#also a cat on the crescent moon pillow. a skull drinking jar. the proper hair dye ive needed for two months. a Dracula cat toy.
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Evidence of my state of mental health can easily be determined by how many candles I bring home from target
#more than one is already concerning im usually good at not buying them but once i start planning usage for them across the flat?#today i came home from ONLY BUYING CAT FOOD with five candles. all autumnal/Halloween themed and phenomenal. so.#also a cat on the crescent moon pillow. a skull drinking jar. the proper hair dye ive needed for two months. a Dracula cat toy.#bubble bath for my pain. and the cat food.#the patchouli and firewood candle that came in a cauldron ia already lit im very excited#I'm going to fix dinner and do my hair before a bath. the plan is early to bed and early to rise so we can go on a hike#im supposed to be on my period rn and its making me violently depressed and highstrung. ill go from fine to v unstable in a moment#the bipolar is making the hormonal swings worse so theres an explanation but an explanation doesnt make living it easier#i still feel like im suddenly off the deep end with no tangible explanation for it and im just falling apart#its a little terrifying and its hard not to feel alone in it. and defeated. i know its short term. but im exhausted.
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