONOR.)

muses that I refer to for specific circumstances (i.e. events from a thread, sub-verses, etc.) will be @mentioned on my part.

‘Read-More’ Censorship – for SRP, spoiler content, extreme gore [on a (N)SFW labeled blog], & long posts

Aged-up versions of fictional characters who are originally/canonically no younger than 14 years old.

I am perfectly, absolutely aware of the fine lines over aging up fictional minors for smut content and will admit that I am perfectly fine/understanding towards RPing such things—so long as it applies to the 14+)—while also fully understanding the controversy it brings.

Aged-up characters or verses that I RP/provide are never intentionally or solely made for smut/SRP content, nor will they ever be.

There’s a good chance that any of my originally/canonically minor teenager whose blog is labeled 18+ may imply an aged-up verse for SRP content. Hopefully, this will help determine if you should be wary of these blogs of mine!

If all else fails, you are absolutely allowed to politely and respectfully ask if there is an aged-up verse with potential SRP content! This way, you can blacklist appropriately.

RP Blogs with smut content will always be labeled accordingly

Rule of Thumb on Age Gaps for Ships: no more than 2 years between minors with 18-year olds, and 3 years between muses aged 18-20 years old with 21+.

Even then, minor×adult SRP/smut is PROHIBITED.

Both muns must take/understand necessary precautions when involving aged-up fictional characters or minor muses, consider any adjustments that may be needed, and must be both adults (18+).

Of course, if you yourself actually condone pedophilia, I will block you.

This RPer is against/does not practice the following:

Godmodding Rude/Excessive reminders to reply to thread Complaints of unreplied/dropped threads

Engaging in SRP content with minors – will be blocked upon discovery

doesn’t include engaging in SFW content, but once you are blocked you’re unable to interact with me at all

I do not condone pedophilia and RP smut with RPers who are minors.

Reblog Karma – you are not obligated/required to send an ask in exchange for its respective inbox meme; feel free to reblog any memes from me!

If you, however, do practice reblog karma and I reblog without sending something in, though, please let me know!

Likewise, if you prefer people reblogging from the source and not you, please let me know if I ever do as such! I am a very forgetful bun.

Hate mail/anons in any shape or form (ie. suicide instigation, death threats, cyber-bullying)

Hate/‘Phobias’ towards any gender

Soft-blocks — you’re either permanently blocked or not, so be sure to act accordingly.

If for any reason I have blocked you by mistake or under a misunderstanding, I will either unblock or consider unblocking.

Likewise, if you have soft-blocked me for any reason and I, for some reason, somehow, still get to you, you have every right to let me know that I’ve made you uncomfortable and request that I no longer interact with you! (And if it still persists because I can be one hell of a forgetful bun, do remember that you have the right to permanently block me, I understand!)

I’m honestly still trying to understand these soft-block mechanics, if I’m honest...

Racism, Discrimination, Witch Hunts/Call-Out posts — being actively involved in one will automatically be an unfollow & potential block from me.

Pressure regarding thread replies/involvement in drama/desired content

Mutuals-Only interactions

More often than not, my RP blogs may be side-blogs to a main hub (especially if I’m RPing more than one muse in a fandom). Please be sure to check if they are! They’ll usually be mentioned in the descriptions of the blog.

If you are a mutuals-exclusive RPer, please let me know!

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Liking & commenting the post is okay for me. HOWEVER, please also respect what rules & policies the other RPer(s) may have! They have the right to react accordingly on their part.

This RPer has the rights towards the following:

Not expanding on ask-response replies

Refusing to start/continue a thread for any particular reason

Dropping a thread for any particular reason (especially when it feels that there isn’t much to continue on in it)

Giving more attention to some threads than others

Being finicky between doing legitimate RP threads vs. casually being IC

Being finicky with social interactions between individuals

Not becoming mutuals

Other Universal Standards & Guidelines

Dash Organization > Mutuals-Exclusive Practices

Follows & Mutuals =/= Interaction Privileges --- for me, follows are a means of controlling the content on my dash, not an indication of whether or not I want us to interact!

Depending on the blog’s popularity, RP blogs may or may not be fandom-restricted (interactions exclusive to canon/-versed/-oriented muses/OCs), unless exceptions for particular individuals are granted.

Multi-Muse Blogs are less likely to be followed (which might also be highly dependent on blog’s popularity) for dash content organization, especially if the muses extend across multiple fandoms.

Interactions > Reading Rules/Following when it comes to receiving a follow from me as it again depends on how often we interact.

Individual RP Blogs can and will have their own, more specific guidelines to follow depending on its fandom/popularity!

Policies can usually be found at the top of the blog’s description, listing what the blog consists of and what content is followed/allowed/restricted.

These policies can and will overrule respective universal policies here.

RP & Liked Content =/= Morals & What I Condone

Likewise, even if there are ships/morals/opinions that do not match with mine, it’s just as the saying goes: to each their own. So long as conflicts do not rise, we can still interact! People can like different things and still be nice to each other. God, I can’t stress this enough.

“I ﬁnd that, for me, the work is a safe place to put all the stuff you don't want to put in your real life. I don't want to be a crazy, manic asshole. I don't want to have an affair. I don't want to have a fucking gunﬁght. But! There's a part of your brain that wants to experience everything, and so work's a safe place to explore it all. Both in the writing and in the performing. I get to write about an affair. I get to have the guilt and the feeling of that without having to fuck my life up. [laughs] Art is the place to safely explore all those other sides of you, because the side you want to bring home is the side that wants to be a good father and be a good husband and be a good son. In art we can be fucking nuts.” -- Lin-Manuel Miranda [ x ]

Muse =/= Mun

Rule of Thumb: if the muse’s behavior is beginning to come on too strongly, chances are that I’m fully aware of this and will most likely show it via tags!

Tag Commentary — you are absolutely free to not provide OOC commentary in the tags, especially if you are an IC blog. This just helps show who I am as a mun!

Level of Investment = Thread Priorities & Muse Activity

I, unfortunately, am inspirationally-driven when it comes to my musings, and can therefore be selective with my activity or drop threads I’m unable to continue having a musing for. However, this does not mean I have anything against you, it’s just how my fuel for RPing works.

Still, I do my best to answer all my threads, so please be patient and understanding with me! Thanks!

By default, I will always assume that threads with me are the lowest priority and can/will eventually be dropped at any time by you.

All in all, so long as we keep to our own lanes instead of actively pursuing the other on behalf of our differences in beliefs, there shouldn’t be any problems. RPing is meant to be a fun, creative and laid-back FICTIONAL environment that is meant to be kept separately from reality.

Regarding Asks & IMs

IC & OOC Asks outside of inbox memes are allowed!

If sent anonymously for side-blog reasons, tag your blog and it will be re-tagged for notification purposes!

ex: ((@nameofrpsidebloghere))

If responding to an ask-response, please post it in a new text post by tagging the blog name and adding a link to the ask-response!

ask-response posts and even photo posts clutter the dashboard and ruin RP consistency...!

You are free to IM me for plots and reply reminders! (I’m a really lenient, GWF/go-with-flow RPer)

Please note, however, that if I feel the thread isn’t really going anywhere, no longer following a sort of plot, and/or isn’t keeping my interest, I eventually assume that it’s drop-able and will drop it myself.

Universal Tags for Inbox Memes & Themed Starters

For IC

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Drabble Memes --- #drabble memes || #drabble response

For OOC aka the Mun

Ask/Inbox Memes --- #mun inbox memes || #mun inbox response

Themed Starter Memes --- #mun starter memes || #mun starter response

For NSFW Content

Ask/M!A/RP asks --- #nsfw askmarp memes || #nsfw askmarp response

Ask/Inbox Memes --- #nsfw inbox memes || #nsfw inbox response

Themed Starter Memes --- #nsfw starter memes || #nsfw starter response

For a Faster Inbox Response – include corresponding rp/ask meme post!

ex: [Name of Meme Here!:] ♡ - symbol description here!

If even after reading the standards you still aren’t certain how RPing with me is like, you can also refer to these universal tags:

#rp guidelines - guidelines I follow as an RPer

#chill rp blog is chill - worrisome topics I’m okay with as an RPer

That aside, when in doubt, just ask! I’m totally cool with it, and always want to make sure the both of us are having a fun, comfortable time RP/interacting IC with each other! Do also remember that you are always, always able to just unfollow me, even softblock me if you have to (though I’d appreciate a direct notification/explanation for the first time I address the softblock if that ever occurs...!).

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dr-m-r-ma · 5 years ago

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Our Secret

Part III: Memories

Genre: drama, romance Rating: PG-13 Group: Monsta X

Summary & Disclaimer here

Light beams flashed, crowds screamed, and the KARD members danced powerfully to their music. It wasn’t often that Soo-ah went to concerts, and K-pop concerts always blew her mind. There was so much going on, like introductions, singing their own songs, singing covers, having dance breaks, etc. She loudly cheered for the four members, proud to know them personally.

As the lights went dark and the music changed, Soo-ah held her breath. Maybe she could handle it. Maybe she could stay.

But as soon as their hit song Dramarama started to play, fans started chanting the names of each member. And she could not stay a single moment to hear the rest. She turned to Moo-hyuk and yelled in his ear, “바람좀 쐬고… 콘서트가 거의 다 끝나가면 올게.” (Translation: “I’m going to get some fresh air… and I’ll come back when the concert is almost over.”)

Moo-hyuk looked over at her with worry, but she waved him off before hopping over others to get out. As soon as she closed the doors to the concert, she breathed a sigh of relief. It was as if a weight was lifted off her shoulders and the pit in her stomach magically dispersed into nothing.

She walked around the hallways of the venue for a while, mindlessly walking but also trying to block out the faint sounds coming from the concert hall. She hadn’t kept track of how much time had passed, but when she heard the crowds chanting, she could tell they were chanting for an encore song and that the concert was nearing the end. As Soo-ah made her way slowly back to the concert hall, she found herself walking into Esther and Oli, who had just come out of the bathroom. Shit.

Spinning on her heels fast, Soo-ah tried to turn away from the two and walk away, but a small pair of hands latched onto her arm.

“Oli!! Don’t.” Esther pulled her daughter back. When Soo-ah started to walk away again, Esther asked, “Are you just going to keep pretending you’re not the one who scarred my brother’s career a couple of years ago?”

What--! Scarred? Pretending? Her choice of words ignited a fire in Soo-ah, and she turned back around to face them. Ignoring Esther’s question, she walked up to Oli, who looked up brightly at her. Leaning down, Soo-ah tucked a strand of hair behind Oli’s ear and asked, “Oli, do you remember what 언니 (I) said at that time?”

Oli nodded, “Honey 삼촌 (Uncle Honey) made--”

“Do you remember 언니 (I) said it’s our little secret?” She cut Oli off abruptly. “That a princess must know how to keep secrets to become queen? 언니 (I) hopes you are a good princess who can continue keeping the secret.” Soo-ah smiled softly to Oli, patting her cheek, as the young girl saluted to her.

Esther pulled her daughter away roughly and stood in front. With a confused expression, she asked, “What secret are you talking about? What did you tell Oli?!”

Rolling her eyes at Esther, Soo-ah ignored her question once again. Instead, she turned around again, all the while telling Esther, “As a mother of a daughter, I assure you, you will be disappointed in your brother if the same happened to Oli.”

“... Then tell me honestly: did you or did you not purposely approach Jooheon with impure intentions?” Esther asked hesitantly.

“Who will believe me even if I say I did not?”

With that, she swung open the door to the concert hall.

When she got back to her seat, she texted Moo-hyuk that she wanted to leave as soon as the concert was over. Even though he was right next to her, and even though he looked over at her worriedly, it took everything in her to not break down.

“Hey! 같이 저녁 먹자! 몬스타엑스 선배님들이랑 같이 먹기로 했어.” (Translation: “Let’s eat dinner together! It’s been decided we’ll have dinner with Monsta X[-sunbaenims].”) BM said, as he swung an arm around Moo-hyuk.

Alarmed by the offer, Soo-ah glanced at Moo-hyuk, who understood her worry. He smiled politely at BM and replied, “Sorry, 우린 이제 집에 가려고…” (Translation: “we’re just going to head home…”)

BM frowned. “그냥 저녁 먹는것도 안 돼?” (Translation: “You can’t even stay for dinner?”) He peeked at Soo-ah, with skeptical eyes, almost as if she was leashing Moo-hyuk from having dinner with him.

Without a moment to retort, Wonho clapped BM’s back. “안 와? 빨리 가자!” (Translation: “You not coming? Let’s hurry up and go!”) The two muscular guys stared at Moo-hyuk and Soo-ah with anticipation.

“아… 네… 그럼 저녁만 같이…” (Translation: “Oh… okay, then just dinner…”)

Soo-ah face palmed at Moo-hyuk’s response. She knew it was hard for him to refuse, and even more when he was being pressured by two big guys, but she had hoped he was strong at least for her. Shaking her head, she gave up as Moo-hyuk smiled awkwardly, throwing her a half-apologetic look.

As they made their way to KARD’s van, Soo-ah trudged at the back. Her feet wanted to take her elsewhere, if it weren’t for Moo-hyuk. Her mind wanted to run far away, and her heart wanted to be lulled to sleep.

“저기…” (Translation: “Hey…”)

The raspy low voice shook Soo-ah from her daze. She halted in her tracks and slowly turned to face the owner of the voice -- 아… 왜 너냐. (Translation: Ah… why is it you.)

Quickly, she hardened her gaze, as her eyes met Jooheon’s. He blinked quickly, and his hands were hidden in his sleeves, intertwined with each other to hide the possible shaking. He almost looked like an anxious gerbil, if it weren’t for his height that threw off the small animal vibes. She responded with silence, and she knew it made him more nervous.

Jooheon stammered, “ㅇ-어… 그게… 우-우리 아는 사..이죠?” (Translation: “U-uh… that… w-we know… each other, r-right?”)

“... 아니요.” (Translation: “...No.”) With the coldest voice she could use, Soo-ah lied. When she saw his mouth open for another question, she walked off coolly to the van, without so much a glance back to Jooheon.

“What’s wrong?”

Esther stared out her window while Jooheon drove to the dinner location. She glanced at the side-view mirror and saw Oli playing with her toys in the back seat. As she continued to stare out the window, she asked, “Do you remember what happened… that time, 2 years ago?”

“...” A silence settled between the two, before Jooheon quietly said, “Not really… but I don’t think I was forced like people said… but Starship didn’t let me say anything. About it.”

Just like she figured, but Esther pressed further. “So you don’t remember any details?”

“...내가 먼저 접근했다고 그러면 화낼거야?” (Translation: “... are you going to be mad if I say I approached [her] first?”) Jooheon quietly asked.

Eyes wide, Esther quickly turned to face him. “WHAT?! SHUT UP.” Her sudden loud voice startled all of them, including Oli, who looked at them curiously. Esther smiled at Oli before changing her expression to a glare towards Jooheon.

Jooheon grimaced as he slowly said, “I… 얼굴은 잘... 기억이 안 나… 기억 이 날 것 같을때… it’s fuzzy, you know?” (Translation: “I… I can’t remember her face… every time I think I’m going to remember… it’s fuzzy, you know?”)

“NO, I don’t know.” Esther snapped. When she saw his imaginary tail and ears droop, she sighed. “얼마나 취한거야…” (Translation: “How drunk were you…”)

“Uh…” Jooheon squinted at the traffic light in front of him. Esther gave him a side glance, knowing he was trying to avoid continuing the conversation. Quickly giving up on him, she turned around and shook Oli gently.

“Oli… won’t you tell Mommy the secret? What secret did that girl tell you?” Esther asked. But to no avail, as the young girl covered her mouth with her hands and shook her head.

Jooheon watched the interaction from the rearview mirror, as he waited for the light to turn green. Glancing at Esther, he asked, “What secret?”

“Um… well…” She began to tell Jooheon the conversation she had with Soo-ah, and what Soo-ah told Oli during the concert. As she told him Soo-ah’s last words to her, he frowned. It was an unreadable frown to Esther, but it didn’t go unnoticed by Oli as she observed Jooheon’s expression.

“제발 도망가지마. 용기가 많이 필요했고, 도망가서 모르는 척 하면 되게 힘들고 아플것 같아…” (Translation: “Please don’t run away. It took me a lot of courage, and it would be really painful if you run away and pretend like [this] never happened…”) Jooheon whispered, as he held onto her gaze with soft eyes.

*Sigh*

Soo-ah glared at Moo-hyuk, who turned away from her burning gaze so obviously. He pretended to listen attentively to I.M., who sat next to him, while Wonho and BM sought for Moo-hyuk’s attention across the table.

Dinner didn’t end with a farewell and a ride back home -- it led to a private bar for drinks with just the Monsta X members, KARD members and a select few managers from both agencies. Esther and Oli retired for the night to their hotel, and when Soo-ah tried to sneak out as well, Somin and Jiwoo asked her to stay to chat through the night with them. Not to mention, Hyun texted her that he’d beat her ass if she left Moo-hyuk drunk with BM.

She mentally cursed her best friend, since the only way Hyun would have found out was if Moo-hyuk reported to his own boyfriend that he would be late in coming home. And despite maneuvering her way to the girls of KARD, somehow she was plopped in between the wall and Wonho, at the end of the table. Sitting across from her was her worst nightmare, of course. Classic.

“내일 거기 갈까 -- 저번에 좋아했던 카페있었잖아.” (Translation: “Should we go there tomorrow? You know that cafe you liked last time.”) Moo-hyuk swooped in, attempting to save Soo-ah from the situation he created. He sat next to Jooheon, but basically treated him like air, which went unnoticed by everyone except the people involved.

Soo-ah deadpanned and replied monotonously. “그래, 그러자.” (Translation: “Yeah, let’s do that.”) She continued to look at Moo-hyuk, despite feeling the heated gaze from Jooheon. Signalling help through her eyes, she begged Moo-hyuk to continue talking. And yet… some omniscient being was out to get her and do everything opposite from what she wanted.

“아, 아까 말 하려다 못 했잖아요 -- 그래서, 요즘 어떤 운동하세요?” (Translation: “Oh yeah, you were going to say earlier but got interrupted -- so what kind of workout do you do these days?”) Wonho turned to Moo-hyuk, with eyes shining bright.

As soon as Moo-hyuk’s eyes left Soo-ah’s to face Wonho as well as a very excited BM, Soo-ah cursed him once more. He was distracted, and there was no way of inserting herself into a bro conversation about specific muscles and workout routines. Dropping her gaze down to the tabletop, she quietly sipped her water.

“다른 음료수 시킬까요?” (Translation: “Do you want me to order any other drinks?”)

Her eyes hardened at his voice -- the same velvet voice that whisked her away two years ago. She coldly replied, “괜찮아요.” (Translation: “I’m fine.”)

“...”

Silence sat uncomfortable between the two, as Jooheon continued to watch her, as if to catch a moment where her expression may change. But when Soo-ah insisted on her cold demeanor, he lowered his gaze to his beer glass before whispering, “미안해…” (Translation: “I’m sorry…”)

*** To be continued in Part IV: Traces of You ***

A/N: I said smol hiatus until end of October, but it was really just for me to buy time to write more (lol) but also I wanted to get back into drawing but work has been so tiring that I’d rather write on my laptop than getting our my tablet and hooking it up to draw (ㅠㅠ)

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