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Originally posted on June 13, 2024 (original blog)

Hey y'all what do you think of my Affluent Maj'Dul Residence that I have turned into "The Mad Scientist's Mansion" ? it isn't quite done yet, but I would love your opinion! For the Market seen from the balcony, I created a break out, and put objects and house actors in the market, saying different things, and I have a magic mouth that says "you hear the Maj'Dul Marketplace, check your chat windows to hear what they say!"

Haha I am on the Halls Of Fate Server :D

**Edit** for those that are unfamiliar with EverQuest2

Cabinets and fridges and dishwashers don't exist in EQ2. I used numerous building blocks to create these items 🥰 and same with the balcony, I put up the windows, the balcony is open normally.

**second edit** I added the TV I built out of 3 black stair pieces, a half block of riveted plate, 4 blocks of hammered copper, 4 tinkerer's mugs, a carbonite power node, a railing of blue marble, and an ancient rivervale scroll! hehehe

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Lord Onyx Blepman

By William Saville

AKA The Transgender T-Rex

9/6/24

I cup his face in my hands,

His face rubs against mine,

Our world shattered in pieces,

But I know we'll one day be fine.

He's more than a cat,

He's my very best friend,

Fled all that we knew,

But soon it will end.

Horrors we've seen,

And so much derision,

But with him at my side,

Nothing clouds my vision.

Aching bones from sitting so long,

My wheelchair is my prison,

But my void meows at me,

And snuggles so close,

He seems content if not happy.

He isn't dumb,

He knows something's wrong,

We keep moving from place to place,

But he's been so strong.

I'm transgender,

So they hate me on principle,

But Onyx's love,

Has proven unconditional.

In the darkest of nights,

When hope seems so thin,

Onyx's purrs remind me,

Of the strength within.

We’ve faced the cold streets,

And the stares full of spite,

But together we stand,

In the face of the fight.

With wheels as my legs,

And Onyx as my guide,

We navigate shadows,

With courage and pride.

Though hate tried to break us,

And tear us apart,

We rise from the ashes,

With fire in our heart.

Each dawn brings new trials,

But also new dreams,

And with Onyx beside me,

Nothing’s as it seems.

For love is our armor,

And hope is our shield,

In a world full of battles,

We refuse to yield.

So here’s to the future,

To the life we’ll create,

Where love conquers all,

And there’s no room for hate.

With Onyx’s soft purrs,

And my spirit so strong,

We’ll find our own place,

Where we truly belong.

#TheTransgenderTRex #LordOnyxBlepman #alphebetmafia #queer #ftmtrans #disabled #wheelchairuser #MutipleSclerosis #cptsd #bpd #autistic #bigotry #LGBTQIA #blackcat #ESA #Homeless #Homelessness #serviceanimal #gaymer #EverQuest2 #MMORPG #Poly #TTRPG #Inventor #Writer #Advocacy #KillerInTheKeepBoardgame #ATikevatianOdyssey

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I was able to fundraise over $500 in less than an hour this morning from some amazing and incredible people 😭

I was able to extend my stay until Monday, and have been told from two different people that they would help me with a night, so that means that if needed I can be here until Wednesday.

My inspection for my apartment is tomorrow (9/6/24) at 9am, and then it takes 2+ business days to process everything and determine what my rental portion is, and what the program will pay.

There is a light at the end of the tunnel, and I want to thank everyone who has helped me, and been there for me these last few months as my life has completely unraveled. I'm going to be able to slowly rebuild again, and it's all thanks to you! Whether you donated, or lent me a kind word, and a shoulder to cry on, you were a part of keeping me alive and sane to see this to the end. We're almost there!

If you would like to donate to help out, any help is always appreciated 😭

It helps with cat supplies for #LordOnyxBlepman, getting groceries delivered with DoorDash, doing laundry at my hotel, etc.

Https://www.linktr.ee/thetransgendertrex

#TheTransgenderTRex #alphebetmafia #queer #ftmtrans #disabled #wheelchairuser #MutipleSclerosis #cptsd #bpd #autistic #bigotry #LGBTQIA #blackcat #ESA #Homeless #Homelessness #serviceanimal #gaymer #EverQuest2 #MMORPG #Poly #TTRPG #Inventor #Writer #Advocacy #KillerInTheKeepBoardgame #ATikevatianOdyssey

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Unfortunately today is the checkout at my hotel

I wasn't able to come up with any more Mutual Aid

I'm going to be dropping Onyx off at the SPCA later today and heading back into Boston

My paperwork with my Housing Authority has finally processed and all that is left to do is have the inspection done for the apartment

So hopefully it will only be for a few days

That I'm back on the streets

And Onyx is back in the shelter

So for the rest of tonight

I'm going to snuggle the crap out of my void

#LordOnyxBlepman

#TheTransgenderTRex

If you'd like to donate towards us being reunited sooner

Or staying here

Please do not donate to my fundraiser

It takes at least 48 hours to process each donation

Instead, I have PayPal, Venmo, and Cashapp

Any help is so so greatly appreciated 😭

Https://www.linktr.ee/thetransgendertrex

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Please help if you can, if you can't, please share my story!

#TheTransgenderTRex #LordOnyxBlepman #alphebetmafia #queer #ftmtrans #disabled #wheelchairuser #MutipleSclerosis #cptsd #bpd #autistic #bigotry #LGBTQIA #blackcat #ESA #Homeless #Homelessness #serviceanimal #gaymer #EverQuest2 #MMORPG #Poly #TTRPG #Inventor #Writer #Advocacy #KillerInTheKeepBoardgame #ATikevatianOdyssey

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Updated pinned post

I'm Will Saville, AKA The Transgender T-Rex (the original, and the one and only) #TheTransgenderTRex

I'm a disabled, autistic gamer, inventor, and writer.

Working on a book series called

A Tikevatian Odyssey- Book Saga (6 books)

and inventing a board game called

Killer In The Keep: A TTRPG Board Game

I am a cat dad to #LordOnyxBlepman who is back with me, and we are living in hotels together after we were separated for 22 days with him in the SPCA 🥰

I unfortunately had to permanently surrender my cat Tiggy 😭

I am a designer in EverQuest II on the Halls Of Fate Server (main toon is Kweerakyn)

Former Facebook blogger known as the Transgender T-Rex. After I took down my blog, the bigots who have been harassing and stalking me made a fake blog pretending to be me, and accusing ME of being the imposter. This is a lie. That blog has been around for only a couple of weeks at the time I have made this post, and anyone who checks this personal profile of mine can easily see that I've had this account for years.

This blog below is FAKE

It is owned by the bigots.

https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61562846354777&mibextid=ZbWKwL

I have Switched platforms to Tiktok and Tumblr.

www.Linktr.ee/thetransgendertrex

Former last names: Canon, Wilson, Newton, and Blake-Newton

Deadname: Bethany Lauren

Former chosen names: Blake and Andrew/Drew

Reason for final chosen name: Ancestry family tree found repetition for the name William Saville and I reclaimed it. I ended up finding out a friend of mine from EverQuest II was a cousin of mine because of this choice! Blake was the only part of my former name that I chose for myself, it's what I would have named a son if I could have biological children. Andrew was chosen to honor my daughter Andrea Marjorie Canon that I miscarried at 17 weeks in November 8, 2013 (her father Shawn Gero unalived himself in 2022), and for my step mother who always wanted a daughter named Andrea, so I named my daughter for her. When I lost her, I was devastated. I later chose Andrew, the masculine version of the name, for my daughter and for Cyndi. Newton was my ex Gareth's last name, and I have filed for a fault divorce because he's an incarcerated pedophile that I turned in as soon as I realized what he was. I hope he rots there!

I have survived so much trauma. I want to learn how to live rather than survive but life keeps throwing punches.

I moved to Massachusetts because that's what my ex fiancee and the friend we had staying with us wanted, I was outvoted. My long term goal is moving to the same state as my cousin, for now my home will be Massachusetts and I will make the best out of it. My ex fiancee had two cats when they entered a relationship with me, and they kept both of their cats which is how I went from talking about 4 cats to just the one, Onyx.

I am focusing on moving myself and Onyx into our apartment that we have lined up, just waiting on the housing authority to finalize their paperwork and schedule the inspection, everything that I can do for the apartment has been done and I cannot do anything further except wait. In the meantime, I am raising money towards paying for the hotel(s) so that I don't go back on the streets, and Onyx doesn't have to go back into the shelter.

https://giveahand.com/fundraiser/homeless-wheelchair-user-wcat-seeks-hotel-funds

Homeless shelters won't take me because I'm a "liability" with my seizures, and hospitals won't take me because I'm homeless, they don't care (and I guess don't "need to") about how the streets would lead to my death with my health issues, they aren't a homeless shelter, so they will escort me out with security, even when I am actively having seizures. I'm looking at you Massachusetts General Hospital !!!!!

I plan on running for city council in Cambridge, and helping bring about changes for others with disabilities, so that what happened to me doesn't happen to anyone else. There is no reason someone in a wheelchair should ever have to spend a SINGLE night, let alone 25 nights, on the streets because of their disabilities making them a liability.

Original post below, from when I had to give onyx to the SPCA and deal with the streets alone.

https://www.facebook.com/share/p/RQTk7xTTqy9DrxE8/?mibextid=oFDknk

#thetransgendertrex, #alphebetmafia, #queer, #ftmtrans, #disabled, #wheelchairuser, #MutipleSclerosis, #cptsd, #bpd, #autistic, #bigotry, #lordonyxblepman, #LGBTQIA, #blackcat, #ESA, #serviceanimal, #gaymer, #EverQuest2, #MMORPG, #ATikevatianOdyssey, #KillerInTheKeepBoardgame

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People are messed up

So I'm out panhandling by a plaza of stores and stuff in Metro Boston, a couple of people have stopped in the last hour

And a guy in a Corvette, rolls his window, comes up close, and then makes a big deal of looking for money, pulls out a $100, bill, and I start crying cuz I'm hella grateful and I am saying thank you over and over, and then just before it can reach my fingertips, he snatches it away and goes "PSYCH YOU CRIPPLED FREAK!" and laughs, and speeds away to make his right turn 😑

So now I'm crying for a different reason 😑😞

If you wanna help

I'm trying to raise money for myself and my cat (currently boarded at the SPCA) to get a hotel while we wait until September 1st and we can move into my ADA accessible apartment 😭🫂 any help is appreciated, all donation methods are at my linktree!

www.linktr.ee/thetransgendertrex

Watch the video on tiktok

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https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP81NPa8c/

You can watch the video here

The day I boarded onyx with the SPCA 😭 August 6,

2024

linktr.ee/thetransgendertrex

the hospital later escorted me out with security JUST for being homeless

#thetransgendertrex, #lordonyxblepman, #LGBTQIA, #ftmtrans, #wheelchairuser, #MutipleSclerosis,

#autistic, #blackcat, #ESA, #serviceanimal, #alphebetmafia, #queer, #disabled, #cptsd, #bpd,

#autistic, #bigotry

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displaced due to bigotry, homeless on streets of Boston!

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8183mQU/

#thetransgendertrex, #alphebetmafia, #queer, #ftmtrans, #disabled, #wheelchairuser, #MutipleSclerosis, #cptsd, #bpd, #autistic, #bigotry

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I'm a disabled, autistic gamer, inventor, and writer.

Working on a book series called A Tikevatian Odyssey (6 books) and inventing a board game called Killer In The Keep (a TTRPG Murder Mystery board game)

I am a cat dad to 4 feline freeloaders (thanks to my fiancee Jasper for coming up with that one! Haha)

I am a designer in EverQuest II on the Halls Of Fate Server (main toon is Kweerakyn)

Former Facebook blogger

Switched platforms

Linktr.ee/thetransgendertrex

Former last names: Canon, Wilson, Newton, and Blake-Newton

Deadname: Bethany Lauren

Former chosen names: Blake and Andrew/Drew

Reason for final chosen name: Ancestry family tree found repetition for the name William Saville and I reclaimed it. I ended up finding out a friend of mine from EverQuest 2 was a cousin of mine because of this choice! Blake was the only part of my former name that I chose for myself, it's what I would have named a son if I could have biological children. Andrew was chosen to honor my daughter Andrea Marjorie Canon that I miscarried at 17 weeks in November 8, 2013 (her father Shawn Gero unalived himself in 2022), and for my step mother who always wanted a daughter named Andrea, so I named my daughter for her. When I lost her, I was devastated. I later chose Andrew, the masculine version of the name, for my daughter and for Cyndi. Newton was my ex Gareth's last name, and I have filed for a fault divorce because he's an incarcerated pedophile that I turned in as soon as I realized what he was. I hope he rots there!

I have survived so much trauma. I want to learn how to live rather than survive but life keeps throwing punches. I love my fiancee and our cats. 🥺🥰

I love how patient my fiancee is with me......😭

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I love this so much 😂🤣

https://www.wildlifetrusts.org/actions/how-make-seed-bomb

https://www.slownorth.com/blogs/journal/seed-bombs#:~:text=Seed%20bombs%20are%20little%20clay,public%20space%20to%20grow%20things.

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I'll Turn Out Fine

Written by Will Saville AKA The Transgender T-Rex July 23, 2024

Photography credit to Endre Balogh

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Far off looks,

I breathe through teeth,

Narrowed eyes,

Inward I weep.

They call me brave,

They call me strong,

I don't want to be either,

I just want to belong.

I want to be safe,

I want to be me,

The broken and the healed,

For all to see.

So many paths,

Behind and ahead,

But I never know,

Which path will leave me dead.

My choices aren't my own,

When I have to play their game,

I choose survival,

When it goes wrong I take the blame.

Smallest sounds,

Like a thunderous crack,

Hair stands on end,

Fear is the only thing I don't lack.

Hyper-vigilance has become,

My longest standing friend,

The loneliness and agony,

Something on which to depend.

If I can trust nothing else,

I know in my heart,

That my suffering is not over,

But at least it isn't the start.

When you are used to pain,

And the blows fall on bruised humanity,

Bruised flesh, heart, soul, and mind,

Find comfort in calamity.

When inordinate truths become commonplace,

And pain becomes the norm,

A lifted arm to block,

Becomes an arm more easily torn.

So I give rise to my chin,

Take the blows with defiance,

I get back up when I fall,

And with darkness I make an alliance.

Take that darkness and hopelessness,

And fill it with my light,

Join others who can do the same,

Hold their hands as we fight.

Love harder and with more passion,

Than society says is natural or okay,

Taking every moment as precious,

With every act of love we display.

Through the eyes of a battered child,

Who desperately longed for affection,

Through the sobs of a battered woman,

Who became a man in his reflection.

My heart and mind have endured,

So much pain and misery,

But to remain the man I am,

I'd relive it again happily.

I'd rather suffer as myself,

Than have died or endured as a lie,

Rather have my broken bones and family,

Than to never try.

Those who love me now,

Love me as I shine,

Battered and bruised maybe,

But one day I'll turn out fine.

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🤣😂

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1000000% this! I always get so uncomfortable when people vent to me about something going on with them, and then they feel bad and say something along the lines of "I'm sorry for complaining you've gone through more"

Everyone's experiences are valid. If I went through something rough yesterday and it's a normal Tuesday for me (for example I had a bad seizure) and you had the worst migraine you've ever had, to the point that you're sobbing (or close to). Your pain is valid, and comparing your experience to my own isn't fair to you! People are usually so hard on themselves because someone invalidated them repeatedly, especially when they were young. If you compare your experiences to yourself, and yourself alone, you will find that you are able to give yourself the grace that you deserve 🥰

Specifically doing a shout out to my cousin, who knows who they are 🥰 they constantly worry that venting to me about their personal experiences is bad because "I've been through worse" but their experiences are just as hard and debilitating to them as mine are to me. I love you cuz, you're so hard on yourself, and you should give yourself more grace and compassion. 🫂