#also I’m scared I’ll gain like 200 pounds on this medicine bc I heard of like birth control making you gain 20 pounds or whatever
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My moms trying to fatten me up because I’m really underweight I guess and it’s SO FUCKING ANNOYING OMG UGHHHHHHH
#I know she cares for me but I really hate not having control over my eating like ughhh#it’s giving me anxiety bc of my old eating disorder#and this all came from a meeting bc of my anxiety I just can’t UGH#for context I had to be weighed for medicine and I’m like underweight or whatever#my last doctors appointment I was categorized underweight as well and they started feeding me these smoothies and I hated it bc of the -#control over eating thing and all that this talk about my weight is causing me to do is worry and stress over my weight more and it’s making#me want to lose even more weight just to have my control back and I’m now even more conscious about my body yay thanks healthcare#it’s not their problem I had/still have an eating disorder but the reason I’m not telling them is because of shit like this and being thrown#into a psyche ward and getting tubes tied to me like ugh#also I’m scared I’ll gain like 200 pounds on this medicine bc I heard of like birth control making you gain 20 pounds or whatever#all of this ‘therapy’ for my anxiety making me more ancious is so funny like
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