#alnt

[the-racoon-over-your-stairs]

agree about the Ivan thing! I think too many people mistaken his physical closeness to Till as emotional closeness. It’s clear that the two left a lot unsaid and while Till felt he could seek comfort (according to the art book) and take his anger out on Ivan/air his grievances (like when he gets jealous that Ivan was playing with Mizi), we mainly see Ivan reciprocate violence or initiate it when it comes to feeling attraction (see: the weird blood licking thing and the non-con kiss). We only see him be honest with Sua and thats not so much as an expression of his emotions but because of the differences in their situations despite having similar approaches to love/similar attitudes. Even with Mizi who Ivan held no grudges against Ivan was still holding himself afar from her to the point that they have very different views of their relationship. People are only willing to explore this in context of romantic feelings but it’s very true for many other aspects of Ivan’s life. I think it’d be interesting if people connected this to how the guardians trust him, I think his character has a lot to speculated on since we aren’t fully aware of the social hierarchy in Anakt Garden

ANON YOU GET IT💔

I absolutely agree on the points you made. I think it also connects to something other people have already pointed out about Till actually looking at Ivan and clearly caring for him and Ivan somehow not noticing, and I personally think it's not so much Ivan not noticing, but more so "dismissing" those things and distancing himself (mentally) when Till shows affection or care.

Another thing that made me get this idea was also how(like you mentioned) Ivan mainly initiates or reciprocates violence when it comes to showing attraction and getting Till's attention. But later we see Ivan showing open care and affection and gentleness when Till isn't conscious. To me, that reads a lot a sort of inner conflict between wanting Till to look at him, wanting to be seen, but also a refusal to let Till truly see Ivan love him. He wants to be seen but he hides, he wants Till to love him but he literally avoids any chances of having Till see his feelings.

This stupid little blorbo keeps everyone and himself at a minimum of five emotional kilometers away.

Personally I love when in fanfics where Ivan and Till get saved, authors write Ivan "hiding" or avoiding Till (and Mizi) to avoid confronting what he did for Till, I feel it is a very realistic depiction of how he would act. Like, surviving wasn't even near part of the plan, and I think part of the reason we get the kiss in doubt 6, Ivan's soft smile and, in general, a sacrifice that screams "I love you" is exactly because Ivan could confess everything and then not have to deal with the consequences of it. Living and having to deal with a Till who knows about his feelings, and having to come to terms with the fact that yes, Till does love him, would be scary af for Ivan and the 8 meters tall wall he built around himself<3.

Ivan confirmed to be Kim "fourth wall" "let me die instead of telling people things" Dokja's child.

You mentioned Ivan's relationship with his guardians and aliens in general and it's something I'd also give a leg and kidney to see more of, including Ivan's life in the slums which I'm CONVINCED is a big reason why Ivan acts the way he does.

We know he was sold off through not very legal channels, and I wouldn't be surprised if he lived in an environment where a lot of other kids came and went very often, getting bought/caught and later being sold to highest bidder, so he probably didn't have any "stable" presence until Unsha bought him and even then certainly not a stable human presence until Anakt Garden. I feel in that situation, connecting with any of the other kids there was probably impossible not only because of the awful situation they were in, but because of literally not having the time to do so.

Okay this wasn't coherent in the slightest but anyway. THANK YOU FOR THIS ASK ANON I WISH YOU A PILLOW COLD ON BOTH SIDES AND KEYS THAT GO IN AT THE FIRST TRY (⁠人⁠ ⁠•͈⁠ᴗ⁠•͈⁠)

[brickleandfickle]

〖 My Clematis, My God ... My Universe 〗

Let's go doomed yuri, let's go. Finally tried my hand at editing. I never realized how time consuming it can be for just a simple edit (:^0

Song: "moment" by vierre cloud

[unshallow-feelings]

Check up on your Till Kinnie friends everyone. It's gonna be a rough day for them.

[wally-b-feed]

Anthony Fineran (B 1981), Pa Jara ALNT, 2023

[quadrupleangst]

man...

[selin-n]

Şehrim/de yağmur var ☔🌧️

İçim/de hüzün 🥀💙

Başkalarının aşkıyla başlıyor

hayatımız......//

Başkalarının aşkıyla başlıyor hayatımız...Yaprakla yağmurun aşkı meselâ...kim olsa serpilen coşturuyor bizi imreniyoruz başkalarının mahvına...Yağmur mahvoluyor çarparak kendini parçalıyor mâşukunun açılan kıvrımında...yaprak dirimle irkiliyor nazlı ve mağrur silkiniyor vuran her damlayla...

🥀 🥀 🥀

Başkalarının aşkıyla başlıyor hayatımız...bakıp başkasının başkayla kurduğu bağlantıya

aşka dair diyoruz ilk anı bu olmalı...ilkönce damarlarımızda duyuyoruz çağıltısını uzak iklimlerin kokusu gitmediğimiz şehirlerin önceden bir baş dönmesiyle kabarıyor hafızamızda sonra ayrılıklar düşüne dalıyoruz...

Bize ait olan ne kadar uzakta..!

(alnt)

[johnnyvalance]

deer ponyboy,

this huose aint a home witut u

me n’ darell wish that u+ jonny would jus com home

ur brother kneads u just as mush as u kneed him

and broter we alnt doin two gud

Soda sending a heartfelt letter to Pony:

Me and Darry miss you ☹️

Everyone is worried about you and Johnny 😭

Darry is a mess without you 💔

Darry is so sorry 😢

Pony:

Sodas spelling FUCKING SUCKS ASS

[thegh0stofwilburtheworm]

aroace hyuna alnts

[koop-portfolio]

De aandelenportefeuille is gewijzigd

De portefeuille heeft een wijziging nodig, omdat de portefeuille al meer dan 2 maanden niet is gewijzigd.

De nieuwe portfolio is als volgt,

AER (0.47%) CRS (17.17%) CTLT (7.73%) AIG (3.43%) CCEP (21.30%) ALNT (21.42%) BERY (4.41%) DCI (3.68%) CMS (17.48%) AXS (2.90%)

Alle aandelen zijn afkomstig van de Amerikaanse aandelenmarkt, zoals NASDAQ, NYSE.

[het bovenstaande portfolio is alleen voor studie en communicatie. Handel op deze manier, u bent op eigen risico.]

[buyportfolios]

ストックポートフォリオが変更されました

ポートフォリオは2か月以上変更されていないため、ポートフォリオには変更が必要です。

新しいポートフォリオは次のとおりです。

AER (0.47%) CRS (17.17%) CTLT (7.73%) AIG (3.43%) CCEP (21.30%) ALNT (21.42%) BERY (4.41%) DCI (3.68%) CMS (17.48%) AXS (2.90%)

すべての株式は、NASDAQ、NYSE などの米国株式市場からのものです。

【上記のポートフォリオは勉強とコミュニケーション専用です。 このように行動し、あなた自身の責任で行ってください。】

[comprar-cartera]

La cartera de acciones cambió

La cartera necesita un cambio, porque la cartera no ha cambiado durante más de 2 meses.

La nueva cartera es la siguiente,

AER (0.47%) CRS (17.17%) CTLT (7.73%) AIG (3.43%) CCEP (21.30%) ALNT (21.42%) BERY (4.41%) DCI (3.68%) CMS (17.48%) AXS (2.90%)

Todas las acciones son del mercado de valores de EE. UU., como NASDAQ, NYSE.

[el portafolio anterior es solo para estudio y comunicación. Opere de esta manera, usted corre su propio riesgo.]

[acheter-portefeuille]

Le portefeuille de stock a changé

Le portefeuille a besoin d'un changement, car le portefeuille n'a pas changé depuis plus de 2 mois.

Le nouveau portefeuille est le suivant,

AER (0.47%) CRS (17.17%) CTLT (7.73%) AIG (3.43%) CCEP (21.30%) ALNT (21.42%) BERY (4.41%) DCI (3.68%) CMS (17.48%) AXS (2.90%)

Toutes les actions proviennent du marché boursier américain, tel que NASDAQ, NYSE. [Le portfolio ci-dessus est uniquement destiné à l'étude et à la communication. Opérez de cette manière, vous êtes à vos risques et périls.]

[comprar-portfolio]

O portfólio de ações mudou

O portfólio precisa de uma alteração, porque o portfólio não mudou por mais de 2 meses.

O novo portfólio é o seguinte,

AER (0.47%) CRS (17.17%) CTLT (7.73%) AIG (3.43%) CCEP (21.30%) ALNT (21.42%) BERY (4.41%) DCI (3.68%) CMS (17.48%) AXS (2.90%)

Todas as ações são do mercado de ações dos EUA, como NASDAQ, NYSE. [O portfólio acima é apenas para estudo e comunicação. Opere dessa maneira, você está por sua conta e risco.]

[kup-portfel]

Portfolio zapasów zmieniło się

Portfolio wymaga zmiany, ponieważ portfolio nie zmieniło się przez dłuższe niż 2 miesiące.

Nowe portfolio jest następujące,

AER (0.47%) CRS (17.17%) CTLT (7.73%) AIG (3.43%) CCEP (21.30%) ALNT (21.42%) BERY (4.41%) DCI (3.68%) CMS (17.48%) AXS (2.90%)

Wszystkie akcje pochodzą z amerykańskich giełd, takich jak NASDAQ, NYSE. [Powyższe portfolio służy wyłącznie do nauki i komunikacji. Działasz w ten sposób, jesteś na własne ryzyko.]

[pamumuhunan]

Ang portfolio ay kailangan ng pagbabago

Kailangan ng pagbabago ang portfolio, dahil hindi nagbago ang portfolio sa loob ng mahigit na 2 buwan.

Pindutin dito upang makita ang naunang portfolio kung kailangan mo.

Ang bagong portfolio ay ang sumusunod,

AER (0.47%) CRS (17.17%) CTLT (7.73%) AIG (3.43%) CCEP (21.30%) ALNT (21.42%) BERY (4.41%) DCI (3.68%) CMS (17.48%) AXS (2.90%)

Ang lahat ng mga stock ay mula sa US stock market, tulad ng NASDAQ, NYSE.

[ang portfolio sa itaas ay para lamang sa pag-aaral at komunikasyon. Trade sa ganitong paraan, ikaw ay nasa iyong sariling peligro.]

[fmarkets]

Very balanced elevation for Allient Inc in the financial three months closing Sep 30 2023 https://csimarket.com/stocks/news.php?code=ALNT&date=2023-11-30050139&utm_source=dlvr.it&utm_medium=tumblr